Beautiful Agony (A Tale Of Savage Love, Part I) (15 page)

“Please, please,” I
kept sobbing uselessly
.  His left hand wrenched my head backwards, his right hand pinched and twisted against my swollen and spasming flesh, and his cock punched and thrust harder and harder as he finally came.

“That’s it, take me, tak
e all if it, take
everything I’ve got
,” he said as he pounded on and on and on. 
His words were cruel, vicious even, but they just drove me over the edge again.  No one had ever talked to me like that before, ordered me around, used me, addressed me like a trashy whore.  It made me so goddamn hot.  I couldn’t believe how much I liked it.  My clit went off again like a firecracker, thumping and thudding feebly against his fingers.

And all the while,
I felt his
hard rod pulsing, felt the hot, thick jets
spurting out
of him
and spraying my sore, ruptured membranes with surge after surge of salty, heavy jism.  He kept pumping and thrusting as
he emptied him
self into me.  I felt my own body being hi-jacked, used like a common receptacle, eagerly swallowing every sing
le last drop that he had to offer.  I don’t think my body
had ever been this willing and compliant before.  It was like it literally
belonged
to him.

He
slapped himself into
me for a few minutes more, his
erection
gradually slackening some as it finally drained completely into me.  My clit
oris
was still jumping intermittently against his f
ingers.  Finally, he was done.

He leaned back,
caressed my
sex
almost gently
one last time, and then
he
pulled himself out
of me.  “You may release
the headboard now,” he said wryly, and I suddenly realized that I still had it in an iron-like
death-
grip.  Letting go of the bars with difficulty, my entire body colla
psed against the bed
as I nursed my
stiff,
cramping
fingers.

I twisted a little bit until I was off of the pillows, and then I curled up on my side
in the fetal position.  My legs
were numb.  I could barely even feel them.  Adam got up and walked through a different door and into what was obviously an attached bathroom.  I heard the water in the sink running for a few minutes, heard him gargling and then spitting into the basin.  Finally, he turned on the shower.  While he was waiting for the water to get hot, he walked back out and looked indifferently over at me.

“By the time you get down to the lobby, Manny will have you a cab,” he said pointedly.

‘
Oh
,’ I thought to myself, ‘
he wants me to go
.’  I didn’t know how to take that.  I didn’t know
at all
.  The pain and disgust in my soul had finally been stamped
all out;
crushed, flattened
, driven
into oblivion.  But already, I could feel it creeping back
inside
.  What now?  How long would I have to wait until he was willing to see me again?

Scared to ask, I slowly dragged myself o
ut of bed and nodded at him.  “Ah, t
hanks,” I said softly
, my spirit sinking fast
.  “I’ll
, ah, go and
get dressed in the living room.”

Then I
stood up slowly, minding my aching, sore body, and finally
stumbled
out -
doing my goddamn
best
not to look back and cry…

T
o Be Continued
in
Part
II
…

Important Information Regarding What Lies Within This Book:

An Instructional Discussion About The BDSM Lifestyle…

BDSM writing at its core can, and very often
does
, involve both the use of “force, aggression, and coercion”, and “sexual submission or surrender” in its portrayals of foreplay and intercourse between two (or more) consenting adults.  For those who are unfamiliar with or unaccepting of the BDSM lifestyle however, this has the
potential
to possibly be viewed as describing situations akin to “rape”, or even as depicting scenarios that
may
seem
to include a certain level of mild sexual violence.

It is highly important to note, therefore, that the differences between
true
rape (i.e. forced or coerced sex, or sexual assault), and BDSM-themed role-playing and submissive/domination-type activities, are honestly quite extreme.  Most importantly, those involved in these types of sexual fantasies and games are
absolutely consenting
, which can actually be deduced fairly easily by the reader, even if that reader is a novice in this particular subject area.  Also, even if the authors of these types of works do not always spell out their novel’s true intentions each and every time; the general meaning and purpose of each story’s plot should be easily recognizable, nonetheless.  In other words, it would be quite unusual for any one reader to mistake a true BDSM-themed romance/love scene, for that of a tale involving rape, sexual assault, and inexcusable, interpersonal violence instead.

