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40

ASH

The soft rapping on the door woke me up from my drowsy state. I’d been dreaming of my angel again and the blasted noise interrupted my utopia.

“Go away,” I grumbled and pulled the covers over my head.

“Ashlyn, you’ve got company,” Mom said through the door.

“I don’t want to see anyone.”

I heard the door creak open and cringed.

“Georgia came to see you,” Mom said.

“Tell her I’ll call her later,” I said into the pillow.

“You can tell her yourself.” Her soft footfalls stopped in the corner of the room just before the pulleys whined on the blinds, shooting light into the room. “It’s time you joined the world again. Tomorrow, you’re going back to school.”

“What?” I sat up in bed, shielding my eyes from the sun. “I can barely walk.”

“If you want, I’ve been able to get you a wheelchair and Georgia has offered to assist you to every class tomorrow.”

“No, please—” I was about to object when Georgia peeked around the door frame.

“Plus we’ve got great news,” she said with a huge smile.

“We’ve?” I stared at the door, expecting others to file in from behind her.

Brown hair and broad shoulders belonging to none other than Callahan came into view. I swallowed hard, tasting dragon breath that could kill small animals. Though today was the day I could finally take a shower, I hadn’t yet and wore the same green pajamas complete with stains from dinner the night before.

I pulled the covers up to my neck. “Um, I need to go to the bathroom real quick. Can I meet you guys in the living room?”

“Good idea,” Mom said as she plucked a few dead flowers from my collection of vases.

Once the door shut, I lumbered out of bed and limped to the bathroom. My toiletries sat untouched on the counter. After a good brushing, I finished up with a gurgle of mouthwash and pulled my greasy hair into a ponytail.

The warm washcloth felt refreshing over my face. But the swipe of deodorant and spritz of honeysuckle perfume did a poor job of covering up several days of stink.

I peeled off the jammies I’d worn for three days and dug through the clean clothes piled in a laundry basket. The sight of the swim team jacket stopped me. I ran my hand over the satin and my lips tingled remembering I’d worn it that day. I pulled my arms into the sleeves and felt comforted somehow.

“Hey,” I said as I hobbled into the living room and took the couch opposite Callahan. He sat right where Fin had during his visit. My face tensed, remembering his plea for help—a plea that had to be deeper than just a request for clothing. I’d been so cruel.

“Glad to see you’re getting around better,” Callahan said with concerned eyes.

“Yeah, well—” I shrugged and tried not to care where he sat, forcing my feelings somewhere under the buffer of pain meds. The way Georgia and Callahan looked at me made me feel like an insect in a jar, every move watched. “What’s the big surprise?”

Callahan turned to Georgia. She could barely contain her excitement, bouncing in her seat. “We found out why Brooke was suspended.”

I got out of bed and cleaned up for gossip?
Completely unamused, I raised my eyebrows and waited. “And?”

Georgia’s lips curled up. “She and Kylie rigged the vote. A teacher found discarded votes for
you
in the trash. The office had a hidden camera. They were totally caught red-handed!”

“Oh, wow.” I sat up, curious to what exactly would happen to the Senior Ball Queen now that she was dethroned. “So?”

“They’re announcing the new winner tomorrow, so you have to be there.”

I laughed. “I’m not going through this again. People will just vote for me ’cause they feel sorry for me, that’s all.”

“No,” Georgia said and looked to Callahan for support. “They’re taking the person with the second highest votes from the original count.”

“She’s right,” he said.

I sat there and shook my head. What if other votes were tossed too? How unfair. Not only to put the other girls through the humiliation again, but to make me go back early to prove some point. All because of lies.

The irony suddenly seemed funny. My best friend, whom I trusted implicitly wasn’t even human and neither was her brother—a foundation of lies. And Brooke needed the Senior Ball Queen title so bad, she was willing to do anything for it—more lies. And I almost died from my own actions, but allowed people I love to believe it was an accident—lies, lies, lies.

Where was my dishonor? My title stripping? I deserved to be exposed as well.

 “I’m a liar, too,” I said and began to laugh.

From inside, a week’s worth of stress rumbled from my belly and strangely cleared my head. Georgia and Callahan both looked back in shock as I continued on. “I didn’t get swept up by a wave off the beach. I took out our family’s row boat on Sunday and fell out of it. The whole thing was my fault, and I lied about it.”

“Ashlyn,” my mother said behind me, her voice filled with disappointment.

I stopped laughing and stared at her. “Sorry, Mom.”

She blinked back the tears in her eyes and remained quiet for a moment. Callahan and Georgia sat stiff like statues.

“I think it’s time for your friends to go,” she finally said.

In silence, they popped off the couch and filed out, looking shocked and disturbed, but I didn’t care. I needed to come clean—to have them know what really happened. I wasn’t worthy of the crown either.

