Chapter 2
London, March 1816
Millie awoke abruptly, feeling both frightened and on edge. She instinctively reached for the chain necklace on the night table and slipped it over her head. She glanced down at the gold and amethyst amulet and fingered the strange disk that now served as a pendant. Millie closed her eyes and took several deep breaths as memories of the late Lord Chaselton flooded her mind, calming her thoughts. It was nice to think of him as another guardian angel.
Nightmares did not interrupt her sleep often, but when they did, they were intense and disturbing. One of her last and clearest memories of her mother was being consoled after such a dream. After her death, Millie would stare at a small, handheld portrait of her mother, until the unsettling feelings subsided.
During one of her summer visits to the Wentworths’, the portrait had been ruined, the victim of a tree branch, a broken window, and a nasty thunderstorm. That next day, Aimee’s father Lord Chaselton had surprised them each with gifts. Millie’s was an amulet. One night, after a particularly haunting dream, she had awoke and finding it next to her, clutched it in her palm, hoping it would provide some comfort. And it had worked. All the love and peace she sought from the face of her mother, that strange piece of jewelry was somehow also able to bestow during that visit. Seeing the item when rummaging through the attic in preparations for Town, Millie immediately donned it, hoping it would provide her luck if not fortitude to withstand the weeks ahead.
Millie winced when she heard her stomach growl. She lay still for several minutes, listening to the gurgling evidence of her earlier attempt to force the impossible. Knowing she would not be able to go back to sleep until having eaten, she slipped out from the covers. Quietly sneaking down the dark, unlit hall, her toe crunched against an unseen piece of furniture. Millie muffled a cry of pain and hopped to Aimee’s door and cracked it open. Seeing moonlight pour in through the bedroom window, she heaved a sigh of relief and made her way across the room.
“Aimee? Are you awake?” Millie whispered, hoping for company while she raided the kitchen.
“No, and neither am I,” came a muffled response from under a pillow covering Jennelle’s head. Soon after Aimee’s mother arrived at the Wentworth London manor, better known as Hembree Grove, she declared all the bedrooms to be in need of immediate maintenance. Jennelle’s room was the first slated for transformation and received a fresh coat of paint and preparations for new wallpaper the following afternoon. Until the fumes from the newly enhanced walls diminished, Jennelle agreed to sleep in the spare bed located in Aimee’s room.
“Whatever do you want, Millie?” Aimee asked, yawning. She stretched and sat up, causing waves of gold to tumble all around her.
“I was only wondering if you might be interested in . . . some nourishment,” Millie murmured weakly. She had been famished for what seemed to be hours.
“Millie! I just
knew
this was going to happen,” Aimee grunted, falling back against her pillow. “I warned you, and you didn’t listen. You would not be starving right now if you had partaken of dinner. Your fast was a mockery, and everyone knew it.”
“I was not fasting per se, Aimee. I was just vexed. And I still am. It is not fair, I tell you,” Millie said reluctantly as she dramatically slumped onto a nearby velvet settee.
“Well, I think it is irrational for you to be the one fasting over Jennelle’s shortened Season with us. If anyone should be starving in protest, it is she.”
“I’m not starving,” came a voice from under a pillow.
Millie huffed. “That is only because of your good nature, Jennelle. It was up to me to protest your leaving, and so I did. Besides, a monthlong Season is unreasonable.”
“And this coming from the one who didn’t believe in having a Season in the first place,” the still muffled voice replied.
Millie shrugged, undisturbed by Jennelle’s retort. “I just believe that if you are going to do something, do it right. The Season lasts from now until June. That’s just over three months. It’s practically a crime, Jennelle, that you are allowed to experience only half of it. Aimee, you, too, should have been fasting with me to persuade Lord Gent to change his mind.”
