Authors: Tami Hoag
“. . . what's the matter with you, Laurel? Shame on you! Nice girls don't get stains on their clothing. You're a Chandler, not some common little piece of trash. It's your duty to conduct yourself accordingly. Now go to your room and get changed, and don't come down until I call for you. Mr. Leighton is coming to dinner. . . .”
“Hey, sugar, you okay?”
She jerked her head around and looked up at Jack, who was eyeing her warily.
“You look like you saw a ghost,” he said. “You're whiter than that big boat of a car sittin' outside.”
Laurel didn't answer him. The sound of a sharp, angry voice caught her ear, and she looked toward the door that led to the parlor, her blood pressure jumping higher with every word.
“. . . told you never to disturb me when I'm getting ready for a dinner engagement.”
“Yes, ma'am, but—”
“Don't you talk back to me, Olive.”
Silence reigned for several moments, expectation swelling in the air. Laurel pulled her glasses off and slicked a hand back through her hair, hating herself for giving in to the impulse.
“. . . be a good girl, Laurel. Always look your best, Laurel. . . .”
Vivian stepped out of the parlor. She was fifty-three now, but still looked like Lauren Hutton—cool, elegant, alabaster skin, and eyes the color of aquamarines. What outward beauty God had given her, plastic surgery was preserving well. Only a hint of lines beside her eyes, none near the sharply cut mouth that was painted a rich, enticing red. Her body looked as slender and hard as a marble wand, and was draped to perfection in emerald green silk. The simple sheath masterfully accented the sleek lines of her body.
The heels of her pumps snapped against the marble floor as she came toward them, her attention on the clasp of the diamond bracelet she was fastening. Then her head came up, and she touched a hand to her neatly coiffed ash blond hair, a gesture Laurel remembered from infancy.
Vivian's eyes went wide with shock. “Laurel, what in God's name have you been doing?” she demanded, her gaze sliding down Laurel from the top of her wet head to the tips of her ruined canvas sneakers.
“We had a little accident.”
“Well, for heaven's sake!”
Vivian's gaze flicked to Jack and held hard and fast on him, disapproval beaming from her like sonic waves. Jack met her look with insolence and a slow, sardonic smile. His shirt still hung open. He stood with his hands jammed at the waist of his jeans and one leg cocked. Finally he gave a mocking half bow.
“Jack Boudreaux, at your service.”
Vivian stared at him for a second longer, obviously debating the wisdom of snubbing him. Jack would have laughed if it hadn't been for Laurel. He knew exactly what was going through Vivian Chandler Leighton's mind. He didn't quite fit into any of the neat little pigeonholes she usually assigned people to. He was notorious, disreputable; he wrote gruesome pulp fiction for a living; and he had a past as shady as the backwaters of the Atchafalaya. Women like Vivian would ordinarily have written him off as trash, but he was stinking rich. The Junior League didn't have an official category for riffraff with money.
“Mr. Boudreaux,” she said at last, nodding to him but not offering her hand. The smile was the one she had been trained to give Yankees and liberal democrats. “I've heard so much about you.”
He grinned his wicked grin. “None of it good, I'm sure.”
Ross Leighton chose that moment to make his appearance. He stepped out of his study down the hall, a glass of scotch in his hand, looking dapper and distinguished in a tan linen suit. He was of medium height and sturdy frame, with a ruddy face and a full head of steel gray hair he wore swept back in a style that suggested vanity.
“We have company, Vivian?” he asked, ambling down the hall, lord of the manor, usurper to the throne of Jefferson Chandler. He wore a big smile that tended to fool too many people. It didn't fool Laurel. It never had. It widened as he recognized her, and he came toward her, chuckling. “Laurel! My God, look at you! You look like a drowned mouse.”
He bent to kiss her cheek, and she stepped away from him, sliding her glasses back on and tilting her chin up to a truculent angle.
Jack watched the exchange with interest. There had been no words of greeting or concern from any of them, and if looks could have killed, Ross Leighton would have been dead on the floor. Charming family.
“We had us a li'l car trouble,” Jack said, drawing Leighton's attention away from Laurel. “You got a tractor I could borrow? If we don't get that car out'a where it is quick, the swamp she's gonna swallow it right up tonight.”
