Anarchy of the Heart (13 page)

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Leo just sat for a moment, his heart
pounding, his whole body feeling as though a constant electric
current was now flowing through it, listening to the grinding of
the cicadas outside.

That was it - he had given the final consent.
His fiancée was about to let Marco bury his cock inside her.

Sitting there, naked, looking into the dead
face of his mobile phone, he felt a wave of nausea that felt
curiously like homesickness. He suddenly longed for the early days
of his relationship with Caitlyn, full of the simple joys
of long walks and stretching conversations about everything
and nothing. 

God, he felt tears rising - he was pathetic.
Should he call her? If he called her now, he might just get
her in time. He was too drunk to drive down there, but perhaps
he could persuade her to get a taxi. If he called her now,
what would he tell her? He'd been wrong? He was afraid?

He longed just to be with her, for their
normal life back in the city at home, together, perhaps not as
passionate as they'd once been, but comfortable, settled,
content. 

Watching TV of an evening stretched out on
the couch in their same old living room. 

And yet, he knew he hadn't lost any of that.
His rational mind was certain the feelings were simply paranoia -
that ugly feeling that his beloved fiancée was moving on,
letting go of him, never to look back: it was all imagined.

If he did call her now, he imagined there
would be difficult questions. Did he not trust her? Had she not
told him she loved him? Did he not see this was just physical, just
a bit of fun, nothing to distract from the deep inner connection
she had with him?

And that heavy central question: Why are you
afraid?

Why was he afraid? Because deep down,
underneath, he felt sure she was too good for him, that she would
realize that, that she would feel that she could do better
elsewhere. 

If he called her now - 

If he called her now, it would be too
late. 

Leo nodded to himself, rocking back and forth
gently on the bed. If he called her now, he would probably be
stopping them while Marco was already inside her. 

He already must have missed her sexy little
gasp as the Spaniard's big, thick, hard dick wedged inside her
pussy - a massive swollen organ of immense proportions squeezing up
into her tightness, stiffening her nipples and drawing out that
glorious glowing blush in her face as it violated the sanctity
of their monogamy.

If he called her now, it would be like trying
to close the stable door after the horses had bolted. 

She'd probably answer and he'd hear for
himself the sighs and the moans as Marco began pumping his
monstrous staff within her most personal space. Her whimpers and
yelps as his fiancée tried to cope with the incredible sensations
flooding her system.

Perhaps, if the line was good, he'd hear
Marco's immense girth sliding in and out of Caitlyn's pussy, the
unmistakable sounds of bodily friction greased by her free-flowing
juices.

How could he talk to her about his own
pathetic sense of inadequacy and fear as all that was happening in
the background? 

She'd probably be angry at him and then
refuse to listen, and then he'd hear Marco grunting and groaning as
he emptied himself into the pretty brunette.

No, it was too late to call her. It was too
late, and it was pathetic. She still loved him. She was still going
to marry him. 

This was just an exciting side project. A
hobby. A silly fling on a summer vacation, to be enjoyed and
forgotten. There was no point in fear now, it had happened.

Leo took a deep breath, knowing that he had
to focus on the superficial side of all this. They were just
tending to their physical needs. 

It was just superficial, innocent,
pleasurable sex. Nothing more.

Leo felt himself a little calmer, and now
it amused himself that after all that fear and paranoia, he
was now sitting there on the bed with an enormous erection.

He had to concede that the image in his head
of Caitlyn all red-faced and shocked at her violation by a stranger
was a huge turn on. 

It even made him now wish he could see it for
himself, that look of wonderment on her pink glowing face, the
shock and awe as their new friend pounded into her.

Leo felt reborn as he hauled himself up to
his feet and stepped out of the bedroom. He was still nervous, he
was still afraid, but he had a better hold of himself
now. 

And after all, what had now happened could
not be undone. 

Max Sebastian began writing erotic fiction
more than 10 years ago, winning three awards including the Best
Erotic Couplings Story of 2001, Reader's Choice Sci- Fi &
Fantasy Story of 2002 and the Best First Time Story of 2004 at
Literotica.com. He broke into the world of ebooks and indie
publishing in late 2011.

Originally from the United Kingdom, Max
currently lives in the Washington DC area of the United States, and
when not writing erotic fiction works as a journalist.

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