But instead of relief, guilt swept over me and I burst into tears. The burden was so much deeper than just my mother’s disappointment in me; grief for Fin and Tatchi’s abduction and their faces right before they disappeared underwater haunted me. Not knowing their location or wellbeing wracked my nerves. My fragile psyche couldn’t handle any more uncertainty.

I leaned onto the couch cushion and sobbed. A piece of my soul felt like it was dying and I didn’t know how to fix it. The only time I’d felt whole since the accident was when Fin took my arm in the middle of my living room. And I’d forced him to leave, to go back to his evil cousin who wished nothing but ill will for both of them. I sent the one person who made me whole to his doom.

 I begged God to protect them as I folded myself into a ball, rocking back and forth. Their fishy fins aside, I knew for certain I wouldn’t last long if something happened to either of them, especially to Fin.

41

FIN

When I phased into legs and entered our house, Mom rushed me and hugged my neck so hard I thought it would break. Even though everything that had transpired only occurred over a few days, it felt like a lifetime since I’d last seen her.

“Finley,” she said with a small sob. “I’m so glad you’re safe.”

“Mom.” I let out a deep sigh and rested my chin on her shoulder, exhausted from the emotional journey. “I’m so sorry about everything.”

She pulled back and studied my eyes. “What do you have to be sorry about? This is not your fault.”

“But it is. I left Natatoria not once, but twice.”

She laughed lightly, a gentle sound that cleansed my wounds. “Don’t you think their reaction is a little extreme? What did they say your
supposed
crimes were?”

I looked back questioningly. “I—I left unchaperoned. That’s against the law.”

“Tahoe is your home and your uncle is there watching over things. You should be able to go there freely. Besides, you’re practically eighteen. What are two months going to change? Nothing horrible happened.”

But something did go wrong.
“Mom, they aren’t taking my crimes lightly. They put a bracelet on me so I can’t leave Natatoria,” I said with wide eyes. “Tatch has to stay in the freaking palace until it’s time for her ceremony to Azor. We need to get word to Dad to stop it. Where is he?!”

Mom gently pushed aside a lock of damp hair off my forehead then took both my hands with a smile that didn’t reach the uncertainty behind her eyes. “I don’t know where he is.”

“Can’t we find out who does? Someone has to know.”

Mom sighed, all the fight taken from her. “It won’t be so bad. Once you partake of the bond, everything will change and you’ll be happy with Lily. It’s a beautiful thing.”

“A beautiful thing?” I looked at her wrist to make sure she wasn’t wearing some kind of mind altering bracelet herself. How could she be okay with this? “Mom, did you forget? Tatch hates Azor and I’m—” I looked away. The longing for Ashlyn burned an inferno I could no longer contain, threatening to consume all my logic. “Can someone be promised to more than one mer at a time?”

She dropped my hands and her eyes tightened. “Why are you asking this?”

I gulped as the fear of what I’d done gripped my stomach like a vice. “I’ve already kissed someone else.”

Mom blanched. “Who? When did this happen?”

“It was an accident,” I said and proceeded to fill her in on what happened with Ash.

She ran her hand through her hair when I finished and sighed. “Great Poseidon.”

This time, I was the one consoling her. “It’s not too late. If only we could get this bracelet off, then I could escape through another gate and find Dad. He’d stop Tatch’s promising ceremony and we could all go back to Tahoe together.”

She took my arm and traced her fingers over the Natatorian emblem. “How does it keep you here?”

“It’ll inject me with poison if I leave a gate, or if I try to dismantle it.”

She closed her eyes and held my wrist. “They’re determined to break us.”

“They don’t have to win.”

She turned around and kneaded her neck. “I’ve been trying to keep a good attitude and look at the bright side of things, but it’s been one thing after another. First the mission, and now this—” she pointed to the bracelet. “I didn’t want to believe Phaleon had it in for us, but we should have gotten word from your father by now and we haven’t. Dad has no clue what’s happening. This is Phaleon’s revenge. His subtle plot to ruin our family.”

“Mom?” I moved into her line of sight. “I don’t understand.”

“Did you ever wonder why we’ve never spent time in Natatoria and your father doesn’t say why?”

“All the time.”

She took a deep breath and sat down on the couch, already looking exhausted though she hadn’t said a word. I took a seat next to her and waited while she collected her thoughts.

“You already know how your dad and I met, before I knew he was a merman. He told me he was visiting his aunt and uncle close to where I lived in Florida. He actually lived on land with his parents who were stationed to guard the Bermuda Triangle gate.” She smiled at the memory. “We spent the entire summer together: laughing, swimming, and enjoying every sunlit moment together. We’ve told you kids he swept me off my feet and we couldn’t live without each other, but what I didn’t mention was Leon—which is what we used to call King Phaleon back then. He’d visit along with Jack.”

