All Due Respect Issue 2 (12 page)

Loraine moved around the shop like a rat in a room full of traps. Dottie scolded her after work one night.

“If this was gonna come back and bite us, it would have already. Now would you calm down? No one is looking for him. Either one of them. They went for a fishing trip and never came home. That’s all.”

“I know, I know. It’s just…”

“Just what?”

“I don’t know.”

Dottie thought about slapping her, trying to get her to come around. It was like having Roger back again.
What’s with these people and their murderous intentions, and then they can’t handle it?

“Look, maybe we should close the shop for a few days. We can look around to hire someone. This isn’t my racket and it ain’t yours. We’re owners now. We got to learn how to act like it.”

Loraine nodded her head. “Yeah. I could use a break.”

“We both could.” Dottie put a hand on Loraine’s knee. She tamped down her desire to slap the woman across the face. “It’s all over, Loraine. We did it. Scot free.” Dottie patted her knee. “Have you heard from the lawyer about the estate?”

Anthony had been well insured. Dottie was holding off on drafting an official document that made them equal partners until after the dust had settled.

“Yeah, I spoke to him yesterday,” Loraine said. “The check cleared.”

“What? Why didn’t you say so?” Another strong urge to slap her came and went. “We should definitely take a few days off then. We’ve got cash now. We don’t need the two-bit nickels and dimes from a pile of ground chuck. We’ve got prime rib sitting in that bank. How much is there?”

“Four hundred thousand.” Loraine said, barely above a whisper.

Dottie almost choked. That was four hundred thousand more than she got off Roger.

“Then it’s settled. We’ll take a week off, find a new butcher, and we can relax.”

“I guess you’re right.” Loraine managed a weak smile. Who says money can’t buy happiness? “I suppose I should take all these receipts to the bank in the morning.”

“Aw, it’ll keep.”

“No, I’ve been putting it off. Anthony used to handle all the banking.” At the mention of his name, Loraine started to tear up a little. She reached into the desk drawer and took out weeks’ worth of bank deposits. Dottie’s eyes went wide.

“How long have you been sitting on those?”

“Since Anthony went missing. I told you, he handled the bank.”

“Loraine, we’re supposed to be business as usual. This isn’t—” Dottie flashed on an idea. “Wait, you’ve never been to the bank?”

“No. I hate being around all that money. It makes me nervous. Maybe when we hire a new butcher, we can hire an accountant.”

“Sure, sure,” Dottie said, but her mind was elsewhere. An idea was coalescing in her mind. The final step in the plan. A plan she thought was over, but turned out was only halfway there.

“We don’t need to hire an accountant. I’ll handle it.”

“You don’t mind?”

“Mind? Loraine, what do you think I did before I married Roger?”

7.

D
OTTIE BROUGHT THREE WEEKS’
worth of deposits up to her apartment. The next day she took cash from the pile and went dress shopping. She bypassed the new styles from Paris. She walked by the light summer frocks and flower prints. She bought a black dress, black pillbox hat, and a black veil.

She called Loraine to see how she was feeling.

“Okay, I guess. When do we need to start looking for a new butcher?”

“It’ll keep. Let’s do something fun, just for us. We both need to let off a little steam, don’t you think?”

It wasn’t quite as hard as talking her into carrying Roger’s lifeless body into the tub, and after some coaxing, Dottie made a date for her and Loraine to go out on the town.

Dottie met her in the shop. She got there early.

When Loraine arrived, Dottie let her in. Both women were dressed for the best nightclubs in town.

“So, where to?” Loraine asked.

“I want to let you know,” Dottie said. “I couldn’t have done this without you.”

“What do you mean?”

Dottie stepped around the corner and picked up a crisp white butcher’s apron. “I mean, getting rid of Roger. Setting us up for a life of being our own bosses. What could be better, huh?”

