Beguiling the Beauty (14 page)

C
hristian was the first to awaken—he’d always been an early riser.

He did not find a pumpkin in his bed. Nestled in the crook of his elbow, she remained very much a woman, soft skin, warm arms, smooth hair. She’d kicked off part of the bedcover. In the semidarkness, her feet and calves were shapely, tempting.

If he turned his head, he’d be able to make out her features.

He’d promised her he wouldn’t. But something beyond his honor held him back. It was … freeing to not see her
face, to be beyond his own prejudices where a woman’s appearance was concerned.

He lifted the bedcover, walked out of the bedroom, and did not return until he had his blindfold firmly in place.

T
he woman in the mirror was beautiful.

Venetia stared at herself. Her familiar features had been transformed. By excitement, elation, and caution thrown to the wind. She looked like a woman for whom life was only beginning, rather than one weighed down and calcified by disappointed dreams.

She was not the only one to notice. “Madame est très, très belle ce matin—même plus que d’habitude,” said Miss Arnaud.

Madame is very, very beautiful this morning, even more so than usual.

“Merci,” she murmured.

“On dit que Monsieur le duc est beau.”

One hears that the duke is handsome.

So the rumor of their affair had already spread. It was only to be expected, the
Rhodesia
being such an idle, contained world.

A knock came at the door. Her pulse rate hastened. Had the duke come to call? She thought it was implicitly understood that her lair—like her identity—was her own.

“’Oo is it?” asked Miss Arnaud.

“Deck stewards,” answered a man with an Irish brogue. “We’ve something for the baroness.”

Stewards.
What was this something that required more than one man to deliver?

Three stewards, with the help of a handcart, brought
into her stateroom a large, rectangular object wrapped in a tarpaulin.

“From His Grace the Duke of Lexington,” said one of the stewards.

Venetia’s hand went over her mouth. She could not believe it. She directed the men to remove the tarpaulin cover and another cover of canvas.

The duke had indeed given her the fossilized footprints.

“It’s very grand. But me, I prefer
chocolat
,” said Miss Arnaud.

Chocolate, pah. Venetia would gladly give up chocolate altogether if she could have such a magnificent record of prehistoric life once in a while. She tipped everyone handsomely—Miss Arnaud included. “Buy yourself some chocolate from me.”

When she was alone again, she knelt before the stone slab and, with her cleanest pair of gloves on, traced her fingers over the imprints. “Me,” she murmured, “this is exactly what
I
prefer.”

Before she left the stateroom to meet with the duke, she looked at herself once more in the mirror. The woman who looked back at her was dazzling, for there was nothing more beautiful than happiness.

T
he baroness was right: Anticipating her arrival was pleasant, even enjoyable. Christian felt young and excited, a boy who’d been let out of school early.

The day was cold but bright. Passengers thronged the promenade deck, watching pods of dolphins leap and cavort. Lacy parasols bobbed; walking sticks swished and pointed; the mood was as buoyant as the sea.

She appeared like the embodiment of spring in a walking dress of green silk overlaid with a diaphanous film of gauze. The gauze, light and fluttery, caught sunlight much as the sea did, in tremors and bobs, an ever-changing pattern of light and color.

Everyone turned to look: It was easy to see that they had become the juiciest item of gossip on board. He had always been a man of discretion. Now, however, he was conducting an affair in plain view. And not only did he
not mind it in the slightest, he felt absurdly cocky that this gorgeously dressed woman was headed for him and him alone.

“I would have come sooner,” she said as she drew up beside him, “but I was delayed.”

“Oh?”

“Thank you for your present. It is far too generous.”

“Not at all. It had never given me as much pleasure as it did when I sent it to you.”

“You have thrilled me thoroughly, Your Grace.”

He smiled at her. “Call me Christian.”

He’d never offered any other lover the familiarity of his given name. She tilted her head. “Are you?”

“Christian? Sometimes. And what should I call you?”

“Hmm. I believe you may call me darling.”

“My darling.”
Mein Liebling
. “I like it. Adorable.”

She leaned back. He had the distinct impression that behind her veil, she was grinning. “
Adorable
? I’m shocked the word made it past your lips, sir. I thought you were a stern man.”

He returned her grin. “So did I.”

She tsked. “How the mighty has fallen.”

“When I was little, I sea-bathed off the coast of the Isle of Wight, the Bristol Channel, and sometimes Biarritz, depending on where my father wanted to sail in August. The year I turned sixteen, however, I swam in the Mediterranean for the first time. I spent a week in that gloriously warm water and it spoiled me for the Atlantic forever.” He kissed the back of her gloved hand. “And you, baroness, have ruined for me whatever charms being a stern man once held.”

“My, a lavishly generous gift
and
a comparison to the
charms of the Mediterranean—are you sure you were ever a stern man?”

“I am quite sure. I didn’t know what I was missing.”

She kissed him on the cheek through her veil and said the words he’d been longing to hear. “Well, let me spoil you some more.”

N
o!” Venetia giggled, both shocked and delighted.

“It was true. I hit him—and not a slap with my glove, either. I thought he was forcing himself on her. So I pulled him off the bed, slammed him into a wall, and nearly broke my hand punching his face.”

She snuggled closer to him. They were back in his bed, spending the afternoon doing what lovers did best. “Then what happened?”

