Bride By Mistake (2 page)

London 1819

“Y
ou’re a madman, Ripton!”

Luke Ripton shrugged and gathered his reins. “The curricle can be repaired, Jarvis. At least your horses aren’t injured.”

“No thanks to you!” Jarvis snarled. “Passing me like that—you damned near grazed my wheels—”

“But I didn’t,” Luke coldly interrupted. The man drove like an over-anxious debutante. “There was no need to swerve so violently. You had only to hold your nerve.”

“Nerve? I’ll give you nerve.” Jarvis started forward, only to be restrained by the friends who’d come to witness—and bet on—the race.

“Steady on, Jarvis. Lord Ripton won fair and square,” said one of his friends.

“You were a fool to challenge him in the first place,” said another, a little too drunk for tact. “Everyone knows Ripton don’t care if he lives or dies. Makes him—
hic!
—unbeatable.”

Luke tipped his hat to his still fuming opponent and drove away. Was it true? Did he care if he lived or died?

He considered the question as he drove back into town. It was not untrue, he decided as he turned into Upper Brook Street. He wasn’t certain he deserved to live. He’d tempted fate often enough.

But fate, it seemed, had other plans for him.

The letter in his pocket confirmed it.

He pulled up outside his mother’s town house. The house belonged to him, of course—it came with the title he’d inherited when his uncle and cousins had been drowned two years ago. But though Luke was fond of his mother and youngest sister, he preferred not to live with them. His mother had a tendency to fuss. Luke preferred his bachelor lodgings, a neat suite of rooms in Clarges Street, where nobody questioned his comings or goings.

“T
hank God!” Lady Ripton exclaimed as Luke entered the drawing room. She rang for fresh tea and cakes.

He kissed the cheek she raised. “I’m not unduly late, am I?” She’d asked him to call on her in the morning. It was just before eleven.

“No, but I was worried about you, of course. These frightful races! I don’t understand why—”

“—why impertinent busybodies bother you with things that are not your concern,” Luke interrupted. He’d done his best to keep such activities from his mother, dammit.

“Not my concern? My son, my only son, risking his neck in the most reckless—”

“My neck is in perfect order, Mama. I apologize for any unnecessary worry,” Luke said crisply. And when he found out who’d been passing tittle-tattle to his mother, he’d wring their
neck
. “Now, what was it you wanted to talk to me about?”

As if he didn’t know. Molly’s impending come-out was all his mother and sister talked of. Even though Luke had given her carte blanche to order whaatever she liked, Mama still wanted him to approve all the arrangements—her way of reminding him he was head
of the family. How she’d react if he ever actually made a suggestion of his own…

Mama had been a widow since Luke was a schoolboy and Molly a little girl. Luke had been away at war since he was eighteen, and Mama had managed to launch and successfully marry off Luke’s two older sisters. She was accustomed to ruling the roost, though if anyone suggested as much, she would be horrified. It was a man’s job to rule.

So each week they went through the ritual of Mama producing plans and expenditure and Luke approving.

He drank his tea and listened with half an ear. Today he was even less interested in her arrangements than usual. He had to tell her about the letter in his pocket.

She wasn’t going to like it.

“Now, about the ball, I thought we’d invite forty to dine beforehand. Molly and I have compiled a list, but there’s the question of who you would like us to invite. I don’t mean dearest Rafe, Harry, or Gabe, and their wives, of course—naturally they are already on the list. Molly has never forgotten how, when she was still a little girl, all you boys promised to dance with her at her come-out. Thank God you all came back from the war.”

Not all, Luke thought, but then his mother hadn’t known Michael very well.

“Is there anyone special you’d like me to invite? Any special lady?” she said with delicate emphasis.

“Lady Gosforth?” he said, naming his friends’ great aunt.

His mother slapped him lightly on the hand. “Do not be provoking, Luke. You know very well what I mean. It’s two years since you came into your uncle’s title, and it’s high time you thought seriously about marriage.”

Ah. His opening. Luke set down his teacup. “As to that, I have been thinking seriously about marriage.” Damned seriously, in fact.

His mother leaned eagerly forward. “You have a bride in mind?”

“More than in mind; almost in hand, you might say.” He
swallowed. It was harder than he’d thought to admit what he’d done.

