Authors: Rachel Caine
“Stop?” he asked. He took my hands and pressed them flat against his naked chest, under the leather jacket. Solid, velvet-soft skin. Real as it could possibly come. “You don't want to stop. You want to go, and go, and go.”
I scrambled for sanity. “This isn't exactly the right placeâ”
“If you're worried about people seeing us, they won't,” he said, and his fingers were at the bottom of my knit shirt, yanking it up. Stroking flesh. I was having serious problems getting my breath, especially when he leaned closer, and I couldn't stop myself from pressing back against him. We were still dressedâbarelyâbut I was certainly in a compromised position. My skirt was already so far up, it might as well have been a belt, and he was one fast tug on my panties away from having me. Being a Djinn, he didn't even have to struggle to peel those leather pants off. He could just will them to disappear.
And oh, I
wanted
them gone. I couldn't keep my hands off him, and there was such an intensely powerful sensation, stroking my fingers down the tight leather pants and feeling him respondâ¦.
The sky turned white overhead as lightning laddered across, a hissing curtain of force traveling nowhere. The air smelled acrid and tasted of tinfoil. Wouldn't be long now. It would find a ground targetâ¦.
Oh,
crap.
I marshaled what was left of my dignity, pushed David backânot so far as all thatâand when he tried to lean in again, got my bent leg in between us, my foot on his chest to hold him in place. “No,” I panted. “David, you told me not to trust you. And thisâthis isn't like you. I don't think you'reâyourself.” Not that the whole new David didn't have some really, really good qualities.
“I'm more than myself. Better.” He grabbed my ankle, wrenched my foot to one side, and lunged forward to pin me hard against the door, knees apart. Vulnerable. He was far stronger than a man, not that male strength wasn't usually enough for something like this. “You don't know what this is like, Jo, having this, being this close to herâfeeling every breath of the world flowing through youâevery heartbeat pounding insideâ” He was babbling. Quivering. “It's new.
I'm
new.”
“I like the old David,” I said shakily. “Can I have him back, please?”
He froze, leaning against the glass with a hand on either side of my head. Bronze eyes swirling, inhuman, unreadable. I could barely breathe. If David wanted to take me, it wasn't like I could say no; it wasn't like anyone had any control over what the Djinn did, maybe not even the Djinn themselves anymore. And oh God, I understood what was driving him. There was wildness in the air, wild power coursing through the sky and, for all I knew, through the ground, as well. This was the consciousness of the planet, slowly coming back to itself. A living world, an organism and a consciousness so huge that the rest of us were just dust mites crawling along its skin.
Desperation was driving him. Desperation and intoxication and the need to
feel
.
I could see a pulse racing under his skin, feel the vibration of his aching, near-painful need. It was echoing inside me, every thundering heartbeat.
I dared an indrawn breath. “David, if you love me, back off.”
He leaned away, and then shifted abruptly into a sitting position, braced on the far side of the car against the passenger window. No mistaking, in that position, that those leather pants were very tight and he was, as the artists like to say, in a state of interest.
But he was sitting on the other side of the car.
And his hands were shaking.
When he finally spoke, so was his voice. “I'm sorry,” he said. “This isâit'sâshe's never felt like this before. It'sâI don't know how toâ” Apparently, it was indescribable, because he just shook his head in frustration and looked away. “It influences us. Seduces us. Makes usâ”
“Crazy? Horny? Aggressive?”
The relieved smile he gave me was pure vintage David. “Yes.”
“I like to know what I'm dealing with. And dammit, I
don't
like seeing you lose control.”
“I wouldn't be over on this side of the car if I wasn't in control.” Yeah, maybeâ¦barely. I could feel the tension humming inside him, a coiled spring begging to unwind. He let out a long breath and deliberately flexed his hands, then laid them on his knees. “Thank you for reminding me.”
“Is she awake?”
