And Eternity (14 page)

“I doubt that would be appropriate.”

“I agree.”

Now look, fair’s fair!
Vita thought.
Isn’t Orlene supposed to be the one helping me, and you’re just along to help her?

“True, but-”

So Orlene should have a vote, shouldn’t she? I mean, she’s adult, she knows what it’s all about.

Jolie looked up. “They wish to put it to a majority vote, and they are two to my one.”

His mouth quirked. “Perhaps I should talk to Orlene.”

Jolie turned over the body, uncertain what would come of this. “Orlene, here. No offense to you, Roque, but Vita and I feel that you do us an injustice by leaving us behind. We would be prepared to handle routine chores and try to pay our way, for the pleasure of the experience and your company.”

“But much of this will involve hiking and camping alone. There would be an impropriety in having along a female below the age of consent.”

“The host may be so, technically, but I was of age when I died; indeed, I was married and had borne and lost a baby. I am adult, regardless of the body.”

“But it would be impossible to avoid the suspicion that we were in some manner involved with each other!”

“I hope you do not take this amiss, Roque, but I would not be averse to that suspicion.”

What are you saying!
Jolie thought, aghast.

“I am not certain I follow your implication,” the Judge said carefully.

“Then I will clarify it. I have come to hold you in deep respect, and though it would be inaccurate to say that I care for you in the fashion that Vita does, I would by no means object to getting to know you better. I hope this is not cause for alarm on your part.”

It is cause for alarm on my part!
Jolie thought.
How can you, responsible woman, make such a proposition?

The Judge considered. “I fear I may regret this. But it is true that I am not apt with the details Vaasta normally handles. You may accompany me if that is your sincere desire.”

I’ll have no part of this!
Jolie thought. Orlene, at first bewildered by the circumstance of her death, and then by Nox’s cruel trick, had now recovered astonishing poise and assertion
. You are doing it for Vita’s sake, so that she can indulge her passion for the Judge!

“Jolie does not approve,” Orlene said.

“I would not wish either to interfere in your internal arrangements or to cause any of you three discomfort,” Roque said. “Take time to consider among yourselves, and I will accede to your decision.”

They did that. It was obvious that Orlene did indeed intend to accommodate Roque in more than routine matters, in part at Vita’s behest, but also in part because of her own developing interest. But what was worse was Roque’s willingness to go along with it. Apparently there was a majority of three for this excursion.

I will take a break
, Jolie thought, her nose out of joint.
You do as you deem fit, Orlene. I will return when your party does.

“We shall miss you,” Orlene said sincerely.

Jolie departed as the others did, but in a different direction. She returned to Gaea and made her report on the weeks she had been gone: how Luna had sent her to Vita, who was now staying with the Judge while her home situation clarified.

“And not only the girl, but the woman, too, attracted to the Judge?” Gaea inquired.

“Girl and woman, each in her fashion,” Jolie agreed.

“It is my concern that they mean under this cover to let the girl have at the Judge.”

“Why do you feel that this is wrong, considering our own arrangement with a man?”

“The girl is underage!”

“Only by society’s definition, which is seldom honored in practice. She is evidently cognizant of her true interest, as is the woman. I see no harm in it. Do you have another reason?”

Jolie realized that she did. Of course her concern about Vita was spurious; the girl had had plenty of sexual experience already, so had no illusion about that aspect, and the Judge was not a man to take unfair advantage. “I hadn’t realized, but I do. It relates to the man, but I’m not sure-”

“You have an interest in him yourself?”

“Not a romantic one; there has only ever been one for me.”

“Whom we shall see shortly; I confess to having been out of sorts during your absence.”

“I want to see him too! But the Judge-” Then Jolie paused, the realization coming. “I see him as a candidate for an office!” she exclaimed. “He’s such a good man, yet with considerable experience with the human condition. I don’t want to see him sullied or disqualified!”

“Romance should hardly do that!”

“But with an underage girl, knowingly? That would certainly be a sin.”

