Bound by Honor (24 page)

She almost bit her tongue through trying not to tell Harley what she knew about his soft-centered employer. But that was Cy's business, and she didn't want to get on his bad side when she'd only arrived.

“I rode over to your place with the boss and drove your little VW back with me. It's in the garage. None
of my business, but are you staying awhile?” he asked curiously.

“I guess so,” she sighed. She poured coffee into a cup. “A man broke into my house last night. Cy let me come over here.”

“Broke into your house? Why?”

She grew pensive. “My husband was an undercover DEA agent,” she told him. “He was infiltrating a drug lord's organization when he was exposed and executed. Apparently the drug lord likes to set examples, like wiping out whole families of people who oppose him. I'm on his list.”

“Then you sure came to the right place,” Harley said with a beaming grin. “As it happens, you'll be safer here than anywhere else in the county, except maybe with Ebenezer Scott.” He seemed to stand two feet taller. “I was in the Army Rangers for two years and I've had commando training. Nobody can slip by me.”

“I can't tell you how much better I feel, knowing that,” she said, smiling pleasantly.

He almost blushed. “Good. Well, I'll get back to my chores. Glad you're okay, Miss…Mrs. Monroe,” he corrected, tipping his hat on his way out.

“Thanks for bringing my car,” she said.

“No problem.” He shot a grin back at her as he left.

She sat down at the kitchen table beside the eggs and shook her head. He didn't have a clue what was going on. His life was apparently so dull that he couldn't live without the illusion of bravery. She wondered how he would respond to a real threat, and hoped she never had to find out. He seemed a nice sort of man, but she had a feeling that he wasn't quite as formidable as he made out.

 

C
Y CAME IN FOR LUNCH
, helping himself to bread, mayonnaise and luncheon meat while Lisa poured iced tea into tall glasses.

“I can make sandwiches,” she offered.

He gave her a grin. “I'm used to doing it myself. Want a couple?”

“Just one, thanks,” she agreed and sat down at her place beside his at the small table. “I'm sorry about Puppy Dog messing up your truck.”

His eyebrows lifted under disheveled black hair. “Who told you?”

“Harley.” She gave him a gamine look. “He said that he'd be glad to protect me from potential attackers, seeing as how he's a trained commando.”

Cy chuckled softly. “I was his age once. Seems like fifty years ago, now.”

She put her elbows on the table and propped her chin on her hands, watching him make sandwiches. “Did you swagger, too?”

“Probably. At least, I did until I saw combat for the first time. Nobody tells you that people scream when they get shot. On television they just grunt or groan and hold the part that's been shot.” He shook his head. “It's a lot more…vivid…in real life.”

“Were you afraid, the first time?”

“I was afraid every time,” he corrected with a level stare. “Only a fool pretends he isn't. You learn to face the fear and deal with it, just like everyone else does.”

“It's difficult, isn't it?”

“Difficult to watch people die, yes,” he told her. “Difficult to live with what you do, too. I remember a young boy in Africa who was fighting the rebels. He carried a
carbine in his hands and ammunition belts that probably weighed more than he did, strapped around his chest. His name was Juba.” He smiled as he worked. “He had a passion for chocolate bars. We always had a few in our packs, just a taste of something sweet to remind us of civilization. One day, Juba ran ahead of us into a building the rebels had just evacuated. We hadn't swept it for traps and he wouldn't stop when we tried to warn him. He broke a trip wire right in the doorway and blew himself up.” His hand hesitated on the knife as he spread mayonnaise on the bread. His eyes were solemn and quiet. “He didn't die right away,” he added grimly. “We gave him morphine from one of our medical kits. Then I sat under a silk cotton tree with him in my arms and talked to him until he died.” His eyes fell back to his task. “He was eleven years old.”

She winced. “That's very young to be fighting a war.”

“He'd already lost his parents and two sisters in the crossfire,” he recalled. “He was alone in the world, except for us. We'd thrown in with the government forces. They were overwhelmed by the rebels and advertised for mercenaries. My unit went in. I started with thirty men and came back with three.” He passed her a plate with a sandwich on it and started making two more for himself. “The rebels took over the capital and formed a government of their own. It stood for two months before outside troops joined forces with the overthrown government, moved in and took back possession of their country. Before they did, ten thousand people were shot or blown up in the streets.”

“I'm sure I wouldn't make a good soldier, even if Harley thinks he would,” she remarked somberly.

