Finding Acceptance in His Arms (20 page)

The
next thing Kara knew, his hot breath was teasing her engorged clitoris. She
melted like warm jelly under the truth of what was coming, and a wanton pant
flowed from her lips.

Kneeli
ng down, he slowly licked along the sides of her cunt, the
inner lips, and then ever so teasingly worked his way up to her clit.

As
she succumbed to the enormous pleasure of all that he was doing, she couldn’t
help but wonder if he’d deign to lick her ass
as
well. The script was ambiguous on this point and the titillation of his hot
tongue being so close, yet still so far away, made her draw her knees back even
further than they already were so as to lift her ass into optimum position.

Thankfully,
he wasn’t
a selfish man. He licked her tenderly,
lovingly, and with such talent that she welcomed his tongue further into her
than any tongue had ever been before. He finally spread her cheeks wide,
seemingly trying to eat his way up inside of her.

Unfortunately,
t
his set Kara on a path of no return. No matter how
she tried not to, she simply couldn’t stop from grinding on his tongue in wild
abandon. And once he started rubbing her clit in conjunction with his oral
ministrations, it sealed the deal for her.

She
cran
ed her neck again in an attempt to see what all
he was doing as her orgasm surged up in steady increments…
getting
closer
…
and
closer
with every delving motion of his tongue and flicking of her clit.

Then,
all of a sudden,
it
hit, like rocket fuel on fire. A
n all-consuming ecstasy took control of her body as her
pussy succumbed to delightful spasms. A loud shriek quickly flowed from her
trembling lips and the physical sensation of release shocked her to the core.

In
the aftermath of her squirting, she saw tha
t she’d
made a direct hit. And under her drugged-like gaze, Evan, with her essence
dripping from his nose and chin, rose to his feet. He casually wiped his face
with his hands as if it was no big deal. In all truthfulness, she’d never
squirted before, not
ever.
Had never even suspected that she possessed the ability, in
fact.

And
so, Evan, seemingly unperturbed, carried on like a trooper in putting rock-hard
cock to juicy wet pussy. He entered her slowly like he had all the time in the
world to enjoy her tr
eats.

Immediately,
the lingering sensitivity inside her cunt made it clench up around the head of
his cock to make him work for it. However, within the space of a minute, he was
all the way in and fucking her like a man possessed.

Over
the next ten minutes
, she became enlightened to the
wonderful sensation of hot, hard cock delving madly into wet, wanton pussy.
Actual M/F sex was better than she’d ever thought it would be and much better
than any M/F fantasy she’d ever imagined. And, the forthcoming orgasm
she strived so boldly for dominated her thoughts to the
exclusion of all else.

That
she could see the patrons leaning over the railing of the second story loft to
catch every nuance of her performance didn’t concern her, nor did the panting
groans and moan
s that Evan brought out of her.

Inevitably,
she squealed in delight as they came together in unison under sheens of
perspiration.

Then,
without giving her a second to recover, he withdrew his dick to flip her over
onto her stomach atop the table. Spreading
her cheeks
wide, he pressed the hot and slippery head of his cock against her asshole.

Unsurprisingly,
at least to Kara, it opened greedily to accept him and all the pleasure he
wanted to instigate upon her. As he started fucking her slowly and deeply, th
e tender nerve endings surrounding her rectum silently
begged him never to stop. Not for a second. Not for anything under the sun.

In
less than three minutes, Kara learned the wonderful truth about multiple
orgasms as they were coming in quick succession n
ow.
She clutched desperately at the table’s edge, writhing, panting and moaning
like a wild woman as he fucked her ass as hard as he wanted to.

Somewhere
around the fiftieth orgasm, she lost the ability to count inside the ecstasy
coursing through her body
and mind. She babbled
wildly about the wonderfulness of his cock and all that it was doing to her. In
time, her babbling turned into a non-stop joyous whimper.

The
moment Evan snatched her from the table, she dropped to her knees, only barely
possessing e
nough presence of mind to open her mouth
wide and stick out her tongue. A stream of hot semen quickly streaked her
forehead, nose, tongue, and lips.

Underneath
the exhaustion wanting to seduce her into lying down on the floor, some sort of
strange empowerm
ent flowed into her at knowing she
was an object of wonder and desire. The acceptance of this as veritable fact
sent her spirits soaring to the heavens.

Without
an inkling of shame, she used a crooked forefinger to run the semen down her
face into her mout
h, even licking her finger and lips
clean afterward before swallowing it all with a glowing smile.

Evan,
sweating profusely and breathing raggedly, stared in unabashed admiration at
her triumph. And his eyes never left her face, not even after he collapsed
to his knees in front of her.

Sticking
to the script, she whispered, “I love you, Evan. And I always will.”

“I’ll
always love you too.” He leaned in to envelop her inside his strong and
protective embrace.

Amid
thunderous applause and the raining down of
hundred-dollar
bills from the loft, Kara clung to Evan, secretly wanting to soak up all the
love from him that she could before cruel fate made them part ways forever.

Chapter Twelve

As
Kara sauntered through the young people in the club toward her
awaiting destiny in the back corner, déjà vu descended,
letting her know that she was exactly where she was supposed to be and doing
exactly what she was supposed to be doing.

Upon
returning to New York City three weeks ago, she’d quickly fallen back into
her normal routine. She went to acting classes, yoga, and
Pilates, even a few auditions for parts that interested her on a visceral
level. Everything seemed to be going fine until on the third night of her
return when she’d been awakened from a sound slee
p by
a particularly disturbing dream. It was an exact rendition of the moment her
and Evan, following their performance, had stood in the front of the coffee
shop telling each other goodbye for the last time.