“It's a poor night to be out on a tractor,” Ross said, chuckling, bubbling over with condescending bonhomie.
Jack slicked a hand over his damp hair, then clamped it on Ross Leighton's shoulder, flashing a grin as phony as the older man's laugh. “Ah, well, me, I don' mind gettin' a li'l wet,” he said, thickening his accent to the consistency of gumbo. “It's not like I'm wearin' no five-hun'erd-dollar suit, no?”
Ross cast a pained look at the handprint on the shoulder of his jacket as he led the way back down the hall to his study so he could call the plantation manager and order him to go out in the rain with Jack.
Laurel watched them go, wishing she could have been anywhere but here. She wasn't ready to deal with Vivian yet. She would have liked another day, maybe two, just to settle herself and gather her strength. She would at least have liked to look presentable instead of like a drowned mouse. Damn Ross Leighton—with that one offhand remark he had managed to make her feel like a ten-year-old all over again.
“Laurel, what on earth are you doing out with that man?” Vivian asked, her voice hushed and shocked. She pressed a bejeweled hand to her throat as if to make certain Jack hadn't somehow managed to steal the diamond-and-emerald pendant from around her neck.
Laurel sighed and shook her head. “It's nice to see you, too, Mama,” she said with the faintest hint of sarcasm. “Don't worry about our well-being. Jack hit his head, but other than that we're fine.”
“I can see that you're fine,” Vivian snapped.
She turned and went back into the parlor, expecting Laurel to follow, which she did, reluctantly. Vivian lowered herself gracefully onto one of a pair of elegant wing chairs done in cream moiré silk. Laurel ignored the implied dictate to occupy the other. That was a trap. She was wet and presumably dirty. She knew better than to touch the furniture while she was in such an appalling state of dishabille. She stationed herself on the other side of the gold Queen Anne settee, instead, and waited for the show to begin.
“You've been in town for days without so much as calling your mother!” Vivian declared. “How do you think that makes me feel?” She sniffed delicately and shook her head, pretending to blink away tears of hurt. “Why, just this morning, Deanna Corbin Hunt was asking me how you were doing, and what could I say to her? You remember Deanna, don't you? My dear good friend from school? The one who would have written you a letter of recommendation to Chi-O if you hadn't broken my heart and decided not to pledge?”
“Yes, Mama,” Laurel said dutifully and with resignation. “I remember Mrs. Hunt.”
“I can only imagine what they all think,” Vivian went on, eyes downcast, one hand fussing with a loose thread on the arm of the chair. “My daughter home for the first time in how long, and she isn't staying in my home, hasn't even bothered to call me.”
Laurel refrained from pointing out that telephones worked two ways. Vivian was determined to play the tragically ignored mother. She had never been one to see ironies, at any rate. “I'm sorry, Mama.”
“You should be,” Vivian murmured, casting big blue eyes full of hurt up at her daughter. “I've been feeling just ragged with worry, not knowing what to think. I swear, it'd like to have given me one of my spells.”
Guilt nipped at Laurel's conscience at the same time the cynic in her called her a sucker. She'd spent her entire childhood tiptoeing around the danger of causing one of her mother's “spells” of depression, and her feelings had engaged in a constant tug-of-war between pity and resentment. On the one hand, she felt Vivian couldn't help being the way she was; on the other, she felt her mother used her supposed fragility to control and manipulate. Even now, Laurel couldn't reconcile the polarized feelings inside her.
“How do you think it looks to my friends to have my daughter staying in town with her lesbian aunt, instead of with me?”
“You don't know that Aunt Caroline is a lesbian,” Laurel snapped. “And what difference would it make if she were?” she asked, pacing away from the settee, away from her mother, and toward the mahogany sideboard, where half a dozen decanters stood on a silver tray. She wished fleetingly that her stomach could have handled a drink, because her nerves sure as hell could have used one about now. But she turned away from it and went to the French doors to look out at the rain and the gathering gloom of night.
“It's nobody's business who Aunt Caroline sees,” she said. “Besides, I don't hear you complaining about the fact that your other daughter
lives
with Caroline.”
Vivian's perfectly painted mouth pressed into a tight line. “I quit concerning myself with Savannah's actions long ago.”
“Yes, you certainly did,” Laurel mumbled bitterly.
“What was that?”
