Ditching The Dream (Dream Series) (23 page)

“G’mornin,’ Lizzie,” he replied. “You’re out and about early,” he said, running his eyes down my wardrobe. I flushed, knowing that he recognized my wardrobe as that from last night.

I laughed as casually as I could manage. “Oh, my old friend, Jack, and I talked until the early hours and it was just too late to make my way back. I slept in his guest room.”
Yeah, that would work
, I convinced myself. Why I felt I needed to lie to Kevin, I had no idea.

“I see,” he said, clearly not buying it. “If you’re up for a run, I can wait if you want to get dressed.”

As tempting as that sounded, I shook my head. “I really have to get laundry done today, and I have to work tonight, but thanks.”

“No problem, I’ll see you later,” he said, searching my face for… something.

What was he looking for? Was he reading in my eyes what I’d done last night? Was he looking for recognition of what we’d done the other night? I was so not the kind of person that dated two guys at once, and here I was a married woman doing just that. I really needed to sort my shit out.

“Yeah, later. That would be great,” I said. I don’t know why I said it. Truth was I’d love to see him later. He was fun to hang out with. He didn’t know my age, but clearly thought I wasn’t too old to be around. That felt great, and to be fully honest, a part of me wanted to see those tattoos again and see what other talents he had bottled up in his hard body.

Man, oh man. I was in so much trouble.

He tossed a goodbye and hit the stairs to go and run. I went to my apartment and crawled into the shower and tried to sort out the road I was walking down.

I was folding the warm clothes out of the dryer when Kevin sauntered in the building’s laundry room. He was wearing a pair of track pants and no shirt.
Good God, Almighty,
I breathed to myself.

“Fancy meeting you here,” he said with a smirk. He knew I’d be here. Nothing ‘fancy’ about it. The air in the laundry room changed. It started to tingle as much as I was tingling between my legs. His hair was still damp, freshly showered from after his run, I presumed.

“Did you have a good run?” I asked making what I hoped was casual conversation.

“I did, thank you. Probably one of my best times.”

“Excellent,” I said. Why was this conversation so strained? When we went out the other day, conversation was natural and easy. I was ashamed at how I had practically gone to bed with him, then getting caught going out with someone else.

I continued to fold my laundry.

“I had a great time the other night,” he said. “My friends all liked you, too. They were a little bummed that you didn’t come out with us last night.”

“You’re friends are great. I really liked getting to know them,” I replied. “And I had a great time Tuesday night.”

I finished folding my clothes, then pulled my last load from the washer and put it in the dryer. I loaded the tray with quarters and started the dry cycle.

I turned and Kevin’s eyes were on me.

“I want a chance,” he blurted, and he started to walk toward me. My heart caught in my throat, as he neared me, his spicy scent washing over me. He leaned up against my dryer, his hard body screaming out to me to be touched. My eyes followed the lines of his tattoos, then the lines of his etched abs, and that V. Involuntarily I licked my lips.

“I know you’re also seeing that guy, but I want a chance. There’s something about you… something between you and me that I think needs exploring. Will you give me a chance?”

Wow! Really?
Slowly, I peered up and tried to swallow the lump in my throat, but could barely focus on anything as I looked into his pleading green eyes. And suddenly I needed to see him again. Jack who? Greg who?

“How about tonight after my shift?” I said.

He lowered his head and softly, sweetly pressed his lips to mine. A soft moan slipped out of my lips as I felt myself slipping into dangerous territory. I was married. Yet here I was getting seriously involved with two men. What was I doing? This was beyond ‘sowing wild oats.’ I was out of control.

And despite what my mind was telling me, I kissed Kevin back. My tongue licked gently at the seam of his lips which yielded in an instant.

That was the invitation he was seeking. Kevin’s kiss deepened and he walked us to the wall, sandwiching my body between his hot skin and the cold concrete wall. Against my belly, his arousal was evident, and I wanted it. I plunged my hands through his gorgeous thick hair. He moaned into the kiss which spurred me onward.

I ground my hips into his to let him know exactly what I was feeling. Our kiss grew almost desperate, full of need. The room no longer smelled of detergent or dryer sheets. All I could smell was sex.

His lips dropped to my chin then my neck. I sighed loudly.

Suddenly my phone’s alarm sounded from my pocket, letting me know I had to leave for work, pulling us back to where we were.

“Sorry,” I muttered, catching my breath. “I have to go or I’m going to be late to work.”

He took a cleansing breath himself, and nodded, then went to leaning against the wall.

I scooped up my laundry basket, sensing Kevin’s eyes on me, and headed for the door.

“After your shift?” he said with a shaky breath.

I glanced over my shoulder and smiled. “I get off at eleven,” I said, laughing inwardly at the double entendre.

I
quickly learned that Thursday nights in New York City were as busy as any Friday or Saturday night. As soon as I was on the clock at four, I had a full section. Taking and filling drink and dinner orders, the hours flew by. But then again, the hours also seemed to drag. Checking my watch, I saw that I still had twenty minutes for my shift.

I was eager, yet nervous, to get back home and meet up with Kevin. What were we going to do? Do we go out? Or stay in? Watch the eleven o’clock news? Do I invite him over to my place? Or do we hang at his?

Turned out I didn’t have to worry about that because in walked the man in question. He sat down at the bar with his blazing white smile, thick brown hair, and wicked green eyes pinning me down. I smiled and walked over to his seat.

“This is a nice surprise. What can I get for you?”

“You said you get off at eleven. Thought I’d come watch,” he said with a wink.

I blushed so quickly I thought I’d pass out. “You’re terrible!” I said throwing my bar towel at him.

“Oh come on, you started it in the laundry room.
‘I get off at eleven.’”
Okay, yeah. I’d started it.

“Can I get you somethin’?” I asked.

