CLAIMED BY A HIGHLANDER (THE DOUGLAS LEGACY Book 2) (28 page)

“I don’t know how to do your Highland dance,” she objected when Rory pulled her to the middle of the floor.

“Ach, ’tis no more than hops, skips, and a few twirls,” Rory said with a wink.

The music filled her ears and her feet seemed to fly to the lively beat of the drum. She had never expected to enjoy her own wedding, but she was having a grand time. When Rory twirled her, she leaned her head back and laughed with reckless joy.

But every now and then, she felt a nagging sense of guilt in the pit of her stomach for the secret she had not yet told him.

***

“I thought they would never leave us,” Rory said when they were finally alone in their bedchamber.

Sybil swallowed as she watched Rory’s naked backside as he crossed the room with the grace and unconscious ease of a warrior to bar the door. She let her gaze run over his broad, muscular back, narrow waist, and long legs as well. By the saints, the man was beautiful.

And he was hers now.

When Rory turned around, the heat in his eyes made her pulse jump. Her gaze traveled down his muscled chest and rippled stomach to his full erection, and it jumped again.

He looked as if he’d like to swallow her whole, so she was surprised when he sat beside her on the bed and gently took her face between his hands.

“I’m such a lucky man to have you.”

“Lucky?” She gave a light laugh. “You’ve wed a Lowland pauper.”

“I’ve wed a lass with the courage of a lioness, the cleverness of scholar—and most of all, a true heart. I know you’ll stand beside me no matter what comes.”

“I will,” she whispered. “Always.”

She pushed away the stab of guilt for not telling him she had not been his bride until today. This was her true wedding night with him, and she was not going to let anything ruin it.

“This is our beginning,” she whispered against his lips as she leaned forward to kiss him. “Nothing else matters.”

He took her in his arms and covered her with kisses—her cheeks, her eyelids, her forehead, the sensitive spot beneath her ear, the side of her throat.

“Ye smell like heaven,” he said, burying his face in her hair.

She pulled him into an open-mouthed kiss and tangled her fingers in his hair. As their tongues moved together in a slow, sensuous dance, tendrils of desire spiraled low in her belly.

Without lifting his mouth from hers, he leaned her back on the bed and slid his hand up her thigh, pushing her night shift up to her hip.

“This has to come off,” he said. “I need to feel ye against me, skin to skin.”

Oh, aye.
She lifted her hips and raised her arms as he pulled the gown over her head.

He raked his gaze over her, lighting sparks across her skin and making her nipples taut.

“God, you’re beautiful,” he breathed.

His eyes darkened as she ran hands down his chest. The coarse hair felt good against her palms. When she trailed her fingers down to his belly, he stilled above her. He sucked in his breath as she ran her tongue across her top lip and brushed her fingertip against the damp tip of his shaft.

“We’re taking this slowly tonight.” He took her hand away and gave her a wicked look as he kissed her palm. “Verra slowly.”

When she pulled him down into another deep kiss, his chest felt so good against her bare breasts that she nearly purred. After a time, he broke his mouth away to run kisses along her jaw and down her throat. Her breathing grew shallow as he kissed and licked his way down the center of her chest. Her breasts felt heavy and her nipples taut with anticipation.

“Mmmm,” she sighed when he covered her breasts with his big hands. Her sighs turned to moans as he rolled her nipples between his fingers and thumbs.

He ran his tongue along the underside of her breast and then circled and flicked his tongue over her nipple. Finally, he sucked on her breast, sending shards of pleasure all the way to her toes.

“I want to taste and touch every inch of ye tonight,” he said.

Rory rolled her onto her stomach and drew her hair to the side to kiss her neck. She felt his warm breath in her ear as he whispered the wicked things he wanted to do to her. Teasing her, he let his shaft rub against her buttocks as he brushed his fingers along the side of her breast.

She rose up on her elbows, and he took the invitation to cup her breasts. While giving her hot, sucking kisses on her neck, he played with her nipples. Waves of desire rippled through her body and settled between her legs as an aching need.

When his shaft brushed against her again, she raised her hips.

“I want to feel ye inside me,” she said.

“Ach, ’tis verra tempting, lass,” he said with a smile in his voice, “but ’tis far too soon for that.”

His long hair felt like feathers softly tickling her sensitive skin as he ran kisses down her back. When his lips reached her buttocks and he ran his hand up the inside of her thigh, her breathing grew shallow and tension coiled in her belly.

She sucked in her breath when his fingers slid between her legs. When he felt how wet she was for him, he groaned and nipped her bottom with his teeth.

But he made her wait, continuing downward, kissing her thigh, the back of her knees, her calf. He bent her leg, and she smiled as she felt his soft lips on the bottom of her foot. When he sucked on her toe, she never dreamed that could feel so sensuous.

Her anticipation mounted when he turned her over and started his journey back up her body. He kissed her knee and then her hip, his hair brushing along her skin. Her pulse quickened as he ran his tongue across her abdomen and trailed his fingers up the inside of her thigh. All her attention was centered on his fingertips as they circled closer and closer, inching upward.

She was ready to beg when her finally reached the sensitive juncture between her legs.
Aye
.

She fisted her hands in the bedclothes and squeezed her eyes shut as he worked his magic with his fingers. At the same time, he moved up her body with his lips and tongue until he reached her breast. He gently bit her nipple, causing a shock of pleasure that was almost painful.

Her every nerve and muscle jangled with tension. She clutched his hair in her fingers as it built and built inside her. Good heavens, what he did to her!

