Dixie Lynn Dwyer (11 page)

He gripped her hips, and Monte sat forward with an expression of confusion on his face.

“I think I should leave.”

“Why? Were we scaring you?” Monte asked.

God, why did he have to be so caring? It would be easier if they were both jerks. She lowered her head and BJ caressed her thighs under her skirt. She felt the tips of his thumbs reach her groin, and she grabbed onto his shoulders holding his gaze.

“Why are you both so nice, so perfect?” she whispered.

He had the most beautiful green eyes. His lips were firm, his facial features strong and masculine. He was perfection just like Monte, and it saddened her that she couldn’t give in to her attraction. The negative feelings, the memories of the abuse and hurt were not so dead, just dormant until now when it mattered.

“You look like you have a lot going on in that head of yours, darling. There something on your mind?” he asked her, and she swallowed hard.

“I’m sorry” was all she could get out. In her head she thought so many things. There was so much she wanted to say.
I’m scared. I can’t get the fear of the past out of my head. I don’t want to make another crucial mistake. I thought my heart was dead, but the two of you make me feel things I’ve only dreamt of in a perfect life. God, I sound like such a wreck.

She tried to move, but he held her firmly. She grabbed onto his muscular wrists and absorbed the feeling of power and masculinity he possessed. It made her want so much.

She felt Monte take her hand and bring it to his lips.

“Talk to us. Tell us what’s going on in that head of yours.”

She hesitated then shook her head.

“I’m not really used to this. I haven’t been with a man in quite some time, and now I’m with two.” She lowered her eyes and then BJ squeezed her hips. When she opened her eyes, he spoke to her softly.

“Baby, we know this is different. It’s the kind of relationship people around Delite are used to, but we can understand your reservations. We’ll take things slow. We both have strong feelings for you already.”

She swallowed hard and then Monte spoke.

“Baby, you can tell us anything. What’s making you hold back?”

“I’m just scared, I guess, and afraid of making a huge mistake and… feeling. I’ve been lonely.”

“Aw, baby, you don’t have to be lonely no more, and this isn’t a mistake. I promise you.” Monte held her face between his hands and kissed her softly. He continued to kiss her then caressed down her shoulders to her hands. As he released her lips, he brought one of her hands to his lips and kissed the knuckles as he held her gaze.

Monte then pulled one digit into his mouth and sucked it slowly. She watched him, and she felt her nipples harden and her pussy clench just as BJ pressed a thumb to her mound.

“Stop overthinking this and just focus on how we make you feel, baby.”

He pressed his thumbs gently against her mound. He moved it back and forth across her panties, and she grew more and more aroused.

“Touch me, Susanna. Please touch me. I need to feel you,” BJ stated. She moved her hands slowly up his arms to his shoulders and lifted up as he pressed fingers more firmly against her panties.

“That’s it, baby. I love your feminine hands on my skin.”

She grew a bit more confident, seeing how her touch affected him, and she began to undo the buttons on his shirt to feel the soft, dusting of hair on his chest. She caressed his skin and rubbed lower until she felt his belly muscles. He was fit and solid.

“Lower, baby. Take my cock out and touch it, please. I need to feel you holding me,” he whispered in a raspy voice that undid her reservations.

She licked her lips and glanced at Monte. Monte ran his hand up her thigh, under her skirt to her mound. She stirred and he took control.

“Raise up for us, honey, and do what BJ asks you.”

She looked at Monte and saw the sparkle in his eyes. His breathing sounded unsteady just like hers.

She licked her lips as her fingers gripped the waist of BJ’s jeans.

“You’re killing me,” BJ stated.

She did as she was told, needing the direction and encouragement as if she had never been so intimate before. The truth was these feelings were different. She actually wanted to please them both, arouse them both, and satisfy their hunger.

“Do it, baby,” Monte encouraged her, and she lifted up so she was kneeling over BJ on the couch with her thighs on either side of his thighs. She began to undo his jeans, and he scooted a little lower on the couch as she reached in and felt his thick, warm cock.

