Authors: Sara Craven
you romantically decide to do the same
for me. Well, you may sacrifice your
precious virginity elsewhere. Why not
with your
novio?'
he added sneeringly.
'Your eager lover who looks as if he's
never laid a hand on a woman in passion
in his life.'
'Don't be ridiculous!' Unshed tears were
hurting her throat. 'You know perfectly
well that I just made that story up, and
that Mark's my brother.'
'I know perfectly well what was about to
happen between us when you decided to
surprise me with your little invention,'
he threw at her harshly. 'Do you know
what happens to a man when the girl in
his arms goes with him to the point of
surrender, and then changes her mind?
Agony,
querida,
not merely emotional
but physical. Well, I don't propose to
spend my last night on earth twisted into
knots because you draw back at the last
minute once again.'
'But it won't be like that.' Her hands
twisted together. 'Oh, what can I say to
convince you?'
He lifted a shoulder. 'I can't imagine why
you should want to convince me. You've
been fighting me since our first meeting,
so this sudden capitulation has an
interest, I suppose. What has kindled this
passion in you,
chica
? Rodriguez'
revelation that I'm a millionaire? Are
you hoping for a mention in my will—
for services rendered?'
'That's cruel,' she muttered, her voice
shaking.
'I'm not feeling particularly kind.' He
gave her a sombre look. 'You're getting
off lightly,
chica.
Last night, I promised I
would be gentle with your Tonight I'd
guarantee nothing. Now knock on the
door and tell the guard that this time I've
changed my mind.'
'I shall do nothing of the sort!' There was
an empty box piled up with some other
lumber in a corner of the room, and
Rachel dragged it forward and sat on it.
She said, 'Please don't send me away,
Vitas. I—I don't want to be on my own
tonight.' She waited desperately, but he
did not reply. She went on in a low
voice, 'Why—why don't you want me to
stay? Don't you—want me any more?'
'Want you?' He rolled over suddenly on
his side, his dark face blazing with anger
as he looked at her.
'Dios,
you little fool,
don't you understand anything? Of course
I want you. I've wanted you ever since I
saw you standing in the doorway at
Ramirez' place. Haven't I made it clear
to you— with every word, every look,
every touch?'
'Then why... ?' she could not complete
the sentence, just held out her hands in
mute appeal.
'Do I really have to spell it out to you?'
He swung his long legs to the floor and
sat gripping the edge of the thin mattress
so tightly that his knuckles were white
with the strain. 'Because for one thing,
Raquel, I wish to send you back to
England without too many memories—or
too many regrets.'
'Do you think I'm going to find you as
easy to forget as that?' she demanded
raggedly.
'Everything passes in time,
querida.
But
if I took you, you could well have an all
too potent reminder of my brief intrusion
into your life—you could find you were
carrying my child.' A faint smile touched
his lips as he saw her flush slightly.
'Something which had not occurred to
you?'
'No,' she admitted. 'But if that's your only
reason '
'It isn't.' His voice was almost laconic.
'To be frank,
querida,
I am scarcely in
the mood for a lengthy seduction, as I
hinted just now. Tonight my needs would
be better served by a woman of the
streets rather than an inexperienced girl.
Do I make myself clear?'
'Brutally clear.' Rachel lifted her chin.
'But are your needs the only ones to be
considered? You are assuming that
Rodriguez will keep his side of the
bargain tomorrow and let Mark and me
go, but you can't guarantee it.'
'That's only too true,' he said coolly. 'But
I hoped you wouldn't think about it too
closely. So what are you suggesting?
That we should try and forget in each
other's arms that dawn waits beneath die
horizon?' He smiled. 'That isn't very
realistic.'
'Perhaps not,' she said. 'But then none of
this seems very real. It's like one of
those nightmares that you know is only a
dream but yet can't wake from.'
'Like the one you experienced last night?'
'Yes,' she said. 'Which you woke me
from. Wake me again, Vitas.
For favor.'
He groaned.
'Dios,
Raquel, you tempt
me. Do you know how much?'
'Not enough, obviously.' She stood up,
pushing back the box. 'Shall I strip for
you?' Her hands went to the buttons of
her shirt. 'I shared a dressing room last
year with a girl who'd worked as a
stripper when she couldn't find anything
else. She showed me some of the tricks
one evening, for a giggle. I've no music,
and I'm wearing the wrong gear, but it
might amuse you ...'
'It would not amuse me in the slightest,'
he said icily. Two long strides brought
him to her, pulling her bruisingly into his
arms. 'And you may forget what tricks
she taught you. I don't need that kind of
stimulation,
querida.
I need the sight, the
scent, the feel of you.' His voice
thickened and broke off as his mouth
claimed hers with ruthless passion.
Rachel clung to him without reserve, her
lips parting willingly under the insistent
pressure of his. Without taking his mouth
from hers, he lifted her into his arms and
carried her back to the bed.
She had offered herself, and she had
expected to be taken, even used. She
was prepared and willing for that—
anything that would keep the darkness
from him, and her generosity reaped its
own
overwhelming
rewards.
