Deck The Halls With Love: Lost Lords Of Pembrook Novella (6 page)

When Chetwyn finished with one foot, she placed the other on his knee.

“A pity you didn’t bring blades,” she told him.

“I shall walk along beside you.”

“On the ice?”

“On the bank.”

“I shan’t be able to skate very far.”

He set her other foot aside and unfolded that long, lean body of his. “As you don’t know how thick the ice is, you’re better off staying close to shore, where the water is shallow. If you break through the ice, you’ll only get your feet wet.”

“I’m familiar with the dangers of ice skating. I’ve never had ice buckle beneath me.”

“Then let’s not have today be the first time.”

She didn’t think it would be. It was so terribly cold up here. If she didn’t spend a good deal of her time outdoors, she’d no doubt be shivering. But her woolen riding habit and heavy cloak helped to keep her somewhat warm. Having Chetwyn nearby didn’t hurt either.

With her hand on his arm, she cut a swathe through the snow until they reached the pond. It was strange, but the blue of the water viewed through the ice reminded her of the eyes of the Pembrook lords.

“Do you suppose it’s possible that Keswick’s ancestors studied this pond in winter for so long that it changed the shade of their eyes?” she asked.

“Are you trying to weave a fairy tale?”

“I guess I am being fanciful. I tend to do that from time to time. It’s only that they have such unusual eyes.”

“Not boring like mine.”

She jerked her head around to stare at him. “They’re not boring.” They were the color of hot cocoa when there was more cocoa than milk. And they spoke volumes, which was the reason that she’d thought he would be asking for her hand. She had read so much into his words based upon what his eyes were saying. Now she was afraid to read too much, to believe that the affection she saw there was true.

He led her onto the ice. While he may have wished to walk alongside her, she glided much faster than he walked. She slipped her hand away from his.

“Don’t go out far, Merry.”

“Honestly, Chetwyn, you worry too much. The duchess told me that the pond has been iced over for a couple of weeks now.”

“That doesn’t mean it’s perfectly safe.”

Safer than you,
she thought. She welcomed the brisk air brushing over her face, the snow melting on her eyelashes. With the silence, she could almost imagine that she was completely and absolutely alone. It was what she’d thought she wanted.

Only now she realized that she wanted to be with him: walking, talking, her arm linked with his. She pirouetted to face him. She heard a crack of thunder. He was rushing toward her.

“Merry, don’t move!”

Another crack, louder than the first, and she realized with horror that the storm wasn’t above her, but beneath her.

“Chetwyn!”

Then the ice gave way.

C
hetwyn managed to grab her and haul her to the bank with enough force that they both tumbled onto the snow. Fortunately, not enough of the ice had given way that she was in danger of falling through, but still his heart was pounding. “Are you all right?” he asked.

She nodded, then released a breath that was more laugh than air. “I was terrified for a moment there. It sounded awful. I’m embarrassed that I screamed.”

“I barely heard it because of my shout. But I think we should head back now.”

“Yes, indeed. The weather seems to be worsening at an amazing clip.”

The snowfall was heavier, damp and sticky. The wind was circling around in gales. He removed her skates, then shoved himself to his feet before pulling her up. He entwined his arm with hers, faced in the direction from which they’d come, and realized that a good bit of the visibility was lost to them. “Stay close,” he ordered, and he felt her hold on him tighten.

They walked as quickly as possible, which wasn’t fast enough, as far as he was concerned. Her strides were shorter than his, and she was having a difficult time keeping up. He could feel her trembling as the wind howled around them and the snow fell in a constant wash of thick, heavy flakes. Barely breaking his stride, he shrugged out of his coat and draped it over her shoulders.

“Chetwyn, it’s too cold.”

“I’ll be fine,” he lied as the wind sliced through him.

Why had he not insisted that they head back? He had wanted more time with her, to speak with her, to try to make his case.

How far had they walked? Had he taken a wrong turn? It was as he’d anticipated. The snow had begun filling in their tracks, and he could no longer be sure they were on the right path. Tiny shards of ice sliced at him. Where the devil were they?

