Deity (52 page)

‘Vanity.’ Brook nodded.

Ray pointed an emphatic finger. ‘Exactly. These idiots think the universe revolves around them, but they lack the experience and confidence to cope when they finally realise it doesn’t. That’s the flaw, their Achilles heel. And that’s the moment, the exact second, when I have to be there. It’s a drug to me. That delicious instant when it dawns on them that the world no longer cares about them, that nobody is going to bail them out. “Boo hoo – I’m not going to be famous. Boo hoo – I’m going to be one of the nobodies I used to sneer at”. Broken heart – tough. Fallen out with your friends, lost your job, can’t afford the latest phone – life’s a bitch.’

‘So they have to die?’

Ray grinned. ‘Yes, they do – and they deserve it for being so unprepared. And it’s so wonderful to be there to help them escape that first setback, that thunderbolt that tells them how ordinary they are. And know what? They’re even grateful. When the knowledge hits, I can give them what’s beyond their grasp.’

‘Fame,’ said Brook softly.

Ray nodded. ‘It’s a trade-off. I give them the attention, the validation they want; they give me what
I
want. It’s a small price to pay to rise above the anonymity of the masses.’

‘And that’s what Adele wanted?’

‘Above all things, Damen. So bad she could taste it. She couldn’t take the chance she might go through life unheard. You
heard her manifesto. Magnificent, wasn’t it? What a talent. Just watch the clamour for her thoughts now.’

They’re dead, you know
. ‘It’s not their fault, Ray. Adele, Kyle, Becky. They’re not to blame for expecting their lives to run to their own agenda.’

‘I know that,’ chuckled Ray. ‘You think I don’t? That’s what makes it all the more delicious. See – they’re the innocent. That’s the drug – I’m not interested in punishing the guilty.’

‘The guilty?’

‘You, Damen. Mr and Mrs Watson. Alice Kennedy. The Blakes. You’re the guilty ones – all the parents. They’re the ones in the dock. They’re the ones who perpetrate this appalling fraud on their kids.
Look at me, Mummy. Listen to my drivel
. Yes, darling, of course I will. Everything you say is fascinating. Everything you do is interesting.
Make it better, Mummy. Make it better, Daddy, Grandma, Grandad, primaryschool teacher
. Course I will, darling, and even if I can’t, the effort I make will still make you think the sun orbits around you.’

‘Is that how your parents treated you?’ asked Brook. ‘Smothering you with their love and concern – what an ordeal for you.’ Ray didn’t appreciate the sarcasm but declined to reply. Instead, Brook went on: ‘Wait – no. Those were the parents of your friends. Those were the parents you wished you’d had so that for a brief glorious moment as a child, you might feel special. I bet those kids weren’t friends for long.’

From below the table Ray produced a gun and turned it in his hand. ‘Recognise this, Damen? I found it in the attic. What’s a British policeman doing with a gun in his attic?’

‘What are you going to do with Terri?’

‘I was asking about the gun.’

‘
It’s a souvenir.’

‘Of what?’

‘A case. An opponent.’

‘A souvenir?’ Ray looked at the M9 automatic in wonder. ‘Remember that bit in
Badlands
when Martin Sheen allows himself to be caught on the Canadian border – when he gives one of the pursuing officers his lighter?’

Brook glanced again at the image of his daughter on the monitor.

‘Remember the contentment on Sheen’s face,’ continued Ray. ‘The peace. “Here, son, have my lighter. I’m famous. Share in my glory. Tell people about the day you caught a legendary killer and how he gave you his lighter.” ’ Ray frantically rummaged in his pockets and peered into the small shoulder bag lying on the table. ‘Now you’ve got me going. What can I give you to remember me by? It needs to be something personal. I know.’ He rummaged in a pocket and pulled out a set of keys. ‘Adele’s house keys.’ He slid them across to Brook. ‘Put ’em in your pocket, Damen. I insist.’ Brook made no move to pick them up.

‘I said put them in your pocket.’ Ray’s hand hovered over the laptop keyboard until Brook pocketed the set of three keys. ‘You’ll thank me sooner than you think. Know what you can do with them? When her mum goes out, you can nip round there and lie on Adele’s bed. That’s what her dad used to do. Just to smell her, she said. Fucking pervert didn’t even pull himself off. How wrong is that?’

‘If you’re giving out souvenirs, I’d prefer a lock of your hair,’ said Brook. ‘Or that used plaster on your neck to match against the one you left at Kyle’s. I’d treasure that.’