Of
course, the dream made all the heartbreak of
their
poignant goodbye surge up into the forefront of her mind. Her despair only got
worse when she started having the dream every night.

Over
the following two weeks it wreaked havoc on her emotional equilibrium. She
couldn’t focus on anything except won
dering about
Evan. And whenever she tried to masturbate to fool her body and mind into
believing she could live without him…well,
tried
to masturbate
best described the experiences due to the fact that she never reached orgasm no
matter how hard she strove
for it. For some
inexplicable reason she’d lost the ability to please herself.

Three
days ago it’d dawned on her that the only logical conclusion declared that
Evan, through introducing her body to what all it was capable of under his
dominance and then b
reaking her heart into
irretrievable pieces, had somehow also shattered the emotional connection she’d
once shared with her body. Another logical conclusion declared that she would
forever be lost and bereft of love and passion without his presence in her
life.

So
she had returned to Atlanta and his favorite bar. She’d even dressed her part
to perfection. Her hair was freshly washed and styled elegantly atop her head.
She smelled of cloying jasmine and the makeup on her pretty face looked
flawless. She espe
cially liked the way the light-blue
mini-dress clung to her womanly curves like a glove and the five-inch stilettos
lent her extra pizzazz.

Coming
out of the crowd, she saw Evan sitting alone in the back corner of the club. He
nursed a shot of whiskey and
looked as lost and
forlorn as she. Taking a deep breath, she went straight to him.

“Hi,
Evan.”

He
glanced up, the shock of seeing her again canvassing his face. “Kara? What are
you doing here?”

She
shrugged, sitting down opposite him. “I should really be a
sking you why you’re not surrounding by fashion models.
Lost your charm in my absence?”

He
gave up a weary sigh. “No, I’m just taking a break from models at the moment.”

“Why
is that, if you don’t mind my asking?”

He
shrugged. “I got emotionally attached t
o this actress
I met a few weeks ago. Just can’t get her off my mind. And that’s another first
for me.”

“That
sounds awful.” She smiled, her heart fluttering. “Have you tried drinking her
memory away?”

“Stayed
drunk for the better part of a week after she
left
but it didn’t work. She’s still the first thing I think of when I wake up in
the morning and last thing before I go to sleep at night.”

“What
about trying to fuck her memory away? There seems to be an overabundance of
slutty girls in here tonight. I’m
sure one of them
would be happy to help you out in your moment of need.”

He
winced. “Had a foursome that lasted three days but I still couldn’t get her off
my mind. All I could think about when I was fucking the girls was how none of
them were her. I mean
, the girls were certainly
beautiful and desirable, but still, they weren’t her.”

“Hmmm,
it sounds like she’s more than just a simple crush.”

He
nodded. “Yeah, but it can’t work out between us.”

“Why
not?”

“She
went back to her life as a mainstream actress. We only performed together the
one time. Secretly, I was hoping the whole time that we pretended to date that
I could change her mind about leaving Atlanta if I ended up fucking her better
than anyone eve
r had before. I obviously failed at
that task.”

“How
can you really know that? Maybe she’ll come back to you once she realizes that
any kind of life—no matter how glamorous and exciting—is completely worthless
without having you regularly fuck her better t
han
anyone ever had before.”

“Well,
if that were the case, reason dictates that she would have never left. But if
she turns up, please let me know. I’m dying to see her again.”

Kara
suppressed a smile. “If it makes you feel any better, I’m in the same dile
mma as you. I met this porn performer a few weeks ago that
I fell really hard for. I can’t seem to get him off my mind either. “

“Do
tell.” Evan gave up a semblance of a smile.

“Ah,
he was everything a man is supposed to be. He’s handsome, caring, consider
ate, and an all-around wonderful guy. Oh yeah, he also
works out regularly and has the most amazing cock. But I fucked it up by
leaving him to strive after fame and fortune. You see, he already knew that
fame is worthless and one’s fortune is contingent up
on
who one shares their life with. I mean, you can have all the finest things
money can buy and still be the most miserable person on earth.”

“It
sounds like he might be onto something.”

“Well,
he’s really smart.”

“Why
don’t you call him and tell him every
thing that
you’ve just told me. I bet he’ll listen to what you have to say.”

Kara
paused as if thinking this over. “I don’t know. He probably won’t ever believe
that I’m willing to give it all up to have a second chance with him. But even
if he did believe
me, how am I going to make a
living? He wouldn’t dare let me fuck other guys in the industry.”

“Does
he mind you fucking other girls?” An inkling of cleverness seeped into Evan’s
face. “I only ask because he sounds like he wouldn’t mind that at all since
he’s a porn performer. And, if you’re not aware, there are
plenty of adult movies being made every day that feature only women, if that
would be something you would be interested in?”

“You
know, I wouldn’t mind that at all. In fact, it kind of intrigues me
in a very naughty way.”

“I’ve
missed you beyond words, Kara.” Evan broke character first to put an end to
their game. “And I want you by my side for at least forever and a day. I can’t
live without you.”

“I
was really hoping you were going to say that.” S
he
immediately hopped up from her chair to dash over and
wrap
both arms around his neck as she
plopped down into his lap. She leaned in to kiss him, knowing beyond any shadow
of a doubt that they were going to share the most extraordinary life together.

*The End*