Looking around, striving to get his bearings, he saw the crenellated outline of Pembrook Castle, the original holding. The recently built manor would be on the other side, up a rise that he didn’t know if she’d have the strength to climb. He could carry her, but even then it was so far. If he stumbled, what would become of her? It didn’t bare thinking about. He wasn’t going to let anything happen to her.

“We’ll take refuge in the old castle,” he said.

“No, I don’t want to go there.”

“Merry, we don’t have much choice. The manor is still a good distance away.”

“I didn’t realize we’d gone so far.”

“My charms distracted you.”

She laughed. It was so good to hear her laugh. “How can you be pompous at a time like this?”

Because he needed to distract her again, to give her something to focus on other than their dire circumstances. He pushed them forward, slogging through the drifts of snow. How could such a fierce storm have come upon them so quickly? He was more familiar with the weather in the south, in Cornwall. He’d always heard that the north was brutal, but until now he hadn’t understood what that meant.

By the time they reached the old manor and slumped against the stone wall, he realized it was madness to try to get her to the new residence. He had to get her dry and warm. “We’ve no choice. We’re going to stop here.”

“We can . . . carry on,” she stammered, her teeth chattering with such force he was surprised they didn’t crack.

“Perhaps we’ll give it a try after we’ve warmed up and gathered our strength.”

She didn’t argue as they made their way along the side of the building. He fought the strong gale that wanted to smash him into it, into her. As much as possible, he was trying to shield her from the fury of nature. Finally, he saw a door. Reaching out, he closed his fingers over the handle, released the latch, and felt relief swamp him when it gave way.

Nearly torn from its hinges by the wind, the wooden door banged against the wall. He ushered her into the kitchen and staggered in after her. Closing the door, he took stock of their surroundings. Although the building had been abandoned, not everything had been taken. There was a stove, a table, a stack of wood. He didn’t think it likely that he would find food, but for now it gave him hope that he had found a shelter from the storm.

“Come along, let’s see what we’ve got.”

With Merry in his wake, he stalked down a darkened hallway and then another, a bit of light coming through a window at the end guiding him. Then he walked into what had once been a great hall. The fireplace was massive, the sort where the master of the household might have roasted deer.

He knelt before it, grateful to find more wood, kindling, and matches. He set himself to the task of getting a fire going. It wasn’t long before the flames were blazing, sending out welcomed warmth.

“Oh, th-that’s l-lovely,” she whispered as she moved closer to the fire.

Glancing around, he noticed the draperies. They would have to do. He rushed across the room, grabbed a handful of the fabric, and with a sharp tug, brought them down. Dust motes kicked up around him, but at least the curtains were dry.

He hurried back over to her and dropped them at her feet. “Take off your clothes.”

Merry stared at him as though he’d gone mad. “I beg your pardon?”

“Yours are damp, mine are drenched. We have to get warm before I lose my senses, and you are truly alone. Body heat is the fastest way. You’ll have some privacy while I see what else I can find. Wrap those draperies about you.”

He made his way through a good portion of the residence, tearing down more moth-eaten draperies. He located a half-full bottle of rum.

Returning to the great room, he strove to ignore the pile of clothes near the fire and what that signified. Merry sat on the floor, the draperies pulled in close about her. He fashioned a crude pallet with what he’d found. Then he handed her the bottle of rum. “Drink this. It’ll warm you.”

Although not as much as I plan to
. Turning away from her, he began removing his own clothes. He tore off his jacket, but his fingers were too stiff with the cold to loosen the buttons. He was going to have to rip—

“Here,” she said, suddenly standing in front of him. The drapery was wrapped around her, gathered in front of her. With just a shrug of her shoulders, it would pool on the floor. “You drink now.”

His fingers were so numb he thought he might drop the bottle, but he managed to hold on to it and take deep swallows. He was aware of her fingers working his buttons free.

“I’ve dreamed of you doing this,” he said.

She jerked her gaze up to his, and he was surprised that his facial muscles were warm enough to grin.

