A Little Harmless Military Romance Bundle (A Little Harmless Military Bundle) (39 page)

She couldn’t handle losing her pride for a man all over again. At the moment though, she couldn’t exactly remember why that was so important.

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Mal heard the knock at the door, but he ignored it. He wasn’t in the mood. The only phone calls he was taking came from the office. It had been a long three days, but he had resisted, mainly because the woman he wanted to call hadn't called him.

"Open up, Dupree," Kade said through the door. "That's an order."

Mal snorted. "I outrank you."

"Yeah, well, I have a visitor here who is ready to kick your ass."

He rolled his eyes thinking it might be his sister Shannon, Kade's wife. But when he opened the door, he found himself face to face with a very pissed Dylan.

"What the hell is wrong with you?" Dylan asked.

"Well, that's a nice way of saying hi. I've spoken to your mother. She wouldn't be happy to know one of her kids was so ill-mannered."

Mal turned and walked away. If they wanted to follow him into his room, so be it. He didn’t give a damn.

"I went to the house looking for you, but Kade said you would be here."

Mal ignored the conversation. Seeing Amanda's brother was a little too much. If he was going to deal with him, Mal figured he'd have a beer. He opened the little fridge and pulled one out.

"Good God, Dupree, it's two in the afternoon and you are already drunk," Kade said.

"Yeah, well it's five o'clock somewhere."

Kade reached over and took the bottle from Mal and then marched to the bathroom and poured it out in the sink.

"I have more."

"You will not have more. You've got to get your ass dressed and over to Amanda's apartment," Dylan said.

He gave her brother a look and opened his mouth to respond, but then the room began spinning.

"Shit." He almost fell on his ass.

"When was the last time you ate?" Kade asked.

"Uh, yesterday, I think."

"Seal, you know better than to drink that much with no food in you. Come on."

Kade sat him on the bed while Dylan called room service.

"Now, first you have to get some food in you, then you need to get yourself cleaned up."

He looked at Kade and realized there were two of him there. "Yeah, I agree on the food, but I think that I don't see the reason for getting cleaned up. It's Saturday morning. I don't have to be back at work until Monday."

The men shared a look. Kade nodded and stepped back. Dylan leaned down. "Okay, I wanted to kick your ass when we got here, but I see that Kade was right."

"Kade is never right. Ask Shannon."

Kade chuckled but then stopped when Dylan shot him a look.

"Really? Because he said you were head over heels in love with my sister, and I wouldn't have believed it if I hadn't seen what a mess you are right now."

"So I took a few days to be lazy. Shoot me."

"I was ready to. You have my sister so damned miserable, I wanted to beat the hell out of you. Kade convinced me otherwise. You have to get yourself cleaned up so you can go over there and stop her."

"Stop her from what?" Then he shook his head and felt his stomach quiver. Shit.

"From going to Capital Punishment. That ass who runs the club is letting her and Addy in again, probably because he wants to get into Addy's pants. So they are making a night of it."

His brain didn’t seem to be working right. Did her brother just say Amanda was going to the club?

"She's going to the club? What for?"

"Step aside, Major," Kade said.

He did and Kade took his place. Then his brother-in-law slapped Mal upside the back of his head. "That's from Shannon. She said to use it if you were being a stupid man."

“Dammit, Kade.” His head was spinning even more. "Your sister won't marry me, Dylan."

"Yeah, well, what did you do? You rented a fucking house and just assumed she would be happy with it. First of all, if you love her, you have to understand that she will never do what you want if you try to arrange it without asking.”

He squinted at Dylan. "Yeah?"

He wanted to spill his guts and explain why she would never marry him, but he knew she hadn't told anyone else. He alone had been the person she had told.

"You think I don't know what that bastard Forrester did to her?"

Mal looked at him, surprised. "You know?"

He nodded, and his frown turned darker. "I would have ruined him. If I would have let him live, which was questionable."

"When did you find out?"

He sighed and settled in the chair beside the bed. "After he was dead. I was over at Amanda's checking on her. She did a lot of sleeping those days from the depression. I thought it was because of losing him. But I found out about the bills. She'd left them sitting open on her desk. I knew then what he had done. The fact of what he did was made worse by the fact that she had to pay off his bills. It took a little digging, but I even found a few people he dated in the Pentagon. Bastard."

Mal squinted at him. "Why didn't you ask her about it?"

He snorted. "Really? Are you sure you know Amanda at all?"

"Her pride."

"Yeah, her damned pride. She could never take a slight. Ever. I know friends of hers she hasn't spoken to because they weren't truthful with her. I thought it was all idiocy until I thought back on the guys she dated. She always seemed to pick guys who cheated on her. I thought Forrester was going to be good for her, but he was worse than all the others. I thought she might never date another military guy after that. Until you, she wasn’t ready to trust again.”

"According to her, I will at some point. Or hate her in the end."

"But she trusts you, Dupree."

He shook his head. He wished. He hoped, but he knew she didn’t. "No, she doesn't.”

"Really? Because the truth is, I think she does."

“Now I’m not so sure I’m the one with three days of drinking under my belt.”

Dylan made a face. “Okay, I have to go where a brother doesn’t like to go. But I know that you’re a Dom, and that you are a member of CP. And I know that the first night you hooked up, you did it there.”

“Are you spying on her?”

