Always Been Mine (36 page)

Norma grabbed the glasses from the table next to the recliner where Alfred had been sitting. “It was nice seeing you again, Alex. Tell your parents I said hello.”

Alex forced a smile. “Sure thing, nice seeing you too.”

She turned and walked back into the hallway. With three long strides, he was at Valerie’s side. She opened the front door and he took her hand, bringing her out to the porch with him. As soon as the door closed behind them, he pulled her to him and kissed her. He’d only been away from her a day, and a hunger like no other invaded his entire body. But he restrained himself, instead kissing softly, savoring the luscious moment. She didn’t fight him, but after a moment she pulled away, breathless.

Valerie laid her hand flat against his chest. His heart pounded against it, and he knew she felt it. “I need to go make sure my dad doesn’t think he’s going to be up late reading.”

He put his hand over hers on his chest. “I need to talk to you. I’m not leaving until I do.”

“I already told you I’m not talking to you about Luke, especially my past with him.”

He stared at her, trying not to get worked up again. “And I already told you we
will
talk about Luke later. For now, what I need you to know is I wasn’t spying on you. I was having Bruce investigated. He’s been stalking you since before you met him. He’s the one that was spying on you.”

Her heated expression changed. Her lips parted, and she searched his eyes. “He’s been writing a journal of sorts. He wrote about the night you and Luke…” Alex didn’t even want to say it. She obviously tried to take in what he’d just told her regarding Bruce writing a journal about her, but he saw how uncomfortable the topic of her night with Luke made her. That irritated him. “I just needed you to know I wasn’t snooping into your past. I’m trying to find this guy. Romero knew someone who has the resources to look into this kind of stuff, so I hired him.”

“I don’t understand. He didn’t know me until I went out that night and met him.”

“He planned it, Z. I’ll explain it all later when you have more time. Right now I just need you to understand this: he’s the one that dug up all the stuff about you and Luke. He’s obsessed and extremely dangerous. I wouldn’t have these people watching you if I didn’t believe that.”

“But you can’t—”

Alex put his finger over her lips. “I can and I will.”

No more talking, what Alex wanted more than anything now, was to taste her again. If he had to go another night without her, he needed take advantage of the moment before anyone came looking for her. He cradled her face and devoured her mouth again, groaning in delight.

***

She sat up pulling her legs over the edge of the bed. “I need to raid my dad’s fridge and pantry. I’m cleaning house today. Gotta get some better eating habits for him. But I’m not going anywhere. The only thing I’ll probably leave for is to get him some groceries.”

“You coming home tonight?” He sounded hopeful.

Last night after she’d nagged her dad about not staying up too late reading, she called Alex back. She just couldn’t stop thinking about what he’d said.

Since Alex was having trouble getting any sleep in his empty bed, he was happy to fill her in on all the details. Valerie was grateful he hadn’t brought up Luke again. But she had a feeling he was saving that for a face to face conversation. She wasn’t looking forward to it, and she still wasn’t even sure if she was willing to tell him everything. Even though he hadn’t intentionally set out to find out, now that he knew the details of that night were really none of his business.

When she first decided to stay with her dad for a few days, part of the reason was to get away from Alex. She was so hurt and upset with him for a moment there, she wasn’t sure if she’d be going back to his house at all. After last night’s talk, she knew she would, but it was too soon to leave her dad. As stubborn as that man was, she knew it would take a few more days to help him make the changes he needed to make. Norma was all for throwing out the bad stuff and stocking up on healthy food. She said she’d been trying forever but as usual, her dad’s stubbornness was too much.

As disappointed as Alex sounded, Valerie knew he would understand. She’d been glad to hear they were having another big wedding this weekend at the restaurant. It would keep Alex busy, making her feel less guilty. Knowing Alex, since she wouldn’t be there when he got home, he’d work late into tonight and be back at the restaurant early tomorrow morning.

“Yes I do. If he’s gonna behave like one, then he’ll be treated like one.” She heard him chuckle. “But you can come by tonight, like you did yesterday.”

“Oh, I was planning on that. No way am I going the whole day without seeing you.” He lowered his voice and murmured. “I just hoped maybe I could be near you… alone… before that.”

“Oh.” She knew what he meant by that. They’d found very creative ways to be
alone
in the past. Her body shivered just thinking about it.

“Yeah,
Oh
.” She could almost hear the smile in his tone. “Don’t worry about it, sweetheart. We’ll make up for this later… I promise.”

How he could do things to her just with a simple change in his tone was beyond crazy. Once off the phone, she spent the morning digging through her father’s pantry as he sat having breakfast. Norma had made scrambled egg whites with turkey bacon, only two slices, some fruit and glass of prune juice for him.

“You should’ve been eating like this a long time ago.” Valerie scolded her dad, her nose still in his pantry. She’d already gone through the refrigerator. Norma had told her to have at it; it was high time, making her dad grumble in the process. Valerie pulled out all the high sodium products. She frowned at the amount they had in there.

“Don’t you have somewhere to be?” Her dad complained.

