A Not So Respectable Gentleman? (22 page)

Epilogue

Welbourne Manor—October 1830

T
he house party at Welbourne Manor was not unlike those held there when Leo and his siblings were growing up. Small children ran through the house, chased by haggard governesses. Older ones brought in dirt from the gardens or played rowdy games in the upstairs music room. As in days gone by, there was plenty of noise, the noise of a family party.

Leo and Mariel had invited the entire Fitzmanning Miscellany for several days of family enjoyment after the christening of their newborn son, John, named after Leo's father. Welbourne Manor was Leo and Mariel's home now and had been for two years, a wedding present from Leo's brothers and sisters, a return to their father's original bequest.

At the moment, Leo and his brothers were in the library, hiding from the children. Walker had arrived, providing them a great excuse to avoid the commotion. Walker and Penny brought two more toddlers with them, their twins, now just over a year old, their contribution to the din.

‘What did you find in Liverpool?' Leo asked Walker as soon as the men all had drinks in their hands.

Leo and Walker were now partners. Their ship had come in from that not-quite-legal investment they'd made two years before, the one that had brought Leo back to London and to Mariel. By mutual agreement, they'd decided to remain within the law afterwards. That decision had not hampered them.

‘The railroad is a marvel,' Walker told them. He had travelled to Liverpool to see first-hand how the new Liverpool and Manchester railways operated. ‘It can move thousands of people, carry the mail, as well as goods.'

‘Are you and Walker going to invest in railroads?' Nicholas asked.

‘We have already, your Grace,' Walker said. ‘We are looking to develop rail transport from London west.'

Stephen's brows rose. ‘This is a far cry from raising horses.'

‘I have no wish to compete with you, Stephen,' Leo remarked. ‘Think of it this way. Railroads can bring more people to the races. There's money in this for you.'

Brenner spoke seriously. ‘Do not sink everything into railroads. It is always better to invest in several opportunities. That way if one investment loses, you still make money on the other.'

‘Spoken like the wise elder brother!' Leo laughed.

Walker provided more details, speaking so knowledgeably that one would never have guessed he once had been a thief and a valet. When Walker had left Leo's service, the man who had once been Kellford's valet took his place. Penny said he looked more like a valet than Walker.

Mariel knocked at the door. ‘Leo, may I see you, please?'

He went to her immediately. ‘What is it?'

‘I need you to come to the nursery.' She gestured for him to come with her.

Leo's worries grew. It was not like her to interrupt like this.

Instead of the children's wing, though, she led him to their bedchamber.

‘I moved the crib in here temporarily, because the nursery is so full,' she explained.

Indeed, it had been quite a challenge to figure out the sleeping arrangements for so many children, their nurses and governesses.

‘Is something wrong with the baby?' He hurried over to the crib.

She joined him, looking down at the sleeping infant, this miracle they'd created together.

The baby slept peacefully.

She put her arm around Leo's waist. ‘Nothing's wrong. The baby is perfect, as always. There never was a more perfect baby. I merely wanted an excuse to be with you.'

The sounds of children shrieking, their feet pounding through the halls, reached his ears. A new Fitzmanning Miscellany, Leo thought, smiling to himself.

He remembered running with his brothers and sisters through these rooms. How many priceless vases had they knocked over? Suffered how many scraped knees? It has been a happy place. He'd continue to make Welbourne Manor a happy place. How could it be anything but happy when Mariel was at his side?

‘I've hardly seen you since the christening.' She sighed.

He wrapped his arms around her, realising he had missed her equally as much. ‘Were you worried that I'd run away to the Continent?'

Something crashed and shattered. A child began to wail and soon adult footsteps could be heard running to see what had happened.

She settled against his chest where she fit so perfectly. ‘With all the noise and commotion, I would not blame you.'

He broke away from her so he could look down into her eyes. ‘I would not leave you.'

She smiled. ‘Not even if someone told you I'd fallen for an earl?'

‘Especially not then.' He grinned. ‘Or, at least, I would chase you down and make you explain why you would ever do such a thing.'