“Not by my definition, if it is truly voluntary by both parties.”

Jolie thought back to her own days of life, when she was in love at age fourteen. She had waited until marriage before indulging in sexual activity, but that had been most unusual for that time. Certainly it seemed in retrospect that she could have indulged sooner, and now she wished she had. She had had so little time with Parry!

“But what about God’s definition?”

“Interesting that you should raise that question at this time. Are you aware of the nature of Luna’s research, with which you are indirectly helping?”

“What does that have to do with God? We were never told-”

“It is time you knew, Jolie, but I am not at liberty to tell you. Therefore I shall compromise: I shall tell you, then seal it off from your awareness until a more appropriate time. It is not my purpose to tease you, but to prepare you subconsciously for what could be a significant role you will play.”

“What are you talking about? I am just a ghost!”

“The final confrontation is coming upon us, and all the Incarnations including Satan are girding for it. But it is not of precisely the nature even the Angel Gabriel anticipated.”

“The confrontation between Good and Evil? But I cannot be involved with that, because of my conflict of interest!”

“No more than mine, my friend!”

“No more than yours,” Jolie conceded. “We both love Satan; how can we be discussing this?”

“We have concluded that the issue can not be settled with the present cast, because as far as we can ascertain, God has not involved Himself with mortal or immortal affairs in several centuries. Therefore it behooves those who support Good to arrange for a change in the Officeholder.”

Jolie was aghast. “Replace the Incarnation of Good?”

Gaea nodded. “Install a new man, one who will at least pay attention to mortal matters.”

“But is that possible? Surely if the present Officeholder does not step down, no other force can make Him!”

“No other could, were he defending his turf. But in the absence of such defense, it becomes the prerogative of the other Incarnations to elect a replacement, by unanimous vote. The lesser ones support the greater ones, and outside ones like Nox do not concern themselves in this. So we are planning to hold a conclave and elect the replacement.”

“But Satan will oppose that!”

“Of course. Because it is to his interest to maintain an inactive Incarnation of Good. A new one would be active, greatly complicating Satan’s drive for power.”

“Unless it were Satan himself. He really isn’t evil.”

Gaea smiled. “You and I might vote for him, but I doubt that a majority of the Incarnations would, let alone make it unanimous. It will have to be some other man.”

“Some other man,” Jolie agreed, still awed at the prospect.

“So Satan’s defenses will be two: first he will try to prevent the vote from being taken. Since it requires the accordance of a clear majority of the mortals who believe in God, the first battle will occur in the mortal realm. It is in preparation for this that Luna is researching.”

“Her key vote!” Jolie exclaimed. “To bring her constituency in line!”

“Even so. This is the help you have been rendering her. She requires precise information as to the sources of mortal opposition, so that she can neutralize as many as possible. Fate has been able to read ahead this far: it will come down to one vote, and that vote will be hers, but she must do it with the support of her mortal constituency. Satan will do his best to deny that support. This issue has been building since Luna entered politics, and perhaps longer. But it is only the first; the second will be the decision on the man.”

“And that man may redefine the standards,” Jolie said, seeing it. “So that there may not be automatic sin for consenting love, or for voluntary death, or a hundred other things.”

“Yes. Those standards may once have been appropriate,their relevance has eroded. We can not know how they will change, but we must try to select a man who will change them for the better.”

“So the candidates I have been watching-”

“May be for that Office.”

“And the Judge-”

“May be a candidate.”

“But a unanimous choice… Satan will veto any man the others agree on!”

“True. But once the conclave is assembled, it will continue until the selection is made. Eventually there must be a compromise.”

“But that almost guarantees that the best man will not be chosen!” Jolie protested. “That he’ll be a compromise choice, with at least some evil, how can that be?”

“It evidently was so the last time. The evil in that choice manifested as indifference or vanity. Just as there is some good even in Satan, there is some evil even in God. But that will be better than nothing, which is what we have now.”

“What we have now,” Jolie echoed. What a development!