“I wanted to make enough money to retire while I
was still a young man,” he mused. “I planned to come back home, buy a ranch, get married and settle down.” He finished his own sandwiches and took a sip of his iced tea. “It almost worked. But along the way, I helped a government agency get hard evidence on that drug lord Lopez,” he said, searching her eyes. “As I mentioned a while back, he had my house in Wyoming set on fire. The hitch was, my son was supposed to be rescued before the incendiary device was placed. Lopez's henchman didn't think one kid more or less would matter.” He traced an invisible pattern on his coffee mug. “The only consolation I had was that Lopez had the assassin eliminated for that slipup. He doesn't kill children.”

“I'm so sorry,” she murmured, watching him.

“So am I. But all the regrets in the world won't bring back that little boy.”

His face was harder than rock. She sketched it with her eyes. “You can help me take care of my little boy.”

He glanced at her. “What makes you think it's a little boy?”

“Wishful thinking, I guess. I love baseball and soccer and working around the ranch. I know girls can do those things, too, but I'd love a son.”

“You'd love whatever you get,” he chided.

“Yes. I would.” She grimaced.

“What's the matter.”

“I don't know.” She laughed nervously. “I have these mild cramps sometimes. I read a book about being pregnant, and it said some women have fleeting cramps during early pregnancy.”

He scowled. “That doesn't sound good.”

She picked up her sandwich. “Maybe it's just nerves. It's been a rough few weeks.”

“Sure it has. But if those cramps get any worse, you go see a doctor.”

“I will.”

After lunch, he took her out to the huge, airy barn to see Puppy Dog, who was comfortably contained in a huge stall with a drain in the concrete floor, and fresh wheat straw making a comfortable place for him to sleep.

“Hello, Puppy Dog,” she said, going into the stall to pet the frisky, enormous puppy. “Did you miss me?” She glanced past him at the clean containers of dog food and water, and the dog toys liberally scattered along the wall. “Maybe not, considering all the toys.”

“Dogs need something to play with. Keeps them active and healthy. I got half a dozen for Bob, too.”

“Bob?”

He motioned to her. She gave Puppy Dog a last hug and went out of the stall. He whined for a minute and then went back to pick up a ball he liked.

In the stall next door was a huge white-and-tan collie with an intelligent face and soft brown eyes. There were still traces of malnutrition in the coat, but Bob was beginning to shape up into a beautiful animal.

“He's a doll,” she said, smiling at him.

“
She's
a doll.”

She hesitated. Turned. Raised her eyebrows.

“
She's
a doll,” he repeated.

“Bob is not a female name…”

“If a boy can be named Sue, a girl dog can be named Bob.”

“You listen to too many Johnny Cash songs,” she accused with a chuckle.

“He's great, isn't he?” he asked. “‘A Boy Named Sue' was great, but I loved everything he ever recorded.”

“I have two of his albums myself,” she confessed.

He grinned. “I knew you had good taste.”

She liked the way his eyes twinkled when he smiled. He was something of a curiosity around town, because he had a reputation for being a hard case and unsociable. But here, on his home ground, he was relaxed, pleasant, even amusing. She wondered how many people ever got to see this side of him. Probably not many.

“What happened to that man who broke into my house?” she asked abruptly.

“Sheriff's got him locked up,” he told her. “We left the crowbar right where it dropped. The man wasn't even wearing gloves. There are enough fingerprints on it to convict him. He'll make bond, of course, and then he'll go home.”

“Home?”

He turned toward her. “A man wearing an Armani suit drove up here a few days ago and introduced himself as my new neighbor. There's a honey packing warehouse on my border. But it's not honey they're distributing, if you understand what I mean.”

She stilled. “Drugs?”

“Raw cocaine,” he replied. “Or, rather, cocaine paste. At least, that's what we suspect they're stockpiling in that warehouse.”

“Here, in Jacobsville?” she gasped.

“Right here,” he said.

“Then tell the sheriff and let him send some men out to arrest the owners!”

“They won't find cocaine if they do,” he said carelessly. “In fact, I'd bet my boots that they'll phone in a tip about themselves just to draw the law out there to check around. And while they're checking, all the honey in the jars will be real honey, and even a drug-sniffing dog won't find a trace of cocaine. Having searched the place once and found nothing, local law enforcement will logically hesitate before they go back out there a second time. At least, not without some concrete evidence of malfeasance. It's easy to get sued for harassment, and believe me, Lopez would howl at the idea of taking our sheriff to court over it.”