She laughed. ‘Very good, Leo! You have learned something.'

He kissed her. ‘The most important thing I've learned is that I love you. I will never leave you.'

She kissed him back. ‘I know.'

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Chapter One

China, Tang Dynasty—
AD
824

F
ei
Long faced the last room at the end of the narrow hallway,
unsheathed his sword and kicked the door open.

A feminine shriek pierced the air along with the frantic
shuffle of feet as he strode through the entrance. The boarding room was a small
one set above the teahouse below. The inhabitants, a man and a woman, flung
themselves into the corner with nowhere to hide.

His gaze fixed on to the woman first. His sister's hair was
unbound and her eyes wide with fear. Pearl had their mother's thoughtful
features: the high forehead and the sharp angles that had softened since the
last time he'd seen her. She was dressed only in pale linen underclothes. The
man who was with her had enough daring to step in between them.

Fei Long glanced once to the single wooden bed against one
wall, the covers strewn wide, and his vision blurred with anger. He gripped the
sword until his knuckles nearly cracked with the strain.

‘Bastard,' he gritted out through his teeth.

He knew this man he'd come to kill. This
boy.
At least Han had been a boy when Fei Long had last seen him.
And Pearl had been a mere girl. Now she was a grown woman, staring at him as if
he were a demon risen from the underworld.

‘Fei Long.' Pearl's fingers curled tight over her lover's arm.
‘So
now
you've come.'

The soft bitterness of the accusation cut through him. Pearl
had begged for him to come back a year earlier when her marriage had first been
arranged, but he'd dismissed her letters as childish ramblings. If he had
listened, she might not have thrown herself into ruin and their father's spirit
wouldn't be floating restlessly between heaven and earth.

The young man stretched himself before Fei Long, though he
failed to match him in stature. ‘Not in front of Pearl,' he implored.

Though he trembled, the boy fought to keep his voice steady as
Pearl clung to him, hiding just behind his shoulder. At least the dog managed to
summon some courage. If Han had cowered or begged for his life, he would already
be dead.

‘Step away, Little Sister,' Fei Long commanded.

‘No.'

‘Pearl.'

‘I'd rather die here with Han than go to Khitan.'

She'd changed in the five years since he'd seen her. The Pearl
he remembered had been obedient, sweet-tempered and pleasant in all things. Fei
Long had ridden hard from Changan to this remote province, expecting to find the
son of a dog who had stolen her away.

Now that she stood before him with quiet defiance, he knew she
hadn't been seduced or deceived. Zheng Xie Han's family lived within their ward
in the capital city. Though lower in standing, the Zheng family had always
maintained a good reputation. His sister had turned to Han because she'd had no
one else.

The tension drained out of Fei Long, stealing away his rage.
His throat pulled tight as he forced out the next word. ‘Go.'

The two of them stared at him in disbelief.

‘Go,' he repeated roughly.

Fei Long lowered his weapon and turned away while they dressed
themselves. Shoving his sword back into its sheath, he faced the bare wall. He
could hear the shuffle of movement behind him as the couple gathered their
belongings.

The bleakness of the last few weeks settled into his gut like a
stone. When he'd left for his assignment to the north-western garrison, Fei Long
had believed his home to be a harmonious place. Upon news of his father's sudden
death, he'd returned to find his sister gone and debt collectors circling the
front gates like vultures.

His father's presence had been an elaborate screen, hiding the
decay beneath the lacquered surface of their lives. Fei Long now saw Pearl's
arranged marriage for what it was: a desperate ploy to restore the family
honour—or rather to prolong the illusion of respectability.

When he turned again, Pearl and Han stood watching him
tentatively. Each of them had a pack slung around their shoulder. Off to face
the horizon with all their belongings stowed in two small bags.

Han bowed once. ‘Elder Brother.'

The young man risked Fei Long's temper to deliver the
honorific. Fei Long couldn't bring himself to return the bow. Pearl met his eyes
as they started for the door. The heaviness of her expression struck him like a
physical blow.

