Forged in Smoke (A Red-Hot SEALs Novel Book 3) (36 page)

Glossary

SEAL Terms

BUD/s (Basic Underwater Demolition training):
A twenty-four-week training course that encompasses physical conditioning, combat diving, and land warfare.

Bullfrog:
A nickname given to a highly respected, retired SEAL.

CQB (Close Quarters Battle):
A battle that takes place in a confined space, such as a residence.

Deployment:
Active combat or training, deployments last generally between six and ten months.

HQ1 (Naval Special Warfare Group 1 / the West Coast Command):
HQ1 has naval bases in Coronado, California; Kodiac, Alaska; Pearl Harbor, Hawaii; and Mare Island, California. Among other naval units, HQ1 houses SEAL Teams 1, 3, 5 and 7.

HQ2:
(Naval Special Warfare Group 2 / the East Coast Command): HQ2 has naval bases in Dam Neck, Virginia; Little Creek, Virginia; Machrihanish, UK; Rodman NAS, PM; and Norfolk, Virginia. Among other naval units, HQ2 houses SEAL Teams 2, 4,
8, and 10, and
DEVGRU (also known as SEAL Team 6).

Insertion:
Heading into enemy territory, whether it’s a house or a territory.

JSOC (Joint Special Operations Command):
A joint command that encompasses all branches of special operations. This command ensures that the techniques and equipment used by the various branches of the military are standardized. It is also responsible for training and developing tactics/strategy for special operations missions.

LC:
A rank of lieutenant commander.

NAVSPECWARCOM (Naval Special Warfare Command):
The naval command for naval special operations.
This command is under the umbrella of USSOC and is broken into two headquarters: HQ1 and HQ2.

PST: (Physical Screening Test):
The physical test a prospective SEAL has to pass. Minimum requirements: 500-yard swim in twelve and a half minutes, rest ten minutes, 50 pushups in two minutes, rest two minutes, 50 sit-ups in two minutes, rest two minutes, 10 pull-ups in two minutes, rest ten minutes, 1.5-mile run in ten and a half minutes.

SEAL Prep School:
A crash course in preparing to take the BUD/s challenge. Prospective BUD/s candidates are put through a physical training program meant to prepare them for BUD/s.
This includes timed four-mile runs and thousand-meter swims. If the candidates are unable to pass the final qualifications test, they are removed from SEAL candidates lists and placed elsewhere in the navy.

SEAL Teams:
Each SEAL team has 128 men, of which 21 are officers and 107 are enlisted. Each team has 10 platoons and each platoon has 2 squads. There are 16 men per platoon and 8 SEALs per squad.

SQT (SEAL Qualification Training):
SQT teaches tactics, techniques, and special operations procedures.

USSOC (United States Special Operations Command):
Beneath the umbrella of JSOC, the USSOC is the unified combat command and is charged with overseeing special operations command from the army, air force, navy, and the marines.

Zodiac:
A rigid-hull inflatable boat, with 470-horsepower jet drives. It can reach speeds of 45-plus knots and has supreme maneuverability.
(Also known as the beach boat.)

Arapaho Terms

3ooxonouubeiht:
crabby

beniinookee:
general or highest-ranking official

betee:
heart

betee3oo hohe
’
:
Shadow Mountain

bexookee:
mountain lion

bih’ihoox:
mule

biitei:
ghost

bixoo3etiit:
love

ceece’esbeniiineniiit:
armed forces

ceeyoubeiht:
talking foolishly

ciibehbiiwoohu:
don’t cry

ciini’i3ecoot:
grief

heebii3soo:
bastard

heneeceine3:
lion

hiihooko’oet:
bewitched

hiihooteet:
death

hiixoyooniiheiht:
charm

hookecouhu hiteseiw:
little sister

nebii’o’oo:
sweetheart

neehebehe’:
younger sister

neenii3o’neihi:
behave well or be quiet

netesei:
my sister

noniiteceenoo’oot:
temporarily crazy

noonsoo:
it is chaos or a mess

noo’uusooo’:
storm

notonheihii:
medicine man

teittooneihi:
be quiet

tei’yoonehe:
baby; infant

wo’ouusoo:
kitten

Author’s Note

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Another Red-Hot SEALs novel by Trish McCallan

Forged in Ember

coming soon

Editor’s Note: This is an early excerpt and may not reflect the finished book.

E
XHAUSTION DRAGGING AT
every synapse in her brain and sinew in her body, Amy Chastain paused in the doorway. The hall lamp burned bright and harsh behind her, casting a thin wedge of light to the right and left of her body, which illuminated her two bundles of blanket-wrapped boys.

The small apartment the Shadow Mountain housing committee had assigned her boasted two bedrooms, a bathroom, and a small living area with an attached kitchenette. The larger of the two bedrooms barely accommodated two narrow, cot-like beds, which had been pushed against the walls in an L formation. At the foot of each bed was a four-drawer dresser. At best, the small closet behind the door held a coat or two. Her room was even smaller, with a single bed and a built-in wardrobe. Combined, the entire space occupied around four hundred square feet—maybe.

