Buckhorn Beginnings (6 page)

Honey looked vaguely confused, so he went in to her. Casey followed with the cat trailing behind.

“Hello, sleepyhead.”

She looked around as if reorienting herself. The small cat made an agile leap onto the bed, then settled herself in a semicircle at the end of Honey's feet, tucking her bandaged tail in tight to sleep. Honey
stared at the cat as if she'd never seen one before. “What time is it?”

“Five o'clock. You missed lunch, but dinner will be ready soon.”

Casey stepped forward to retrieve the new pet, but Honey shook her head. “She's okay there. I don't mind sharing the bed.”

Casey smiled at her. They all loved and accepted animals, thanks to Jordan, and it pleased his son that their guest appeared to be of a similar mind. “You want something to drink?”

She thought about that for a moment, then finally nodded. “Yes, please.”

Sawyer was amused by her sluggish responses and said, “Make it orange juice, Case.”

“Sure thing.”

Once Casey was gone, Sawyer studied her. She yawned hugely behind her hand, then apologized.

“I can't believe I slept so long.”

He resisted the urge to say,
I told you so,
and stuck to the facts instead. “You've got bronchitis, which can take a lot out of you, not to mention you're just getting over a concussion. Sleep is the best thing for you.”

She sat back and tucked the covers around her waist. After a second, she said, “I'm sorry about arguing with you earlier. I know you mean well.”

“But you don't trust me?”

She shrugged. “Trust is a hard thing. I'm not generally the best judge of character.”

This sounded interesting, so he pulled up a chair and made himself comfortable. “How so?”

She gave him a wary look, but was saved from answering when Casey came back in. He handed her the glass of iced orange juice and a napkin.

“Thank you.”

“No problem.” He turned to Sawyer. “I'm going to go down and do some more work on the fence.”

“Only for about an hour. Dinner will be ready by then.”

“All right.”

As Casey started out, Honey quickly set her glass aside and lifted a hand. “Casey!”

He turned, his look questioning.

“I noticed your shoulders are getting a little red. Have you been out in the sun much lately?”

“Uh…” He glanced at his father, then back to Honey. “Yeah, I mean, I've been outside, but there hasn't really been much sun till just a bit ago.”

“I know it's none of my business, but you should really put on a shirt or something. Or at least some sunscreen. You don't want to burn.”

Sawyer frowned at her, then looked at Casey. Sure enough, there was too much color on his son's wide shoulders and back. Casey looked, too, then grimaced. “I guess it was so cloudy today, I didn't think about it.”

She looked prim as she lectured. “You can burn even through the clouds. I guess because I'm so fair, I'm especially conscious of the sun. But I'd hate to see you damage your skin.”

Casey stared at her, looking totally dumbfounded. Too much sunshine was probably the last thing the
average fifteen-year-old would have on his mind. “I'll, uh…I'll put some sunscreen on. Thanks.”

Sawyer added, “And a shirt, Case.”

“Yeah, okay.” He hurried out before he drew any more attention.

Sawyer looked at Honey. She was smiling, and she looked so sweet, she took his breath away. He didn't like her interference with his son, but since she was right this time, he couldn't very well lecture her on it.

“You have a wonderful son.”

He certainly thought so. “Thank you.”

“He doesn't really look like you. Does he take after his mother?”

“No.”

She looked startled by his abrupt answer, and Sawyer wished he could reach his own ass to kick it. He didn't want her starting in on questions he didn't want to answer, but his attitude, if he didn't temper it, would prompt her to do just that.

“I got your clothes washed. If you're feeling up to a bath, we can get that taken care of before dinner, then you can change.” Not that he wanted her trussed up in lots of clothes when she looked so enticing wearing what she had on. But he knew it'd be safer for his peace of mind if she at least had panties on.

Except that he'd already seen the tiny scrap of peach silk she considered underwear, and knowing she wore that might be worse than knowing she was bare, sort of like very sweet icing on a luscious cake.

