Dirty Lay (16 page)

       “Hey when did you get back?” she asked powdered sugar all around her mouth which let me know that she couldn’t wait to eat.  I came back to have sex but this was so disgusting right here.  I was tempted to call Shaniqua but thought I’d better just go lie down.  I was gonna leave in two days so maybe I’d go see her tomorrow.

       I was too tired to take a shower so I took all my clothes off and jumped in the bed dick hard like a rock.  Damn Megan for looking like a rabid dog when I was needing some pussy.  That’s the shit I be talkin’ bout; selfish ass women!

CHAPTER TWENTY- SHANIQUA

        Little Antoine Jr., A.J. for short was now six weeks old and Ant had yet to see his son.  I called him on numerous occasions but he would never answer my calls.  He ignored me or just let it ring until it went to voicemail.  My mom had finally stopped bitching and was helping me take care of A.J.  I appreciated that she had finally left me alone with all that talk about Ant because she was pissing me off to the tenth power level.  I know I should be grateful for all that she did to help me but I didn’t need to hear all that shit from her all the time.  Here I was only sixteen with a kid whose father acted like we didn’t even exist.  I was scheduled to go back to school next week so my mom made arrangements to switch her schedule so she could be home to take care of A.J. so I could go to school. 

       She would work from six in the evening until two or three in the morning and she wasn’t too happy about that either.  I hated that she had to change her shift like that but I needed her especially since Ant had been MIA.

       One thing was for sure though; nothing anybody could say could change my mind about how I felt about Ant.  I know that he had turned his back on me at a time when I needed him the most but I still loved him.  Feelings like this can’t just be erased because someone doesn’t treat you right.  If he called today and told me he loved me or that he was sorry for the way he acted, I would hug him and take him back without asking any questions.  That’s how much I cared about this man, he was my first love.

       As I fed my baby boy I looked into his eyes and saw how much he resembled Ant.  I had the feeling that once Ant looked into A.J.’s little eyes he would fall in love with him and want us to be a family.  I picked up the phone and tried to reach him one more time.

        “Wassup,” he said when he picked up on the fourth ring.

       “Hey Bae I was just wondering if you aren’t busy if you could come by and see your son,” I said.

        “I was planning to call you.  I leave tomorrow and would like to see him before I leave so what time is good for you?  I don’t wanna run into your mom because you know I didn’t appreciate the way her crazy ass spoke to me last time!” he said.

       My heart immediately began pounding hard and fast in my chest because he said he was coming over.

       “You don’t have to worry about my mom because she works the night shift now.  She won’t be home until two or three in the morning. I’ll put the kids to bed at 8:30 and you can come by afterwards,” I said.

       “Cool, see you then,” he said.

      We hung up and I was so excited that he was coming by.  I can’t remember the last time I was this excited about something.  I gave A.J. a kiss on the forehead and put him over my shoulder to burp him.  Once he finished burping I went to change his diaper.  My brother and sister were playing the game in Chase’s room so I went to tell them it was time to eat.  I needed to get them fed, bathed and dressed for bed so they could go to sleep before Ant came by.  I was so nervous that you would think it was the first time he came over here.

       My siblings finished their meal and I ran water for Chase to take his bath since it was always harder for him to fall asleep than it was for Avery.  When Chase was done I gave him a glass of warm milk and went to check on Avery in the tub.  She played a little while and then she was ready to get out.  I dried her off, helped her into her pajamas and tucked them both in.

       I went to get myself ready to see Ant because I wanted to look extra special since the last time he saw me I was nine months pregnant.  I put on a pair of pink shorts and a blue camisole with some hoop earrings and my lil slippers my mom had bought me last week.  I sprayed some perfume on and applied a little lip gloss to my lips.  Ant sent me a text twenty minutes ago saying he was on his way.  I didn’t know what to do with myself until he got here so I watched some TV.  There wasn’t anything on that I cared about right now so I surfed through the channels until I heard the car door slam.

       I jumped up and went to the door and threw it open before Ant even had a chance to knock.  He looked at me and licked his lips, obviously happy with what he saw.  I allowed him to come inside and closed the door.  I practically melted in his arms as he reached for a hug.

       I didn’t want the hug to end but I didn’t want to seem clingy so I pulled back.

       “You looking good Shawty!” he said.

       “Thanks,” I said as I struck a pose.

        “How you been?” he asked.

       “I’ve been okay, a little tired from taking care of the baby but okay.  How bout you?” I asked.

       “I’ve been good, just working and chillin’,” he said.

       “That’s good.  I missed you Ant!   How come you do me like that?  I mean you don’t call or come by to see A.J. or anything.  Why not?” I asked.

       “You named him A.J.?” he asked.

       “No A.J. is short for Antoine Jr.,” I said.

       “Oh so how is he?” he asked.

       “He’s good, growing and stuff.  Why you ain’t never come see him til now?” I asked.

       “I told you I’ve been busy working and shit!  I don’t always have time to do the things I need to do,” he said.

       “Don’t you miss me Ant?” I asked giving him the sad puppy dog face.

       “You do look good Shawty.  I hadn’t seen you in so long, you got your sexy back quick!” he said.

       I smiled as he reached for me and pulled me in his arms.  It felt so good to be in his arms; I had waited on this moment for a long time.  As he held me he began to kiss my neck.  My pussy immediately moistened feeling him kissing on me.  A soft moan escaped my lips as he rubbed my back and ass. He moved his lips from my neck and brought them down on my lips as he and I began to share a hot, steamy kiss.  He kissed me hard and long as he continued to caress my ass.