Loraine shrugged. Dottie slipped the apron over her red, formfitting dress. “I suppose we both have Roger to thank, really,” Dottie went on. “I mean, if he hadn’t snapped and carved up your husband, we’d still be ordinary housewives welcoming home our men stinking of raw meat every night. I tell ya, that smell? It can make you crazy.”

Dottie stood in front of Loraine, apron covering her from her neckline down past her knees.

“What are you doing? I thought we were going out.”

“Just me, Loraine. Just me.”

Dottie raised the cleaver and wondered to herself, is this what Roger felt like?

8.

D
OTTIE SAT IN THE
reception area of the United Capital Bank, a tissue clenched in her hand. She kept her head down, the veil concealing most of her face. She let out a quiet sob now and then to let the secretary know she was there.

The bank manager, Mr. Howland, came out from his solid oak door and greeted her.

“Mrs. Zucco, I’m so sorry we had to meet under these circumstances.”

She took his hand in her black-gloved palm. “Me too.”

Dottie kept her head tilted to the floor. Her black dress, the black hat and veil, it all made people uncomfortable. No one wanted to look at her too closely or be near her for too long. And that was the idea.

“I’m so sorry you’ll be withdrawing from our bank, Mrs. Zucco. But I understand your desire to make a fresh start.”

“Thank you. I’d love to stay but…the memories.” She let out a few more fake sobs, dabbing up under her veil with the tissue. No one noticed it was still dry.

“I still wish to advise you that a cashier’s check is a much more secure way to withdraw this money. We can have it sent to whatever establishment you decide on once you get to where you’re going.”

“I appreciate that, Mr. Howland. But Anthony always preferred cash. And to respect his final wishes, as laid out in his will…”

Dottie turned on the waterworks. Howland snapped his fingers and a nervous teller brought over a bankers box filled with $427,000 in cash.

“Well, as I said, Mrs. Zucco. I wish we’d met earlier under different circumstances.” Howland pushed a piece of paper across the desk for her to sign. Dottie copied what she’d studied of Loraine’s signature on all the deposit slips.

Howland inquired, “Do you mind if I ask where you’re going?”

“Some place warm. I swear sometimes around here, it feels like I’m hanging around in a freezer. It’s enough to make your limbs fall off.”

Dottie scooped up the box in her arms and walked outside.

Eric Beetner
is the author of
The Devil Doesn’t Want Me, Dig Two Graves, White Hot Pistol, The Year I Died Seven Times, Stripper Pole at the End of the World,
and the story collection,
A Bouquet of Bullets.
He is co-author (with JB Kohl) of the novels
One Too Many Blows to the Head
and
Borrowed Trouble.
He has also written two novellas in the popular
Fightcard
series
, Split Decision
and
A Mouth Full of Blood.
He lives in Los Angeles where he co-hosts the Noir at the Bar reading series. For more, visit
ericbeetner.blogspot.com

G
OD’S
C
OUNTRY

B
Y
L
IAM
S
WEENY

A
LONELY STREET SIGN
stood crooked against the wind in front of Saint Mary’s Church,
Open for prayer
, it said. A couple of old birds got out of a grey Ford Focus, ambled out onto the sidewalk, strolled in to encase their petitions to the Almighty in brick and stained glass and the scented votive candles in sanguine red glass holders.

I don’t pray in churches. I only need to pray behind shellacked-pine bars in the middle of fucking nowhere when the bottles above are giving up their spirits to automatic lead, drowning me in frontier holy water.

There’s no atheists in foxholes or country-bar shootouts. I’m looking at Ned, and he’s looking up at the Genesee neon sign above, and he’s saying prayers, making the barest trace of a cross on his chest. Fifteen minutes ago, he didn’t believe in nothing except the kilo of uncut blow in his belly, strung like cellophane sausage-links.

At the bar a week ago, sitting at a table that had a few less holes in it, I told him what I thought of his “faith.”