“You sound very cynical,” she told him.

“I know how these people operate. In my checkered past, I've dealt with drug dealers, gun runners, diamond smugglers, hit men…”

Her eyes were growing wider by the second. “You outlaw, you.”

“Count on it,” he told her. “I did what the job called for. Wars make strange bedfellows. Got to have guns and ammunition, you know, not to mention explosives, communications equipment, medicines. You can't walk into the nearest superstore and buy those.”

“You can buy guns,” she began.

“Registered guns,” he emphasized. “They're required by law to do a background check before they sell a gun, and there's a waiting period. If you know where to go, you can get everything from Uzis to C-4, and no waiting.”

“I had no idea,” she murmured, shaking her head.

“It's almost impossible to shut these drug cartels
down. They are run on a corporate structure. In a sense, they're multinational corporations. They have a hierarchy, complete with divisional managers and regional distribution networks. When you understand the way they work, you also understand why it's such an uphill battle. You can't arrest every gang member in the country. That's what it would take to stop it. And even then,” he added, “there would still be dealers. You know why? Because where there's demand, there's supply. As long as there are people willing to pay for illegal drugs, there will be people who sell them.”

“That's very demoralizing,” she pointed out.

“Of course it is. But you can't fight a war unless you know the enemy. Every time we shut down one of the cartels, we come one step closer to cutting off the supply. It's discouraging to see the statistics, but there are a lot of dedicated people trying to stop the drug trade. I like to think that one day, they'll succeed.”

“I'd be very happy if they could put Mr. Lopez someplace where he can't shoot me,” she told him.

He smiled. “At least,” he said, “we've got
you
someplace where he can't. Now eat that sandwich. Waste not, want not.”

She laughed softly and bit into the sandwich.

L
ISA SETTLED IN AT THE RANCH
,
much to the interest of Cy's cowboys, who walked around with stunned expressions every time they saw her. Most people around Jacobsville had the same attitude, because of Cy's remoteness. Of course, he had dropped the charges against Belinda Craig's rebellious young charge at her summer youth camp when the lad had been caught trespassing on his property. And he'd taken Candy Marshall, that nice young woman from the local cattlemen's association, out to the bar to look for Guy Fenton when he'd been drunk for the last time before he fell in love with Candy and married her. But other than those two incidents, he kept to himself and had little if anything to do with women. Now here was Lisa Monroe, a young widow alone and pregnant, living with him. It was delicious gossip.

As Cy had predicted, the man who was arrested for breaking into Lisa's house had skipped bond and left the country. That didn't let her out of the woods, though, he assured her. Lopez wouldn't stop until he accomplished whatever goal he'd set. Since it was common knowledge that Lisa was staying with Cy, the drug lord wouldn't have far to look to find her.

Also, as Cy had predicted, an anonymous tip led sheriff's deputies to the “honey warehouse” behind Cy's ranch. The flats of jars and the beehives Harley had watched them unload were searched and searched again, by deputies, DEA agents and drug-sniffing dogs. Predictably, they found nothing illegal and went away. It didn't take a genius to realize that it would be hard to get the law enforcement people out there again without vivid concrete evidence of illegal operation. Gossip was that the owners of the new “business” had already threatened a multimillion-dollar lawsuit against the various agencies for just setting foot on the property. Jacobsville was a small town in a small county and its sheriff's department already had such a tiny budget that they hadn't had a raise in two years. The county commissioners went pale at the thought of even a small lawsuit. Like it or not, the sheriff was constrained by politics and capital.

There was one encouraging new development. Rodrigo, the Mexican national who'd successfully infiltrated Lopez's distribution network, managed to get a brief message to Eb Scott, saying that a huge shipment of cocaine paste was scheduled to be shipped into the country soon through Mexico. He had few details as yet, but would keep his eyes and ears open and report anything pertaining to the shipment as soon as he heard it.

Lisa overheard Cy talking with Eb Scott on a shortwave radio—an odd way to communicate, she thought, when the telephone was right beside him.

When he gave his call sign and cut the unit off, she asked him about it.

“This—” he indicated the set “—has a scrambler. It's high-tech, not a conventional shortwave device.”

