Fosters: Blackhawk (18 page)

"That's what Rich said.  While she was in
the hospital she wanted him to know he wasn't alone. Steve is going
to work with him for a couple of weeks.  Whatever happened
today Steve said Christian gave it to him; he was able to see what
Christian didn't understand. I think it's good that he wants to
help. He does that with Tess too.  He helps with what's too
hard for her to look at."  He leans sideways to see me.
 

"I think it's good that he can handle what they
can't.  I don't understand enough to say it's wrong or
right.  Tess thinks it’s right and I know it's crazy, but I
trust all of them to make the right decisions where the kids are
concerned.  They haven't been wrong yet." I smile letting him
know that I mean it.  

"You're incredible.  Chase couldn't believe
you let me off so easy with Brantley. He thought you were going to
deck me. To tell you the truth, I did too." He's smiling. 

I laugh, "I was thinking about it, but I don't
know what normal is so I have to gauge by other people. If that's
your normal then it will have to be mine too.  Really, who
lets a kid fly a plane at twelve? You're here and turned out fine
so it couldn't have been so bad."  

"Incredible.  Thank you.  I didn't
have normal either but I had lots of love to make up for it. Like
our kids. We'll make it good for them."  He kisses my
ear.  I love when he calls them our kids. "Pres offered to
marry us before the adoptions.  He said you can just pick a
day."

I turn around, "Really he can do that."

"Yeah he married Rich, Tess and Patches.  I
was thinking of taking a week and bringing the kids to Disney and
Universal.  Unless you want to go somewhere alone."  He
says like it’s nothing to just hop on a plane with six
kids. 

"We'd need court orders and Christian may not do
well with large crowds.  I don't even know what's up with
Jeremy."  I tell him hoping I didn't just burst his
bubble.

"Maybe a week on an island?  I can see if
Mitch can come up with a wheelchair for the sand."

"You are so friggin sweet."  I kiss his
chin. 

"I'm not friggin sweet; I'm not any fuckin kind
of sweet."  He says like it’s a put down.  

I laugh.  "My mistake; pilot, ex SEAL,
warrior and Badass Biker."  He smiles and spins me around as
if I weigh as much as a gallon of milk.  Holy shit that's
badass.

"You want people at your wedding?"  

"The kids and Aleena, you?"  I ask.
 

"Chase and Aleena.  My grandmother doesn't
expect us to have a big wedding."  He says with a smile.
 

"We could, just to shock her."  I
smile.

"What do you want baby?"  He's getting
impatient.

I kiss his lips.  "You me the kids, Aleena
and Chase.  Sounds perfect to me."  

"Ben or a priest?"  

"Ben."  I kiss his cheek.

"Where do you want it?" 

I kiss his ear.  "By the water."  

"Wedding dress or something else?"  

I run my tongue around the outside of his ear
and bite his lobe.  "Something pretty, but practical."
 He moans.

"Party after or not?"

"Don't care."  I kiss him sliding my tongue
over his.  He hugs me to him and stands.  Holy
shit.  He carries me to the bedroom.  

"When?"  He stands me up.

"Doesn't matter to me.  I just need a
dress.  You have to do everything else."  I smile at
him.

"What the fuck is up with that?"  He says
laughing.  

"All I said I wanted is a wedding by the water
in a practical dress.  Anything you want to add will be added
by you.  I'm no damn fool.  People go crazy over friggin
weddings.  I have enough crazy around me, I don't need
anymore."  He bends and starts undressing me laughing.

"Ok baby, no crazy wedding shit happening. 
We should have a party; we can do that at the Community
Center.  The parties there are quick and easy.  I'll ask
Tiny and Jess to help set it up. All you need is a dress that's
practical and pretty.  I bet Kate can help you with
that.  I'll ask Ben at Baxter’s and find out when I can get a
week off.  Did I miss anything?"  He asks kissing up my
now naked body.

"Court papers for permission to take the kids."
 I say distracted.  He's kissing my neck.

"We need a date for them and only for the J's
and Taylor.  When I get a date I'll have Ben get the lawyer on
it.  Maybe we should wait for all the adoption papers to be
signed.  We done now?"

"I like the all at once, as for done, not even
close."  I say moving his hand to my pussy.  