“Man, that’s fuckin’ stupid.” We were sitting side-by-side at a half-table bolted to the wall, staring out the front window, watching the dusty Texas dandruff set aloft by a passing F-150. Just me, Ned, and Clem, the bartender. If not for the weekend line dances, the place would’ve been tumbleweed years ago.

“C’mon, Blake, easy money, man.” Ned popped a Mentos.

“You don’t know these people.”

“I know Shawn. He knows ’em.”

“Shawn doesn’t know a condom.” I looked around, “Fuck, half this town is his bastard kids.”

“Shawn’s alright,” Ned said.

“Look, I like Shawn, but he’s in over his head this time, kid.”

“What’s the big deal? I go over the border, they fill me up with baggies, I come back and shit ’em out. No big deal.”

“Assuming you don’t get caught by border patrol,
big
assumption, what if one of them breaks inside ya?”

“It’ll be fine.”

“Yeah, you’ll just smile, give a
thumbs up
like in those damn Mentos commercials and just like that, everything’s just gonna be A-Okay, right?”

“You should talk, Blake,” Ned said. “You’re no angel.”

“I’ve been ‘no angel’ successfully for thirty years, and not by doing dumb shit like this.”

“I’m gonna’ do it, Blake. Sarah needs it for the divorce.”

“If I were you, I’d pray to God you’ll be around to hear me say I told you so.”

“I don’t believe in God,” Ned said. “Just sweet tail. I’m surprised you believe in God.”

I took a quencher from my beer bottle. “When I have to.”

So now I have to. Ned comes back a’ cryin’—he can’t shit. And Sarah disappeared with his money. I wish I could say I was surprised, that I haven’t become some world-worn, cynical old dick, unable to be surprised by anything other than gunfire. But being honest, even gunfire’s not a surprise. Ned’s gut is pregnant with a kilo of uncut cocaine, and the guys outside are prepping for an emergency C-section. I don’t know who’s the bigger fool; Ned for doing it, or me for coming to his side when it went south. They say God suffers fools. Hope so.

I’m looking around—I’m out of bullets, and the shotgun Clem kept behind the bar is on the floor in front of the bar in Clem’s dead hands. Actually, it probably flew somewhere when they pumped him. But other than that, the inventory I’m taking is bleak. Just beers, glasses, sodas. I’m gazing at two-liter bottles of diet Coke, thinking
who drinks that shit here?
But the bullets are still tap-dancing along the brass rail.

Then the image comes into my eye, and the synapses fire, bringing all the clips and images and words into a coherent story. A half-assed epiphany. Maybe a miracle. Maybe.

“Ned, you still got Mentos?”

“What the fuck kind of question is that?” More than fear, actually.

I grab his collar. “Answer the fucking question!”

“Yeah, I got two packs.”

“Okay, just follow my lead.”

I grab a white apron and put it on top of a broom handle and raise it. A bullet whizzes by it, then silence.

“You givin’ up?” Mexican accent. Not a local.

“Yeah,” I say. “Don’t shoot! I’m coming up.”

I slowly rise, arms to the sky. No one shoots. That’s as good as an ice-breaker in situations like this.

“Look,” I say. “We have a problem.”

“No,” a fat fuck in a knock-off Stetson says. “
You
have a problem.”

True, but nonetheless.

“Then we both have a problem. They did it wrong.”

The Mexicans sweep open the bullet-ravaged door and step in. All casual, ’cause they know we’re out in God’s country—only God payin’ taxes out here. We’re both rat-meat if I can’t play the game I end when so many others play it with me—the ‘Spare my life, please!’ game.

I motion the fat one over to the bar. “Get up, Ned,” I say, but Ned just groans.

“What they did was, they tied the baggies in one long string,” I tell the Mexicans, who by now are guns down. “Makes it easy to pull up, that is, if something doesn’t push a baggie into the bowel. That’s why you’re supposed to do ’em one at a time.”

A short, ratty, pock-marked kid with The Virgin Mary scrawled on his bicep comes up with a fucking Bowie knife. “We’re getting’ our shit, man!”