She shook her head as she studied the array of electrical gadgets in the study where Cy did his bookwork. “I've never seen so many strange-looking things.”

“Didn't Walt have equipment like this?” he asked curiously.

“If he did, he kept it someplace else.” She sighed, thinking of Walt's horrible end and their very brief marriage. Absently her hand went to her belly.

“You were up walking the floor last night,” he commented. “Why?”

She shifted. “I had some more cramps,” she murmured. But she wasn't too concerned. When she called the doctor she was told it wasn't so unusual to have twinges now and again.

He scowled, watching her. “This isn't the first time you've had cramping. You need to call a doctor.”

“I did, day before yesterday,” she reminded him. “He said it's a fairly common complaint in early pregnancy, and as long as there's no bleeding there's no reason to worry. Actually I feel better than I have for weeks.”

Cy managed not to say that she looked delectable, but she did. Her long, soft hair was loose around her shoulders and even with glasses on, she was pretty. He liked the little tip-tilted nose and the full, soft bow of a mouth. He liked the way she watched him, like a curious little bird, when he worked around the ranch. He especially liked the way she looked in cutoff jeans that showed the curves of her legs up to the thighs, and the way her knit blouse outlined her firm, small breasts. He remembered the feel of her in his arms, the softness of her young mouth, and his whole body clenched. She didn't know, couldn't know, what an ordeal it was for him to be in
the same house with her and never touch her. But he didn't want her to feel threatened. She was at risk, and she had no place else to go.

She lifted both eyebrows when she saw that the dark scowl over his green eyes was getting more ominous by the minute. “What's wrong?” she asked.

“Don't go out in the yard like that,” he said abruptly.

She looked down at herself and then back at him, puzzled. “I beg your pardon?”

“You heard me.” He stood up, towering over her. That was a mistake because now he could see the upper curves of her breasts that her knit blouse left visible. “I don't want my men leering at you.” Especially Harley, he thought angrily.

Her eyes kindled with humor. “You're leering at me right now,” she pointed out, grinning because he obviously found her attractive. Her knees suddenly felt wobbly.

“I'm not leering. I'm noticing. But I've got some young men with bucking hormones and to them a woman in a steel drum would probably look sexy. Wear jeans and a blouse that buttons to your throat.”

“Bucking hormones,” she mused. “That's a new one.”

“You aren't that naïve,” he grumbled. “You were married. You can tell when a man wants you.”

Not really, she wanted to tell him. Walt had only slept with her twice, and apparently had to force himself both times. He wasn't really attracted to her physically, and the feeling had been mutual. It wasn't that way with Cy. She looked at him and her knees went weak.

“I'm not wearing a steel drum around the place to do housework,” she informed him. “Hormones or no hor
mones. Heavens, I'm pregnant! Who's going to make a pass at a pregnant woman?”

“Any man under eighty who sees you dressed like that,” Cy said flatly. “Up to and including me.”

Her heart jumped into her throat as her eyes lifted to his and were captured. She felt the breath rush past her parted lips as the look intensified, making her feel odd in the strangest places, even more strongly than the night at the opera. She remembered the taste of his mouth on hers, and no matter how disloyal it might have been to her late husband, she wanted it again.

“Would you really?” she asked.

He looked uncomfortable. “We were talking about how you dressed. When you go outside around the men, don't wear shorts and low-cut blouses.”

“Are you telling me that grown men can't control themselves and I have to go around in a coat all summer to keep from disturbing them?” she wanted to know. “That's not fair.”

“Oh, hell, of course it's not fair! But men are going to look when there's something to see. All the legislation in the world won't kill a basic human instinct, and that one is hundreds of thousands of years old!”

Her eyes dropped to his hard mouth and she remembered, not for the first time, how delicious it felt when he kissed her. Then she felt guilty for even the thought. She was forgetting Walt, something that Cy hadn't. He hadn't touched her again since she moved in. He was respecting her husband's death. She was sorry about Walt, but when she got close to Cy, her emotions were all over the place.

“Harley seems to spend a lot of time in the house lately,” he remarked unexpectedly.

“He gathers the eggs for me,” she replied, fighting down the excitement she felt as his green gaze slid over her once again. “Ever since you found that chicken snake in the henhouse, I've been nervous about putting my hand in the nests.”

“We moved the chicken snake into the barn,” he reminded her.