He parted his lips, not in answer but in surprise. Some of the fog left his eyes, and sanity came back. The bronze swirl muted to a soft brown, sparked with metallic highlights. “Ah,” he finally said. “No. Not exactly. But she'sâin the process of waking up. And the feelings are especially powerful right now.”
“Like a hypnagogic orgasm,” I said. He blinked. “The kind you have right when you're in that gray area between waking and sleeping. Reallyâ¦deep.”
“Hypnagogic,” he repeated. “Have I told you recently how much you baffle me?”
“No. You were too busy trying to feel me up.”
“Sorry.”
“Don't be.”
David lost the slight smile he'd managed to acquire. “The problem is, I can't tell when it's me, or when it's
her
driving me. This isâdifficult.”
“You were going to say âhard,' weren't you?”
“No.”
“Liar.”
“Stop distracting me.”
He was right. It wasn't a good time to be distracting him, especially not if his self-control was all that stood between the impulses he was receiving and the rest of the Djinn. That thought sobered me considerably. “Sorry,” I said meekly. I slowly got my legs folded into something like propriety and curled them around to put my feet on the floor. Another lightning bolt unzipped the sky overhead, broad as a superhighwayâthis one didn't fork. It was like a solid cable of light and power overhead. Forget about the surface of the sun, that had about as much heat in it as the entire nuclear core. If it had hit a plane, there'd have been nothing left but a floating smear of ash and some raining molten metal.
“I need to do something about that,” I said.
“Not a good idea.”
“Maybe not, but I have to try something. This system's highly unstable and dangerous.”
“It's still not a good idea.”
“Right. Can you help me?”
He was working on staying human, I could tell that; his instincts were driving him in all different directions, trying to rip him apart. I watched his bare chest fill and empty of air he probably didn't even need, mesmerized by the play of light on muscles. In the next flash of lightning, he looked almost as he had the first time I'd met him. In a heartbeat, his clothes re-formed from black leather into blue jeans and a gray T-shirt, with an open blue checked shirt on top. Hiking boots. His habitual olive drab ankle-length coat.
And glasses. Round John Lennon glasses that caught the flare in flat white circles, hiding his eyes completely.
“I'll try,” he said faintly. “I'm not Jonathan. I can'tâI don't have the experience to handle this kind of thing.”
“I doubt Jonathan would have had the experience to handle this, either. You're doing fine, David. Just fine.” I had no idea if it was true, but I wanted it to be. I reached out to him. He took my hand. His skin wasn't so burning-hotâmore of a muted warmth, like someone who'd just come in out of the summer sun.
“I can feel them.” He cocked his head to the side, as if listening to something beyond the constant, restless rumble of thunder. “The Djinn. It's like being the hub at the center of a huge wheel, all of them connectedâpulling at me. No wonder Jonathan kept himself apart. It must have been easier that way.”
Fascinating as that was, I had more practical concerns. “Can you help me bleed off some of this energy?” I made a vague gesture up at the sky just as another painful burst of lightning exploded, racing spidery legs overhead.
He took a deep breath, nodded, and twined his fingers with mine. “Ready?”
I nodded and let go, to drift up into Oversight. David washed into an almost invisible shimmer of light and heatâthe Djinn didn't show up well in the aetheric, not to human eyes, anyway. The fairyland glow of the city behind the car was different up here, but no less intense, but what dwarfed itâwhat dwarfed everythingâwas the looming power in the sky. It was weather, and yetâ¦not. The swirls and frantic updrafts were caused by the power, not spawning it, and while there were fronts forming and storms on the horizon, it wasn't the engine driving this particular machine. There was something going on that wasn't immediately obvious, and it wasn't the work of any Warden, no matter how ambitious or misguided.
I reached out to try to stabilize the system.
Too late.
Lightning exploded, down in the real world, expending immense power upward, and slamming it down like a pile driver into the ground on the other end. There was so much energy involved that it literally knocked me for a loop in the aetheric. The roar in the physical world was devastatingly, deafeningly huge.
I felt the pulse of alarm from David, and saw something happen on the aetheric that I'd never witnessed. Never heard of, either.
