Beautiful Agony (A Tale Of Savage Love, Part I)

Beautiful Agony
: 
A
Tale Of Savage Love©

Part
I

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Current Titles by Dominique D. DuBois:

Beautiful Agony:  A
Tale Of Savage Love

Part
I

A Submissive’s Tale

Book I:  Initiation

Book II:  Commencement  (coming soon)

“The Cottage of Carnal Delights” Series

Books, I-X
II

Th
e “Unbidden Compilations”, I - III

“Domination:  The Streets Of Desire” Series

Book I:   Covet Thy Neighbor - ‘Awakenings’

Book II:   Crave - The Discovery Of A ‘Dom’

Book III:  Revenge Is Sweet (coming soon)

“The
Hollywood Harlot” Series

Book I:   ‘Serving The Master’

Book II:  ‘Obeying The Master’ (coming soon)

“The Merciless Mastermind” Series

Book I:
  ‘I’d Bet My Ass’

“The Captive Bride” Series

Book I:  ‘The Bride Wore White’

Book II:  ‘Taken Captive’

Book III:  ‘Rapture Island’ (coming soon)

Steamy ‘Shorts
’

Taken And Used:  A Submissive ‘Short’

You Get What You Ask For:  A Submissive ‘Short’

Bound And Gagged:  A Submissive ‘Short’

The Officer Takes Two:  A Submissive ‘Short’

Chained And Chastised:  A Submissive ‘Short’
(coming soon)

Bound and Broken:  A Submissive ‘Short’
(coming soon)

The Brink:  A Naughty Club For Exceptionally Discreet Adults

Story I:  Cheaters  (coming soon)

Story II:  Dirty Little Liars  (coming soon)

Story III:  Veiled Abandon  (coming soon)

Story IV:  Stolen  (coming soon)

Beautiful Agony
, I

I’d be
en seeing a psychologist once a week for six
damn
months now.  First, of course, there was the
psychiatrist
, who had prescribed mountains
and mountains
of medications
over the course of three miserable fucking years
. 
Even now, to this day, there
were
still drugs of
every variety in my medicine cabinet; capsules, caplets, pills and tablets of
every color, every size
, and every single
shape imaginable.

I’d
gone that route ‘til it nearly killed me
, taking my doses like a good little automaton,
before
finally
dumping all the pills in
to
the toilet in one lu
cid moment of rabid frustration
and switching over to “talk therapy” instead.  But it, too, had failed to rip that
ingrained and insistently tenacious
demon out of
the depths of
my chest (y
ou know, that
evil littl
e bastard who
can gnash
down
so ruthlessly
against the tender
insides of you
that before long, your very innards become
little more than mere
bloody
, quivering
mush).

And the r
eason for all these
wretched
shrinks
?  Well,
I guess you could
just
say
that
I’d been in
some level of
internal agony
for
more than half my life now.  It had
started, of course, in the home,
where all emotional dam
age
appears to originate.  For my parents, raising me was evidently something akin to meticulously growing
a
hostile rose bush.  Presumably
sown with love,
invariably nurtured with indifferent cruelty
, and then brought to
full, ripe bloom in early
adolescence
;
bloody-red and viscously succulent from buried anger, hatred, and regret.

The worst of my wounds began to be inflicted
there by around
the
age
of
12
.  It was then that I’d le
arned all about my Dad’s affair
and how it had driven my Mom to drink, turning her into a bitter and ruthless woman who
’d taken
her hatred of my father out on me
from
that moment forward
.

I
could understand why, academically
at least
,
considering the fact that
I looked just like him. 
Emotionally, however - that had been
an entirely different thing.
 
As it was,
I’d
honestly
been surprised at the
fearsomely malicious
vehemence of her sudden fury. 
I’d
guess I’d
always expected her to
blithely
go on, just continuing to ignore
me
; handling me with the same
u
nderstated, selfish neglect
that she basically had since birth
.
 
Unanticipated, h
er corrosive anger,
inhuman
temper,
and devastating
spitefulness,
had
all
damn-near toppled me.