“Chaos. My stepmother pulling me off Mr. Kingston, me frantically throwing sheets to cover her, Mr. Kingston bleeding and swearing. It was a proper fiasco.”

“I love fiascos, especially when there is a happy ending attached.” She ought to be more worried for herself—a fiasco was headed her way without a happy ending attached. But if she were to pay for her lack of sense later, she might as well wring every drop of lightness and joy from the scant days that remained on the voyage. “Were you properly embarrassed when you found out you were not the hero you thought you had been?”

“Deeply mortified. I offered Her Grace a portrait of mine for the two of us to throw darts at.”

She placed her hand over her heart. “That is so very sweet.”

He smiled. So young and winsome, her blindfolded duke. How she wished she could see his eyes, too, at moments like this.

“I didn’t know what else to do,” he said. “But she absolutely refused. We threw darts at a tree instead.”

“And what of poor Mr. Kingston?”

“I sent him a foal from my prized mare. We had a very civil conversation that did not involve either my stepmother or the incident. And that was my apology offered and accepted. They married a month later.”

She sighed. “A most satisfying story.”

He turned more fully toward her. “You should marry again.”

“You should be glad I haven’t—or I wouldn’t be having affairs on ocean liners.” Perhaps because he was so candid, she felt the need to tell the whole truth. “Besides, I
was
married again—a
mariage blanc.
”

“Really?”

She nodded. “His lover was another man and he was afraid there were those who would use that to destroy him.”

“And why did you enter into it?”

“The usual reasons. My first husband had left me quite destitute and I didn’t want to be a burden to my brother.”

He raised his head on his hand. “You have a brother?”

“A brother and a sister—twins—both two years younger than I am.”

“And how old are
you, my darling
?”

She huffed exaggeratedly. “Now that is a question I refuse to answer.”

“I am going to be twenty-nine in two weeks,” he said.

“My, you are practically an infant.” She was relieved: He was only a few months younger than she was.

“You’ll give me a present, won’t you? Children adore presents.”

“I suppose I can find it in my heart to send you an engraved pen.”

“I’d dearly enjoy an engraved pen, provided that you present it to me in person.”

He was never afraid to express his desire to further their acquaintance beyond the confines of the
Rhodesia
. She marveled at his willingness to lay himself bare. Tony, in hindsight, had held back from the very beginning, content to let her love him more and to wield that power over her.

She traced the lower edge of his blindfold, across the ridge of his nose, across his cheek. The next thing she knew, she’d yanked him to her, her leg over his waist, her tongue in his mouth. She wanted this. She wanted him. She wanted to absorb his fearlessness through touch, until she, too, was open and brave and worthy of this closeness that lifted her like a tide.

I
t was the third night aboard the
Rhodesia
. Christian felt like Ali Baba, standing in the mouth of the Forty Thieves’ cave, agog at riches beyond his imagination.
She
was riches beyond his imagination.

He was almost unnerved to be this happy. To listen to the beat of her heart and hear the meters of a sonnet. To hold her hand and know he would never again want for anything. To look upon an impenetrable darkness and see a future of unlimited possibilities.

Was he sitting atop a house of cards? A castle made of air and foolish wishes? Was this happiness but the gluttony that invariably preceded a bout of violent regret?

Her fingers combed through his hair.

“I thought you were asleep,” he said, kissing the palm of her other hand.

“I’ve decided to not waste any more time sleeping.”

The
Rhodesia
rocked gently, like a lullaby. But he, too, was wide awake, all too acutely aware of time slipping away. Usually a few days into a crossing he’d have become insensible to the rumble of the ship’s engine. This time, however, he was ever mindful of its restless thrum. Each turn of the twin propellers brought him closer to the other shore.

“Tell me what was it like, being in a
mariage blanc
.”

“Nothing like this, to be sure—no young, hard-bodied lover to pleasure me nightly.”

He couldn’t help smiling. “Right. You must have sprained your own wrist to make up for the lack.”

She laughed and punched him on the arm. “I should be ashamed to confess this but oddly I’m not,” she said, rubbing the spot she’d hit. “I did come close to spraining my wrist a time or two.”

“My God, what a waste of such a juicy—”

She clamped her hand over his mouth, giggling.

He removed her hand, laughing. “What? I’ve said much worse and you’ve liked it.”

“It’s different when we are midcoitus.”

He rolled atop her. “Then I’ll say it midcoitus.”

He said that—and much worse. Judging by her reactions, she liked it all.

*  *  *

W
as your second husband good to you otherwise?” he asked afterward, his head in her lap, her fingers again combing through his hair.

“Oh yes. He was a longtime family friend—a very distant cousin on my mother’s side, in fact. Someone I’d known all my life. My father passed away early, so he was the one who taught me how to use a shotgun and how to play cards.”

“An older man?”

“Older than my parents and quite wealthy. When he proposed, it was the best of all possible worlds. I would be solvent. I would be the mistress of my own household again. And I would not have to deal with a man who might make my life miserable. We drew up our plans—”

“Plans?”

“Yes, it would have looked odd if his lover were constantly at our house. So we decided to pretend that
I
was the one having an affair with him. We shook hands on the plans and took ourselves to the altar.”

“And lived hand-sprainingly ever after?”

She chortled. “Not for him—he had his lover, remember?”

“You envied them.” He realized.

“And how. They were so engrossed in each other. At times I felt quite unnecessary, like a chaperone who didn’t know when to leave—even though I was in my own home, so to speak.”