This was the last time he would ever see his sister.

Fei Long took his money pouch from his belt and held it out.
The handful of coppers rattled inside. ‘Here.'

Han didn't look at him as he took it.

‘Thank you, Fei Long,' Pearl whispered.

They didn't embrace. The two of them had been apart for so long
that they wouldn't have known how. Fei Long watched their backs as they
retreated down the stairway; gone like everything else he had once known to be
true.

* * *

‘Jilted lover,' the cook guessed.

Yan Ling's eyes grew wide. The stranger had stormed up the
staircase only moments earlier with a sword strapped to his side and the glint
of murder in his deep-set eyes. She'd leapt out of the path of his charge, just
managing to hold on to her pot of tea without spilling a drop.

She stood at the edge of the main room, head cocked to listen
for sounds of mayhem upstairs. Her heart raced as she gripped the handle of the
teapot. Such violence and scandal were unthinkable in their quiet town.

‘Should someone stop him?' she asked.

‘What? You saw how he was dressed.' Old Cook had his feet in
the kitchen, but the rest of him strained as far into the dining area as
possible. ‘A man like that can do whatever he wants.'

‘Get back to work,' the proprietor barked.

Yan Ling jumped and the cook ducked his head back through the
beaded curtain that separated the main room from the kitchen.

‘Worthless girl,' her master muttered as she rushed the pot of
tea to its intended table. She pressed her fingers against the ceramic to check
the temperature of the pot before setting it down. Cooler than ideal, but still
hot enough to not get any complaints.

It was late in the morning and the patrons had thinned, but
that was never an excuse to move any slower. Lately it seemed nothing she did
was fast or efficient enough. She'd never known any life but the teahouse. The
story was she'd been abandoned as an infant in the room upstairs, likely the
very same one where a new scandal was now unfolding.

She paused to stack empty cups onto a tray. At that moment, the
young woman and her companion hurried down the stairs, leaving not even a
farewell behind as they swept out the door. Yan Ling expected the sword-carrying
nobleman to come chasing after them, but only an uncomfortable silence followed
their exit.

The patrons began to whisper among themselves. Her master
should be happy. This incident would have the townsfolk lingering over more than
a few extra teapots worth of gossip.

When he finally emerged, the gentleman appeared surprisingly
calm. He descended the stairs with a steady, powerful stride and his expression
was as still as the surface of the moon. Instead of leaving, he marched directly
over to the proprietor and flashed an official-looking jade seal. At that point,
even the proprietor's wife flocked over to welcome him. They ushered him to an
empty table at the centre of the room, nearly breaking their backs bowing with
such enthusiasm. Her master shot Yan Ling a sharp look, which she understood
immediately. Bring tea and fast. She rushed to the kitchen.

‘Is there a lot of blood?' the kitchen boy asked as she pushed
through the curtain.

‘Shush.'

She poured hot water over a fresh pot of leaves and flew back
out with her hand around the bamboo handle. Back out in the main room, the
stranger didn't even spare her a glance as she poured the first cup for him.

His robe was of fine woven silk and richly dyed in a dark blue.
He wore his thick hair long, the front of it pulled back into a knot in the
style of aristocracy. She was stricken by the strength of his features: the hard
line of his cheekbones and the broad shape of his face, which narrowed slightly
at the chin.

With a cursory bow, she set the pot down and moved away. There
were other tables to tend to and most patrons wanted to drink their tea in
peace. Yet her attention kept on wandering back to the stranger.

Hours later, he was still seated in the same spot. He wasn't
even drinking his tea any more. Instead, he had taken to staring into his
cup.

Government official, they guessed in the back room, though he
travelled without any escort and had a sullen expression that continued to sink
lower as the day slipped by. Her guess was that he needed something stronger
than tea.

By the end of the day, Yan Ling moved from table to empty table
in a restless circle, wash rag in hand, as she wiped away at wooden surfaces
rubbed bare from use. The teahouse crowd had long returned to their homes. Only
the nobleman remained, still hoarding his cold tea.