“Would not have worked. My father would still have left, never having noticed.” Jennelle’s father, Lord Gent, was an avid researcher and had traveled to Town to purchase several books on medieval England. Disliking staying in London for any length of time at all, he had dined with his daughter at Hembree Grove, made polite but quick conversation, and then left. Lady Chaselton invited him to stay at least one night, but he had been adamant about starting his journey home immediately. Soon after he was assured Jennelle had settled in well with the Wentworths, her father had left for his country estate.
Aimee sat upright and looked her friend directly in the eye. “Millie, I truly love your dramatic soul, but do you not think you are being even slightly ridiculous? I mean, Lord Gent did allow her to stay for six weeks.”
“But with only one new dress. It is dreadful,” Millie replied, refusing to succumb to Aimee’s censure.
“What need do I have for new gowns? I have no intention of capturing anyone’s notice,” Jennelle replied. She lifted her pillow and looked directly at Millie. “And I
thought
neither did you.”
Aimee nodded her head and joined Jennelle’s line of questioning. “Indeed, was it not you, Millie, who convinced us to delay our coming-out these past two years?”
Millie stood up and waved her hands, downplaying Aimee’s question. “Oh, I still have no intention of agreeing to any type of commitment—especially with the dandies and fribble we’re likely to encounter. And if I could have delayed this demand of my father’s, Aimee, I would have. But now that our coming-out is a fait accompli, I have decided that it need not all be dreadful. Imagine the adventures we could have here and nowhere else.” Millie began spinning about the room with her arms held out to her sides.
Those who assumed Millie Aldon’s personality corresponded with her physical characteristics—petite, ladylike, and soft-spoken—usually found themselves either befuddled and confused, or enjoying lively conversation upon meeting her. According to Mother Wentworth, the Daring Three would soon redefine what Society considered diamonds of the first water.
Millie was the smallest of them all, and the most spirited. Yet despite her propensity for unorthodox activities, she possessed her mother’s natural elegance and a charming wit that ensnared most of those around her.
Tall, slender, with blond hair and snapping emerald eyes, Aimee fit every Society mother’s mold of ideal marriage material. And though a self-admitted bluestocking, Jennelle’s flawless skin, shapely figure, and intelligent blue eyes would enable her to select from many eligible men.
Millie stopped twirling and looked beseechingly at her friend. “Jennelle, think of the societies that are here, many of which include people who love to learn and read as much as you do. Aimee! The museums, the art, the paintings!”
Jennelle sat up abruptly and signaled Aimee. “Reflect on our friend’s sudden change in disposition toward Town, and I give you a chilling thought. She is
up
to something.” Jennelle pointed a finger at Millie, who deliberately ignored her. “Yes, our clever friend is definitely up to something. Millie, what are you planning?”
Aimee looked perplexed. “Jennelle? What do you mean?”
“I mean, Aimee, that Millie is suspiciously correct in her assertions.
You
have things of interest here in Town. Even
I
am looking forward to visiting a multitude of places. But Millie? Tell me, Aimee. What does London offer a noblewoman who loves to ride, hunt, and generally cause trouble?”
Understanding suddenly crept into Aimee’s face as the blood rushed out. “Oh no. You are right.... Millie! What
are
you planning?”
Millie spread her hands. “Me? You two are half asleep and spouting nonsense. I’m going downstairs before I vanish into nothingness due to hunger.” She could feel the eyes of her friends on her back as she escaped through the door before they could probe further.
“There must be
something
edible here, though Lord knows how I am going to find it. May you experience a thousand hunger-filled days, Lord Gent,” Millie mumbled to herself as she tiptoed around the kitchen.
“Oww!” Millie yelped and immediately strangled several sordid curses as she tried not to wake the house. “Bloody hell,” she moaned, trying to ignore the pain radiating from her foot. “What fool put a stool in the middle of the floor?”
“I believe the last time we saw each other, you were hopping about precisely in the same manner. Including the bare feet,” Chase reflected from the shadows.
Startled, Millie whirled around, searching for the speaker. “Who is there? Explain yourself.”