Cloud

I push her top half down on the bed and spread
her legs.  I slide my tongue down her back and across her
ass.  She shivers.  Fuckin nice.  While my mouth is
on her pussy I slide my fingers in her and spread her juices onto
her ass getting me closer to sliding my finger in.  When she's
moaning I push down, she cries out not to stop.  My dick is
jumping.  I move my mouth up and she cries 'no' until I hit
her tight hole, my fingers slide in her pussy and she pushes back
moaning.  I move my finger to her ass and my mouth to her
clit.  She rocks back and my finger slides in.  She makes
a sexy as hell growl.  I keep moving my finger until she
relaxes. I start stretching her keeping her on the edge of release
but never giving it to her.  She's panting and fuckin growling
making my dick jump.  So fuckin sexy.  

Two fingers in, I slide my fingers in her pussy
and move my mouth so I can get the lube and vibrator.  I turn
the vibrator on and slide it down her ass teasing the hole I just
stretched then to her pussy.  I slide it in and leave it to
get a condom on and apply lube on me and her tight hole.  She
moans moving trying to chase that orgasm.  I smile and slide
one finger in then the other.  She's pushing back against my
hand.  "Fuck baby almost."  She fuckin whimpers.  I
pull the vibrator out and slide it on her clit.  She buries
her face and screams.  Fuckin hell, I'm ready to come and I
haven't been in her.  I slide in against her muscle
contracting.  I move the vibrator into her pussy and slide in
further.  

Sweat is rolling down my face.  She's
fuckin tight and I can feel the vibrator.  Holy fuck she
pushes back against me sliding me in further.  She cries
'more', my fuckin brain gets it and I give her more.  I slide
in and out pushing in further each time.  She tries pulling my
hip into her and I lose it, fuckin hell I can't think of anything
but getting in deeper.  Her hand is digging into me pulling
harder.  She screams again and I feel her pussy contracting
again.  Fuck I'm done.  I feel the burn down my spine and
my balls tighten then erupt.  "Fuck CJ."  I slam her once
more and fall onto my elbows.  

The fuckin vibrator is killing me.  I pull
out and take it out of her.  She moans for both making me
smile.  I try to breathe deep and level my breathing.  I
kiss up her back with each breath.  By the time I'm at her
neck I can breathe.  She's still panting.  "Fuck baby
that was so fuckin good.  Thank you."  She doesn't
move.  I smile.  My girl is done.  I get up and turn
the tub on.  I get the feeling it's been a while for
her.  Not that I'm going ask opening the door for her to
question me.  

I take care of the condom and clean the
vibrator.  Putting everything away I lift her up, she's just
about sleeping.  I sit in the tub with her in between my
legs.  She moans and tries to turn.  "It will help if
it's been a while."  

She looks up at me, "a while?"  

Fuck I don't want to do this now.  "If it's
been a while you'll be sore tomorrow."  

"What if I've never done it before?"  

Oh fuck!  "You've never had anal sex
before?"  She was fuckin married.

"No.  Does it matter?  Wouldn't that
be a good thing for a guy?"  She's fuckin serious.  

"I don't know what to say, I'm sorry is
screaming in my head.  You should have told me.  I could
have been gentler.  I'm sorry baby."  I'm such a fuckin
dick, I should have asked her.

"But it felt good.  I didn't know I was
supposed to tell you and I wanted to try it."  

I turn her around and kiss her.  So fuckin
perfect.  "Tell me if we're doing something you haven't done
before.  I'll know to be careful.  Yeah?"

She giggles.  "You missed the part where I
said it felt good?  I liked it; I hope that means we do it
again." 

"Fuckin perfect."  I kiss her again. 
I could have fucked that up and she would have hated it for the
rest of her life.  My fuckin girl.  She lays her head on
my chest, I smile.  No one else has been there and she liked
it. 

I wash her then me.  Getting her dried I
put a t shirt on her and lay her down before she falls over, she's
asleep on her feet.  I dry me, clean up the bathroom and slide
in beside her.  She rolls putting her head on my chest. 
Fuckin perfect.  

One
week 

CJ

Cloud went to church.  He explains it’s a
biker meeting where they find out what is going on and what needs
to be taken care of.  Since they had the planning meeting with
the Baxter's he needs to see if he plays a part in anything that's
going on.  I think he's not telling me something but I guess
it's the way it is, Kate says the old ladies don't get all the
information about what they are doing. 

