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Authors: Louisa Burton
“That strikes me as a rather . . . precocious observation from a child of that age,”Caroline said. Precocious and sickeningly cruel.
“I said
David
was six. I never mentioned how old I was, nor do I intend to.”
“Ah.”
“A few years later,” Narcissa said, “David's father sent him to EtonâAlex was already there. David followed Alex to Oxford, and then he was called to the bar and served his barrister's apprenticeship with Sir Charles Upcott. According to Clarissa, it was âdelusions of altruism' that had attracted David to the law, so he was quite put out to discover that Burnham and Upcott had no interest in scuttling 'round in the muck with draggle-tails from the Rookery or what have you who'd run afoul of the law. He bought a commission in the King's Dragoon Guards and talked his brother into doing the same. Clarissa used to say David couldn't make water without Alex there to hold his twanger for him.”
“Were you and David courting then, or did that come later?”
“Courting?” Narcissa said through a mocking little giggle. “Darling, David and I never courted, we just fuckedâbut not until last year. Augie was still aliveâmy late husband. I actually did try to interest David in a discreet little tryst a couple of years agoâhe'd grown into quite the strapping specimen, as you knowâbut he was already betrothed to this absurd little Hungarian, with whom he was insanely besotted, so I couldn't sway him.”
Jessamine let out a series of ecstatic groans, ramming the phallus hard into Aster as her pleasure crested. Aster was traded in for Angelique at Jessamine's request, Brummel having allowed her to choose her next partner, and the harness was replaced with a curved ivory column carved to look like a male organ with two heads, one at each end. Producing a little vial of oil she'd apparently brought with her along with these curious devices, Jessamine slicked it over both of their bodies, as well as the double phallus. She instructed Angelique to lie back and open her legs, whereupon she pushed one end of the phallus into the slender little Frenchwoman and lowered herself onto the other. The two women rocked their slippery bodies together with sensual abandon as they kissed and caressed, Angelique demonstrating a surprising degree of zeal.
“Oh, oui,baisez-moi! Baisez-moi!”
Laurel, standing next to Don Ortiz, looked away with her jaw set, eyes glimmering.
“Looks as if Jessamine is in for a tongue-lashing tomorrow,” said Narcissa, “and not the good kind.”
“What you said before, about David being engaged . . .” Caroline began. “Is he . . . he isn't married, is he?” The possibility had never occurred to her.
“Oh, good heavens, no. The engagement ended on a rather lurid note, but until it did, David mooned over her like a schoolboy. She was pretty enoughâa tawny blonde with big gray eyesâand she knew how to dress and act, but she was nobody, a commoner, and a foreign one at that.”
“How did they meet?” Caroline asked.
“She was the daughter of his philosophy professor. He dropped dead one day of apoplexy, leaving Natalia with two shillings in her purse and no place to live. David prevailed upon Alex and his wife to take her inâthey'd been making their home at Greyton Hall with Lord Rexton because of Alex's military obligations. David had always avoided Greyton Hall because of his father, but he started visiting more often now that Natalia was there, and finally he asked her to marry him. A few months later, he and Alex were sent to Waterloo, Alex took a bullet in the head, and Davidâ”
“Alex died at Waterloo?” Caroline asked, sitting up.
“That is what customarily happens when a bullet enters one's head. David brought the body home. I went to the funeral. He was incredibly distraught, but in that eerie, contained way of his. Hardly spoke a word to anyone but Natalia all weekend. Clarissa overheard him telling her that she was all he had left in the world, and that Alex's death was on his head, because he never would have bought that commission if David hadn't talked him into itâwhich was entirely true, of course.”
Caroline bit her tongue to keep from telling Narcissa what she thought of her lest she stop talking. She was learning more about Lord Rexton than she'd ever thought to learn, certainly far more than he was ever likely to volunteer.
“David tried to talk Natalia into marrying him right away,” Narcissa said, “but she insisted on waiting. I knew why he was in such a hurry. Grief tends to make men rammishâwomen, too. I've seen it time and again. A loved one dies, and all one wants to do is fuck. David didn't want to compromise sweet, innocent Natalia before the wedding night, but he had his needs. I renewed my offer to give him a nice, discreet little tumble, but he told me he'd sworn fidelity to Natalia when they became engaged. So he returned to the Guards. A month later, he was called back to Greyton Hall. He arrived to discover that his father's heart had burst while he was taking a turn up the petticoats of some young doxy.”With a conspiratorial little smile, Narcissa added, “Imagine David's surprise when he found out that the doxy was none other than his beloved Natalia.”
The air drained from Caroline's lungs. She closed her eyes.
“She fell all over herself with apologies and tearful explanations,” Narcissa said, “but David would have none of it. Of all the men for her to betray him with. He was crushed, furious. He ordered her out of the house, of course. Greyton Hall was his now. With Alex dead, he inherited the viscountcy. Here's where the real melodrama starts.”
There was more?
“About two months later, Natalia came crawling back to David at his house in London, threw herself utterly on his mercy. Turned out the old fuckster had gotten her in the family way. She was ruined, or would be as soon as she started showing. She begged David to support her until the baby came, after which she would return to Hungary and he could raise the child as his ward, given that it would be his half sibling. He was sizzled at the time, probably, and in no humor to hear this. He told her that her problems were of her own making, and that she had a lot of cheek, coming to him for help after what she'd done to him.”