She pressed her fingers around it, amazed at how smooth the skin felt and how thick and hard he was. She opened her mouth to speak, but then she felt both Monte’s and BJ’s fingers against her folds.

“Oh.” She began to run her hand up and down his shaft. BJ closed his eyes then refocused on her as he pressed a digit up into her pussy.

She tightened a moment until she felt Monte rip her panties off of her and toss them behind them. “You won’t need those.”

BJ kept one digit up in her while he used his thumb to press against her clit. She rocked her hips and made a similar motion with her hand wrapped around BJ’s thick cock.

This went on for several moments until BJ gripped her hips and lifted her up. He stood with her wrapped around him and began to walk toward the staircase.

“What? Where are we going?”

“I can’t hold back, baby. I’ve wanted you for too long.”

The panicky feeling began to worsen the closer they got to his bedroom. The lights were off, and the sunset was nearly gone but left enough light to encase his extra-large bedroom with an intimate glow.

Monte reached for the light.

“No! No lights.”

BJ placed her down on the edge of the bed and lowered to the floor.

He caressed her inner thighs and began to remove her skirt.

“You that shy, baby, because I want to see every inch of you.”

She lifted up and he removed her skirt.

She nodded her head and Monte lay down on the bed beside her.

“You on the pill, baby?” Monte asked, and she nodded her head.

He smiled at her then leaned down to kiss her. Monte’s hand went to her mound as BJ caressed her thighs open and began to massage her with his hands.

“So beautiful and all ours to feast on,” Monte whispered then kissed her on the mouth. The room grew darker as they took their time exploring her. She felt safe enough when Monte undid the buttons on her blouse and removed it then the camisole below. He ran his fingers over her breasts in between kissing her mouth her neck and shoulder while BJ teased her clit.

Feeling confident that neither man could see her faint scars on her back in this dim light, she let the arousal overwhelm her.

BJ pulled back and began to undress. Monte released her lips and knelt down next to her to unclip her bra.

He cupped both breasts then leaned forward to take a taste. She glanced at BJ and sucked in her breath at the sight of him. He had wide muscular shoulders, a thick, solid waist, and seemed so big to her. His muscles flexed as he lowered himself to his forearms above her. Monte moved to the side and caressed her hair as BJ lined his cock up to her pussy.

“You’re so beautiful, Susanna.” He kissed her lips, and she wrapped her arms as best she could around his shoulders. He kissed her deeply and she felt his thick, long cock slide against her inner thigh. She wanted him. She was so attracted to him and aroused at the fact that two men were going to make love to her.

She tilted her pelvis up, and then she felt the tip of his cock at her entrance.

BJ released her lips then lifted up to get into a better position. Slowly he pressed forward, parting her pussy lips and filling her channel with his thick muscle.

He was so big, and inch by inch she felt her vaginal walls stretch to accommodate him.

“Fuck, baby, you’re so tight. Sweet Jesus.” He lowered his lips to her breast and began to lick and suck her nipple while penetrating deeper.

She moaned at the sensations igniting in her body, and finally he was seated fully inside of her. She held his head as he ravished her body, kissing her skin and pressing his mouth to her nipples. She ran his fingers through his hair as he pulled slightly out of her then slowly pressed back in. It was torturous and arousing. She wanted more of him, and now that she had him inside of her she felt some of the fear subside. Lust replaced the uneasy thoughts. Like some sinful goddess, she relished her newfound desires.

“Please BJ. I need more of you. Don’t hold back. Give it to me.”

He needed no further coaxing as BJ lifted up, pulled out, and shoved his cock back into her pussy. She felt her body spasm then release more fluid lubricating each of his strokes until he was moving fast inside of her.

