Authors: Sara Craven
DRAGON'S LAIR
Sara Craven
Brief and disastrous. That described exactly the marriage of Davina
and
Gethyn
Lloyd.
Now, their first meeting in two years--at Gethyn's home in
Wales--only confirmed the tangle of misunderstanding that lay
between
them.
And while Davina might acknowledge deep inside herself that all
the old cravings for him were still there, it was a different matter to
betray her feelings to him. What had changed, after all?
He had only the hollowness of passion to offer her, not the warm
reassurance of loving she needed!
It was rather stuffy in the small room. The air was heavy with the
scent of ageing leather, paper and old-fashioned furniture
polish—none of them unpleasant in themselves but oddly
oppressive when served up in such a rich mixture. Or was it simply
her over-charged emotional state which made them seem so?
Davina Greer could not be sure.
She pressed her tongue over her dry lips and cast a longing glance
at the tall Georgian windows which gave the impression of having
been hermetically sealed since the day they were installed. Then she
transferred her gaze to her hands, clasped tensely together in her
lap. They were nice-looking hands, she thought judiciously. A little
too slender perhaps, but perfectly capable as she had proved over
and over again during the past two years. And very bare.
Her lips tightened slightly as almost involuntarily her right hand
moved protectively to conceal her left. Surely by this time she
should have forgotten what it had been like to wear, briefly, that
broad band of antique gold, just as she had tried to forget the
emotions she had experienced when it had been placed on her
finger.
And in that at least she had succeeded, she thought. Wasn't that
precisely why she was here today?
Mr Bristow was still on the telephone, his voice reassuring, his
head nodding firmly as he pressed each point home. They'd hardly
had time to do more than exchange a conventional greeting before
the call came through, so she had no idea what news he had for her.
She stared at the buff folders tied with tape littering the polished top
of his desk. One of them she supposed concerned her, but she had
no idea which it was. She tried unobtrusively to crane her neck and
read some of the names and references printed on the folders, but it
was obvious that Mr Bristow was briskly winding up the call, so
she leaned back in the comfortable leather chair and tried to give an
impression of relaxation.
'Sorry about that,' he said as he replaced the receiver. 'Slight case of
panic, I'm afraid.'
'And you're looking at another.' She tried a laugh, but it wasn't a
great success.
Mr Bristow's eyes studied her keenly for a moment, then he reached
for one of the files. It was a very thin one, she noticed, containing
only a few papers.
She tried again. 'I—I hope you have good news for me?'
Mr Bristow pursed his lips. 'I'm afraid not, or more truthfully, I have
no news at all. Your—er—Mr Lloyd has simply not answered any
of my letters.'
'I see.' Davina bit her lip. 'Well, perhaps he hasn't received them. If
he's still moving around all the time …'
Mr Bristow shook his head. 'When there was no response to the
first letter, I sent the remainder by recorded delivery,' he said. 'And
Mr Lloyd is certainly not—moving around at present. He's been
back in Britain for some considerable time, or so we discovered
when we traced him.'
'Back in Britain?' Davina echoed bewilderedly. 'But when? There's
been nothing in the papers about it.'
'Perhaps he wanted it that way,' Mr Bristow suggested. He gave the
papers in front of him a frowning look. 'I can assure you that our
information is quite correct. He's resident at present at'—his frown
deepened—'Plas Gwyn, Moel y Ddraig. I'm not at all sure my
pronunciation is correct, but ...'
'I get the general idea,' Davina said with a touch of impatience. She
was secretly appalled, and her mind was whirling madly. She had
accustomed herself for so long to the idea that Gethyn was at a safe
distance on the other side of the Atlantic that the news that he had
returned quietly, without the blaze of publicity which had attended
the majority of his comings and goings in the past, was a severe
shock.
At least she could be thankful that he was not actually here in
London, she told herself.
She swallowed, forcing herself to speak calmly. 'So he's back in
Wales. Well, that should make things—easier, surely?'
'Not if he refuses to reply to our letters,' Mr Bristow pointed out.
'Can you think of any explanation for his continuing silence? When
you first consulted me, you gave me the strongest impression that
your—Mr Lloyd would be only too glad to consent to a divorce.'
Davina's hands were gripped together so tightly that her knuckles
showed white. She said evenly, 'That was what I had every reason
to believe. My—my husband's—exploits during our separation have
been well-enough documented.' The colour rose faintly in her
cheeks. 'I can't imagine a single reason why he should wish to
prolong this—farce a day longer than necessary.'
Mr Bristow sighed. 'As I pointed out to you before, newspaper
gossip in itself does not constitute acceptable evidence. And you
realise of course that if your husband does not give his written
consent to the divorce you would have to wait a further three years
for your freedom.'
'But that's monstrous!' Davina was indignant.
