Alexxxa (29 page)

~David

Real love—true love—or whatever you want to call it isn’t about giving everything up or changing completely for the other person. It’s about compromise. You shouldn’t have to break, but bending is usually helpful. I wanted to be with Alexa and she wanted to be with me…  We just had to find a happy medium when it came to our sexual desires. You see, love isn’t purely physical, but it counts for something. Sex can be a physical expression of love, or it can mean nothing. It’s up for you to decide what you want out of the experience. I’d decided I wanted it all, and I wanted it with Alexa, of course.

“David!” Alexa called. “Ten minute count down!”

I glanced at the clock and swore under my breath. “I need to take a quick shower first. Go ahead and start without me. Why don’t you test out your new toy?”

“Okay.”

Fifteen minutes later I strode into our living room and smiled when I saw Alexa, my Alexa, my wife, spread eagle on the couch with her new vibrator buzzing between her legs. She was moaning while eyeing the webcam setup in front of her. There were another half dozen around her to capture different angles.

I strode up to her, buck-naked and stayed her hand. “I’m thinking that you might enjoy the real thing better.” Before she could say anything I hurled the vibrator across the room and went to my knees in front of her. I quickly maneuvered her to the side so the main camera had a better view of what I was doing. I, of course, was about to lick my wife’s pussy in front of millions of paying customers.

I’d bent for Alexa. She wanted exhibitionism, and I wanted her to only fuck me. We were now one of the most popular couples on the web. Guys ate up the idea of someone like me, a normal guy, being with a super hot chick like Alexa.  It gave all the nerds and geeks out there hope, or a least a better fantasy than they had before. Alexa claimed I was anything but a normal guy. She said I was her inked up, skinnier version of Clark Kent…and very geek chic. She definitely saw me through the eyes of a woman in love. I knew what I was, but was happy that Alexa saw me for something else entirely.

Porn of any kind wasn’t something I’d ever thought I’d do… But… To put it simply… Men are led by their hearts, but think with their dicks… and since Alexa owned all of my important organs, I’d really had no choice. Besides, I wasn’t going to complain about the fact that I was making a shit ton of money to have lots of sex with my wife. Really, it was pretty spectacular. Plus my documentary film on the porno industry had morphed into something much more. It had become a peek into our love story. People ate that kind of shit up. Yes, Alexa and I were quite satisfied with both our personal and career lives at the moment.

One day Alexa would have to give up the adult industry completely. She told me it would be when we decided to have kids. She thought that no one would want to see her after she gave birth, she was convinced she’d be completely undesirable. I, of course, told her that there was nothing that could steal her beauty. She’d merely laughed and told me that’s why she’d always be an exhibitionist for me, because one day when she was old and decrepit, I’d be the only one who’d want to see her. But she’d be fine with that since what I thought of her mattered most of all, and now she really only needed me to see her to not feel invisible.  Although she still loved everyone watching us…together. Alexa would have given everything up for me, but that’s why I could never really ask her to.

For now, we were just enjoying the ride. We were still relatively young, in love, and filthy rich. Life could definitely be a lot worse.

This is the part where I get to thank all the people who made this book possible. I really hope I don’t leave out someone important. I know I say something similar in all of my acknowledgements, but GEEEEEZE! The thought of forgetting to thank someone important is SUPER stressful. It’s like when your mind goes blank when trying to take an important test. *hides behind hands* But here I go anyways…as usual… EEP!

First I’d like to thank my amazing Hubby, who is supportive and patient beyond the realm of what I imagine any normal man is . . . dah dah da duuuh . . . Super Hubby! (Copy and paste! I’m just going to put that in every book because it makes him smile.)

Next I would like to thank my parents for encouraging my love of reading and crazy imagination during my most impressionable years. Carnegie Library rocks! (Again...copy and paste! Lol)

Then of course there’s my kick ass beta readers for
Alexxxa
: Kristin Bingham, Kellee Fabre, Shona Lawrence, and Tiffany Mahaffy. Thank you so for taking the time to read another of my books so quickly! It really humbles me how awesome you are to me! Love you!

Of course I need to thank Lindsay Tiry for her amazing cover design! She always goes above and beyond for me and puts up with all of my ‘notes’. Anyone who doesn’t know what that means...consider yourself lucky. Ha!

Let’s not forget Amy from The Eyes For Editing! She made all the prettiness possible that’s happening within these pages.

I’d like to give an extra special thanks to Ren Reidy for heading up the Tik Tok Press team, and for proofing
Alexxxa
. My books would probably disappear into the ether and have a ton of typos without you.

I’d also like to give a gi-normous, super extra special thanks to Megan D. Martin for editing
Alexxxa
. And also for making me laugh with your MS comments. One day I will not reference Superman in one of my books. Okay, we all know that’s a big fat lie. I’m obsessed.

And last but certainly not least: Thank you to all the Book Bloggers and fans who keep me going! I wouldn’t be anywhere if not for you guys! I love each and every one of you! Big Booky Hugs!

D.T. Dyllin is a Bestselling Romance Author who writes in both New Adult and Adult genres. She is a member of the RWA (Romance Writers of America) and also her local chapter, the MCRW (Music City Romance Writers).

D.T. was born and raised in Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania. (Black & Gold for life, baby!) She now lives in Nashville, Tennessee with her husband and two spoiled GSDs.