But the rooms were safe. Secure. Private.

Qualities that were much more important than space these days.

Upon reaching the bed to the right, she leaned over and straightened the collection of blankets before tugging them over Benji’s shoulders. It wouldn’t be long before the covers were tossed aside again. Her youngest had always been a restless sleeper—thrashing around in bed as though sleep couldn’t contain his enthusiasm or exuberant personality.

Straightening, she arched her achy back, kneading the tight, throbbing muscles above her hips. At least the events over the past few days—or even months—hadn’t impacted her youngest. While his father’s death had dimmed his sunny personality for a while, he’d treated everything else—from their kidnapping to the flight through the tunnels with the compound exploding overhead—with uncontained excitement. Not even the battery of medical tests he’d endured over the past four days had squelched his spirits for long. But then, unlike Brendan, his older brother, Benji had no idea what the test results had yielded.

Brendan knew, even though she hadn’t told him—yet. Although only four years separated her two sons, her oldest was a millennium older in maturity and perception.

Turning, Amy headed toward the bed on the left and found Brendan watching her. It didn’t surprise her. She suspected that he hadn’t been sleeping any better than she was herself.

Unlike Benji’s trashed cot, Brendan’s covers were neatly folded at his chest, the blankets smooth and straight, as though he hadn’t moved a fraction of an inch since he’d climbed into bed.

She settled beside him, and reached out to stroke his cheek. “Couldn’t sleep?”

He studied her face before answering, as though trying to judge what she needed to hear. Such a subtle, heartbreaking response to a simple question.

“It’s going to be okay, Mom,” he finally said, his calm, quiet voice filling the darkness.

And yeah, he’d found it. He’d pinpointed exactly what she needed to hear, even if she didn’t believe him.

His hand rose, caught hers, and held tight.

Something else she’d needed, without realizing it.

A wave of intense sorrow broke over her—raw and suffocating—it threatened to swallow her whole. Sorrow for John, for the life that had been taken that could never be returned, for all the things she wouldn’t be able to share with him through the coming years. For Benji, whose losses were still to come, when he slowed down enough to realize how much had been stolen from him. But most of all, for this child lying so still and silent beside her. This boy holding her hand.

This adult in a child’s body.

Brendan had lost everything. He’d lost his father and the close, exceptional relationship they’d shared. He’d lost his school and his friends and his sports teams—which he’d excelled at.

But most of all he’d lost his innocence.

Through their kidnapping and her rape, he’d learned that sex could be used as a weapon—leaving bruises and blood and invisible wounds that cut to the soul. Through his father’s death, he’d learned that you could do everything right, everything possible, and still pay the ultimate price. Through this awful, high-tech biological shit those bastards had shot into his veins, he’d learned that there were people out there capable of the most invasive, horrific acts to achieve their own goals.

While Brendan’s quiet, deliberate nature had always been the core of his personality, these past four and a half months had tempered his natural demeanor into something harder, darker—heartbreaking in a child.

Unlike Benji, nothing had gone over Brendan’s head. Although he hadn’t said anything, he’d understood what those bastards had done to her four and a half months ago while they’d been helpless and trapped beneath their care.

She shied away from the memories, entombing them deep within her, where they smoldered and swelled and pressed outward like a pus-filled abscess ready to burst forth, spewing its rot.

But there wasn’t time to deal with what had happened to her, or work through the aftermath. She couldn’t afford to wallow in her own personal tragedy.

“There was something in that shot, wasn’t there?”

Brendan’s voice dragged her from the crumbling abyss of her own thoughts.

“Something that let them track us.” While he’d framed it as a question, the certainty already sat flat and hard in his voice and the dark eyes watching her.

She swallowed and tightened her hand around his, before forcing the admission through her tight, aching throat. “It appears so.”

“They can’t get it out of us?” His knowing gaze didn’t budge from her face, and acceptance resonated in his voice.

The dark brown of his eyes didn’t match hers, or John’s, neither did the color of his hair. Both were throwbacks to her father. Her biological father, not the man she’d called Dad for the past thirty-odd years. She didn’t remember much of the man who’d fathered her, besides a quiet voice and strong arms. But she’d seen enough pictures to know where her sons’ dark hair and eyes came from. Sometimes she wondered whether Brendan’s temperament had skipped a generation too
. . .
but then there was Benji’s hypercuriosity—neither she nor John had ever been so full of life and innocence, so where had that trait come from?

“Dr. Kerry is working on it, but they aren’t sure what we’re dealing with yet. In the meantime, we’re safe here. The signal is blocked by Shadow Mountain.” She paused to instill confidence in her voice. “They can’t find us here.”

He didn’t look surprised. She hoped he hadn’t figured out the rest of it. If Dr. Kerry couldn’t figure out a way to neutralize the compound that those bastards had injected into her children, Brendan and Benji would never be able to step foot outside of Shadow Mountain again. Not without the risk of being scooped up and used in this deadly conspiracy Eric Manheim and his cronies had embroiled them in.

A beat of silence followed. A moment throbbing with unasked questions.