“He turned her away?”
“He did. The next morning, he was summoned to the Newcastle Street Watch House. They'd pulled a woman's body out of the Thames just downstream from Southwark Bridge. She'd left a note on the bridge that had his name on it, so they were hoping he could identify her.”
Caroline stared at Narcissa, thinking of the night she herself had been hauled out of the Thames. “She . . . she drowned herself?”
“Not the first ruined girl to do it. They throw themselves off those bridges in droves.”
“Oh, mon dieu!”
Angelique exclaimed as she and Jessa-mine writhed together like one sleek, wild little creature.
“Oh!
Je jouis! Je jouis!”
She came with a series of sharp, breathy cries that Jessamine echoed as she reached yet another shuddering climax. Sitting up, she turned Angelica over and shoved her into the “kneel down” pose without either of them disengaging from the phallus. She ground against the other woman's upraised bum while reaching around to stroke her sex and breasts, both of them moaning in sensual frenzy.
Every person sitting around the table, gentleman and slave alike, stared in rapt fascination at the two lithe little oil-sheened womenâexcept for Rexton. He sat gazing off into space like an old man who'd forgotten where he was and wished there was someone who could show him the way home.
“Natalia?” Rexton said, his voice oddly slow and thick. Fucking gin.
It was dark as hell, and he was reeling drunk. He heard her sodden frock dragging on the ground, but all he could really see of her was that long, damply snarled mass of blonde hairâuntil she stepped into the amber nimbus of a street-lamp.
He cried out, stumbling back, at the sight of her bloated, darkly mottled face, her filmy eyes and gaping mouth. “Jesus! Oh, God. Natalia!”
“My lord,” she said.
“No. God, no.”He was shaking. “Natalia . . .”
“My lord, wake up.”
She was shaking him. She was pushing at his shoulder, saying, “My lord. David. You're having aâ”
He pushed her away and sat up, trembling and sweating in the dark. “Jesus. Oh, fuck.”
He was in a bed, but he had his clothes on, except for his shoes and coat.Where the hell was he?
“My lord, are you all right?”
A woman was sitting up next to him, a shadowy form in the darkness. She reached for him.
He scrambled away from her, falling off the bed and landing hard on the carpeted floor. Groaning, he struggled to his feet. Despite the darkness, for it was a nearly moonless night, he gradually recognized the slowly spinning roomâ
la Chambre Romain
.
Rexton's stomach pitched. He lurched into the bathroom and vomited into the Brahmah.
He leaned against the wall, gasping. And then he vomited some more. When he was finally done, he rinsed out his mouth and splashed water on his face, his hands shaking like those of an old man.
It wasn't quite so dark anymore. Caroline must have lit some candles in the bedroom.
It was she who had pulled off his shoes and wrestled him out of his coat, after he'd collapsed on the bed in a stupor, he suddenly recalled. He couldn't remember much of what had transpired earlier that evening, including having come back to the room.
No, he did remember something. He remembered taking a tumble on the stairs, and Caroline guiding him the rest of the way with an arm around him as he muttered and raved and careened into walls.
“Jesus Christ.” He clawed his hands through his sweat-dampened hair, recalling her cool fingers stroking his forehead as he sank into a deep, drunken slumber. He had wanted her to keep touching him like that forever, softly, tenderly, as if he were her lover.
God, you fool, Rexton. You fucking idiot. Will you never learn?
“My lord?” She was standing in the bathroom doorway in a sleeveless linen shift, looking at him with those big, all-seeing eyes. “Is there anything I canâ”
“You can shut up and stop looking at me like that. Just stop. . . stop . . .” He growled in frustration and punched the wall, his fist connecting with the toilet glass over the sink, which shattered in a burst of mirrored shards.
“Oh, my lordâyou're bleeding.” She reached for his hand, which was lacerated across three fingers.
“Just stop!” He hauled back with his fist. “Will you just leave me . . .”
She had backed away and was staring at him, eyes wide with alarm.
“Oh, shit,” he whispered. He'd never struck a female, never come close, yet here he was with his bloodied fist raised high, every nerve jumping with a crazy, gin-fueled fury.“Get the hell away from me,” he said. “Get out of here. Go.”
“You mean . . . ?” She looked toward the door to the hall.
“Go!” he roared, both fists clenched.
“I . . . I'll be sent home if I'm seen outside this room without you.”
“Oh, fuck.”He pushed past her and snatched the leash out of the black box, but he fumbled drunkenly when he attempted to clip it onto her collar. “You do it.”
When she had it fastened, he grabbed it and flung open the door.
“Where are you taking me?” she asked as he tugged her down the corridor.
“Did I say you could speak?”
“N-no, butâ”
“Then keep your fucking mouth shut.”
Frederick Weatherall, Marquess of Dunhurst, having awakened to a crash of breaking glass next door, stood at the window of his bedchamber watching Rexton, lantern in one hand and leash in the other, half dragging that little bitch Rose across the stretch of lawn to the west of the castle. The viscount's gait was unusually heavy and awkward. Little wonder, given all the gin he'd swilled that evening.
They proceeded up the path to the north, disappearing into the darksome woods surrounding the stable and adjacent carriage house. Dunhurst poured himself a tall whiskey and drank it as he gazed into the night.