When she was on the very edge, he took her breast in his mouth, sucking hard. A burst of stars sparked across her vision, and she cried out his name as spasms of pleasure pulsed through her body.

But now she felt a desperate need to feel the force of his passion, to be lost in the tempest with him. She wanted their bodies joined and their hearts and souls to become one.

***

God how he loved to hear the little high-pitched sounds she made as he pleasured her, loved to feel her wet heat against his hand, loved to hold her as her body quivered and she cried out with her release. His cock was so hard he feared he would come against her side.

Before he could gather himself, Sybil pushed him onto his back and gave him a deep open-mouthed kiss that sent fire coursing through his veins. He felt drunk with passion, lost in the sensation of her soft curves pressed against him, the smell of her skin, the heat of her kisses. His hands roamed her body, seeking, stroking, caressing as they rolled on the bed.

She sucked on his tongue and rubbed her palm down its length, making him moan.
O shluagh
, he could not take much more of this sweet torture.

When she was on top of him, she rose up and guided the tip of his shaft inside her. He gasped against the rush of pleasure as she sank down, burying him to the hilt in her wet heat.

He loved to watch her above him while he held her hips and they moved together. Loved how she bit her bottom lip as she found her rhythm. Loved to watch her full breasts as her nipples grew taut. Loved to see how her lips parted and her head fell back.

He wanted to lick the sheen of sweat off her body.

She leaned over him until the tips of her breasts brushed against his chest, driving him to near madness. He pulled her down against him, and they rolled with their arms and legs entwined until she was beneath him. He swallowed her moans in passionate kisses.

He needed her in a way he’d never needed her before. Her legs were like a vise around him, as if she, too, was trying to meld into him. His blood pounded in his ears as he tried to hold back. But she egged him on, lifting her hips to meet him as he thrust inside her again and again, harder and faster.

“Aye. Aye. Aye!” she gasped as her body clenched around him, destroying his last shred of control.

He cried out her name as they fell over the edge together.

Good God!
Afterward, he lay on his back gasping for air. When he could move his limbs again, he pulled her into his arms and buried his face in her hair.

When he leaned back to look into her face, she gave him a smile that radiated with happiness. He felt an overwhelming tenderness for her as he looked into her violet eyes.

He felt as though things had changed between them, as if she was his in a way she was not before.

“I’ll never want another woman,” he told her. “It’s only you, now and forever.”

“Aye,” she whispered. “You belong to me, and I to you.”

***

Sybil ran her fingertips over Rory’s chest. Though her body felt weak and sated after their long night of lovemaking, her emotions were in turmoil. Each time they made love, she felt more and more guilty.

Secrets were a common currency at court. She had learned at her grandfather’s knee that a wise person drew out other people’s secrets and kept her own. She had followed his admonition without guilt for years.

Yet the deeper Rory found his way into her heart, the more it felt wrong not to reveal her secret to him.

“I’m amazed at how fate brought us together,” Rory said, and kissed her forehead. “The wisest thing I ever did was gamble with your brother.”

She squeezed her eyes closed and prayed to God to grant her the strength to tell him the truth.

There’s something I must tell you…
As she practiced the words in her head, her heart pounded like a caught rabbit that sees the cleaver in the cook’s hand.

Rory propped his head on his elbow. This would be easier if he were not looking at her like that. She licked her dry lips and drew in a deep breath.

“I wanted you from the first moment I saw you,” he said. “But everything about you warned me not to trust you.”

Perhaps he was right not to trust her then, but he must see that he could trust her now.

“You’d spent too much time at court,” he continued, “and your family is known for their lack of loyalty and their utter disregard for anyone or anything that does not serve their own interests.”

Knowing that, she was surprised he hadn’t left her where he found her.

“If that weren’t reason enough,” he said, “I could see ye were a beauty accustomed to bending men to your will, and you were desperate.”

Her heart ached. She had never meant to carry the deceit this far. She’d only intended to rely on the deceit until she found a safe refuge. She had not known that her only refuge would be here with him.

“Day by day, ye broke through all the barriers I erected.” A soft light warmed his eyes as he cupped her cheek with his palm. “Ye showed me a generous spirit and a loyal heart, supporting me at every turn.”

Sybil choked back tears.

“When we make love,” he said, “I feel as though ye show me your soul and look into mine.”

Aye, it feels exactly like that.

“I need to tell ye what is in my heart,
mo leannain
,” he said, brushing the tear that spilled down her cheek with his thumb. “I love you.”

Mary, Mother of God, help me.
She had to tell him now. Not because he would forgive her now that he loved her, but because she loved him too.

Until she told him, this lie would always be between them, corroding their bond, eating away at her heart and tainting the beauty of the love that had grown between them.

“I love you too, with all my heart,” she said. “I think I have for a long time.”

“I was afraid to hope.” He pulled her into his arms and gave her a deep kiss. His lips were warm and soft, and she never wanted the kiss to end. And yet she forced herself to push him away and sit up.

“My love,” she said in a choked voice, “there is something else I must tell you.”

“What more do I need to know than that ye love me?” Rory sat up and took her face between his hands. “You’ve made me a happy man.”

Rory’s smile faded as he examined her face. The wariness that entered his eyes tested her strength, but she could not let this deceit lie between them for another day or another hour. She took his hands from her face and held them in her lap. Before she lost her courage, she forced herself to meet his eyes and tell him.

“I have a confession to make.”

CHAPTER 29

“A confession?” Tension pulled Rory’s shoulders tight, clenched his stomach, and made his eye twitch as he waited for Sybil to answer.