A Warrior's Path (The Castes and the OutCastes) (51 page)

The SuDin smiled.
  “A splendid idea,” he replied, knowing he would do no such thing.  He enjoyed the fear the murders inspired.  It was foolish, but as he’d once told Varesea, he didn’t see a reason to deny himself of life’s pleasures.

There were a few mor
e items of business to address before the meeting was adjourned and the Council dispersed.

*****

S
everal hours later, the SuDin stroked Varesea’s bare back as she lay on her stomach.  His hand drifted lower…

With an affectionate chuckle, she trapped his hand.  “You are insatiable,” she said, rolling to face him.  She kissed his mouth but pulled back as his arms moved to enclose her.  “But I am not as lusty as
you seem to be.”

“You can be,” he said, his heart suddenly tripping faster.  Should he tell her the truth about the Knife
?

She frowned, clearly puzzled.  “What do you mean?”

He changed his mind.  “It’s nothing.”

She sat up, and
the blanket slipped down.  He drank in the sight of her naked breasts and bent his face toward them, but she lifted his chin, forcing him to look her in the eyes.  “What is it you aren’t telling me?” she asked.  She eyed him as he remained mute.  “You think I haven’t noticed.  Nowadays, you’re as lusty as a young bull, and you don’t limp like you used to.”

She sat up further, and th
e blanket pooled at her waist.

The SuDin
felt a stirring at the sight of her body.  There were women far lovelier than Varesea that he could have chosen as a lover, but he wanted none of them.  He only wanted
her
.  With an almost painful start, he realized he loved her.  He loved Varesea.  In that singular moment of awareness, the SuDin made a decision: Varesea needed to know the truth.  “The Knife drains
Jivatma
, just as I told the Council, but it does not send it against the Oasis.  It transfers it to the wielder,” he explained.  “It is why I don’t limp so much, and why I am able to…” he paused, a sly grin on his face, “…perform for you so frequently.  And since there is a final victim to be killed, you can be the one who kills him.  You can become like me.”

“Him?  You have chosen the next sacrifice?”

“Your husband.  I have seen the bruises on your arms and stomach, and I know you didn’t fall down some stairs or run into furniture.”

She sighed, covering herself with the thin blanket, her arms folded.  “He knows I share my bed with another.  It infuriates him.”

“Only your bed?” the SuDin asked, praying she would say something more, something to give him hope.

She did not.  Instead, she looked him in the ey
es and smiled sadly.  “What do you think we are to one another?” she asked.  “What do you think we can ever be?”

“I know what you are to me.”

“And can we be together after my husband dies?” she gently scoffed.

“We already are in all the ways that matter,” the SuDin said.

“You are a hopeless romantic, my SuDin,” she replied, pulling him down to kiss her.

*****

H
is wife often chided Dar’El, saying he worried too much about the future and didn’t pay enough attention to the moment.  As in so many other things, she was right, but Dar’El didn’t know any other way to live his life.  He
had
to plan for the worst so when it didn’t come to pass, everything that came after was a bright, happy surprise.  And if disaster
did
occur, then he and those he loved would have been prepared.  Right now, what had him worried was his son’s future, specifically, Rukh’s.  The boy’s first Trial had been extraordinary in ways no one could have predicted.  Dar’El shook his head in disbelief.  Words couldn’t describe how eventful it had been.  To experience so much so quickly…even a lifetime would seem too short for all Rukh had seen and accomplished.

But some of his accomplishments were dangerous,
especially for the boy’s future.

His ability to Blend and Heal, for instance.  Dar’El wasn’t ashamed of Rukh’
s new Talents, nor did he think of his son as a naaja, as Tainted.  He would never feel that way about any of his children.  Nevertheless, others did and would.  Rector Bryce, for example.  The Watcher would probably share his knowledge of Rukh’s abilities with those who did not have Rukh’s best interest at heart.  His son might very well be found Unworthy because of his Talents.

