Dead Space: Catalyst (14 page)

“Have you felt that before?” he asked.

“Headaches?” she said. “Sure. Hasn’t everybody?”

He looked at her a moment more, then nodded, the curiosity fading. “Take a few minutes away from the bridge. Gather yourself,” he said.

“But I’m fine, sir,” she said.

“That’s an order,” he said.

She nodded and stood, left the bridge.
An order,
she thought.
Since when did you have to leave the bridge if you had a headache?

But it was good to get away for a moment, catch her breath, gather herself. Ensign Orthor made her nervous. He was nice, or tried to be, but there was something strange about him, and he was always preaching Unitology. He seemed just one step away from either asking her out on a date or inviting her along to a religious revival, maybe both. And Grottor, she had noticed, treated her a little differently than some of the others. Not enough to notice unless you paid close attention. It was hard to pin her finger on what it was exactly, but she was sure he did it. But she had no idea why.

She made her way to her quarters, lying down on the bed for a while. The headache, if that was what it had been, was now completely gone. Strange, that. But it hadn’t been a headache, exactly, or not the headaches like she usually knew them. There had been little flashes of something, images jagging like lightning into her head, but broken and incomplete, impossible for her to make into coherent shapes. It had been like watching a broken vid screen, one in the process of fuzzing out. She felt that there was something there to be seen, but she just couldn’t see it.

She lay on the bed, staring up at the ceiling. It was no secret to her that there were tensions between the commander and Ensign Orthor, and though Grottor did little to give himself away, she’d noticed that there were things that he’d say around her that he wouldn’t say around Orthor. It was, she supposed, a mark of privilege that he’d say them to her. She tried to take it that way. But she also had to admit that when she’d signed up for the academy, she hadn’t imagined it would be like this. She didn’t know what was going on down on the planet proper exactly, but she knew enough to know that she wouldn’t approve if she knew more. Which made her wonder why Grottor had chosen her as part of his crew. What did he expect from her? she wondered for the fiftieth time. Why was she here?

After she deemed sufficient time had elapsed, she washed her face and made her way back to the bridge. Orthor was still there, and he immediately tried to engage her. She mumbled an apology and slipped back into her work at her console.

But the work itself wasn’t holding her attention. There was little to do; they were hovering above Aspera, not orbiting the planet exactly but doing a strange loop that unnecessarily expended fuel, it seemed to her, and which kept them in proximity to the structure below that she’d been the first to identify. Why they were doing it, she couldn’t say. Grottor had hinted about what was taking place on the planet, and she’d seen the supply ships come and pass through, seen as well another structure being built below over the course of a number of months. It was a research facility of some kind, but of what and for what exactly, she couldn’t say.

Someone had stopped to hover behind her. For a moment she thought it was Orthor. She prepared herself to become irritated, snap something at him that might drive him back.

But Orthor, she saw out of the corner of her eye, was still at his station. When she craned her neck, she saw it was Commander Grottor.

“Do you mind explaining where that came from?” he asked.

“What?” she asked, and then he flicked his finger at her vid pad.

With her stylus, she saw, she’d been tracing something. It looked like a pair of tusks of some kind, but instead of curving they twisted around one another.
Funny,
she thought,
it looks like the Unitology symbol.
All of Orthor’s talk about Unitology must have sunk deeper into her skin than she realized.

But it was different from the Unitology symbol, too, or at least more articulated. It was covered with dozens of small squiggles, distinct but bizarre symbols

“I don’t know,” she said.

“What have you seen?” he asked. “What have you been up to?”

“I haven’t seen anything,” she claimed.

“This doesn’t mean anything to you?” he asked. “Then why did you draw it?”

She shook her head. “Nothing, sir,” she said. “I swear. I was just doodling.”

“And what are these numbers?” he asked gesturing to the right edge of the pad. “These equations?”

Were they equations? Well, yes, they looked like them.

“Probably just the remnant of some old navigation computations,” she suggested.

“No,” he said. “They’re not.”

“No?”

“Who have you shown this to?” he asked.

“Shown?” she said, confused. “I … it was just a doodle, I haven’t shown it to anybody. Why would I?”

“Not Orthor?” he asked.

“Of course not,” she said.

He stared at her for a long moment, as if assessing her, and then nodded. “Forward it to me and then erase it,” he said. “And then we need to have a serious talk.”

18

Doctor Enoch Briden was already drifting off to sleep when he felt it: the pulse had gone off again. He could feel it tugging at his mind, just for a moment, as if trying to unknot something, and then came a brief, sharp pain that put him wide awake.
Interesting,
he thought. The pain at the end, that was new, different from the last time. Something was changing, developing.

He got out of bed and checked the time: three days since the last pulse, minus an hour or so. That made the fifth time. He pulled up the log and saw as he suspected, no regular pattern, no sense that they were coming in a particular order. Though they were, he noticed, coming closer together now, as if the object that was emitting them was, so to speak, feeling its way around. Looking for something.

The technician on duty still hadn’t called. Briden knew not everybody was as sensitive to the pulse as he was—it was fortuitous that he was heading up the project—and even those who were sensitive to it didn’t respond always in the same way. Some became nauseous or bled at the nose, some became agitated and violent. A few, a very few, didn’t seem to notice it at all, and perhaps the current technician on duty was one of those. If he didn’t call within the next sixty seconds, Briden would make a note of his name and have him reassigned to a job more appropriate to his level of awareness. Janitorial duties, for instance. No, there was no room for error: the project was crucial. It might, in fact, change the course of humanity. There was no room for mistakes.

Forty seconds. The technician still hadn’t called and so Briden turned on his vid and called him. It took the man eight tones to answer, and when he did his eyes were red rimmed and his hair was ruffled, as if he had been asleep.