‘You’re good.’ Ray grinned.

‘How
is your neck, by the way?’

‘Better, thanks.’ Ray removed the cap and touched the skin-coloured plaster now visible on the back of his neck. ‘Old Len certainly took a gouge out of me, the sly old fucker. Who’d have thought he had it in him?’

‘So Len’s attack wasn’t faked.’

‘Far from it. I was walking along, innocently plotting the suicides of my classmates when I felt this searing pain in my neck. Next thing I knew, I was on the ground but when I looked up at the camera, not only was it fine, it was actually filming. Then it came to me. My hand was covered in blood and I nearly had a
Soylent Green
moment. You know, Charlton Heston, reaching out with his dying breath. “
Soylent Green is made out of people
.” ’ He laughed. ‘What a fucking ham. But I managed to stop myself and it turned out perfectly.’

‘What we see and what we seem is but a dream,’ said Brook quietly.

Ray looked at him, an appreciative smile curling his lips. ‘I’m glad I prepared properly. That didn’t fool you for a minute, did it?’

‘Maybe just a minute,’ replied Brook. ‘I see you’ve got over your aversion to swearing. Don’t need to play suitable boyfriend any more, Ray?’

‘Don’t forget the tattoos.’

‘That was a nice touch.’ Brook nodded.

Ray shrugged. ‘I can’t take the credit – Terri mentioned it. See, fathers of daughters always have the easiest buttons to push. Like Adele’s father, for instance.’ He took out a mobile phone and read from the screen. ‘
I’m happy now, Dad. I’d rather die than live a minute longer under your roof. Goodbye. Adele
.’

‘You’ve got Adele’s SIM card,’ said Brook.

‘Kyle
and Becky’s too. They’ve helped me reach out to the vulnerable.’

‘First Jake McKenzie. Now Jim Watson.’

Ray smiled. ‘I sent him that an hour ago. The phone company will probably be contacting you about it. Now, how do you suppose he’ll react to that a few hours after seeing his daughter say goodbye to the world?’ Brook didn’t reply. ‘You’re right, Damen. It’s a cheap shot and I wouldn’t normally bother with people that age – their failure is endemic. And for a grieving father of a beautiful daughter into the bargain, well, self-destruction is almost inevitable.’

‘Then why send it?’

Ray pushed the gun across to Brook. ‘To show you how easy it is to put people out of their misery. Pick it up.’

Brook looked at the gun. ‘You’re going to kill Terri, aren’t you?’

Ray laughed. ‘Again with the drama. How many times? I don’t kill people.’

‘Then why all this?’ asked Brook, gesturing at the laptop.

‘To get control,’ insisted Ray. ‘So we can talk like civilised men. I’m the director. I have to have control. I wouldn’t kill Terri unless I had to – a great girl like that. Besides, she’s too old. She had her chance to make a statement but she blew it and now she’s got a lifetime of despair and decay ahead.’

‘Just like me,’ said Brook.

‘On the contrary,’ said Ray, looking first at the gun and then at Brook. ‘We haven’t. . . you know, if that’s what you’re wondering. Not that I couldn’t have. I could tell she wanted to but it didn’t seem right. Fucking the grieving daughter is a bit grubby.’

‘She stopped grieving for Tony a long time ago.’

Ray laughed.
‘She’s not grieving for Tony, she’s grieving for you – or will be. You’re the big prize. Why do you think I’m here?’ Ray stretched his arms wide, reading the imaginary headline. ‘
suicide detective takes own life
. What better advert for all those lost souls out there? What bigger boost for Deity? Forget Tony, Damen. I’ve come for you.’

D
S G
ADD FLICKED THE TORCH
up and down the metal barrier that separated the derelict hospital site from the road.

‘How do we get in?’ asked Smee. ‘There’s no gap.’

‘We climb,’ replied Gadd.

A minute later the two detectives dropped down on to the weed-encrusted drive on the other side and began walking slowly towards the dark buildings which were surprisingly modern and spaced out across the site in small units. Inspecting the buildings in turn, they observed that most of the damage was superficial – windows and doors smashed, weeds and shrubs running amok – but two of the units had been severely damaged by fire. At one of them, the sign beside the overgrown parking bay informed them that this was the administration block.

Gadd shone her torch across piles of blackened wood and the twinkling display of shattered glass on the floor. On they walked, occasionally kicking through the detritus of old cans, sometimes spooked by darting animals and the urgent diving of bats.