Luckily he'd done the laundry while no one else
was around. He didn't want his brothers envisioning her in the feminine, sexy underwear. But he knew they would have if they'd seen it. He could barely get the thought out of his mind.

“I'm definitely up for a bath. I feel downright grungy.”

She looked far from grungy, but he kept that opinion to himself. “We'll use the hall bath. Morgan's room opens into it, but he isn't home yet. I think he's on a date. And Gabe only uses the shower in the basement.”

Her eyes widened. “Good grief. How many bathrooms do you have?”

She looked confused again, and he grinned. “As many as I have brothers, I guess. Little by little we added on as everyone grew up and needed more room.”

“It's amazing you all still live together.”

He lifted one shoulder in a lazy shrug. “My father left us the house, and my mom moved to Florida after Gabe graduated. Morgan stays here in the main house with me and Case, but he's building his own place on the south end of the property. It should be done by the end of the summer.”

“How much property do you have?”

“Around fifty acres. Most of it's unused and heavily treed, just there for privacy, or if any other family decides to build on it. Morgan'll have his own acreage, but still be close enough, which is the way we all like it. Jordan's settled into the garage. He converted it to an apartment when he was around twenty because he's something of a loner, more so than the
rest of us, but with his college bills, he couldn't really afford to move completely out on his own. Now he could, of course, since there's even more call for a vet in these parts than there is for a doctor, but he's already settled. And Gabe has the basement, which runs the entire length of the house. He's got it fixed up down there real nice, with his own kitchen and bath and living room, and his own entrance, though he usually just comes through the house unless he's sneaking a girl in.”

“He's not allowed to have women over?”

“Not for the night, but that's not really a rule or anything now, just something my mother started back when Gabe was younger and kept trying it.” Sawyer grinned, remembering how often he and his brothers used to get in trouble. “Gabe has always attracted women, and sometimes I think he doesn't quite know what to do with them. Dragging one home for my mother to get rid of seemed to be a favorite plan of his.”

Honey chuckled, and he could tell by her expression she didn't know he was serious. He grinned, too. She'd get to know Gabe better, then she'd realize the truth.

“Keeping women out is just something that we've all stuck to. Especially with Casey around. He's old enough now not to be influenced, but he was always a nosy kid, so you couldn't do much without him knowing. He has a healthy understanding of sex, but I didn't want him to be cavalier about it.”

She pulled her knees up and rested her crossed arms on them. Smiling, she said, “I guess your wife
wouldn't have liked it much, either, if a lot of women had been in and out of the house.”

Annoyance brought him to his feet, and he paced to the French doors. The topic shouldn't be a touchy one, and usually wasn't. But Honey didn't know all the circumstances, all the background. He said simply, “My wife never lived in this house.”

She didn't reply to that, but he knew she now felt awkward when that hadn't been his intention. He glanced over his shoulder, saw her worried gaze and grimaced at his own idiocy. He'd opened a can of worms with that confession, and he didn't know why. He never discussed his ex-wife with anyone except his family, and then only rarely.

“I got divorced while I was still in medical school. In fact, just a month after Casey was born. She was still pretty young and foolish and she wasn't quite up to being a mother. So I took complete custody. My mother and Gabe's father really helped me out with him until I could get through medical school. Actually, everybody helped. Morgan was around nineteen, Jordan fifteen and Gabe twelve. In a lot of ways, Gabe and Casey are like brothers.”

She looked fascinated, almost hungry for more information. He walked over to her and sat again. “What about you? You have much family?”

“No.” She looked away, then made a face. “There's only my father and my sister. My mother passed away when I was young.”

“I'm sorry.” He couldn't imagine how he'd have gotten through life without his mother. She was the
backbone of the family, the strongest person he knew and the most loving.

Honey shrugged. “It was a long time ago. I'm not very close with my father, but my sister and I are.”

“How old's your sister?”

“Twenty-four.”

“How old are you?”