An enormous column of energy erupted up from the ground in a thick, milk-white stream, heading for the sky.
What the hell was
that
?
I stared at it, stricken, and willed myself to move closer. Movement happens fast on the aetheric, unless you're careful, and I wasn't careful enough. I zipped forward, realized that I was moving too fast and the stream was closerâand largerâthan I'd thought, and fought to slow myself down.
That should have been easy. It wasn't.
I could feel the suction. This thing was
moving
, and I mean fast as a freight train. It looked stable, but it was really a wildly speeding column of energy erupting up from the ground and fountaining into the sky, an uncontrolled bleed as if the plane of existence itself had popped a blood vessel.
I dropped back into my body, hurtling out of the sky at a disorienting speed, landed in flesh and jerked from the psychic impact. It didn't hurt so much as leave me reeling. David's grip on my hand steadied me. I opened my eyes and looked at him. “You saw it?” I asked. He nodded. “What is it?”
“There's too much aetheric power in the ground,” he said. “It's not the only fissure that's opening. Just the closest.”
“What do I do to stop it?”
He looked grim as he said, “I don't think you can.”
“And?⦔
“And bad things are going to happen,” he said. “Very bad things. Look, this problem is too big for the Wardens. Too big for the Djinn, for that matter. You have to accept that you can'tâ”
“
No.
I don't accept that. What, you want me to just shrug and say, Oh well, some casualties are expected? You know me better than that! David,
tell me what I can do!
”
He hesitated. And he might have persuaded me that there really wasn't anything to do, that there were some things beyond my control, but right about then a lightning bolt shattered the sky and struck a light pole about fifty feet away, across the road.
The actinic flash seared across my retinas, even though I squeezed my eyes shut and turned my face away, huddling against the car door; I felt David fling himself forward, and then his hot-metal weight covered me.
I didn't need protecting, but it was nice that he had the instinct.
When he let me up, I blinked back Day-Glo smears and looked around.
The metal light pole was half melted, and it was tipping over with majestic slowness. A tree falling in the forest. I yelled and pointed. It picked up speed, groaning, and slammed down across the road with a heavy glass-breaking thump, trailing hot wires that hissed and jumped.
Missed us by ten feet.
The traffic was relatively light, but hardly nonexistent; an SUV squealed brakes and skidded sideways, banging into the fallen pole. Then a car hit it. Then another.
Then a minivan plowed full force into the snarl of metal.
“Oh my God,” I whispered, and fumbled for my door latch. I made it out of the Camaro and stumbled across wet gravel to the road. It was littered with hot glints of broken glass, and power lines were sliding wildly over the crushed metal. The minivan barely even looked like a vehicle, and it was about the size of a Volkswagen, postimpact. Somebody's engine was still running, and a radio was blaring. Liquids dripped.
“Help me,” I said, and looked around for David.
He was gone.
I couldn't believe it, honestly couldn't. He'd
left me?
In the middle of this, when people needed help? What the hell?â¦
No time to waste in thinking about it. I climbed over a crushed bumper and got to the window of the SUV. Two college-age boys in there, steroid-pumped, looking dazed.
“You guys okay?”
Their air bags had deployed, and they both had bloody noses, but they seemed all right. One of them gave me a wordless, shaky thumbs-up as he unbuckled his seat belt.
“Get out of your car and off to the side of the road,” I said. “Watch the power lines, they're live.”
I moved on to the next car. A woman, unconscious. I watched the snaking power lines nervously; they were coming closer, and I knew how these things went. Power calls to power. Sooner or later, they'd be drawn to me. I could control fire, but I wasn't exactly skilled at it yet, and this was hardly the final exam I wanted. Power lines were notoriously difficult to deal with, because of the continuous stream of energy.
I put that problem aside and concentrated on the woman in the car. Hard to tell what was the bigger riskâleaving her in the car or moving her. If she had any kind of spinal injuryâ¦
I made the hard decision and left her where she was. Somebody was screaming for help in the minivan.