I take the kids to the Diner meeting up with
Cindy and the girls from the City house.  The kids talk about
their new rooms and toys.  They tell the girls about their
dreamcatchers with the blessed beads from the shaman and the
feathers they collected and dyed. I laugh because they don’t tell
them that’s Cloud’s grandmother. The girls love the changes to
their house.  They all have dorm style rooms that they
love.  The bathroom was changed to a locker room style just
like the boys.  Cindy loves it because Danny put in a vanity
area so they can do makeup and hair without fighting or yelling for
the others to hurry up.  We decide to have a dinner together
on Wednesday since the girls have youth group on Tuesday and my
house has Little Brothers on Thursday.  Friday is soccer and
Monday Cloud is working late.  Damn but our schedules are
busy.  

While the kids are talking I tell Cindy about
the shopping day with Kate and Jess.  She's laughing telling
me they did the same thing with her minus the daiquiris.  She
doesn't drink.  She can't believe all they bought her
either.  What was supposed to be a trip to Nancy's shop ended
up being a five hour shopping spree all over the friggin
place.  They even bought me underwear then came to my house
and took all my old stuff away.  The girls laugh thinking this
is hysterical.  I'm still not sure they aren't batshit
crazy.  Who does that?

We thank Sam's wife and sign for our
meals.  She's so damn nice.  She hung the thank you's the
kids made them up by the register.  The kids get a kick out of
it.  I just get the kids home when Cloud pulls in with Chase
and Jake.  They get drinks and bring the boys to the back to
play ball telling me Aleena is on her way.  Me and Joey sit on
the porch watching.  The guys are so good with the kids, Chase
always ends up with the J's, they love him to death.  

We see Aleena; she's on a horse with another
walking behind her.  Joey rolls down the ramp to see the
horses.  She's screaming and laughing.  Cloud has to calm
her down before she spooks the horses.  The boys stay far away
from them.   Once Aleena makes it into the field behind the
yard, Cloud closes the gate and brings the horse over to
Joey.  She talks to it and pets its nose.  The boys move
closer.  Jake and Chase get the boys riding one of the horses
while Cloud and Aleena get a special harness on the other and put
Joey in it.  Cloud walks holding the horse’s leash.

"CJ I'm riding a real horse!"  She's so
excited.  Aleena laughs and takes pictures of all the kids on
the horses.  Every one of the boys yells to me that they're
riding.  Jeremy rides with the biggest smile; Aleena gets a
picture of him for me.  I lean on the fence watching my kids
enjoying the hell out of the horses.  

Cloud puts Christian in front of Joey and asks
Aleena to get a picture of them together.  Joey puts her arms
around him and they both smile so beautifully, I love it.  He
does the same thing with Taylor and Brantley then the J's. 
They get the kids down and take the harness thing off. Cloud comes
to me lifting me over the fence.  Holy crap he’s friggin
strong.  He puts me on the horse and climbs up so Aleena can
get a picture.  I look up and kiss him; he's sweet even if he
doesn't think so.  We smile for the camera then the horse
moves.  

"Cloud where's the leash?"  I'm a little
nervous here I've never been on a horse before.  

He laughs, "Horses don't have leashes, it's a
lead line.  I have the reigns right here.  I wouldn't let
anything happen to you."  

"Remember when you said I should tell you when I
haven't done something before? I've never been anywhere near a real
horse."  

"You're fuckin kidding?"  He's shocked, I
hear it but he didn't stop the horse from moving.  

"I should say that again, because the horse is
still moving without the leash.  I've never been close to a
real horse EVER."  

"I'm not letting him do anything but walk. 
We won't go any faster than this.  I should have let you meet
him first, I had no idea."  He brings us close to the fence
and asks Chase to help me down.  As he lifts me I hear
shots.  The horse moves and my neck and side are burning off
my body, at least it feels like that.  Jake yells for the
kids.  Chase yells for Aleena and Cloud holds me to him while
the horse is running making the burning hurt more.  I told him
we needed the friggin leash but figure I shouldn't point that out
right now.  

I'm getting dizzy and feeling sick all at the
same time.  "Cloud I don't feel good."