She looked at him suspiciously, as if he'd asked for her Social Security number. After a long hesitation, she admitted, “I'm twenty-five.”

He whistled. “Must have been rough for your father, two kids so close in age and your mother gone.”

She waved that away. “He hired in a lot of help.”

“What kind of help?”

“You know, nannies, cooks, tutors, pretty much everything. My father spent a lot of time at work.”

“Didn't he do anything with you himself?”

She laughed, but there wasn't much humor in the sound. “Not a lot. Dad wasn't exactly thrilled to have daughters. I think that's what he hated most about Mother dying—she hadn't given him a son yet. He thought about remarrying a lot, but he was so busy with his business, and he worried that someone would divorce him and get part of it. He was a little paranoid that way.”

Sawyer looked her over, searching her face, seeing the signs of strain. She'd put up a brave front, but he could see the hurt in her blue eyes and knew there was a lot about her life that hadn't always been satisfactory. “Sounds like a hell of a childhood you had.”

Color washed over her cheeks, and she ducked her
face. “I didn't mean to complain. We had a lot more than most kids ever do, so it wasn't bad.”

Except it didn't sound like she'd had a lot of love or affection or even attention. Sawyer had always appreciated his family, their support, the closeness, but now he realized just how special those things were. They came without strings, without restriction or embarrassment, and were unconditional.

She was still looking bashful over the whole subject, so he decided to let it drop. At least for now. “I guess if you're going to take that bath, we should get on with it or you'll miss dinner. And Jordan really outdid himself tonight for you.”

“Now Jordan's cooking?”

He shrugged. “We take turns. Nothing fancy. I told him to make it light since I wasn't sure what you'd feel up to. He's got chicken and noodles in the Crock-Pot, and fresh bread out of the bread machine.”

She shook her head. “Amazing. Men who cook.”

Laughing, Sawyer reached for her and helped her out of the bed. She clutched at the top blanket, dragging it off the mattress and disturbing the cat, who looked very put out over the whole thing. Honey apologized to the animal, who gave her a dismissive look and recurled herself to sleep.

“You'll have cat hair in the bed.”

“I don't mind if you don't. It's your bed.”

“You're sleeping in it.”

They stared at each other for a taut, electric moment, then Honey looked away. Her hands shook as she busied herself by wrapping the blanket over and
around her shoulders. It dragged the ground, even hiding her feet.

He supposed that was best; even though the jersey covered her from shoulders to knees, he didn't want his brothers ogling her—and they would. They were every bit as aware of an attractive woman as Sawyer, and Honey, in his opinion, was certainly more attractive than most. His brothers might not comment on the sexy picture she made with her hair disheveled, her feet bare and her slender body draped in an overlarge male shirt, but they'd notice.

She seemed steadier now, but he kept his right arm around her and held her elbow with his left hand, just in case. She was firmly in his embrace, and he liked it.

To get his mind off lusty thoughts and back on the subject at hand, he asked, “Don't you know any men who cook?”

She sent him an incredulous look. “My father's never even made his own coffee. I doubt he'd know how. And my fiancé took it for granted that cooking was a woman's job.”

They'd almost reached the door, and Sawyer stopped dead in his tracks. His heart punched against his ribs; his thighs tightened. Without even realizing it, his hands gripped her hard as he turned her to face him. “You have a fiancé?”

Her eyes widened. The way he held her, practically on her tiptoes, pulled her off balance, and she braced her palms flat against his chest. He saw her pupils dilate as awareness of their positions sank in. “Sawyer…”

Her voice was a whisper, and he barely heard her over the roaring in his ears. He pulled her a little closer still, until her body was flush against his and her heartbeat mingled with his own. “Answer me, dammit. Are you engaged?”

She didn't look frightened by his barbaric manner, which was a good thing since he couldn't seem to get himself in hand. That word
fiancé
was bouncing off his brain with all the subtlety of a bass drum. If she was going to be married soon… “Not…not anymore.”