Authors: Lynne Raimondo
“And you can prove he killed them, too?” O'Leary said.
I shook my head. “I can't say for sure what was going through their minds, or even if the sudden withdrawal of the medication âcaused' their suicides in a legal sense, but it can't have helped. The only thing we know for sure is the Placeva samples Young left at Levin's office weren't what they appeared to be. I had Rusty send them out to a private lab for testing. Over half were just sugar pills. Young was experimenting on Levin's patients, waiting to see what would happenâand hoping things would pan out so that Levin would get sued, just like Young's father.”
“But why wait until now? You said Levin had a spotless record before the Carpenter kid died.”
“Lack of opportunity. Levin was on a different salesman's beat. It wasn't until the other fellow's retirement six months ago that Young took over his accounts. I bet you'll find Young engineered it that way. You can ask Levin for the details. He's anxious to cooperate with the authorities to clear his name.” If nothing else, I could rest happy that I'd helped him clear his conscience.
“And you think Young's been doing this for years?”
“Again, nothing that will be easy to prove,” I said. “But giving a job like Young's to a psychopath is like putting a money launderer in charge of Fort Knox. I have a hard time believing he limited himself to just Levin's patients. And if I'm right that his
modus operandi
was surreptitiously removing his victims' life-saving medications, it was an ingenious scheme and one that was almost guaranteed to go undiscovered. In the worst case, where someone died and the absence of the drug was discovered on autopsy, the natural assumption would be that the deceased simply missed a dose. People forget to take their pills all the time. It would take a mighty paranoid coroner to look any further.”
Josh said, “But just on the off chance we might find something, I went around yesterday collecting more free samples from our colleagues.” He rattled a plastic bag. “They're all here waiting for you.”
“All right,” O'Leary said, grunting. “I'm sold. The question is whether it's enough to convince the boys up in Lake County. If it was a local prosecutor like Di Marco, I'd know how to get Young arrested fast, but it's in their hands for the time being. First thing we'll need is a warrant to search his place. You have any idea where he lives?”
Bjorn piped up with the address, in suburban Barrington.
O'Leary groaned. “Which means outside Cook County. I'll have to get the cooperation of the local cops, too. This is going to take a few days. In the meantime, Angelotti”âhe poked me in the chest for emphasisâ“you stay far out of his way. I don't want him catching on to anything and I sure as hell don't want the medics to be peeling you off a sidewalk somewhereâagain.”
“Don't worry,” I assured him. “I promise to watch my back. And I don't plan on being anywhere but at home or in the hospital. I don't want to miss being there when Hallie wakes up.” I thought of one more thing. “What about these?” I asked O'Leary, displaying the bottle with my pills. “Do you need them as evidence?”
“It's against protocol, but I think we can get by on the test of the contents your junior colleague performed. Unless Young is stupider than we think, he wouldn't have left any fingerprints on the bottle, and it's been tainted by you carrying it around all this time. Besides,” he said, putting a hand on my shoulder, “I'd still like to think there's a happy outcome for you in all this.”
“Thanks,” I said, re-pocketing the bottle. “Just don't count on me becoming your star eyewitness.”
As it turned out, I didn't have to wait long for word about Hallie. As I was downing the last of my drink, Jesus came over to announce that his cousin Gerry'd just phoned. Hallie had started to stir and even opened her eyes several times. It appeared she was finally coming out of it. I did a quick pat-down of my appearance, deciding that my three-day-old beard probably made me look less like a leading man than a registered sex offender, and that my shirt could use changing too. I wanted to look my best when she first saw me, especially next to the competition presently seated at my table. The bar was only a ten-minute walk from my apartment. If I hustled I could be shaved, showered, and back at her bedside in no time.
Bjorn was also making preparations to leave, so I told him I'd see him over there.
“Uh . . . I don't think so,” he said. “I've got somewhere else to toddle off to. Please give Hallie my apologies and tell her I'll be by soon.” I wondered at this but was secretly pleased.
Josh gave me a hand to the door. “We'll talk some more later,” he said sternly into my ear. “I didn't want to say anything in front of the others, but I could write a whole psychology textbook about what happened to you the other day.”
“You're making some kind of point about subconscious desire?” I said.
“One, it's fair to say, the Freudians would have had a field day with. If you recall, I warned you about getting your hopes up.”
“I'm fine. As they say, nothing ventured, nothing gained.”
“Sure. And while you were telling us about your trip to Disney World, you didn't look like your whole world had just come crumbling down on you. Even O'Leary, hardened cop that he is, wanted to hug you. Do yourself a favor and tell Melissa you're finished.”
I shook my head. “Out of the question.”
“How did I know you'd remain stubborn?”
“It's not that,” I protested. “I made a commitment. Even if the drug doesn't do me any good it might help somebody else with my disease to know why. That's what being an experimental subject is all about. I have to see it through to the end.”
“Melissa would be the first person to tell you to quit if it was making you crazy.”
“Which I swear it's not. On bibles, if necessary.”