Much of the role-playing that is involved in BDSM activities is for the submissive party to put forth an effort to “escape” or to “fight back”, with the dominant party then subduing his or her partner, and ultimately using control and discipline to bring that lover to a heightened level of sexual gratification.  There are also forms of BDSM writing in which the resistant subjects (i.e. the novel’s main characters) may initially believe that they are against the idea of having sex.  Yet at some point, usually through pleasurable sexual contact, their minds are ultimately changed.  At that point, they are drawn into a mutually enjoyable sexual act, whether they’re willing to verbally admit to their ultimate capitulation or not.  Regardless, as a reader who is thrillingly privy to the naughty thoughts, wild emotions, and pleasurable physical reactions of the submissive party,
we
know the real truth all along.  And that’s what makes these kinds of stories so much fun to read.

Still, in the few instances where the reader does
not
know the true workings of the submissive’s inner thoughts, the mutual enjoyment that is alluded to in each intimate scenario should make it clearly evident that all of the sex (at its most fundamental of forms), is ultimately consensual, and conclusively enjoyable for all parties involved.  As such, the amounts of “fight” and “force” exhibited are purposefully orchestrated so as to bring about the highest amount of physical fulfillment to the individuals involved, and so as to create erotically enjoyable stories for readers who choose to look further into the BDSM lifestyle.  These stories do NOT involve true “rape”, but as the premise of the “appearance of forced sex” is present, regardless of the fact that the parties are genuinely, ultimately consenting and mutually satisfied, THESE STORIES DO STILL HAVE THE POTENTIAL TO BE HIGHLY OFFENSIVE TO SOME READERS.

But all readers should be aware that there is more to the BDSM lifestyle and the associated risqué literature than actually meets the eye.  Additionally, there is a whole exciting and erogenous world of passionately seductive and wildly erotic sexual sagas out there; stories about hot-blooded men, beautiful and sensuously luscious women, and the resulting heady and tempestuous conquests that are just waiting to be explored.  These fervent novels are chock-full of steamy, dangerously daring love scenes, and they are simply lingering patiently on their digital bookshelves, eagerly awaiting those readers out there that have the courage to delve bravely into them.

If you have any concerns, p
lease take an additional moment to read the following “Cautionary Warning” before you begin this story:

The ‘adult’ works of fiction by Dominique D. DuBois involve highly sexualized, extremely explicit, erotic,
mature
content.  Each story is intended only for readers 18 years of age and older, and they contain full accounts and in-depth exposés of
extremely
graphic sex.  These current stories/series, and any other story/series presented by D.D. DuBois in the future, can include descriptions of sexual contact/intercourse that
may
involve:  a violation of the marriage contract (i.e. cheating), oral sex (and forced oral sex), group sex, same-gender sex, sexual threats, bondage, some mild sexual “torture” and what some may consider to be mild “violence”, physical control, kidnapping, anal play, anal sex (and forced anal sex), sexual force used during intercourse, nipple/clitoral “torture” and “clamps” used during intercourse, degrading/derogatory names/language and behavior used towards women/men, domination/submission, mild “choking”, various forms of sexual restraints (hands/collars/clothing/ropes/chains), biting, and some sexually aggressive behavior or thoughts that might be considered “sadistic” by some.

Most of the scenarios occurring in these works have been clearly listed above, but they do not represent a full list of any/all sexual situations that may appear in these works.  Please do not buy books from these series if
any
of the aforementioned scenarios do not appeal to you, or if you find any of these situations to be disconcerting or distasteful.  Many of Ms. DuBois’ works do involve a high degree of character and plot development, but there are also some of her erotic series that are concerned primarily and predominantly with purely sexual/adult situations and themes.  As such, Ms. DuBois does not wish to offend anyone in any way at any time.

If you do choose to read any of these stories through to the end, please do not leave negative feedback on the basis of the fact that these ‘books’ include ANY of the sexual scenarios listed above; you have been duly and fairly warned, and it is unmerited to leave negative feedback blaming the author for content which has been
clearly
described beforehand.  Additionally, if you continue to read any of these stories through to the end, please respect this author’s work enough to be honest, and refrain from returning them for a refund at that time.  Your integrity in the ongoing endeavor to prevent the potential abuse of all authors’ works is greatly appreciated.

For her
further
adult adventures, please see the other short erotic books
by
Dominique
Darcelle
DuBois
, and Part
II of “Beautiful Agony”, coming soon.