“Anything to report?” asked Briden.

“No, sir,” the technician said, his eyes drifting to one side to look at his stats panel. “Yes, sir, I mean,” he said. “A pulse just came in.”

“Sleeping on the job?” asked Briden.

“No, sir,” said the technician, without batting an eye.
Incompetent and a liar, too,
thought Briden.

“Give me your name,” said Briden, and when the technician gave it he wrote it down. “When does your next shift end?” he asked.

“In about an hour,” said the technician.

“Return to your quarters,” said Briden. “You’ve done enough damage for one night.”

The technician looked confused for a moment and then nodded, switched the vid off.

*   *   *

Do I have to do everything?
wondered Briden as he got dressed. Am I the only one who understands how important this is? He left his quarters and made his way down the hall, deeper into the heart of the complex. He had been there since the beginning, ever since they’d first started constructing the Red Marker. At first, they’d been told that it was a two-year tour, but then they’d been informed that the project was important enough that they’d have to remain on it, out of contact with the outside world, until further notice. One of the others, a man with a family named Pete, had complained about that, and then had kept complaining, and then, when that didn’t work had started to try to sabotage the project. Result: he had been accused of treason, quickly tried, and then exiled from the research facility and remanded to the penal colony a few miles distant. Even then, Pete hadn’t understood, had continued to complain and beg to be released, had begun, too, to reveal to the other prisoners the secrets of the research facility. So they had held another court, secret this time, and a few hours later Pete was found dead on his cot. Briden didn’t particularly relish what had happened to the man, but then again he didn’t object to it, either. He should, at very least have known better.

Besides, this was a sacred calling. Any scientist worth their salt would kill to have the chance that they had here.

It still made his skin tingle to see it. Each time it was just as amazing as the first time.

He reached the first set of doors, slid his card through, and entered the code. The door slid back. The technician, he was pleased to see, was gone, though he had left a mess at the console—wadded up food wrappers, a single glove, a crumpled manifest. He swept it all into the incinerator chute without a second glance, then went to the glass window.

There it was, just on the other side. Clear proof that humans were not alone, that humans were not the only form of intelligent life that had existed in the universe. Clear proof that Unitology was the only true religion, and that Michael Altman had been a true prophet.

It was perhaps twenty meters tall. It was a blackish red, cut in variegated stripes, and gave off at times an unearthly glow, the indecipherable symbols on its body burning with a curious light. Two slanting columns joined at the base then twisted upward, around one another. He and his team had constructed the Marker using the Black Marker research from Earth. It was more “grown” than constructed, really, as a fractal heuristic crystal lattice. It was almost like a brain. On activating it, they could hardly keep up with cataloguing the unexpected properties it exhibited, not limited to just these sudden pulses. It seemed to him to possess some intelligence, seemed to be trying to communicate with them. With
him
: Briden. The others sometimes scoffed at him when he suggested this, but somehow he was sure of it: he could feel its pulse prodding at his mind, trying to find something that would respond to it. What was it looking for within him? How could he help it to find it?

He opened the second set of doors and entered the chamber. Slowly, he moved toward the Marker, taking a moment first to take it all in. The floor of the chamber was bare exposed rock, rapidly cut so that they could begin. The prison colony site had been chosen because the military had realized that the life-sentence prisoners might prove perfect experimental fodder for the Marker experiments to come. They had started, though, by using some of them to build up the scientific compound where the Red Marker would be constructed. Of course, those prisoners had had to be killed to preserve the secret, but they were doomed anyway, it didn’t matter much. And with the way things were in the galaxy, there would always be new political prisoners to fill the colony and to be used if and when they were needed.

Near the Marker and a little farther out, near the walls, were little patches of what looked like fungus or rot, sloping tendrils. They were bigger than he remembered them being, and there were more of them. He’d begun to notice them in the halls as well, spreading somehow. He’d have to set the clean-up crew onto them.

He reached out and placed his hand against the stone, but felt nothing unusual. It was, he knew, still sending a signal, just not in a way that his body or mind could perceive. The computers, though, were picking it up, recording it, trying to decipher it. He tried to keep his thoughts free and his mind open, listening inside his head for whatever the Marker was trying to say to him, willing it to talk to him.
I’m ready,
he told it mentally.
Take me.

How long he waited like that, he didn’t know. When nothing happened, he sighed and went back through the doors and into the control room, and began to sort through the latest data.

*   *   *

It took only a few moments for him to realize that the new data was inconsistent with the earlier data. It seemed that the pulse itself had begun to change—not only during the moment of pain he had felt in the end, but earlier as well. And now that the pulse had subsided, the Marker was broadcasting on slightly different frequencies, something it had never done before. Apparently, the constructed Marker had started to reorganize itself, continuing to grow and develop even after they’d finished the process. It wasn’t something he’d expected.
What did it mean?

He was poring over the data, trying to assemble things into a coherent structure, when other members of the team began to arrive. Callie Dexter was the first. She was second in command, but Briden felt she did not have proper respect for what they were doing. She was a good scientist, but for her the Marker project didn’t go beyond science. She didn’t have the proper level of either faith or awe, and thus could not be counted on.

“Here already? What’s on the docket for today?” she asked when she came in and settled in at her console, right next to him. Briden just grunted. “Anything new?” she asked.

“Lots,” said Briden. “Major pulse last night.”

A few minutes later Anna Tilton came in. She had dark brown hair, cut short so that it clung close to her face. Briden liked her better: she understood things properly. Like him, she was a Unitologist, and like him she had understood that the Black Marker had been a gift, a glorious proof of the truth of their religion, and their work here to reconstruct it was a holy cause. They were trying to decipher the mind of God. She nodded at him as she came in, settled right in.