“Well, it isn't in handcuffs or anything, now is it?” she demanded. “It can go wherever it wants to, and I've noticed that snakes seem to feel violent attractions to anyone who's scared of them.”

“In that case, I don't suppose even the house is safe.”

She immediately started looking around her feet and he burst out laughing.

“Never mind,” he said on a sigh. “I guess Harley's better than a snake, at that.”

“I know he isn't what he pretends to be,” she replied with a smile. “But he's nice. Besides,” she added with a calculating look that he missed, “isn't he helping to keep an eye on those people who set up the honey warehouse next door to you?”

He didn't like that, not one bit. Eb had agreed to let Harley spy on the drug dealers if he kept his mouth shut. Quite obviously he'd been bragging about his exploits to Lisa.

“Did he tell you that?” he asked quietly.

She didn't quite trust the look in his eyes. She didn't want to get Harley in trouble. On the other hand, she didn't like telling lies.

“He mentioned that he was watching them to make sure the bees didn't threaten your purebred cattle,” she
said, which was the truth. Or, at least, what Harley had told her.

“I see.” He relaxed visibly and she knew she'd said the right thing. She wondered why he was so concerned about bees, when plenty of people around Jacobsville kept them. Maybe he had a hidden fear of flying insects.

Cy's green eyes narrowed. Harley was young, in his late twenties, and despite his bravado, in peak physical condition. Cy was thirty-five and scarred, inside and out. Perhaps Lisa couldn't help liking the younger man. And he had been kind to her.

“If you'd rather I asked someone else to fetch the eggs, I can,” she began, trying to find a way to erase that dark scowl on his lean face.

“Of course not,” he said at once. “Why should I mind?”

He left her wondering about that, and she went back to what she'd been doing.

 

T
WO DAYS LATER
, C
Y CAME
into the kitchen and found Harley holding Lisa's hand in the living room.

Both of them turned and jerked at his sudden appearance. Harley's high cheekbones colored as Cy's green eyes glittered at him like a poisonous snake uncoiling.

“Hi, boss!” he said with forced enthusiasm. “I was, uh, just showing Lisa…Miss…Mrs. Monroe how to break a hold.”

“Yes, he was,” Lisa said quickly. She had on those same tight jeans and a yellow sweater with a vee neck that was much too low when she bent over. Cy's unsmiling scrutiny made her feel as if she'd just committed adultery. She'd put on the outfit deliberately, not for
Harley, but for Cy. He hadn't been near her until now. Harley had.

“I'd better get back to the garage now, I guess,” Harley said, still flushed. He was wearing a white T-shirt and jeans with a red rag sticking out of his back pocket. “I'm overhauling the cattle truck, boss.”

“Good. Hadn't you better go do it?” Cy asked with a bite in his voice that he seldom used these days. He looked dangerous, something Harley noted with surprise.

“Sure thing!” Harley went through the kitchen and out the back door without another word.

“He really was showing me how to get out of a hold,” she told Cy with her hands on her hips.

Cy moved toward her, too jealous to think properly. “Was he now? And you've learned the lesson? Show me. Let's see you get out of this hold!”

He had her around the waist and flush against every line of his lean, powerful body before she could speak. She opened her mouth to protest and his lips claimed hers, hungry and rough and demanding.

She wanted to fight. She really did. But the closeness of him, the warmth, the strength of him drained her of every semblance of protest. With a tiny little cry, she slid her arms under his and pushed as close as she could get, answering that hard kiss with all the pent-up longing of the weeks since he'd touched her. She felt a shudder go through him even as her own body rippled with passion.

He said something against her mouth that she didn't hear, didn't understand. Her mouth pushed up against his, answering the devouring fierceness of his hard lips. It wasn't a practiced sensuous kiss at all. It was flash-fire need, hunger, desire, out of control. It gave her an
odd feeling of pride that she could throw him off balance. And as much as it shamed her to admit it even in the privacy of her mind, his jealousy of Harley made her even hungrier for him.

His body began to swell and old instincts jerked him out of her embrace. He stepped back, fighting the desire that tautened every muscle he had. The unexpected explosion left him shocked and uncertain.

They were both breathing unsteadily, staring at each other more like combatants than lovers.

“I don't like Harley touching you,” he said bluntly, bristling with possessive instincts he hadn't known he had.

“I noticed.” She sounded breathless.

His green eyes slid down her body and back up again with desire and possession equally mixed. “You're pregnant.”