At the far end of the site a final building loomed, which didn’t seem to have come under the same level of attack as the
rest. All its windows were securely boarded or bricked up, and doors seemed to be securely fastened. Gadd turned the handle of one entrance. Although the door seemed to be unlocked, it wouldn’t open even under the shoulder of the burly Smee. The same was true of the other doors they could see. One had the sign,
Hydrotherapy Pool
, hanging off but it was just as uncooperative as the others.

‘The whole building seems to be sealed off.’

‘
Land of the Pharaohs
,’ said Gadd.

‘Hear that humming?’

Gadd cocked an ear. ‘I hear it.’

‘Sounds like a generator.’

On the other side of the building they came upon a low outhouse that might once have been a multi-bay garage. All the doors were gone and large holes had been sledgehammered into the walls. Gadd stepped into one of the bays. It smelled of human waste. The scurry of a rat turned her head and she resisted squealing with a male officer present. She was about to leave when she spotted another hole in the wall where an entire breeze block had been hammered out. There was something on the other side of the wall. She stepped closer to be sure she was right.

‘So you want my life in exchange for my daughter’s,’ said Brook. He spotted Terri’s handbag on the next chair and picked out her cigarettes and lighter. He lit up with a sigh. ‘I accept.’

‘Come on, Damen – that would be too easy. What parent wouldn’t die to save their child?’

‘I’ve met plenty in my line of work.’

Ray smiled. ‘You’re just like Adele. You think about things.’

Brook glanced
at the monitor and took another pull on his cigarette. ‘Tell me about Adele.’

‘I dreamed up Deity for her. The others were just to make up the numbers. She was such a strong character, such a challenge. But gradually I was able to get under her skin. She was already disillusioned with life and the world around her. That’s when she showed me her poems. Can you believe it? She actually handed me her innermost thoughts for me to use against her. How naive, I thought at first.’ He shook his head.

‘And yet I was the naive one. She knew. She was nice to me but she wasn’t dumb. She knew I wasn’t what I appeared.’

‘The fox in the henhouse,’ said Brook.

‘The fox in the henhouse – I’m so liking that. Yes, that’s what I was – and Adele was the prize chicken. Once I had her, the others would be easy. So I made her a promise – to make her famous, to make her thoughts immortal. I told her she would make more of a mark with a single gesture than a lifetime of toil and protest.’

‘Is that when she gave you her boyfriend’s credit card to set up the website?’

‘What better way to put that sleazebag in the firing line? We knew it wouldn’t hold up but it would be fun watching Rifkind squirm. Her dad too. That’s when we put it to Kyle. We knew he was unhappy but he refused. He was in love with Jake. Can you imagine those two together? Forget it. Adele and me, we knew it was doomed so we waited.’

‘Waited for what?’

‘For the Kyle Kennedy train-wreck. And it worked out beautifully. Wilson saved us at least two weeks. The party was the next day so it was all systems go. Kyle wasn’t sure at first but after he’d seen
Picnic at Hanging Rock
, Adele was even more
convinced we had him. Jake’s rejection just pushed him over the edge.’

‘Kyle didn’t apply for a passport, did he?’

‘Course not. I nicked a passport photo of him from his wallet and Adele got Rifkind to endorse it. She’d already borrowed both birth certificates on a previous visit and put them back on the night of the party.’

‘And Adele and Becky already had theirs.’

‘Exactly. It would seem like we’d left the country.’

‘And Becky?’

‘You saw the film in her bedroom,’ answered Ray. ‘What self-loathing. She was so desperate for fame she would have done anything.’

‘But suicide – that must have taken some persuasion?’

‘Not really. Fern let slip to Adele that Becky’s modelling career was in jeopardy and we knew we had our hook. The rest was just organisation. Adele made the leaflets. I wiped their computers so there could be no clues and made sure they brought their SIM cards, house keys and passports to the party. It had to be like we’d disappeared off the face of the earth.’

‘Why didn’t Jake see you at the Kennedy house?’

‘I hid upstairs. I knew Jake was invited but I was pretty sure after Wilson’s slapping that he wouldn’t show.’ Ray’s brow furrowed. ‘Guess I underestimated the power of love. Did Jake see them filming?’ Brook nodded. ‘Yeah, shame that. Those death masks would have had quite an impact if you thought they were real. I could tell you weren’t impressed on the news. I assume Jake survived his final text from Kyle.’