With her hand on her hip, she turned to him. “Obviously this is where I need to be, and I will be here once a week. Look at all this!” She pointed to the cans of spam and high sodium soups on the counter. “You know better, Daddy. You’re just being bad. Well, say goodbye to all of it.” She pulled another can of sardines and shook her head.

“You’re crazy if you think you’re throwing all that stuff out,” he said, raising his fork at her.

“No, I’m donating it to the church up the street. I’ll go pick up some stuff to replace these.
Good
stuff.”

Her phone rang, and she glanced at the caller ID. It was Luke this time. She picked it up and answered. “Hey, Luke.” She ducked her head back in the pantry.

Valerie thought of the people Alex had watching her. He was already not happy about her breakfasts with Luke. She was sure he’d have questions about Luke visiting her at her dad’s. If she knew Luke, he wouldn’t just drop them off either. He’d want to come in and meet her dad. “No, hmm. I wasn’t planning on going in the office for a few days but-”

“Go!” Her dad said. “I’ll be just fine here without you riding me all day.”

Valerie scowled at her dad. “You know what? I have to run an errand for my dad in a little bit. I’ll stop by and pick it up.” She continued to search through the pantry again.

“Do you know what time?”

Three cans of Vienna sausages were stacked in the corner of the pantry. Valerie picked one up, waved it at her dad and shook her head disapprovingly. “In about an hour, but just leave it on my desk if you have to go anywhere.”

“No, I’ll be here. I wanna go over a few things with you anyway.”

Valerie wasn’t sure she was comfortable being alone with Luke so much now, especially since Alex was now under the impression they’d slept together.
Technically
they
had
but she knew what Alex was thinking. She wasn’t even sure he’d be happy about the real version of what really happened that night. Any time she spent alone with Luke now was going to be a rough topic to bring up. There’d be no keeping things from him now that she knew she was being watched.
They
obviously didn’t just report back to him with the dangerous stuff. They were telling him every little thing.

She frowned, hanging up. “I’m only going to be gone for a few hours, you hear me?”

Her dad smiled. “Good riddance. So, you’re going by the market?”

“How rude.” Valerie smirked. “And yes I am. Any special requests?” She started bagging up all the cans she’d be dropping off at the church.

“Chips and dip. I’m watching the ballgame tonight. The kind with the ridges.”

She didn’t stop her bagging. Her dad wasn’t going to stop riling her. She was used to it. “Low sodium baked chips, and no fat plain yogurt it is.” She threw the last can in the bag. His loud groan made her smile. Two could play this game.

*

Valerie checked her rearview mirror. She wondered which of all the cars around her were Alex’s guys. Now that she knew how demented Bruce really was and that he’d been stalking her long before she met him, she had to admit she did feel a lot better knowing she wasn’t alone.

She didn’t bother to dress up. Instead, she purposely wore shorts and a sweatshirt, no make up, and pulled her hair into a ponytail. Most notably, she wore tennis shoes. Luke had never seen her without her big shoes, or dressed down. At this point, she didn’t care. In a way, she was hoping he’d be turned off.

She walked into her cubicle, dropping her keys on the desk, and picked up the file that Luke had left there. She had just started reading it when she heard his voice.

“Oh yeah, but I need to be there before lunchtime. The man needs to have his meals monitored like a child. I swear he’s been out of the hospital for less than 24 hours, and I wouldn’t put it past him to try to pull a fast one.”

Luke laughed. “I’m glad he’s feeling well enough to be sneaky. For a moment there I thought you might miss out on George Stone this weekend.”

Valerie turned to him wide eyed. “That’s
this
weekend?”

Few days?
“That’s right. It’s an all weekend thing, isn’t it?” She shook her head, clutching the file in her hand. “There’s no way.”

“But it’s right here in La Jolla, Val. It’s not like you’ll be out of town. If anything were to happen, you’re only minutes away. You don’t have to spend the night there.” His eyes locked on hers. “Unless you want to. I never cancelled the suite.”

Irritated by the absurd suggestion and more than tired of his uncomfortable stares, she snapped. “Don’t be ridiculous, Luke. Of course I wouldn’t be spending the night.”

He leaned against the frame of her cubicle with a sheepish smile. “Well, the offer still stands if you change your mind. But you’ll still go to seminar right?”

She picked up the keys from the desk. “I don’t know. I’ll have to talk to my dad.”

Luke filled her in quickly about the man conducting the interviews. He’d worked with him in the past so he knew about his work ethics and what he expected out of a manager. He wasn’t too worried about Valerie making a good impression. He said Valerie had one of the most important things down and that was swagger.

Valerie started to make her exit.

“It’s business attire, Val. As cute as you look in shorts and tennis shoes, don’t plan on dressing that way for the seminar.”

She could feel his eyes on her as she walked past him. Her idea about dressing down had backfired. She responded to that with nothing more than a nod. Somehow, Luke had gone from being bitter about her rejection, and getting back with Alex so soon after, to flirting again. Spending the entire weekend with him at the seminar wasn’t the greatest idea. Even if she wouldn’t be going
with
him, it still might encourage the behavior further.