“So now you can appreciate the importance of your observation. You must understand the Judge well enough to be able to recommend him for such an Office, or to eliminate him from consideration. We must not have any mistakes in our nominations! You must retain awareness of the critical nature of your mission, but not of the mission itself. I regret putting you in such a position, but believe it must be so, for the present.”

“I understand. I would not have believed it otherwise.” Gaea looked at her, and abruptly Jolie forgot what she had been told, retaining only the imperative to study Judge Scott with excruciating care and objectivity.

“Now let’s go consort with the enemy,” Gaea said. Jolie was relieved to shift from the perplexity in which she found herself. She was aware of having discussed something of transcendent importance, but could not recollect what it was. She floated into Gaea and animated her body, conforming it to her own.

She rejoined Vita and Orlene as they returned from the Judge’s vacation. Vita looked tanned and fit and satisfied,of course her tan was permanent. Roque seemed pensive. Jolie dreaded to conjecture what that meant, despite Gaea’s assurance about the morality of the situation.

We were naughty
, Orlene thought.

Jolie had washed her hands of the matter, but now she had to know: exactly what had happened on that trip north? The other two were glad to fill her in, running a chain of vivid selected memories. It was as if Jolie herself were living it.

An airplane, for the scientific devices tended to be better than the magical ones for massive or long traveling. Arrival at the northern airport, where megabuildings were sparse. A carpet to the campsite, with supplies for several days. A foot hike to the local sights: huge old pine trees, jagged natural slopes, and a freezingly cold untamed river.

Evening at an unheated cabin. They cooked their staples over an open fire of burning wood, an amazing novelty, complete with choking smoke. Both Vita and Orlene loved it.

Then the night in the cabin. They had separate sleeping bags, but Orlene balked. “We are alone now, Roque, and there is no need for confusion. You are a gentleman and will not force the issue, but we deem it our prerogative to do that. Unless you protest, we shall merge our bags and join you for the night.”

“I must object,” Roque said. “You have reservations about the age or race of the host?”

“No, it is the age of the controlling person that counts,it never occurred to me that race should be a factor.

But-”

“You have difficulty relating to women?”

“No! But-”

“Objection noted. Overruled.”

He had to smile. “I can not stop you, but it should also be noted that I did anticipate something like this, and am resolved to take no advantage of anyone. If you wish to talk,I shall be glad to do that, but that will be the extent of it.”

Orlene put the bags together and got in with him. “I shall be happy to talk, Roque, if it does not deprive you of sleep. Of what nature is your concern?”

“Merely the question of propriety, which you have now answered satisfactorily. But I have the impression that there is something I do not know of you and your motive, and I would like to understand that. Vita has expressed interest in me of a certain, shall we say, personal nature, but you have not, so your interest in accompanying me here, and in establishing such propinquity, is obscure.”

She snuggled close to him in her nightie. “I want you to understand the manner in which you have done me some singular good. I was an adoptee, raised by good folk, but always with the knowledge that I had been born to other parents. Even though there was never any discrimination of any kind against me, that awareness always set me just a bit apart. Perhaps it was that which led me to avoid true marriage and agree to a ghost marriage, wherein I married a ghost and agreed to bear a child who would carry his inheritance. The ghost, Gawain, was a dragon slayer who had in turn been slain by one of his quarry, technically an allosaur. I never knew him in life, and he was unable to manifest to me in death, so there was no love between us. Indeed, I was satisfied that it be so, for I think I felt unworthy of love, because of my anonymous parentage. Gawain solicited men to come to me, but I had the right of veto, so that I would not have to endure sex with an inappropriate male. I was not being coy; I have the talent of judging people by the glows of their auras, as you know, and I judged each prospect by his glow as a father and lover. I was actually relieved when the first ones had inadequate glows. If the truth be told-and this is the time, I think, for telling it-I really did not believe the ghost existed, and thought that the men who came were mere opportunists. Only later did I come to accept the validity of it and that Gawain really was active on my behalf.”