She caressed his muscles with the palms of her hands, up and down then back and over his ass, giving it a squeeze as he penetrated deeper and picked up the pace. She saw the intensity in his eyes and the way the vein on the side of his temple pulsated.

She felt her body tighten up, and then he pulled her legs higher, and together they rocked the bed.

“I’m there, baby. Hot damn, I’m there.” Two more pumps and she felt him thrust hard then grab ahold of her thighs as he exploded inside of her. Her body followed suit in its own release of pleasure, and BJ kissed her forehead then hugged her to him.

BJ continued to kiss her skin and relish the aftermath of their lovemaking until Monte began to run his fingertips over her right arm as she lay on top of the comforter.

“You’re so responsive, baby. I love the way you got BJ so aroused.”

“She’s something else and all ours now.” BJ kissed her shoulder then began to move off the bed.

Monte was completely naked and sporting a hell of a hard-on. She licked her lips as she absorbed Monte and his military physique. He was all muscle with cuts and dips of definition. A work of art, from head to toe. She noticed his tattoo and the slight lines of scarring over his chest and along his ribs.

He smiled at her as he pressed between her thighs. She felt the tip of his cock slightly touch her pussy lips, and she wiggled as the chills filtered through her flesh.

“You ticklish?” he asked.

“Sometimes,” she told him as he lowered his mouth to her breasts and blew softly over the tip. He watched in fascination as her nipple hardened.

“You have beautiful breasts, baby. More than a handful and so responsive to my touch.” He licked across the nipple, and she wiggled beneath him.

“Lie still, love. I’m exploring.”

“You’re teasing me,” she replied, and he rose up, spreading her thighs wider.

He ran his hands up her forearms, taking her arms with him and placing them above her head. He clasped his fingers through hers and stared down into her eyes.

She felt so controlled, and yet it excited her. Her breasts pushed forward, her legs were spread wide, and then she felt the tip of Monte’s cock at her entrance.

“You look stunning like this. Your body is so perfect, Susanna.” He began to press forward, and her pussy felt as if it sucked his cock and drew him deeper. His expression hardened, and he looked as if he were suffering.

“Please, Monte, don’t tease me. I need you.”

He tightened his hold on her fingers and thrust deep. She tilted her head back and absorbed this moment just like she did with BJ. They were passionate lovers, and her pleasure was their desire. In and out he thrust into her pussy, taking more of her heart with every stroke. She wanted to touch him to run her fingers through his hair, but his hold was firm.

“Please, Monte, let me touch you.”

He leaned forward as he thrust into her and covered her mouth with his own. The kiss grew hot and wild in a flash, and soon he was releasing her lips and pulling her thighs higher against his waist so he could penetrate deeper. She assisted him, feeling her hunger for more of his cock intensify. She could feel it thicken inside of her, and she knew he was almost there. Just a few more strokes and she would join him in celebration.

He pulled back and pinched her nipple sending her screaming over the edge. He thrust into her three more times then hollered her name as he poured his seed into her womb.

He hugged her tight then pulled her against his side. The room was nearly engulfed in darkness as BJ joined them, pressing his front to her back as she closed her eyes and relished the safety and sanctity of their arms.

* * * *

The rays of sun penetrated through the open blinds, illuminating the entire bedroom. They should have thought of closing them last night but never got around to it. BJ glanced at the bedside table and saw that it was nearly 8:00 a.m. They’d made love to Susanna multiple times last night and early this morning. She was sprawled out against Monte’s chest, her long blonde hair cascaded down her back to the pillow.

He was happier than he had ever been in his life. He and his brother found their woman and she was perfection. He couldn’t resist moving her hair from her shoulder and back so he could get a better view of her face. When he did, he immediately saw the marks on her back, and his stomach clenched. He didn’t want to wake her, but he knew those scars were deep at one time and now slightly faded but still obvious. He wondered how she’d gotten them, and his gut felt way off. He thought about last night and how she didn’t want the lights on. Maybe this was why. She didn’t want them to see her scars.