“Commander Mackenzie thinks Clay did this to us,” Brendan suddenly said, a cold front in his voice.

She flinched, denial instinctively rising—her dad and Clay, they couldn’t have had anything to do with what had happened. They couldn’t
. . .

“Commander Mackenzie is suspicious of everyone.” Which was nothing less than the truth and had nothing to do with what her son was trying to tell her. “Mackenzie doesn’t even know your uncle Clay.”

Mackenzie’s suspicious face rose in her mind.

Brendan was right. Mac did think Clay had been behind the
injection given to her sons. But if he was right, that meant Clay was behind the rest of it too. John’s murder and her, Benji’s, and Brendan’s kidnapping—culminating in what those bastards had done to her.
If
Mac was right
. . .
Clay was responsible for every single horrific, devastating blow since March.

It couldn’t be true. It couldn’t. She’d known Clay practically her entire life. They’d shared a home and an idyllic childhood. He’d been John’s best friend, best man at their wedding. He was Brendan and Benji’s godfather. For him to be capable of such evil, without either her or John recognizing it? No
. . .
it couldn’t be true.

Chills swept her. She shook her head. “Clay has nothing to do with any of this.”

He couldn’t have. He couldn’t
.

Brendan just stared at her. “He was there, Mom. He brought the doctor. He’s the one who told us we had to have the shot.”

“Because someone else convinced him you needed the shots to get back into school. He didn’t realize what you were being given.” She forced conviction into her voice.

“He’s FBI, like Dad—and he didn’t check with the school? Have the shot tested? Dad would have.” Reservation and something
. . .
darker
. . .
burned in her son’s grim eyes.

“That’s why your dad was senior agent in charge, and your uncle Clay isn’t,” Amy said. “Clay misses things sometimes.”

“Commander Mackenzie would have checked.” There was no give in Brendan’s voice.

“We’ve already established that Commander Mackenzie has a suspicious nature,” Amy said, exhaustion crashing over her in an emotionally draining wave. Not that she’d sleep, or at least for very long, if she headed back to her bed.

“I think Commander Mackenzie is right. I think Clay knew what was in that shot. I think he gave it to us on purpose.”

“Oh, Brendan . . .” Amy’s voice failed.

Another wave of sorrow washed over her, only this time it was tinged with rage. Apparently they’d taken even more from her son than she’d realized—they’d stolen his trust in family too, the surety that those closest to you had your back.

“He’s never liked us, Mom.” Brendan tilted his head slightly and set his jaw.

That gave her pause.

Never?

Never
spoke of long- rather than short-term.
Never
referenced a lengthier pattern than four and a half months.

Brendan had stopped calling her brother Uncle Clay years before. When she’d questioned him about it, he’d just said that calling him uncle was a baby thing and he was too old for that now. She’d hadn’t thought much of it at the time, assuming it was something he’d heard at school or through his friends. Had it been more than that? Had he been certain even back then that Clay didn’t like him?

“Clay might not always show it, sweetheart, but he loves us.” The reassurance sent déjà vu crashing through her. She’d said the exact same thing to Mackenzie in the tunnels.

Suddenly she felt mired in a case of she-who-doth-protest-too-much.

“He smiled when Benji cried,” Brendan said, a flat sheen glossing his brown eyes.

Startled, Amy straightened. “When was this?”

“When Clay’s doctor gave us the shot. It hurt pretty bad, and Benji started crying. Clay smiled. He liked seeing Benji hurt.”

She wanted to protest, tell him he was imagining things, but she couldn’t. Brendan didn’t imagine things, not ever. If he said Clay had smiled when Benji cried—then Clay had smiled.

Nausea rolled up her throat. “Could he have been thinking about something else?”

Brendan’s dark brows knitted, but then he slowly shook his head. “I don’t think so. He was looking right at Benji, and he didn’t smile until Benji started crying.”

Amy sat there frozen, a dark, cold shadow settling over her.

“I know you think of him as a brother, Mom.” Brendan sat up and scooted back until his shoulders were braced against the headrest. “But he’s never liked us. He might smile with his mouth, but his eyes are mean. He’s been like that as long as I can remember.”

“Your grandpa’s always been hard on him
. . .
” She paused, shook her head. She was making excuses. But nothing excused this if Brendan was right. If Mackenzie was right. “Why didn’t you ever mention this before?”

“Because it never mattered until now.”

She nodded absently. “You really, truly think Clay knew what he was doing? That he injected you on purpose.”

This time he didn’t pause to think about it. He nodded solemnly.

If Brendan was right, then what Clay felt for them went a lot deeper than dislike. This skated right into hatred.

Maybe Brendan was picking up on something that wasn’t there. Maybe the past four and a half months had hardwired his natural suspicion and he was seeing monsters in familiar faces.

Had that been what happened to Mackenzie? Had he lost his childhood innocence too early? Had that hardened him into a suspicious adult?

God help her, she didn’t want Brendan turning into another Mackenzie.

She needed to get hold of Clay and feel him out—assess him for herself—without the blinders. Find out whether she’d let childhood memories blind her to the monster her brother had become.