Dar’El had long
ago learned to gauge the currents and eddies of the Chamber of Lords.  Amongst the ‘Els of the older Houses, there was a growing sentiment to humble House Shektan.  Dar’El’s House had grown too powerful, too quickly.  That jealousy had only grown more potent, gaining steady traction since the death of Suge Wrestiva and his father’s humiliation at Dar’El’s hands. What better way to punish House Shektan then by casting down their most visible, successful member.  If the Chamber learned of Rukh’s abilities, Dar’El felt certain, his eldest son would face ruin.  And even if he avoided banishment, his life here would become unbearable. Rukh would be shunned and despised.  He would never be allowed to marry and start a family.  What was the point of such a miserable, stunted life?

So Dar’El worried.  He couldn’t see an easy path for Rukh’s happiness, at least not here in Ashoka. 
But he and Satha both recognized the strong bond between their son and the OutCaste woman, Jessira.  The two young people didn’t share love, not yet anyway, but they did have a deep trust and friendship.  If Rukh were found Unworthy, or his life here in Ashoka became a ruined wreck, then what about Stronghold?  They would take him in.  Dar’El had already confirmed it from Jessira.

Rukh would hate it, which is why he couldn’t k
now of Dar’El’s plans for him – plans to keep him safe and give him a chance at happiness.

Dar’El sighed.  He hated manipulating others, but it was a skill he found ca
me to him as easily as a bird took to flight.

He
was walking back to his study, but he paused at the open, windowed doors leading out from the sunroom.  He smiled.  A perfect scenario could play out even now.

Rukh was
alone in the courtyard out back, playing his mandolin.  He sat upon a small bench with his back to Dar’El.  As with all things outdoors, his wife had turned this area into a flower garden.  It was her passion, and in another life she would have been a Muran.  She had chosen ligustrum bushes to form a tall hedge that bordered the courtyard, and then shaped the flowerbeds with a winding path of chipped bricks.  An arched passage opposite to where Dar’El stood led out into the rest of the grounds.  Right now, some of the flowers – lilies – were in bloom with vibrant colors of bright orange, red, and purple.  However, Dar’El’s favorite plants were the large gardenias flanking the bench upon which Rukh sat.  He’d always found their floral fragrance intoxicating, which was why Satha always wove them through her hair.

He smiled
in remembrance, listening as Rukh played.  His son obviously didn’t have the sublime skill of a Sentya master, or even the average ability of someone like Jaresh, but his heart was in it.  For a Kumma, he was actually quite good.  The boy had always loved music, and Dar’El would have been just as proud if his son somehow ended up earning his living through the mandolin instead of the sword.  He felt the same way about Bree and her fascination with medicine, or Jaresh and his love of history.  Of his children, it seemed Jaresh would be the only one who would have a chance to follow his dream.  For Bree and Rukh, those choices could never be, not so long as the Castes existed.

Perhaps Jessira’s arrival and the presence of the OutCastes could
allow Dar’El to achieve his long sought after impossible dream: the end of the Castes.  It was a dream only Satha knew or shared.

From a purely pragmat
ic standpoint, it made sense.  Dar’El imagined a Kumma warrior with the Talents of all the other Castes; not just able to Blend and Heal as Rukh could, but also with the ability to Cohese like a Duriah, achieve Lucency like a Sentya, and inspire and lead like a Cherid.  Such a warrior would be all but undefeatable.

And even from a moral standpoint, it made sense.
  The words Jessira had spoken, the quote taken from
The Book of All Souls
:
Across the world, the Lord stretched forth His hand and caused Life.  And those whom he gave understanding, He named as brothers and sisters. 
It was a passage Dar’El had long considered, one that had resonated with him since he had first read it decades earlier.

Some philosophers claimed Humanity to be the seven spokes o
f an immeasurably large wheel, with each spoke representing a single Caste.  But it was a metaphor Dar’El never understood.  A wheel was a dead thing.  It only moved if someone or something acted upon it.  It was too passive to represent the vibrancy of Humanity.