“How about a Southern Comfort on the rocks.”

“You got it.” I turned and made his drink. After bringing it to him, I continued. “I’ve gotta do some clean up things then I can get going, okay?”

I went to the wash basin behind the bar and started to wash the piled up wine glasses. I took a quick glance around the bar, suddenly worried that Jack was there. He always seemed to be there.

Crack!
I snapped off a stem on a wine glass, my nerves had gotten to me so badly. I was so out of my league here. I didn’t know what I was doing. Yes, I did. I was dating two men. And I was still a married woman! What the hell? Who does that? I didn’t even date multiple guys in high school – hell, I barely dated anyone in high school. College was much the same.

And I hadn’t come all this way to get involved with
any
men. I just wanted to stand on my own two feet. Something I should have done twenty-some years ago instead of upping and marrying the first guy who asked me. And right now, I couldn’t even decide if I was going to play this game or turn in my cards.

But this was all trying to close the barn doors too late, wasn’t it? I did get married straight out of college. I was involved with two guys. I had to end this. I should quit right now, pack my bags and head home. Clearly I can’t stand on my own two feet. I was messing everything up!

Suddenly I heard a laugh. A familiar laugh. One that heated me up inside. I looked over at the door and I froze. My blood literally ran cold. My hands started to shake. There at the end of the bar sat Kevin. And Jack only a few feet behind him.

Jack sauntered in wearing black slacks and a white shirt. No tie. No jacket. And he wasn’t alone. He was with another guy and four young women hanging onto every word Jack was saying. One woman pawing at him and trying to crawl onto his lap as they sat at the table Jack always sat at.

Quickly, I cast an eye over at Kevin. He saw them, too. And I could tell that Kevin recognized Jack. There was a knowing smirk on Kevin’s face. Like he felt he’d won. Jack wasn’t a faithful kind of guy. But neither was I. Right? Oh hell, I didn’t know anymore.

I could hardly breathe. I was flooded with raging jealousy! And incensed that this six-foot floozy would just grope Jack. What was she thinking? Did she think that coming onto him like that was going to get her a modeling contract, or at least into his bed? Well, maybe the latter, I didn’t really know much about Jack at all, did I?

Jack’s eye caught mine and I turned back to the sink and wine glasses. I tried to wrap up the wine glasses as quickly as I could to get out of this hell I created. After breaking another wine stem, Tom shouldered up to me. “What’s got you all wound up?”

“Nothing,” I muttered.

“Same nothing as the other night when a particular customer was sitting at the same table?”

Was I really that transparent?

“Hey, Tom! Can we get a round over here?” Jack called out from his table.

“I’ll be back,” he nudged me. “Don’t break anymore glasses, okay? I’ll wash ‘em later if you think you’ll break another.”

I tried to manage a smile.

“Oh shit!” Shelby exclaimed from behind me as I finished the last wine glass.

“I know. I know. Jack and Kevin are both here,” I said dryly.

“This should be interesting,” Shelby sang.

“What do I do, Shel?” I was really starting to panic.

“Look, you’re here to learn about yourself. Right? Here you are. Between a real rock and hard place – if you know what I mean.” Her innuendo had me smiling. “There are just five more minutes on the clock. Close out and go home. I assume you’re heading out with Kevin tonight? I’ll go distract Jack.”

I could only nod as Shelby sauntered over to Jack’s table to just be friendly. I closed out and walked up to Kevin.

“Shall we?” I asked in my most chipper voice.

He smiled then smoothly pushed up from the barstool and we headed out the door.

Once outside, I let out the air I’d sequestered in my lungs.

“So, what do you want to do?” he asked, wrapping an arm possessively around my shoulders.

“I don’t know. What is there to do in New York City at eleven o’clock on a Thursday night?”

He stepped back and looked at me, eyes wide open with shock. “You know that this is the city that never sleeps, right?”

“I think I’ve heard that before,” I smiled back.

“Have you seen Times Square at night yet?” he asked.

I shook my head. I actually hadn’t. How had I been in New York for nearly two weeks already and not made it to one of the most popular spots in the city?

Kevin quickly grabbed my hand and we raced off like a couple of kids headed to the carnival. He ducked us into the subway system. Two trains and thirteen minutes later, we were walking up from the subway into the blinding bright lights of Times Square – the proverbial Crossroads of America.

We walked around, gawking at all the commotion, well, I was gawking, and Kevin was delighting in my reaction. Most of the street up Seventh Avenue was just a pedestrian way, and was shoulder-to-shoulder with people. We saw every imaginable cartoon character and super hero, The Naked Cowboy and his rival The Naked Indian. Guys trying to sell us Peddle-rickshaw rides, comedy shows and views from the Empire State Building. Every language was being spoken around us.

We talked about where we came from. He asked me about my life back in California. I casually waved my hand and, not wanting to lie, I wistfully replied, “Oh, married for twenty some years, three kids, a beautiful home in the suburbs of Northern California.”

He threw his head back and, clearly jokingly, replied “Three kids! Woman, you have to catch up. I’ve got myself six and one on the way with my li’l lady down on the ranch.”

Making it back to our building around a quarter to one, I was completely wiped out, until we stepped into the elevator.
Damn smut books,
I thought to myself. Recalling all of the books I’d been reading where the girl and the guy are in an elevator getting all hot and heavy made my heart start racing. The books and the last time we were in the elevator — before Kevin’s
southern feast
.

“What else would you like to see? I love playing tour guide with you,” he said, his voice shaking slightly as he pressed the button for the sixth floor.

“You’re an excellent guide, too,” I said grinning up at him. “Tonight was unexpected fun.”

“Were you expecting, or hoping, something else?” he asked, his eyes searching mine as he turned and faced me once the elevator started to rise.