“Almost in hand? I don’t understand. You mean you’re about to propose?”

“No. I’m married.”

“
Married?
” Her teacup froze halfway to her mouth. Her wrist trembled and the cup dropped from suddenly nerveless fingers and clattered to the table, spilling tea over the delicate polished surface. His mother ignored it. There was a long silence, then she said in a voice that shook only a little, “You cannot be serious!”

“I am. Quite serious.” He rose and went to the sherry decanter.

“But when did you marry? And who’s the girl? And why, for God’s sake, why?”

He poured her a glass of sherry and thought about how to present his marriage in the best possible light. It wasn’t going to be easy. He wasn’t sure there was a best light.

She took the glass in a distracted manner. “Don’t tell me—she’s some designing harpy who tricked you into—”

“Nothing of the sort!” he said firmly. “Do not take me for a fool, Mama. She is a lady, very respectable, very well born—”

“A widow,” said his mother in a hollow voice.

“Far from it. She is young, the same age as Molly, not yet one-and-twenty.”

His mother eyed him shrewdly, looking for the fly in the ointment. “What’s her name? Who are her people?”

“Her name is Isabella Mercedes Sanchez y Vaillant, and she is the only daughter of the Conde de Castillejo.”

His mother’s elegant brows snapped together. “Foreigners?”

“Spanish aristocracy.” It was a quiet reprimand.

“Refugees.” She sighed. “I suppose she is desperately impoverished.”

“On the contrary, she is an heiress. And she is not a refugee.”

She frowned, looking puzzled. “I haven’t heard of any Spanish heiresses visiting London. Where did you meet her?”

“In Spain, during the war.”

“During the
war
?” His mother blinked. “So long ago? Then what has she been doing all this time?”

“Sewing samplers and doing her lessons, I imagine.”

“Sewing—” She broke off, gave him a narrow look, then said with dignity, “This is no time for teasing, Luke. Why have I not met her? Met her parents? And why such a hole-in-the-corner wedd—”

“Her parents are dead. And you have not met her for the very good reason that she is still in Spain.” And he wasn’t teasing.

“In Spain?” She frowned. “But it’s years since you were in Spain. I don’t understand. How can you have married a girl who is still in Spain?”

Luke glanced away. “The marriage was some time ago.”

She leaned forward, her face filled with foreboding. “How long ago?”

“In the spring of 1811.”

She did the sums. “Eight years ago? When you were
nineteen
?” She stared, her brow crumpled with bewilderment. “And all this time you never thought to tell me? Why, Luke? Why?”

“It seemed the right thing to do at the time.” It was the only explanation he was prepared to give.

Closing her eyes as if it was too much to bear, his mother leaned back in her chair and fanned herself, even though, being March, it wasn’t the least bit warm.

“
Samplers?
” Her eyes flew open and she sat up with a jerk. “How old was this girl? In 1811, Molly was a child of—”

“Thirteen. And yes, Isabella was almost thirteen when I married her.”

“You married a
child
?” she almost shrieked. “Oh, the scandal when this gets out!”

“I have no intention of letting it be known.”

“But Luke… Thirteen! A mere child! How could you?” She looked at him with faint horror.

“Don’t be ridiculous, Mama,” he said with asperity. “Of
course I never touched her. What do you take me for?” And because he could still see the confusion and anxiety in his mother’s eyes, he continued, “I married her to protect her, of course. And then I gave her into the care of her aunt, who is a nun.”

His mother shook her head and said in a resigned voice, “Catholic as well. I might have known.” She swirled her sherry pensively for a few moments, drained her glass, and said decisively, “We shall have it annulled.”

“No, we shall not.”

“But you were not yet one-and-twenty, not of legal age to marry without parental permission. And if the girl is untouched, an annulment is—”

“No.”

“Of course you must. You simply apply to—”

“Mother.”

She bit her lip and subsided.

Luke said, “I applied for an annulment. It was refused.”

“On what grounds—”

“The marriage is legal, Mother,” he said in a voice that brooked no argument. Luke had no intention of explaining to his mother or anyone else why an annulment was not possible.

She looked at him with dismay but read the resolution in his eyes. “So what will you do?”