       When I felt him tugging after my button on my shorts I knew I should have stopped him but I missed him so much.  I needed him to love me and tell me that he missed me.

       I pulled my lips from his as I looked him in the eyes and said, “I still love you Ant!”

       “Then show me,” he said as I looked into his lust filled eyes.

       He pulled my shirt off revealing my breasts that had grown to a D cup since I was pregnant with A.J.  He pulled my bra off and cupped my breasts in his hands as he began to lick my nipples.  As I held his head in place my knees began to wobble from the weakness of his touch.  He dropped my shorts to the floor and began pulling on my panties.

       When I was completely naked he pulled his pants down and lay me on the sofa.  As he climbed on top of me I started to protest but he buried his tongue deep inside my mouth as he kissed me passionately.  He pushed his dick inside me and I gasped from the feel of his dick opening my tight pussy.  I had not had sex in almost eight months and it felt good bit it hurt a little too, at least until I got used to his dick again.  He was getting it in real deep too and I almost screamed from the ecstacy I was feeling but I didn’t wanna wake the kids.

       He began to kiss me and I kissed him back as I wrapped my legs around his waist and threw my pussy back at him.  It had been so long since he had come to see me or made me cum.  I had two orgasms already and I knew that it wouldn’t be my last one tonight.  Ant told me to get on my knees so he could hit it from the back.  As I turned over he entered me from behind smacking my ass as he slayed my pussy from behind with his hard dick. 

       “Oh my God that feels so good!  I’m gonna cum!” I cried.

       “Cum for me baby, cum for Daddy!” he said as he gripped my hair in his hands and pulled.  I couldn’t believe that he was finally here with me and we were making love just like before.

       Finally he gripped both my hips and thrust inside me until he shuddered, letting me know he was cumming.  At that moment A.J. started to stir in my bed so I hurriedly threw my clothes on and went to get him.  When we came back into the living room, Ant was putting his shirt on.  I sat next to him holding A.J. making sure Ant took a good look at his firstborn.

       “You wanna hold him?” I asked Ant.

       I watched him study A.J. looking for a resemblance to him I guess.  He finally took A.J. from me and held him.  At that moment I knew that he knew A.J. was his son and that we would finally be back together.  I stood to go get A.J. a bottle as I watched him plant a kiss on our baby’s forehead.

       When I returned with the bottle I asked, “Would you like to feed your son?”

       He didn’t respond but he took the bottle from me and held it to A.J. lips and he began to suck his bottle holding Ant’s finger as he ate.  I smiled at the image of my man and our son and went to my room to get my phone because I had to take a picture.  As he was engrossed in feeding our son I snapped a couple pictures of the two of them and posted it to my Facebook and Twitter pages.  I had never been so happy in all my life.

       After he finished feeding A.J. he passed him to me so that I could burp him and change his diaper.  I wanted them to spend more time together but A.J. was ready to go back to sleep so I rocked him to sleep while singing him a lullaby as Ant watched, speechless.

       I went to put our baby back in my bed and when I came back to the living room Ant was standing up like he was getting ready to leave.  I ran up to him and wrapped my arms around him because I didn’t want him to go.  My mom wasn’t due home for another four and a half hours so he could spend that time with me and A.J.

       “Are you leaving already?  I missed you so much, please stay another lil while,” I begged.

       “I gotta go to work early tomorrow so I need to rest up,” he said.

       “Please Baby I need you so much,” I said as I began stroking his member inside his pants.  It didn’t take long for his dick to respond to my touch as I continued to stroke it.  He leaned his head down and kissed me, giving me some of his tongue to suck on.

       He released my lips and pushed me down so I was on my knees before his crotch.  I pulled his big dick out and began stroking it, opening my mouth to suck it.  I stroked and sucked and even licked his balls until he couldn’t take it anymore.  He lifted me up off the floor and pulled my shorts down.  He threw me over the back of the sofa and pumped his dick into me fast and hard. He pulled my hair while fucking me hard from the back as I tried my best to control my need to scream in an effort to not wake the kids.  He laid his dick into me real hard and heavy but I loved it.  I had missed my man so much and was just happy to have him with me.

       He pumped four more hard thrusts into me and let out a deep moan as he climaxed.  I had three orgasms myself and was really feeling good.  He pulled his dick out and smacked my ass as I moved off the back of the sofa.  I picked up my shorts and retwisted the rubber band back around my ponytail as I reached for Ant to hold me.  He embraced me and it almost felt like old times.

       “Let me get outta here!  I have to get up really early to go to work,” he said as he removed my hands from around his waist.  I wanted to cry but decided to not be so dramatic.

       Instead I smiled a sad smile and said, “Okay.”  

       He made his way to the front door and I followed behind him.

       “Will you call me while you’re away please?” I asked.

       “I’ll try but you know that we don’t always have signals out there,” he said.

       “Okay, I love you Baby!” I said giving him a soft kiss on the lips.  Even though he kissed me back he never returned the words I spoke to him.

       I watched as he walked down the driveway to get in his car.  I missed him already but I knew he had to work to take care of us.  I loved Ant and I know some people might think I’m crazy for loving him but I just do.  He’s the first man I’ve ever loved and you can’t just turn the love off because they piss you off.