His
initiation of her was almost wickedly
controlled yet passionate, consummately
skilful, but tender. Her first inevitable
shyness dissolved away in his arms, as
he taught her to respond, to return the
pleasure she received, a pleasure that
superseded and transcended the first
sharp, pain of possession.
When it was over, she lay trembling in
the aftermath of a delight she had never
dreamed of knowing, and there were
tears on her face, tears of joy, gratitude
and disbelief. And Vitas kissed the tears
away and murmured to her in Spanish,
every word a caress. She fell asleep, her
fair head pillowed against his chest, her
slim body totally relaxed against his, and
later he woke her with a trail of light
teasing kisses across her throat and
breasts, until, at last, his mouth was
teasing no longer but burning her with a
fire that threatened to consume her
utterly. She could only cling to him and
allow herself to be swept away on the
force of his passion, dying a little death
in his arms.
Some time later she opened her eyes and
realised that she was alone. She sat up,
noticing in alarm that there was a pale
light emanating from the tiny square
window high in the wall.
'Si,' Vitas said quietly. 'It is dawn,
querida.''
She saw that he had re-lit the lamp and
was using the box as a writing table.
'What are you writing?' she asked
bewilderedly.
'A letter to my mother.' He sealed the
envelope.
'But where did you get the paper and the
pen?'
'I imagine they were originally the
property of your brother,' he said. 'I
asked one of Rodriguez' men to get them
for me last night.'
He came back to the bed and lay down
beside her. 'I have something to give
you,
amada.'
She tried to smile, but made a mess of it.
'There—there has to be a joke in that
line.'
'Perhaps.' He leaned forward and kissed
her mouth lingeringly. 'And presently we
will both enjoy—the joke. But first we
must talk.
Chica,
neither you nor I know
what the day will bring to us, but let us
assume that Rodriguez will keep his
word and let you and your brother leave
Diablo as agreed. The horses are tied up
near to where I left you last night. Ride
as far and as fast as you can. As soon as
you reach an army post, stop and tell
them what has happened, and say to them
that I request they escort you to my house
near Villavicencio. Do you understand?'
'Yes.' Her eyes widened endlessly as
she looked at him. 'But why to your
house, Vitas?'
'Because I hope you will take my letter
to my mother,' he said quietly. He
unfastened the medallion he wore and
put it round her neck, allowing the silver
chain to slip into place in the valley
between her breasts.
'One last thing,' he added. 'I will try and
persuade Rodriguez to let you go before
I show him the mine. But if he refuses,
there could be danger for you,
querida
,
so you must promise to obey me instantly
if I give you an order. If I say "Run" then
you run at once. If I say "Get down", then
you fall to the ground immediately. And
your brother too.'
'Vitas ' she began chokingly.
'No more talk.' He leaned forward and
kissed the smooth hollow where the
medallion lay. 'Remember what I have
said. And don't cry,
mi amada,
for we
are not beaten yet. Life is still sweet—
and soon will be sweeter.'
Rachel was calm and dressed when the
door was unbarred. Vitas' letter was
tucked down inside her boot, and the
medallion lay, a cool and unfamiliar
weight, between her breasts, her shirt
buttoned high to conceal it.
She walked past the guard, her head held
high, and out into the sunshine. The first
person she saw was Mark. He was
standing by the dead bonfire, storing
down at the blackened embers. He had a
tin mug in his hand. After a moment's
hesitation, she walked across and joined
him, slipping her hand through his arm.
'They didn't chain you up last night?'
'No.' His manner was peculiar to say the
least. He didn't look at her, and his face
wore an odd expression between
hostility and embarrassment.
She persevered, 'Is that coffee you've
got? I'd love some.'
'It's filthy stuff,' he muttered. Then,
giving her a sharp sideways glance,
'Didn't the condemned man invite you to
share his hearty breakfast? From the
lewd jokes that have been passed around
this morning, I gather you've shared
everything else with him.'
Rachel felt as if he had struck her in the
face..
'Yes, I slept with Vitas last night. Does it
matter?'
'Matter?' His voice was outraged. 'God,
isn't everything bad enough without you
—degrading yourself with one of the top
Colombian studs, for a bunch of greasy
cut-throats to snigger over?'
Her face was white. 'How dare you!'
'How dared you?' he retorted. 'You
know what this would do to Grandfather
if he ever found out.'
She said tonelessly, 'The only way he'll
find out is if you tell him. And remember
we still have to get back to England
first.'
Mark looked down scowling. 'I haven't
forgotten,' he muttered.
She said with difficulty, 'Mark love, we
shouldn't quarrel. Not at a time like this.'
He said defensively, 'I know, Rachie.
But if you'd only heard what they've
been saying—especially that little creep
they call Carlos—and in English; to
make sure I understood.'
'It must have been most upsetting for
you.' Her tone was ironic. 'Perhaps it's
slipped your mind that Vitas has
bartered a family secret that his father