Betrayal 2012 (8 page)

“Evs,” he breathed and the lump in my throat tripled in size.  He was the only one that ever called me that and hearing it now was about the best thing that had happened to me in a long time.  Brendan took a deep shuddering breath and held me a little tighter.  “You smell so good,” he whispered. 

Brendan’s selkie blood gave him a much more sensitive nose and he often commented about how my scent had always been unique to him.  He said it was a mixture of the sea and the sun with a little splash of cinnamon.  I didn’t quite understand how that was possible, but I was never going to question him.

“I missed you so much,” I said before I could stop myself.  Squeezing him even tighter, I didn’t give him a chance to pull away.  Not yet.  He kissed the top of my head ever so gently.

“I missed you too,” he replied.  This time I pulled away and held him back at arm’s length so that I could see his face.  I needed to know he was sincere, not that he was the type of guy to lie to me.

He smiled and ushered me to the table.  I caught him looking at me in a way a man should look at a woman.  His gaze was full of hunger and a wave of sensation washed over me like an aphrodisiac.  We had only lived together for three weeks, but those three weeks were the closest both physically and emotionally that we had ever been.  Not only did I miss his companionship, but I missed our experiences.

“You look amazing,” he finally said.  “You’ve changed.”

“No I haven’t,” I replied even though I recalled thinking the same thing earlier in the evening.  “Well, I feel like I’ve aged about five years in the last month.”  I didn’t even try to hide the sadness that went along with those words.  Losing my parent’s was still hard, having the responsibilities of a clan leader weighed me down, but not knowing where Brendan and I stood had plagued me the most.

“It’s not a bad thing, Evs.”  He reached across the table and grabbed my hand.  Shivers ran through my body with that one touch.  “You just seem older.  More mature.  Wiser.”  He smiled his crooked grin that I loved.  It always showed the tiniest hint of a dimple and accentuated the glimmer in his eyes.  My face lit up without command.

“I suppose I
am
wiser now.”  Squeezing his hand I pushed the next question out through gritted teeth.  “How are you doing?” 

Instead of responding right away, he looked at me in wonder again.  I wished I was telepathic at this moment because right now I had no idea what was going through his mind.  His carefully schooled face didn’t provide any hint and I began to worry that he was thinking only bad things.

“I’m alright, I guess,” he finally answered.  “Julian’s been really great and it’s kind of neat to be in Seattle again.”  Brendan and his father lived in this area before he was kicked out of the house at sixteen.  It wasn’t personal.  It was just the way the selkie’s were.  They stuck around long enough to raise their child on their own, but as soon as they were capable, the kids were left to fend for themselves.

I wanted to ask him more, but he continued to speak.  “It’s just not right.”  He pulled away from me and sat back in his chair.  Running both hands through his hair, he let out a sigh that seemed full of desperation and defeat.  Fresh tears glistened in his eyes.  “I don’t feel
right
.  I’m not supposed to be here.”  His hands reached for mine again and I didn’t hesitate.  This was it.  The moment I’ve been waiting for.  “I miss you so much, Evs.  Nothing in me functions when I’m away from you.  It’s like half of me has been cut away and I’m dragging around a lifeless body.”  He dropped his gaze and shook his head.  “I can’t stay here.”

Time literally stopped as I processed his words.  I think he was saying that he wanted to come back to California and that he wanted us to be together again.  The pure happiness and joy that washed over me was the best feeling that I’d had since we were in that mountain lodge together on my birthday.  It was almost too good to be true.

“Come back with me.”  I said and then quickly added, “Or at least to California.  We can take things one day at a time.”

He raised his head to look up at me and smiled.  “I think that’s what I want.”  I squeezed his hands even tighter as he leaned across the table and gave me a chaste kiss on the lips.  The electricity between us was undeniable and it took every ounce of maturity I’d gained over the past month not to pull him back towards me.  “But I can’t leave yet.”

My heart dropped into the pit of my stomach and apparently my face showed my dismay.  “It’s not that I don’t want to,” he quickly continued.  “I just have to talk to Julian and get a few things in order first.”

I nodded and said, “Okay,” without really understanding what he meant.  I feared that if he spoke to Julian, he would change his mind about leaving.

“This is what I want, Evs.  Don’t worry.  Seattle is not for me and I think that California will be.”  I raised my eyebrows at him wondering if he’d gained some mind reading abilities while we were apart.  He laughed at what my expression must have been and then nodded towards the giant coffee sitting in front of me.

“You drink that stuff now?”

“I need it,” I sighed.  “Trying to lead a clan, finish high school, and train with Palmer constantly leaves very little time for sleep.”  I didn’t tell him that I usually didn’t sleep anyway because I was always thinking about him. 

“Training?” he asked.

“Yeah, new rules since we got home.”  I told him about the increased security and pointed out my two protectors sitting at the counter.  He laughed at the thought of me fighting my cousin, but he encouraged the training.  He said it was a really good idea that we were able to hold our own on land as well as in the water.  We laughed and joked about some of my stupid training mishaps until a man in a black suit walked over to our table.

“Mistress Dumahl, we need to leave.”