Instead
, Dar’El thought of Humanity as a single, great tree with seven majestic branches, alive and growing.  It was hardy enough to survive even the strongest of storms.  And was it not true that in most every type of tree, the limbs and leaves intermingled throughout the canopy such that from a distance, a person could rarely tell the main branch from which an individual leaf drew its sustenance?  For Dar’El, Humanity was one family.  It should act like one.

“It’s good to hear you playing,” Dar’El said as Rukh finished his song.

His son turned, a look of surprise on his face.  “I didn’t know you were there.”

Dar’El smiled and to
ok a seat next to Rukh on the bench.  “You seemed so caught up in the music.  I hated to interrupt you by announcing my presence.”

Rukh cradled his mandolin.  “It’s something I missed when I was out in the Wildness,” he said, a wistful longing in his voice.

“But since you can Blend, there’s no reason you can’t take your mandolin with you the next time you leave Ashoka.  You can hide the sound of the music yourself and play to your heart’s content.”

Rukh grimaced.  “I’d rather no one
else know what I can do.”

“
You think it would make things hard on you?  The other warriors would handle it badly?”

“Yes.”

Dar’El nodded understanding even as he tried to figure out how to bring up the real reason he wanted to talk to Rukh in private.  He chose the direct method.  “I imagine your friend, Jessira, probably feels the same way,” he said.  “You know she wears a scarf over her face whenever she leaves the House Seat?”

Rukh nodded.  He looked a bit guilty.

“It’s a sad indictment of our culture, don’t you think?” Dar’El asked.

“Yes it is.”

“Can I ask you a question?”  Dar’El didn’t wait for Rukh’s answer.  “Why do you act ashamed of her?”

Rukh startled
, looking uncomfortable.  “Is it so obvious?”

“I’ve noticed.  Amma’s noticed.  And Jessira is a bright, young woman.  I’m sure she’s noticed as well.”

Rukh frowned sadly as he looked away.  “I’m not ashamed of her,” he began.  “Jessira is a wonderful person, but it’s just…” he shrugged.  “I’m afraid.”

“Afraid?”  Dar’El’s brows furrowed in confusion.  “What are you afraid of?”

“Everything.  I’m afraid for my future, my hopes, my dreams…all of it,” Rukh answered.  “I’m worried about my reputation and how it will suffer if I’m known to be too friendly with her.  Especially if my new Talents also become common knowledge.”

“Then you aren’t a friend at all,” Dar’El said.  He was pleased to see his son flinch, but he was also disappointed in the boy. 
Dar’El couldn’t tolerate cowardice.

“I’m sure she ha
sn’t missed my presence,” Rukh replied, sounding as if he was trying to convince himself.  He was wrong, and he knew it, even if he wasn’t ready to admit it yet.

Dar’El took a deep breath.  Now came the manipulation.  “A t
rue friend would stand with her,” he said.

“Is that what you would do?”

“It isn’t for me to say,” Dar’El replied.  “This is your life, not mine.  You have to find your own warrior’s path.”

“Then what would you
advise
me to do?” Rukh asked, looking slightly annoyed.

Good.  He
would be too focused on his irritation to see the true purpose of Dar’El’s words.

“Friendship is a kind of love, and none of us should turn away from love.  So you need to ask yourself this simple question: is Jessira
your friend?”  Dar’El answered, couching his words as carefully as possible, willing Rukh to take the correct lesson from them. “Think on it,” he said, slapping Rukh’s knee as he stood and went back into the house.

As he left,
Dar’El was both pleased and sad at the same time.  He hadn’t missed his son’s countenance.  Rukh had worn a troubled expression. It was another manipulation complete, but it was one that left Dar’El wanting to cry.  He would see his son safe, even if it meant he would never see him again.  The boy would do what was needed.

Now if
only his daughter would as well.