Bed of Thornes (Bed of Thornes Trilogy Book 1) (11 page)

Before I get a word out, he puts his hand on the back of my neck and pulls me face to face with him. His breathing is hard, the passion in his eyes sends his message directly. He puts his other hand on the side of my face while the other is still on the back of my neck. He leans in and places his lips to mine, his thumb trails down under my jaw, he's kissing me intensely. I don't refuse his passion, my body is taken by him and I follow his lead. His lips are soft, they taste sweet from my drink still lingering on them, I suck his bottom lip and pull it between mine. He is caressing my back as he pushes into me, his tongue massaging mine, his mouth moving to my neck.

My heart is racing, blood pumping fiercely, skin sensitive to his touch. Every kiss he places on my neck sends electric sensations through my entire body. I ache for him, I need him inside of me. My pussy clenches at the thought, he licks and sucks on the side of my neck before moving back to my lips. I return the passion in my kisses, wanting to take him in fully. His grasp on the back of my neck has moved to the back of my head, grabbing my hair and gently pulling. His other hand moves to my back, holding me closely. He slows his kisses and his breathing is long and deep. I open my eyes as he pulls his face away enough to have space to speak, his eyes lock on mine.

"Veronica, I don't know what came over me or what the hell I'm doing, but I couldn't hold it back. You taste so good." He kisses my lips again before I reply to him.

"I'm glad you did." I breathe out to him, our faces still close and eyes locked. I should break the intensity a bit, since the public is probably staring us down, so I finally ask, "Was my drink good?" I smile and wink at him.

"Not as good as those lips of yours." He smiles wide. "I almost didn't make it through my show, I just wanted to jump off that stage and kiss you."

Damn, I have that effect on him? At least I know the sexual pull between us is mutual now. I lean in to give him one last kiss before he loosens his hold on me.

He looks into my eyes, "I just wanted to be face to face so I can feel you."

I bite my lip, and grab the drink that's been waiting on the bar. I drink half and look at Adrian to take in the sight of him, then I down the other half and place the glass back onto the bar.

"I loved your show, I'm happy I got to watch you tonight." I tell him.

"It wouldn't have been the same without you, I'm just thankful you were able to make it." He smiles gently at me.

"Me too." I smile back at him.

I look over to see Keysha and James walking towards us.

"That was one of the best shows we've ever seen of yours, man." James says to Adrian.

"Thank you, glad you came out tonight." Adrian shakes James' hand.

Keysha smiles, "Yes, we really enjoyed it. Will be attending the next one for sure."

"I hope to see you there." Adrian smiles at the both of them.

Keysha comes in for a quick hug from me. "It was really nice seeing you, Veronica, I'll hit you up some time to get together."

"That would be great girl, it's been too long. I'm so glad I got to see you all tonight, too. Maybe we can all have dinner or something soon." I smile at them.

"No doubt, that sounds nice." James says. "We're gonna head out of here, try to enjoy the rest of the night together, the kids are at the babysitter tonight." He winks at us.

"Uh oh." I chuckle. "Get that in, y'all!"

Adrian grins, "A night of baby making music, you might want to be careful, you'll be adding to the family!" He laughs.

Keysha chuckles, "You sure know how to set the mood."

We all have a good laugh, say our good nights, and they head out of sight.

Adrian looks at me, "Ready to get out of here?"

I nod, "Yeah, I'm ready."

We start out the door and a young guy comes up to us. "Adrian! What's up bro? You heading' to the after party?" He asks. Adrian shakes his head, "Not tonight, man, I'll catch you another time."

I feel uneasy in that moment. My mind wanders, thinking about the life he leads as a singer. Clubs, after parties, groupies. It makes me sick to my stomach. I try to shake it off. I don't even want to know. In reality, what's it my business anyway? I don't have a reason to be jealous either, at least I shouldn't.

We walk off and head to his car. When Adrian gets in, I wait for him to start the car, but he doesn't. He sits there quite for a moment. I don't say anything to him, thinking maybe he needs a minute to gather himself after the show he just performed. He's looking down at his hands. It's silent inside of the car. I watch the people pouring out of Candleroom, heading to whatever destinations they have for the night. I wonder if maybe he wanted to go to the after party, but was afraid that I wouldn't want to join him or something. The thoughts pour through my mind.

After what seems like ten minutes, but was more like five, he looks up straight ahead. He pauses for a second then looks over at me, his face is serious and has a look of concern on it. I look at him with confusion, wondering what's going on with him, what he's thinking about. He takes my hand in his.

"Veronica, I don't know what we're doing, or why. I don't know what you want out of this, whatever this is. I don't even know what I want. The only thing I know right now, is that I'm really feeling you. I've never felt such a strong connection with a woman. Shit, a real woman at that. I'm only twenty three, and I know I don't have a lot to offer. I'm not as experienced as you might think, in a lot of areas. You know, I just live life to the fullest, but there's so many things I have yet to try or whatever. Look, I have no clue where I'm going with this. I could go on forever trying to get to my point... but... my question is this, what do you want to happen between us? Be real. Be honest, I'm not looking for sugar-coated bullshit. I just want to know, to see if we're on the same level."

I pause, just for a split moment, to take it all in and answer the way I really need to. I need to be honest with him, let him know just what I'm feeling. I would also like to let him know about other secrets of mine, but it may be too soon or a bit much to lay on all at once. I gather my thoughts and let him have it. He wants real, I can give him real.