As long as he stayed there, she was supposed to attend to him.
Her master had made that very clear while he sat comfortably in the corner,
tallying up the cash. The wooden beads of his abacus clicked together,
signalling that the day should be done.

Her feet ached and no matter how much she wriggled her toes in
her slippers, the feeling wouldn't quite return to them. The clang from the
kitchen meant that the cook and his boy were cleaning their pots. A mountain of
cups and bowls and little plates would be waiting for her.

Cook tried to get her to pry information from the man, but of
course she wouldn't do such a thing. He'd suffered enough public scrutiny that
day to deserve some privacy. She guessed him to be twenty-five years, with a
slight crease between his eyes that she imagined came more from deep
contemplation than age.

Gingerly, she approached the table. ‘Does the honoured guest
need anything?'

She reached for the clay teapot, only to have him wave her back
with an irritated scowl. For a gentleman, he was uncommonly rude, but she
supposed wearing silk and jade gave him that privilege. He propped his elbows
onto the table, shoulders hunched, to return to his vigil. From the emptiness of
his stare, the young woman had to have been someone close to him. His wife? But
no man would let his wife escape with a lover after catching them together.

Yan Ling turned to wipe down her already-cleaned table once
more when the stranger spoke.

‘I need a woman,' he mumbled. ‘Any woman would do.'

Her stomach dropped. She swung around, her mouth open in shock.
The stranger raised his head. For the first time, his eyes focused on her,
looking her up and down.

‘Perhaps even you.'

Any sympathy she might have had for him withered away. If his
tone had been leering, or his look more appraising, it might have been less
offensive. But the coldly pensive way he'd said it along with the addition of
‘perhaps', as if to plunge her worth even further—Yan Ling grabbed the teapot
and flung the contents at the scoundrel.

The stranger shot to his feet with a curse. With a choked cry,
her master jumped up from his table and his wife soared like a windstorm from
the kitchen, apologising profusely. Even the cook and his boy were gawking
through the curtained doorway.

‘Get out!' the master's wife shrieked at Yan Ling before
turning to fuss at their precious patron. The front of his expensive robe was
stained dark with a splatter of tea.

‘We are so sorry, my lord,' she crooned. ‘So sorry.'

Yan Ling clutched the teapot between both her hands while she
stared.

The nobleman swiped the tea leaves away in one angry motion
while his eyes remained fixed on her. He had lost that distant, brooding
expression he'd worn all day. The look he gave her was possibly worse than the
one she'd seen as he'd charged up the stairs. Heat rose up her neck as she
stumbled back.

What had she done?

‘That know-nothing, good-for-nothing girl,' her master
railed.

Her ears rang as she ducked into the kitchen through the beaded
curtain. Steam enclosed her, but the clang of the pots couldn't block the sounds
of her master and his wife apologising profusely to the nobleman.

It wasn't as if she hadn't been taunted before, but over the
last years the teasing had taken on a different tone as her bone-thin figure had
curved its way into womanhood. She'd learned to deafen her ears and stare ahead,
never meeting any of the not-so-subtle glances thrown her way. Yet to suffer
such insult from someone who appeared so refined—it was unbearable.

Ignoring the curious stares from cook and the kitchen boy, she
slipped through the back door. Her palms were damp and she wiped them restlessly
against the sides of her grey tunic. Fear set her heart skittering.

The teahouse was where she'd lived all her life, but it was not
home. The proprietor and his wife were not her father and mother. This had
always been clear to her and she'd had to earn her bed, this roof and every meal
with service and obedience.

One moment of hot-headedness. She'd lashed out at a
well-dressed nobleman, of all people. She wasn't even a servant when it came to
this man. She was the humble servant of humble servants. Who was she to be
outraged?

She would certainly be scolded by both master and mistress,
each separately and then together. Yan Ling could hear them already. She had
become too much of a burden to feed, to clothe. She wasn't even pretty enough to
bring in more customers. They might even be angry enough to take a bamboo switch
to her.