Blissfully Undone (18 page)

Ryan answered huskily, “More than that. I’ve come home early for a little ménage.”

Dan grinned. “Excellent! Let me go clean up and I will join you guys in a few. Feel free to warm up without me.”

Ryan took her face in his hands. “My little Cherokee
hottie
.” He pulled her towards the bedroom and sat on the bed, drawing her closer. “Let me undress you.” He lifted off her blouse and removed her bra to lick her already hard nipples. He looked at her seductively and asked, “Can I tell you what I’ve been dreaming about for ages?”

“What, Rye?”

“My long dick sliding down your throat.” She felt a tingling in her loins at the suggestion. She hadn’t done it in such a long time, but the fact Ryan desired it turned her on. He muttered as he went back to tease her nipple, “I was jealous of Dan when I saw you take him that way.”

His last statement concerned her, but she hoped tonight would ease any feelings of jealousy. “I want to make that dream come true…”

“Good,” he groaned, taking her nipple back into his mouth and sucking hard. His fingers made their way under the waistband of her damp panties. “You’re wet for me, aren’t you?”

“Yes,” she whispered. She played with his mop of brown curls while he lavished his attention on her breasts.

Dan joined them in the bedroom and Jenny explained what was about to happen. Ryan continued to suck on her breasts as Dan pulled at her remaining clothes. She felt his warm tongue lick the length of her slit while his hands caressed her buttocks. He didn’t have free access to her, so he suggested she lie on the bed.

She put her head on the edge of the bed and spread her legs open for Dan, wanting him to continue licking her pussy while she readied herself to
deepthroat
Ryan.

Dan instructed him, “Let her suck on your shaft until she’s ready. She’ll need to build up plenty of saliva, it’s normal and necessary.”

Ryan surprised Jenny when he barked, “I know, Dan. I saw her do it with you.”

“Hey, just trying to help.” Dan disappeared between her legs and began sucking on her clit, creating the slow burn Jenny enjoyed.

She took Ryan’s long shaft and started playing with the head first, teasing and nibbling it. He groaned in appreciation. “Oh yeah, that’s hot.” He started thrusting his shaft deeper, but she stopped him with her hand.

“No, Rye. I decide how deep.”

“Yeah,” he agreed huskily.

She continued her teasing, slowly taking his long member deeper. She wondered how Ryan’s long shaft would feel compared to Dan’s thicker one. When the head of his cock brushed against the back of her throat, she took a break. She focused instead on Dan’s talented tongue
and
his magic fingers that had her pussy aching for more.

Jenny reminded herself that she needed to swallow. She’d forgotten to do that the first time she tried to
deepthroat
Dan and it caused a lot of gagging. She looked up at Ryan seductively. “Are you ready for me to love you with my throat?”

He grunted in answer and moved his cock back into her wide-open lips. She took him in slowly and swallowed hard when he reached the back. She felt his shaft start traveling down her throat. Thinner proved much easier to take and she moaned in satisfaction.

Ryan cried out lustfully, making her loins gush. It thrilled her to be giving this part of herself to him. His cock was much longer and she got to a point where she needed to push him back out. She put her hands on his hips and tried to disengage, but he was lost in the feeling. Instead of pulling out, he pushed himself in deeper with a thrusting motion. Her throat constricted around his cock as she struggled to breathe. Jenny panicked and started pushing hard against him.

Dan shouted and suddenly Ryan was out. She rolled into a ball and started coughing and gasping for air, tears running down her face.

“I’m sorry, Jen,” Ryan exclaimed.

Dan was beside her, rubbing her back soothingly as he yelled at Ryan. “What the hell were you thinking? You don’t force yourself! You
never
force yourself.”

“Shut the fuck up, Dan! I am so tired of you telling me what to do.” Ryan tried to touch her, but Jenny instinctually moved away from him. He raged at Dan, “This is your fault!”

“My fault? I’m not the idiot who hurt Jenny!”

“It was a fucking accident.”

“Oh yeah, grabbing her head and thrusting is an
accident
.”

“That’s it!” Ryan seized Dan’s arm and pushed him out of their bedroom. The shouting match continued in the living room.

Jenny was powerless to stop it. She lay there in a shaking heap, slowly regaining her breath. Her throat hurt and the panic she felt still haunted her. She heard the door slam and eventually Ryan returned to the bedroom.

“I never meant to hurt you, Jen. I wish I could take it back.” He sat on the edge of the bed and did not make a move towards her.

“It really hurt.”

He hung his head. “I don’t know what to say other than I’m sorry.”

Dark silence shrouded the room. She remained in a fetal position, hugging herself. “Where’s Dan?” she finally asked.

“I told him to pack his bags.”

She lifted her head up. “What! Why?”

“This wouldn’t have happened if he hadn’t been here.”

She sat up in the bed and wrapped herself in the sheet. “This isn’t his fault!” she protested.

“I never would have tried to
deepthroat
you if it wasn’t for Dan.”

“You’re the one who wanted to try it. I don’t understand how you can blame him for this.”

“Don’t you see? Kelly is right, Dan is tearing us apart. He is trying to ruin what you and I have.”

“What are you talking about? He is the best thing to happen to us. You’ve become a better lover because of him.”

Ryan’s face turned a deep shade of red and he snarled, “What? I wasn’t good enough for you before?”

She stared him down without saying anything.

“Damn it, Jen! If you hadn’t played into his hands and let him have his way with you, we wouldn’t be here right now. This is his fault plain and simple.
He
is the wedge between us.”

“Ryan, things can never go back to the way they were. I love Dan. You know that!”

“And what about me?”

She hesitated before she answered. “I love you…”

“But what?” he demanded.

“Ryan…” She looked down, unable to look him in the eye. “I don’t really trust you right now.”