"Straight up?" I ask, he nods at me. "Real shit then. This is where I'm at..." I take a deep breath, hoping that I don't say the wrong thing that will scare him away. "So... I'm in love with my career, I have a relationship with it that requires a lot of my time and attention. I spend the majority of my life doing what I love, painting. I'm an artist, I work on projects for major companies and business owners. I have worked hard in my life to get what I have. I can't afford to throw it all away. I lost my father so many years ago, and he taught me to always put what is most important to me first. I'm not going to get into a relationship right now, I'm not saying I never will, but right now is not the right time for me to invest in a relationship. I would feel guilty, that I'm not spending enough time with the person, or giving enough attention. I just can't handle that on top of what I already have going on in life."

I pause to see if he's following. He looks like he's anticipating my end answer to his question, so I proceed.

"Moral of everything I just said, I'm not looking for love. I'm not good with emotions. I don't want someone who is going to get too attached. What I hope for us? That you accept me for who I am, what I do, and so on. I accept you for all you are and so on as well. That we can have a connection without catching feelings."

He stops me, "So what you're looking for from me, or us, is... friendship?"

I shake my head. "Well, no, but yeah, I mean... friendship is a good base to have with anyone, but that's not it."

He looks confused. "What is it then?"

"Adrian, I want sex. Full on, crazy, hot, uninhibited SEX." I express. It took all of that to get to this, just putting it out there. Why is it so hard to tell someone this? Does it have to be complicated?

He looks slightly shocked, but possibly happy at the same time. "Sex?" He asks and has a crooked smile on his face.

"Yes, sex. I want the kind of sex that makes all other sex look weak." I grin with a short chuckle. "I want to know that you and I can fuck on a regular basis, without feeling some type of way, if you get what I'm saying. But I don't mean mediocre sex, I'm talking my kind of sex."

"Is that right? Just what is your type of sex?" He asks curiously.

"I can show you better than I can tell you." I wink at him with a flirty smile.

"I like the sound of that. So let me ask you this though, what if I can't live up to what you need?"

"It can be taught, if you're willing to learn." I say without thinking before I speak.

"I didn't expect this to be your answer, Ms. Thorne, I am definitely surprised. I mean, I could tell you are attracted to me as I am you. There's a reason we're drawn to each other, I just had no idea that it was this."

"Are you disappointed?" I ask.

"No, not at all. I just never had a woman be to so direct with me, and in the category of sex, it's not something I ever imagined would happen to me. You know. I'm used to girls about my age, that have no experience, and me only having so much under my belt. It's a little intimidating. I don't mean that in a bad way though. I'm just letting you know, I don't really know what I'm doing with you. You're not the typical fuck, I can already tell." He grins awkwardly.

"Don't worry about all of that, it's not even relevant to me. I like to be in control, so having someone who isn't so controlling, works for me." I smile with intensity.

"What happens if you don't like what I have to offer? What if you find another that can bring you exactly what you need? Do I get thrown to the curb?" I can tell he's concerned. I get the feeling he's already a little attached, which is what I didn't want to happen.

"Adrian, let's not get into details about something we haven't even tried yet. I put it this way, I don't see you as someone I can just throw to the curb, our friendship should seal that. As far as the sex goes, if you follow as I lead, you won't disappoint. No worries, just give yourself the benefit of the doubt."

He nods as if to agree. I can see he's somewhat uncomfortable. Maybe it was too intense, or straight-forward for him. He asked for it though. I could have laid it on even thicker, but I think he's had enough for one night. I smirk to myself.

"Alright, so what do you want to do tonight? Or are you ready to go home? Whatever you want." He licks his bottom lip and I raise an eyebrow. I can think of better things than going home, that's for sure.

"I'd like to put these expensive stilettos to good use." I grin and bite my bottom lip.

"What you got in mind?" His curiosity is peaked.

"Well... as much as I love this beautiful dress you got for me, I'd like it to be laying somewhere... and me with just these on." I point to my feet. His attention is all mine. "You know where The Adolphus Hotel is, right?" He nods. "That's where we're going." I instruct.

He doesn't hesitate to start the car and pull out of the parking lot. The ride to the hotel is silent, I imagine his nerves are at an all-time high. I keep quiet, let him think on what's happening. My own thoughts are flooded with what I would like to do to him. I've been waiting for this moment for long enough, I'm ready to have him the way I want him.

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pull up, the exquisite beauty of this structure takes my breath away every time I see it. The historic hotel is more like a palace, an elegant masterpiece of twenty one floors, luxury pouring throughout every inch. As we enter, I notice Adrian's eyes widen when he takes a look around.

"Charming, isn't it?" I nudge him, assuming from his fascination that he's never stepped foot inside. "It's been named the most beautiful building west of Venice. I'm in love with its European sophistication. I come here when I need inspiration to get back in touch with the Artist in me."

Adrian smiles at me, "The beauty of this place was enhanced once you walked in."

"That's very sweet of you, thank you." I smile at him and walk over to the front desk to check in. Adrian stands over by a statue in the front lobby, admiring the decor. I pay to get the best room available and walk back over to him with the keys in my hand.

"Ready?" I ask with my tongue between my teeth, teasing him subtly.