“Right now, Palmer?” I pleaded, looking back and forth between him and Brendan.

“Yes, I’m sorry to interrupt but the Council has asked to speak with you immediately.”  Palmer shifted his stance letting me know that this was rather urgent.

“Oh,” I said and turned back to Brendan.  “I’m sorry.  We weren’t supposed to meet again until the morning.”  Dread filled my thoughts at all of the reasons why they would want to see me again so soon.

Brendan stood and pulled me up into another hug.  I savored every moment of that touch, from the feel of his muscles to the scent of his skin.  “It’s okay.  I should get going too.  I want to speak to Julian right away.”

I smiled up at him and was surprised when he bent forward and kissed me.  It wasn’t a bedroom kiss but it wasn’t an innocent one either.  For a few brief moments, the coffee shop and the rest of the world disappeared.  It was just the two of us back together again like it should be.  When we finally pulled apart, I felt a little embarrassed.  Although it was worth every glare directed towards our public display.

“I’ll call you soon.  I promise,” he said lightly while rubbing the side of my cheek.

“All right.  I love you, Brendan.”  I didn’t really know what his response would be but I didn’t care.  He needed to know where I stood.

“I love you too,” he breathed as he pressed one more kiss to my forehead then gently pushed me towards Palmer.  “Good luck tonight.”

“Thanks,” I returned with a smile.  We left the shop quickly and I had to practically jog to keep pace with Palmer and Troy.  Their demeanor was all serious and I probably should have been more concerned.  However, at this moment I could have been running barefoot through burning coals and broken glass and it still wouldn’t have dampened my mood.  Brendan was coming back to me.  No matter what the Council had decided they couldn’t take away my happiness tonight.

Six

Kain was waiting for us in the lobby.  He had his head down, gaze glued to the phone while his fingers moved quickly over the electronic keypad.  Anxiety was written all over his face.  When I stepped close enough to him to invade his personal space, he finally realized I was there.

“What took you so long?” he asked frantically.  Not liking his attitude one little bit I tilted my head towards my protectors.

“We practically ran here.  I left as soon as Palmer told me.”  His concern panicked me a little and I uncrossed my arms from a hostile stance to one of apprehension.  “Do you know what’s going on?”

He grabbed my arm and started to walk us back to the grand ballroom at a brisk pace.  “No, I don’t.  I just got a call that told us to meet them in twenty minutes.”  His eyebrows rose in my direction.  “And that was thirty minutes ago.”

Yanking my arm away I tried to regain my composure.  “Well, they should have given us more time.  It’s not like I can teleport or anything and besides, they adjourned until morning.”  I refused to feel nervous over something that was out of my control.  Although that mindset didn’t really give me the result I wanted.  My stomach churned with dread right now.

“Regardless, they want to see us and we’re late.”  I don’t think I ever really saw Kain so nervous before.  Even in the face of our capture with Lucian, he always maintained his cool.  Something else was going on.

“Are you sure you don’t know what they want?”

He let out a long breath and brushed his hair back out of his face.  “No, I really don’t.  But from what my sources say, if they call an unscheduled meeting like this, then you should be worried.”

I couldn’t help it.  “Your
sources
?  Who are you?”  That earned me a partial grin and I could feel a little bit of the tension give way.  “It’s not like whatever they want could possibly be that bad.  I mean, really, what could they tell us that we haven’t already speculated about?”

“I wouldn’t be too naive, Eviana.  They can be pretty twisted sometimes.”  I chuckled to myself thinking about the Council members playing Twister.  Although if I would have known what they were about to do, I certainly wouldn’t have been laughing.

We were the only two in the room other than our four protectors and the seven opposing Council members whose faces were a perfect mask of arrogance and boredom.  They still wore their maroon cloaks and only one of them looked at ease.  But I suspected that Graham Forrester always appeared to be amused by any situation.  It was just his way. 

He was holding a cocktail in his hand, stirring the ice around with his finger.  When he caught me looking, he sucked the liquid off his finger and flashed me a wicked grin.  Heat instantly flared to my cheeks and I had to look away.

“Eviana and Kain, thank you for joining us this evening,” Mistress Lyonetta began in her formal tone.  “We need to ask some questions of you that are better discussed in private.”

Oh no.  I really didn’t like the sound of this.

“Your display earlier was quite impressive.”  Surprisingly, this came from Christopher and I must have showed the shock on my face.  “But not impressive enough.”  Ah, there he was.

Mistress Lyonetta continued.  “We want to know if Kain is able to yield the same amount of power?”

I saw him tense under her gaze and this time it was me who reached out to grab his hand in a show of support.  He clutched it tightly a second before stepping forward to address the Council.  “No, I do not have the same amount of abilities.”

But he did…just in a different way.  I started to open my mouth to tell them about his newfound control over water.  I bet that they would consider that to be pretty substantial even though I don’t know what kind of weapon it could be.  Kain abruptly turned his head in my direction and mouthed the words
not now
to me. 

Interesting.  I wondered why he wouldn’t want to reveal this skill.  Someone made a coughing noise and we both looked up at Graham who was watching us with intense curiosity.  Thankfully, whatever he wanted to say, he kept it locked down and remained silent.