She bit her lip and checked her temper. No purpose would be served by pursuing this line of conversation now. Vivian was the queen of denial. She would never accept blame for her daughters' not turning out the way she had planned.
She pulled in a calming breath and turned away from the window, her arms folded tightly against herself, despite the fact that her clothes were soaking wet. “I said, what's so wrong with Jack Boudreaux?”
Vivian gave her a truly scandalized look. “What
isn't
wrong with him? For heaven's sake, Laurel! The man barely speaks the same language we do. I have it on good authority that he comes from trash, and that's no great surprise to me now that I've met him.”
“If he were wearing a linen suit, would he be respectable then?”
“If he were wearing any less of a shirt, I would ask him to leave the house,” she stated unequivocally. “I don't care how famous he may be. He writes trash, and he is trash. Blood will tell, after all.”
“Will it?”
“My, you're snippy tonight,” Vivian observed primly. “That's hardly the way I raised you.”
She rose and went to the sideboard to prepare herself a drink. For medicinal purposes, of course. Very deliberately she selected ice cubes from the sterling ice bucket with sterling ice tongs and dropped them into a chunky crystal glass. “I'm simply trying to guide you, the way any good mother would. You don't always seem to know what's best, but I would have thought you had better sense than to get involved with a man like Jack Boudreaux. God knows, your sister wouldn't hesitate, but you . . . Coming away from your little trouble and all, especially . . .”
“Little trouble.” Laurel watched her mother splash gin over the ice and dilute it with tonic water. The aroma of the liquor, cool and piney, drifted to her nostrils. Cool and smooth and dry, like gin, that was Vivian. Never mar the surface of things with anything so ugly as the truth.
“I had a breakdown, Mama,” she said baldly. “My husband left me, my career blew up in my face, and I had a nervous breakdown. That's more than a ‘little trouble.' ”
True to form, Vivian sifted out the things she didn't want to discuss and discarded them. She settled on her chair once again, crossed her legs, took a sip of her drink. “You married down, Laurel. Wesley Brooks was spineless, besides. You can't expect a man like that to weather much of a storm.”
“Wesley was kind and sweet,” Laurel said in her ex-husband's defense, not impressing her mother in the least.
“A woman should marry strength, not softness,” Vivian preached. “If you had chosen a man of your own station, he would have insisted you give up law and raise his children, and none of this other unpleasantness would have happened.”
Laurel shook her head, stunned at the rationalization. If she had married her social equal, a well-bred chauvinist ass, then she could have avoided dealing with The Scott County Case. She could have given up the pursuit of justice and concentrated on more important things, like picking out a silver pattern and planning garden parties.
“We're having guests for dinner tomorrow.” Checking the slim gold watch she wore, Vivian set her drink aside and rose, delicately smoothing the wrinkles from her dress. “The guest list will provide more suitable company than what you've been keeping lately.”
“I'm really not feeling up to it, Mama.”
“But, Laurel, I've already told people you would be here!” she exclaimed, sounding for all the world like a spoiled, petulant teenager. “I was going to call you today and tell you all about it! You wouldn't deny me the chance to save face with my friends, would you?”
“Yes” hovered on her tongue, but Laurel swallowed it back.
Be a good girl, Laurel. Do the proper thing, Laurel. Don't upset Mama, Laurel
. She stared down at her squishy sneakers and sighed in defeat. “Of course not, Mama. I'll come.”
Vivian ignored the dolorous tone, satisfied with the answer. A smile blossomed like a rose on her lips. “Wonderful!” she exclaimed, suddenly fluttering with bright energy. She moved from table to mirror and back, smoothing her skirt, checking her earrings, gathering up her evening bag. “We'll sit down at one—after Sunday services, as always. And do wear something nice, Laurel,” she added, casting a sidelong look at her wilted, rumpled daughter. “Now, Ross and I are already late for our dinner reservations, so we've got to rush.”
“Yes, Mama,” Laurel murmured, gritting her teeth as her mother bussed her cheek. “Have a nice evening.”
Vivian swept out of the room, regal, imperious, victorious. Laurel watched her go, feeling impotent and beaten. If she hadn't been such a coward, she would have told her mother years ago to go to hell, as Savannah had. But she hadn't. And she wouldn't. Poor, pathetic little Laurel, still waiting for her mother to love her.