She took a step forward and her long, dark brown hair shimmered in the moonlight. Chase lowered his gaze to skim appreciatively down the graceful line of her slender frame. He was not prepared for the petite but curvaceous beauty standing before him.
Little Mildred Aldon had grown up.
Her facial features had been replaced with those of a woman, delicate and feminine. Long lashes framed the unforgettable eyes that revealed both her curiosity and fear. Her lower lip was slightly fuller than her upper, and Chase found himself wondering if they were as soft and inviting as they looked.
“Charlie? Is . . . is that you?” Millie asked, hugging herself as she approached the large man looming in the shadows. She had been twelve years old the summer she had said good-bye to Aimee’s brother, but his presence was unlike any other. Despite the years, she instinctively knew the voice belonged to the new Marquess of Chaselton, Charles Wentworth.
Though loath to admit it aloud, he had been one of her life anchors as a child. After her mother died, Millie had felt out of control and alone. Aimee, Jennelle, Mother Wentworth, and to a large degree even Charlie, had provided her a familial refuge that gave her a sense of belonging. She had not realized how much Charlie had contributed to that feeling until he had left.
Millie moved and Chase sucked in his breath. She had slanted her head to one side and unfolded her crossed arms. The innocent act revealed the diaphanous condition of her linen shift. The tempting outline of her uptilted breasts, her shapely hips, and slender waist served as a reminder that his favorite childhood annoyance had grown up into a striking woman. Twig was reminding parts of his body that he had not been with a woman in some time.
“Why aren’t you wearing any clothes?” Chase bellowed, mentally trying to envision her as a little girl with scabbed knees. It wasn’t working.
“It
is
you, Charlie!” Millie exclaimed in a shocked whisper. “Heavens, keep your voice down. I cannot believe it. I have not seen you since I was . . . what was I, twelve? And already you are raising your voice and lecturing me. Good Lord, don’t you know people are attempting to sleep at this hour? You should be ashamed of yourself.”
Chase stood dumbfounded for a moment, feeling as if the last eight years had just disappeared. He was suddenly Charlie again and little Mildred Aldon of the thoroughly exasperating Three was lecturing him when it was she who was in the wrong. He shook his head and returned to the present, determined not to be deterred by her again.
His eyes narrowed in a futile attempt at admonishment. “I should be ashamed of myself? I am not the one who is traipsing about the kitchen half-exposed for anyone to see.”
Millie thought his comment fairly nonsensical as she felt more covered in her nightdress than she did in some of her ball gowns.
Unaware of the transparent state of her dress, Millie put her hands on her hips and jutted her chin. Chase would have laughed at her old technique of trying to appear imposing, except the gesture had thrust her bosoms more fully into view. Instead, he found himself trying unsuccessfully to suppress unexpected and unwanted visions of her as she lectured him.
“Charlie Wentworth, you will behave like a gentleman even if it has slipped your notice that I am no longer a child. You will remember your status and speak to me as a gentleman speaks to a lady.” Then, remembering she had not expected to encounter any company, she pursed her lips and added, “Regardless of my state of dress.”
Feeling ridiculous, Chase stood speechless as he tried not to gape at the soft swells of her breasts. Her body may have matured, but the fire and energy of her youth remained. Chase wasn’t sure why, but he was glad Mildred Aldon retained the spirit he had once so admired. Not that she ever knew of his approval or was going to know of it now.
Puzzled by his silence, Millie moved the stool out of her way and took a step closer. Then suddenly it occurred to her that he must have thought she was right. It was a silent agreement, of course, but when Charlie believed her to be wrong, he was quick to let her know. At least, he
used
to be quick to let her know.
No longer half-hidden in the shadows, the moonlight illuminated Millie’s face and accentuated the purple hue of her eyes. Chase took a deep breath as he watched her face brighten. Something had crossed her mind that pleased her immensely. The effect was mesmerizing. Millie would have to stop smiling or he would have to leave—and quick. He was already having a hard enough time reconciling this very attractive woman with his memories of a little girl who found trouble wherever she could.