Her smile faded. “It became increasingly evident they both liked me, but I only had feelings for your father. Leon became jealous. It was after I let him down easy that things took a strange turn. Unknown to me, your grandparents were accused shortly thereafter of becoming too familiar with humans. Overnight the family packed up and left without saying good-bye. This was right before my junior year of high school.

“Though utterly crushed, I never fully let go of your father’s memory. A few years later, for my twenty-first birthday, I had a big party on a yacht out on the Keys. I had a little too much to drink and fell overboard. I’d hit my head and probably would have drowned if Jack hadn’t been there to rescue me. He’d been underwater”—she winked—“spying on me the whole time. Once we were reunited, it was as if we’d never been apart. That was the day he kissed me. Our promising day.

“In the beginning, it was difficult, the distance—like now—was unbearable. But I had to finish college so I could get a job to support us. After a year, we couldn’t handle the infrequent visits. Most of the time, Jack would have to sneak out of Natatoria, so he took the Tahoe Gate job, which was the least favorable place to guard at the time. The decision solved all our problems. I became a mermaid shortly after the move. Eventually, I had my aging parents move there too and retire so I could care for them until they passed.

“But we avoided Natatoria—one, because I was a new beta-mer and the other, to spare Leon’s feelings. Once we heard of his promising to Desiree, we hoped he’d let go of the past. After he became King, though”—she shook her head and grimaced—“the laws changed. He stopped letting people live on land to guard gates. We are one of the last families to have that privilege. I believe it’s because your father is on the Council. They see the value of him being in touch with human society, but by sending Dad on this dangerous mission and keeping me here, the King has put us both in a heart-wrenching place and he knows it.

“And if that wasn’t enough, now he’s sought to keep you and your sister here as well by using your emotions against you—and taking our daughter against our wishes and her will. The only problem is Ashlyn’s soul won’t ever allow her to move on. If the promising with Lily happens, they’ll both be bonded to you, but only Ashlyn will own your heart. Naturally, you shouldn’t want to be with Lily, which in normal circumstances would stop this from happening. The reality is Ashlyn’s spirit will begin to consume you and there will be no rest until you’re together. If you leave after you’re promised to Lily, though, you won’t feel it, but she’ll suffer the same fate.”

I closed my eyes and leaned my head back. My thoughts swam with the lies, betrayal, and deception while my soul ached, wanting nothing but to have Ash in my arms. Knowing she suffered just as bad, if not worse, sickened me. Though Blanchard attempted to mind-wipe her, unknown to him she’d been immune because of our promise, and now she was all alone and without any answers—her soul unbearably restless. What could she possibly be thinking? My decision was clear. No matter what, I couldn’t condemn Lily to the same slow torture.

“Mom, we have to stop this.”

“I know. But if they knew what happened, they’d find Ashlyn and kill her to free your soul and prove their power.”

“NO!”

“So,” Mom said with tears in her eyes. “Maybe we can talk to Badger about it—”

“No,” I interrupted. “How could I tell him? If he had any idea about this, he’d probably beat me up. He’s excited about me becoming part of his family.”

“Badger loves you. I doubt he’d do anything of the sort if he knew all the facts. He might be able to figure out how to help you and your sister escape beforehand. You have to go get Dad. We can’t allow Tatiana to be with a man she utterly hates.”

“I don’t want Badger involved, but that doesn’t solve this problem—” I held up my wrist.

 “Right,” she said with a pain-stricken face. She grabbed my hands forcefully. “Follow along like they want and I’ll figure out a way to free your sister and stop this promising if it kills me. Maybe Tatiana and I could go together. Or—”

Mom’s sudden determination horrified me. I suddenly feared how far she would go to accomplish her goal—including leaving on her own.

“Please, Mom. I couldn’t face Dad if something happened to you.”

“Nothing’s going to happen.” A light of hope flickered from within the darkness that had consumed her eyes. “We’re going to get out of here and find your father.”

“Yeah, but—”

She smiled reassuringly. “Leon will not win, Finley. I promise you. But for now, we need to act like nothing has changed. Tomorrow morning at the festival, pretend you’re happy about your engagement to Lily.”

“The festival is tomorrow?”

“Yes, but it’ll be okay. Being jilted at the altar is much better than being abandoned after being promised.”

I rubbed my hand over my forehead, surprised Mom was being so optimistic when I had no idea how we’d get Tatch away from the guards in the palace, let alone get my bracelet off. “If you say so.”

“I know so.”

I couldn’t help but shudder. Tatiana had spoken those same words just hours before and everything had gone horrifically wrong. I didn’t want to jinx anything by agreeing.