“Because of what happened tonight? Come on, Jen. It was a mistake. It’ll never happen again.”

“It’s not just that. You never told me about Kelly. You were hiding it from me…from
us
.”

“I don’t owe Dan anything. The only one I care about is you.” He became visibly agitated. “Don’t you see? Dan’s the problem here. Kelly told me she is willing to forgive you if you end it with Dan.”

“The fact you are speaking to her at all feels like a betrayal.” Jenny got up and dressed, grabbing an overnight bag. She stuffed it haphazardly, unable to focus. “I need time alone.”

“Wait. Where are you going?”

“I don’t know, but I need to get out of here.” She collected a few things from the bathroom and headed towards the door.

“Jen, don’t go!” She heard the desperation in his voice, but the anger she felt towards him closed up her already sore throat. She grabbed her car keys and ran out the door without looking back.

The Cabin

Jenny started driving, not having a clue where she was headed. She couldn’t understand how the night had gone from a playful interlude to this. She cranked up her tunes and let the tears fall. She couldn’t wrap her mind around the fact that Ryan had hurt her on top of lying about Kelly.

After driving for an hour, she realized she was in the foothills headed towards Dan’s family cabin. She hoped they wouldn’t mind if she spent the night there.

The cabin was dark when she pulled up. She remembered fondly how it looked buried in snow with the trail of smoke flowing from the chimney. She hefted her bag on her shoulder and located the key under the porch. When she opened the door, she was assaulted with the smell of stale smoke. She figured no one had aired the place out after the two of them were snowed in together.

Luckily, the electricity was back. She flicked on the lights and looked around, noticing that the place was exactly the same as they left it all those months ago. There was even a can of Vienna sausages still on the counter. She went over and popped it open, suddenly aware that she was hungry.

The pile of firewood still lined one side of the cabin wall. She picked up a couple of logs and started a fire. The warm glow set her mind at ease. She grabbed a blanket off one of the beds and brought it to the couch. She lay down and wrapped herself in the fuzzy cover, staring at the flames. It calmed her. Being here brought a sense of home. She sighed and snuggled deeper into the blanket. On the coffee table sat the deck of cards. She smiled, remembering Dan’s game of strip poker.

Ryan was right; she had played into Dan’s hands willingly. Maybe not at first, but there was a spark she could not deny. Even though their affair had wreaked havoc on both their lives, she didn’t regret it. For a brief period of time, the three of them had been happy
—
truly happy.

Now it was over, Kelly had seen to that. Just as Jenny had willingly played into Dan’s hands, Ryan had done the same with Kelly. Jenny could just imagine Kelly systematically breaking down Ryan’s defenses until he started questioning the beautiful relationship the three had created.

Where did that leave her now? A huge yawn escaped her lips. Now was not the time to decide. Tomorrow, after a good night’s rest, she would have a better perspective. She let the fire die down and drifted off to sleep.

She awoke to the sound of the cabin door opening and screamed out in fear.

“It’s okay, Jenny. It’s just me.”

Dan turned on the lights. She had to blink several times before she could make out more than his outline. He carried a bag of groceries and his own overnight bag. “I had no idea you would be here until I saw your car parked outside.”

“I didn’t think your family would mind,” she said defensively. “I needed a place to stay for one night.”

“It’s fine.” He put his stuff down on the counter and walked over to her. “What happened with Ryan?”

“I’d rather not talk about it right now.”

He headed to the kitchenette. “Okay. We can talk in the morning. Let me get this stuff put away and you can go back to sleep.” He threw the groceries in the fridge and started the fire back up. He turned off the lights and joined her on the couch. She made room so that they were lying side-by-side watching the flames lick the pieces of wood.

Despite the emotional day, the hypnotic character of the fire and the warmth of his embrace helped her drift off to sleep. She felt safe with his arms wrapped around her, she always had.

Jenny didn’t wake until morning when she felt him shifting. “Go back to sleep,” he murmured.

She couldn’t, so she lay there and watched him. Dan reignited the fire and started brewing coffee. While it dripped, he scrambled eggs and browned the bacon. Soon the little cabin was filled with the aromatic smell of strong coffee and smoked bacon. He laid the feast on the table and motioned to her.

“Come join me for some needed sustenance. Something tells me you survived on Vienna sausages last night and that won’t do.”

She smiled and wrapped the blanket around her as she made her way to the table. She couldn’t help thinking of their snowy interlude on that same piece of furniture. She blushed when she sat down. “Thanks, Dan.”

They ate in silence. Finally, he asked, “So what happened after I left?”

“Ryan blamed you for everything. Kelly made sure of that.”

“So he’s been in contact with her?”

“Yes. For a while now, apparently. I just found out yesterday. If you can believe, Ryan has this crazy idea that everything can go back to the way it was without you.”

“Kelly is a convincing manipulator. He was a fool to listen to her and a bigger fool to keep it a secret from us.”

“I swear I saw her outside the restaurant yesterday after I met with Ryan. I’m afraid she might be stalking him.”

“Don’t worry about Ryan. He can take care of himself. It’s only you I’m worried about.”

“But Dan, she’s ruined everything! It can never be like it was these past few months.”

“No, that part of our lives is over,” he said solemnly. He put his fork down and stared at her. “What are you planning to do, Jenny?”

She pushed her plate away and looked at him sadly. “I’ve finally come to realize something I’ve been blind to for years.” Her lip trembled slightly. “Ryan and I don’t want the same thing. He’s always been dead set on advancing in his job, but I hate the hours. I didn’t realize how much because I’d grown accustomed to being alone most of the time… until you came into my life. I don’t want to go back to that lifestyle, spending my life waiting for someone to come home.”