That at least produced a chuckle. “As your friend, I'll forgo that requirement. You're already treading on thin ice where perjury is concerned as it is. All right. I won't bring up the subject again. Just remember there's always a sleeve here if you need one. And an ample one at that. Go on. Get out of here. I can see you're anxious to get prettied up and back to Hallie.”
After Josh released me I set out going the few blocks east, grateful to have finally made my escape. I couldn't admit it to him, but many of the same thoughts had been running through my own mind. I just couldn't decide what to do about them. Paradoxically, it wasn't the uncertainty that was killing meâsince the episode in Grant Park I'd more or less given up on Melissa's treatment having any effect. But the limbo I was in had become a comfort zone, preventing me from dusting myself off and moving ahead. I thought back to the fortune-telling game Jane had played with me and for the first time understood why the hanged man she'd described was smiling. It was the grin of an imbecile who didn't yet grasp that his time was up.
So I took it as a further sign that, rounding the corner of my block, I heard loud hammering in the yard of one of the pricey townhomes across the street. I'd been moving along quickly and still had a little time to spare, so I swung by to investigate.
“Isn't it a little early for putting up Christmas lights,” I said to the person standing there.
“You think so?” a man with a thin, reedy voice answered. “Wait until there's a foot of snow on the ground a month from now. It's a âFor Sale' sign,” he explained, “since I'm guessing that stick you're carrying means something.” He said it like it was nothing remarkable, and I wondered why it was so easy for some people to take it in stride.
“You a realtor?” I asked.
“No, I'm the owner. I just found out I'm being transferredâto Minneapolis, where it's even warmer, thank you very muchâand I'm damned if I pay a commission to one of those sharks. Why? You in the market for a place to buy?”
“I might be. Right now I live over there.” I pointed in the direction of my building. “But I wouldn't mind upgrading if I could find something else in this neighborhood.”
“Well, you won't find much better around here,” he said, putting the hard sell on me. “Three stories, two fireplaces, a rooftop sitting area, and the chef's kitchen my wife just put in that I'll never recover a dime of. Good views, too, if that's meaningful to you.”
“I couldn't live without them. You mind telling me what you're asking?”
He named a figure I didn't think was too outrageous, so I asked him when it might be possible to see it.
“You can take a tour right now if it's convenient.”
“I'm afraid I'm already late for an appointment,” I said. “And I'd like to have a friend along so I wouldn't be taking the place sight unseenâso to speak.”
He laughed. “I like you. And I like it even better that we might be able to do a deal without agents. Come by on Saturday then, if you're free, and I'll take you around.”
We set a time and exchanged cards, and I walked off, feeling that I'd taken the first steps toward loosening the chains that were holding me in place.
When I arrived upstairs the apartment was frigid, and I realized with irritation that the latch on my terrace door had come undone again. It was a good thing I'd stopped to talk to my neighbor. I wasn't sure how much longer I could stand living in such squalor. I emptied the contents of my pockets in the bowl by the door, tossed my cane on the floor, and slipped out of my shoes before crossing the room to rectify the problem. Halfway there, I froze in the middle of my steps.
Someone was standing outside. Someone tall and smoking a cigarette.
“Bjorn?” I asked with only the faintest of hopes.
“'Fraid not. Try again.”
“Graham,” I said in resignation.
“Right as rain.” Though the voice was the same, its tone had changed, from buffoonish affability to icy hauteur. It sent a ripple of dread down my spine.
“I don't suppose this is a social call?”
“That would be a fair assumption.”
Let me pause here to give full scope to the peril I found myself in. Contrary to popular lore, most criminals who set out to dispose of blind people in their homes are clever enough not to do it after nightfall, when their physical superiority can (in theory) be neutralized by the simple expedient of turning off the lights. Nor has it ever been likelyâexcept in the overheated imaginations of Hollywood screenwritersâthat the blind person would emerge the victor in the ensuing struggle. For one thing, the criminal's pupils would soon adjust to the low lighting, leaving them no more helpless or confused than they were before. For another, not all of us can count on stumbling across large kitchen knives while our assailant is in hot pursuit.
Graham, of course, had shown up in the middle of the day. That, plus the fact I lived nineteen stories up, hadn't stocked my apartment with pepper spray, and did most of my wrestling with my conscience, all combined to suggest I was a goner.
I ran rapidly through my options. Turning and running for the door behind me was the first thing that came to mind.
“In case you were thinking of making a break for it, I have a gun.”
“Naturally,” I said, considering now whether there was any way I could get to my phone.
“And took the liberty of disconnecting your land line.”
I nodded appreciatively. “Clever of you.”
“Where's your cell phone?”
“Back there.”
“Cross the room slowly and get it.”
I did as I was told. “Aren't you going to tell me not to try any funny business while I'm at it?” I said over my shoulder, trying to think of somethingâanythingâI could grab to defend myself with.
“Just bring it over here and put it on the floor.”
I came back and placed the phone carefully on the carpet, lifting my hands in the air as I straightened.
“Very good,” Graham said. “I always took you for a quick study.”