“Remove my clothes,” he explained in case his meaning wasn’t clear. “I would have liked to have removed yours, but you seemed rather alarmed by the notion of what I was suggesting.”

“It’s scandalous. I was brought up to avoid scandal at all costs, and yet I seem to find myself slipping into the quagmire of it once again.” She helped him out of his waistcoat, then slowly unraveled his neckcloth.

“How long do you think we’ll be here?” she asked, and he heard the trepidation mirrored in her voice.

“Only until the storm passes.”

“That could be days.”

“Could be years.”

She grinned at him. He was grateful for that. “I don’t know where I’d be now if you hadn’t gone on the walk with me.”

“I doubt you’d have stayed out as long if I hadn’t been serving as a distraction.”

“Probably not.” She peeled his shirt up over his head. He welcomed the warmth from the fire finally dancing over his skin.

“You’re like ice,” she said.

“Unfortunately.”

“Can you manage your trousers?”

“If I must.”

She laughed lightly. “Yes, in this instance I think you must.”

Moving away, she sat on the mound of draperies, her back to him. He wasn’t as cold or shaking as he had been. They probably no longer needed the warmth of each other’s bodies. The fire would suffice. But it seemed a shame to waste the opportunity of having her so near when it might never come again.

B
eyond the glass and stone, it sounded as though demons trapped in hell howled.

“It’s only the wind, Merry.”

They were enclosed in a cocoon of warmth provided by the ragged draperies. Their clothes were resting near the fire. They appeared to be somewhat dry. She should probably gather up her things and get dressed, but she didn’t want to move. She thought she might like to stay here forever.

“I’ve heard this manor is haunted.”

“Is that why you hesitated to stop here?”

She nodded. “I know it’s silly to believe in ghosts, but there you are.”

“Nothing about you is silly.”

She couldn’t deny the pleasure his words brought. “They’ll have noticed I’m missing by now—have noticed we both are, no doubt.”

“They won’t come looking yet. Their visibility is no better than ours.”

“When my father finds us here, he’ll insist that we marry. Being alone with a gentleman in an abandoned manor during a storm is more scandalous than being discovered in a man’s arms near a trellis of roses in a dark corner of the garden.”

With his finger trailing along her neck, he slid her hair over her shoulder and pressed his lips to her nape. In spite of their warmth, she shivered. “But does he hold your heart? You captured mine from the beginning.”

Twisting around, she looked sharply at him. “Then why did you give your attentions to Lady Anne?”

Cradling her face with one hand, he stroked his thumb along her cheek. “Out of a misguided notion that I owed it to my brother.” He held her gaze, and she found herself swimming in the depths of his brown eyes. “He wrote me a letter as he was dying and asked me to see to her happiness.”

“But he died long before you gave me any attention.”

“Unfortunately, the officer who had the letter did not deliver it until this past spring. He feared it getting lost, and so he brought it himself. If not for me, Walter would not be dead.”

Her heart went out to him at the fissure of guilt that ran through his voice with his words. “You did not make him ill.”

“No, but he’d have not been there had I possessed the funds for him to live like a gentleman. The income from my estates is dwindling. I couldn’t support him in the manner in which he wished to live, so we agreed that a commission in the army was best. Not an hour passes by that I don’t miss him, not a day goes by that I don’t regret not finding another way. I could have married any number of women with dowries that would have provided me with the means to live more luxuriously. Instead, I was holding out for love. I was waiting for you.”

She did not move away when his lips joined hers. His tongue stroked the seam of her mouth, urging her to open it for him. She shouldn’t have, but she did, because if she was honest with herself, she would admit that she had been waiting for him as well. She’d had offers for marriage during her first Season, but she’d turned them all away, had thought perhaps she would be more content as a spinster. Until the ball when she spied him across the room, that is. When their eyes had met, it was as though he were standing right in front of her, touching her, gazing into her soul, weaving some sort of spell over her. When he’d asked her to dance, she’d thought she’d arrived in heaven.

Then this Season when he’d informed her that he would be pursuing Lady Anne, she’d wondered what she had done to douse the passion that had trembled on the edge between them.