“Honor the marriage, of course. I have no other option.”

“And the girl?”

“She has no other option, either.”

“So I collect, Luke, but what does she think? How does she feel?”

He gave her a blank look. “I have no idea. It doesn’t matter what she thinks or feels—the marriage is legal and we’re both stuck with it—and I hope I don’t need to say, that’s for your ears only, Mama.”

“Of course,” his mother murmured.

“The Spanish are used to arranged marriages; this will be no different. Besides, she’s been raised in a convent.”

His mother gave him a puzzled look. “What has that to do with it?”

“She’ll have acquired the habit of obedience,” Luke explained. “Nuns devote their lives to poverty, chastity, and obedience.”

His mother blinked. “I see,” she said faintly.

“So, that’s that. I’ll be off then.” He stood to leave.

“Luke Ripton, do not dare step a foot out of this room until you have finished explaining.”

Luke raised a brow. “I’ve told you everything you need to know.”

His mother rolled her eyes. “How like a man.”

It seemed to be some sort of accusation, though what else he could be like was beyond him. But clearly his mother felt the need to hash over the thing some more. Luke reluctantly sat down again.

“Why did you not tell me about your marriage before?”

“I thought it wouldn’t matter.” Thought he’d be dead. Or the marriage annulled.

“Not
matter
?” Her mouth gaped. His mother never gaped.

“It was wartime, Mama. Anything could happen. To her. To me.” He shrugged. “But it didn’t.” She shut her mouth, then opened it, and he quickly added, “I made the necessary arrangements in the event of my death. Everyone taken care of; you had nothing to worry about.”

She stared at him in silence. “Only the loss of my son.”

He shrugged again. “But it didn’t happen. As to how the 
ton
will react to the news of my marriage, I plan to put it about that I’m traveling to Spain on some other purpose—”

“Visiting your Spanish properties? It’s the only part of the estate you’ve neglected.”

He stiffened, not liking the accusation, though it was true enough. He’d intended to sell off the Spanish properties, wanted nothing to do with them. He wanted no reminders of his time in Spain. He loathed the place. It made him feel ill just to contemplate returning there.

But fate had risen to bite him once more. The annulment had been denied and he had no option but to return to the country he’d sworn never to set foot in again. Stirring memories he’d tried so desperately to forget.

“Yes, the Spanish properties, if you like. And then I’ll return with a Spanish bride on my arm.”

“I suppose that will work,” his mother agreed. “But oh, Luke, this makes me so sad. I’ve always hoped you’d find a lovely girl who’d—”

“A marriage of convenience will suit me very well,” he said in a crisp voice. “Now, is there anything else you wish to know before I leave?” No point in letting his mother dwell on her dreams for him to make the kind of marriage she’d had with his father. They were her dreams, not Luke’s.

His dreams… A sliver of ice slid down his spine. The less said of them the better.

“Is she pretty, at least?”

He thought of Isabella the last time he’d seen her, her face all bruised and swollen, all angles and that too-big nose, like a fierce little baby bird, new hatched and ugly. “She was barely thirteen, Mama. She’ll have changed in eight years.” He hoped so, at least.

His mother saw he’d avoided the question. “Will I like her?”

“I don’t know,” he said helplessly. “I knew her for barely a day, and it was under extraordinary circumstances. Who knows what she is like now? Now, I really must go—”

“One more thing.”

He waited. There was a long silence. His mother shifted restlessly in her seat, twisting a handkerchief between her fingers. “Luke, I know you don’t like to talk about… about… and I have respected your privacy, you know I have, but now I have to ask. Was this the thing that happened to you in Spain, the thing you will not talk of?”

He stiffened and looked away. “I don’t know what you mean.”

She said gently, “Just because you choose not to acknowledge it doesn’t mean your mother can’t see that something terrible happened to you in Spain.”

“I went to war, Mother,” he said in a hard voice. “War changes people.”

“I know,” she said softly. “I saw it in all you boys. You all came back changed. But with you, my dearest son, there was something more; something very personal that cut deeper.”

He almost flinched at her choice of words. She could not know, he reminded himself. Nobody knew. He hadn’t spoken of it to anyone, not even Rafe or Harry or Gabe.