'It's the law,' Mr Bristow reminded her placidly. He hesitated for a
moment. 'I can always write again, pressing Mr Lloyd for a reply,
but I was wondering ... Have you—er— Miss Greer—considered
the personal approach?'
'Are you suggesting that I should go to Gethyn and—ask him to
agree to a divorce?'
'It has been done before,' Mr Bristow said drily. 'It could result in a
perfectly amicable arrangement, particularly as there are only the
two of you concerned. Sometimes where there are children to be
considered, difficulties can arise, but that isn't the case here.'
'No,' Davina said woodenly. 'That—isn't the case. But I was hoping
to avoid having to see my husband again.'
'I think some kind of interview is almost inevitable,' Mr Bristow
said kindly. 'For one thing, we have to convince the court that a real
attempt has been made at reconciliation.'
Davina's face burned hotly. 'That's totally impossible.'
'Perhaps, but you must at least go through the motions, Miss Greer.
It's not sufficient, I'm afraid, merely to remove your wedding ring
and revert to your maiden name. The divorce laws may have eased
in recent years, but they are not yet that lax,' he remarked with
something like asperity. 'Perhaps you would care to think over what
I have said and then let me have your further instructions in a day or
two.'
'Yes,' Davina gave him a constrained smile as she rose to her feet.
'Maybe that would be best.'
'I'm sure it would.' Mr Bristow came round the desk to shake hands
cordially with her at the door. 'Divorce is a messy business, Miss
Greer, at the best of times. If there is a chance of reducing the
unpleasantness to any extent, then I think you should take it.'
Davina's thoughts were in total confusion as she emerged from the
offices to the warmth of the summer afternoon outside. Officially,
she had the rest of the afternoon off, and she supposed she should
go home where her mother would be eager to hear what had
happened. But she would be expecting to hear that Gethyn had
agreed to the divorce and that a date had already been set for the
hearing, Davina thought wryly. What had actually transpired would
be much less acceptable. Besides, this was one of her mother's
bridge afternoons, and Davina had no wish for her private affairs to
feature over the tea-cups once the game was over.
She paused irresolutely on the crowded pavement, then hailed a
passing taxi, telling the driver to take her to the Park. At least she
would be delaying the inevitable recriminations for a .while. Also
the stuffy atmosphere in Mr Bristow's room seemed to have given
her a slight headache and she wanted to be able to think clearly.
She had been completely taken aback by Mr Bristow's suggestion
that she should seek Gethyn out and ask him to allow the divorce to
go ahead. He had made it all sound so civilised and reasonable, she
thought blankly, but then he had not had to suffer those few brief
weeks of her marriage to Gethyn.
People said, didn't they, that to marry in haste was to repent at
leisure. Well, she could vouch for the truth of that. Her marriage
had been the wild, extravagant impulse of an hour and almost as
soon regretted. And now her two years of repentance were drawing
to an end and she could be free again—but only if Gethyn agreed.
This was what stuck in her throat—this dependence on the whim of
a man she had not even seen for two years. That, and the
knowledge that he was probably maintaining this silence
deliberately to annoy and worry her. There could be no other
reason. He had no more wish to continue this nominal relationship
than she had.
She paid off the driver and walked slowly into the Park. There were
people everywhere and the sun shone down out of a cloudless sky,
but Davina felt cold and alone.
Perhaps this hadn't been such a good idea after all, she thought,
skirting a pair of lovers entwined on the grass and oblivious of
everything but each other. Once—a long time ago—she and Gethyn
had lain like that in this very park and let the world walk
indulgently past them. She bit her lip, remembering how he had
overcome her reluctance, her protests, drawing her down beside
him with compelling hands, his eyes narrowed against the sun
laughing up at her, reducing her scruples to absurdity.
Then his mouth had found hers and she was lost, caught in a web of
delight from which not even the thought of her mother's shocked
disapproval of such conduct could release her. His lips had
explored her face, her throat and shoulders, rousing her
nerve-endings to rapturous life. She had been amazed by the ardour
of her own response, scared by the feelings his lightest touch could
evoke. It had been Gethyn who had moved away first, she recalled
painfully, levering himself away from her and sitting for a moment,
his head buried in his hands. Then he had looked up and seen her,
watching him anxiously, her face flushed, her eyes enormous, her
mouth blurred and swollen a little from his passion, and the
harshness of his dark face had softened momentarily.
'Come on.' He got lithely to his feet. 'Let's get out of here before we
get arrested.'
The following day, over lunch, he had abruptly asked her to marry
him. And she, bewitched by his lovemaking into a frank longing to
belong to him completely, had eagerly agreed. It was only later—a
long time later—that it occurred to her that he had never said he
loved her.
Davina quickened her steps, instinctively fighting the torment that
she had released upon herself with these memories. What a child
she had been, she lashed herself derisively. No doubt Gethyn had
supposed that at nineteen she shared the slick, knowing
sophistication of most of her contemporaries. Her eager innocence