He rolled his eyes. “No. I know people and they know she’s my sister, that’s why I know. I need you to think about the one thing a truly good Dom/sub relationship has. What is the one thing that definitely makes it special? And don’t even think about love. She loves you, and we both know it. She’s probably already told you.”

He nodded.

“The one thing you need for that relationship to really work on a level of the greatest satisfaction is trust. Shit, Dupree, she trusts you. She just doesn’t trust herself.”

He squinted up at her brother and shook his head.

“Being a coward, Dupree?”

“No, there are two of you.”

He chuckled. “Get cleaned up and gear up. You have to go get your woman and save her from making a really big mistake tonight. I’ll call Addy and make sure she’s late.”

“She’ll be pissed if she finds out you did this.”

They both knew who he was talking about. Amanda held so much in, tried to hide so much that he knew she would be pissed that her brother had shared so much. The fact that she didn’t tell him until he upset her meant she hadn’t wanted anyone to know.

“Yeah, well, in the end, I expect a nephew with my name.”

That stopped him for a second. The idea of marriage, babies, and more importantly, Amanda in his bed every night sunk in.

Her brother nodded “Ah, he finally gets it. I’m calling Addy. You get your friend ready. If I don’t help you fix this, my mother would probably kill me.”

Mal stood up but the room tilted again as there was a knock at the door. He sat down. “Maybe I need to eat that food.”

“Then get your woman?” Kade asked.

He smiled. “Yes, definitely get my woman.”

Chapter Ten

Amanda pulled on the little leather black skirt she had worn the first time she’d gone to Capital Punishment. Had it been less than a month ago? God, it seemed like it had been a lifetime since she had challenged Mal that night.

“I think we need to stay home tonight," Addy said as she leaned against the doorjamb. "There is something telling me that this is not a good idea."

She glanced at her friend. She'd dressed in all black, except her hair was now pink. Amanda had sensed there was something else going on with Addy, but she couldn't figure it out. She had been so self-involved that she hadn't questioned her weird mood the last few days.

"Is there another reason?"

Addy fidgeted and avoided the question, which was not like her at all.

"Does this have to do with Walton?"

Her face flushed. "Not really."

"No?"

She shook her head but wouldn't meet Amanda's gaze. Another weird thing that had been happening.

"So, this guy you aren't that interested in--"

"I am not interested in him at all. I told you, I found him attractive, that was it."

Ah, so that was it. "Okay, anyway, he lets us get in, but you don't want to go because you have a bad feeling? Or maybe you're a little too tempted by him."

Addy’s hands fisted by her sides, and she looked madder than a hornet. "Take that back."

Amanda laughed for the first time in days. "Oh. My. God. You're really attracted to him."

"I am not. Well, yes I am. I admitted that before. He's...well, you saw him." Amanda nodded. "But he's totally wrong for me. Worse, he keeps me off balance. I thought he would use my father to pressure me to date him, but he hasn't. And I know now he won't."

And to Amanda, he sounded perfect for Addy, but she wasn't going to say that to her. She might get a smack to the back of the head for it.

"But don't think you’re getting out of the discussion. I don't think we can go to CP tonight. You're not in the right frame of mind."

She shrugged and walked to the bathroom to run a brush through her hair. "I’m not really in the mood, but I figured Walton wanted you there. Plus, it would get my mind off the problems with Mal."

Addy followed her and watched her brush her hair before answering. "Sweetie, there's a reason he hasn't called."

"Yeah, I think he saw what I had to offer and walked away."

Addy shook her head. “No. I think you both need some time, then you will get it straightened out."

She opened her mouth to respond, but the doorbell rang. Amanda frowned.

"Who could that be?"

"Hey, I'll get it, and then we'll decide about CP."

Amanda nodded but she had made up her mind. Amanda looked at herself in the mirror, realizing she had spent so much time mourning what she thought she'd had with Kyle that she had wasted her life. It was too short to worry about things that wouldn't be.

And feeling like shit wasn't going to help her. She needed people, needed a break from the pain she’d dealt with every day that Mal hadn't called.

Even as she thought it, tears filled her eyes. Dammit, she didn't need this, didn't need to deal with the pain of his decision. She had left it up to him. And he had decided. She grabbed a lipstick and started to put it on as she listened to the low murmur of voices. She couldn't make out what was being said, but she could tell that Addy knew whoever it was. Then the door shut and silence followed.

"Amanda, get your ass out here."

Mal
.

She couldn't move. First of all, her brain just would not cooperate. Fear, joy, excitement wound through her system.
What was he doing here?

"Amanda, I am not in the mood for games. I ordered you out here, and I want you out her now."

Irritation chased away all the other feelings. Wasn't that just like a man? He goes days without communicating, then shows up and expects her to hop to it.

She stomped out into the living room and was stopped by the sight of Mal in his full dress whites. He had his hat under one arm, and he didn’t look happy. In fact, from the expression in his eyes, he was beyond pissed. Dammit, he looked good enough to eat.

No, Amanda, don't get sidetracked.

She crossed her arms beneath her breasts. "What are you doing here?"

"You said to come get you if I changed my mind. I decided to listen to the first half of the sentence and ignore the last part."

"I guess it’s a man’s prerogative to ignore what he wants.” She snorted. “Of course you do. All men are that way.”

"I’m pretty sure your brothers and your father would disagree with you. And do not compare me to the men you've been with in the past." He ground out every word, his temper lashing at her.

She couldn't say anything to that. He might look calm, but she could feel the barely suppressed anger simmering beneath the surface.