From the Ocean from teh Stars (41 page)

several hours rode once more with their backs to the sun. The land was
rising slowly now, and Shervane saw that they were climbing a great
ridge of rock that pointed like a dagger into the heart of the Shadow Land.
They came presently to a hill too steep for the horses to ascend, and here
they dismounted and left the animals in the servants' charge.

"There is a way around," said Sherval, "but it is quicker for us to
climb than to take the horses to the other side."

The hill, though steep, was only a small one, and they reached its
summit in a few minutes. At first Shervane could see nothing he had not
met before; there was only the same undulating wilderness, which
seemed to become darker and more forbidding with every yard that its
distance from Trilorne increased.

He turned to his father with some bewilderment, but Sherval pointed
to the far south and drew a careful line along the horizon.

"It is not easy to see," he said quietly. "My father showed it to me
from this same spot, many years before you were born."

Shervane stared into the dusk. The southern sky was so dark as to be almost black, and it came down to meet the edge of the world. But not quite, for along the horizon, in a great curve dividing land from sky yet
seeming to belong to neither, was a band of deeper darkness, black as the
night which Shervane had never known.

He looked at it steadfastly for a long time, and perhaps some hint
of the future may have crept into his soul, for the darkling land seemed
suddenly alive and waiting. When at last he tore his eyes away, he knew that nothing would ever be the same again, though he was still too young
to recognize the challenge for what it was.

And so, for the first time in his life, Shervane saw the Wall.

In the early spring he said farewell to his people, and went with one
servant over the mountains into the great lands of the eastern world.
Here he met the men who shared his ancestry, and here he studied the
history of his race, the arts that had grown from ancient times, and the
sciences that ruled the lives of men. In the places of learning he made
friends with boys who had come from lands even farther to the east: few
of these was he likely to see again, but one was to play a greater part in
his life than either could have imagined. Brayldon's father was a famous
architect, but his son intended to eclipse him. He was traveling from
land to land, always learning, watching, asking questions. Though he was only a few years older than Shervane, his knowledge of the world was
infinitely greater—or so it seemed to the younger boy.

Between them they took the world to pieces and rebuilt it according

to their desires. Brayldon dreamed of cities whose great avenues and
stately towers would shame even the wonders of the past, but Shervane's
interests lay more with the people who would dwell in those cities, and the
way they ordered their lives.

They often spoke of the Wall, which Brayldon knew from the stories
of his own people, though he himself had never seen it. Far to the south
of every country, as Shervane had learned, it lay like a great barrier
athwart the Shadow Land. In high summer it could be reached, though only with difficulty, but nowhere was there any way of passing it, and
none knew what lay beyond. A hundred times the height of a man, it
encircled the entire world, never pausing even when it reached the wintry
sea that washed the shores of the Shadow Land. Travelers had stood
upon those lonely beaches, scarcely warmed by the last thin rays of
Trilorne, and had seen how the dark shadow of the Wall marched out to sea contemptuous of the waves beneath its feet. And on the far shores,
other travelers had watched it come striding in across the ocean, to sweep
past them on its journey round the world.

"One of my uncles," said Brayldon, "once reached the Wall when he
was a young man. He did it for a wager, and he rode for ten days before
he came beneath it. I think it frightened him—it was so huge and cold.
He could not tell whether it was made of metal or of stone, and when he
shouted, there was no echo at all, but his voice died away quickly as if the
Wall were swallowing the sound. My people believe it is the end of the
world, and there is nothing beyond."

"If that were true," Shervane replied, with irrefutable logic, "the
ocean would have poured over the edge before the Wall was built."

"Not if Kyrone built it when He made the world."

Shervane did not agree.

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people believe it is the work of man—perhaps the engineers of
the First Dynasty, who made so many wonderful things. If they really
had ships that could reach the Fire Lands—and even ships that could
fly—they might have possessed enough wisdom to build the Wall."

Brayldon shrugged.

"They must have had a very good reason," he said. "We can never
know the answer, so why worry about it?"

This eminently practical advice, as Shervane had discovered, was all
that the ordinary man ever gave him. Only philosophers were interested
in unanswerable questions: to most people, the enigma of the Wall, like
the problem of existence itself, was something that scarcely concerned
their minds. And all the philosophers he had met had given him different
answers.

First there had been Grayle, whom he had questioned on his return
from the Shadow Land. The old man had looked at him quietly and said:

"There is only one thing behind the Wall, so I have heard. And that
is madness."

Then there had been Artex, who was so old that he could scarcely
hear Shervane's nervous questioning. He gazed at the boy through eye
lids that seemed too tired to open fully, and had replied after a long time:

"Kyrone built the Wall in the third day of the making of the world.
What is beyond, we shall discover when we die—for there go the souls of
all the dead."

Yet Irgan, who lived in the same city, had flatly contradicted this.

"Only memory can answer your question, my son. For behind the
Wall is the land in which we lived before our births."

Whom could he believe? The truth was that no one knew: if the
knowledge had ever been possessed, it had been lost ages since.

Though this quest was unsuccessful, Shervane had learned many
things in his year of study. With the returning spring he said farewell to Brayldon and the other friends he had known for such a little while, and
set out along the ancient road that led him back to his own country.
Once again he made the perilous journey through the great pass between
the mountains, where walls of ice hung threatening against the sky. He
came to the place where the road curved down once more toward the
world of men, where there was warmth and running water and the breath
no longer labored in the freezing air. Here, on the last rise of the road
before it descended into the valley, one could see far out across the land
to the distant gleam of the ocean. And there, almost lost in the mists of
the edge of the world, Shervane could see the line of shadow that was
his own country.

He went on down the great ribbon of stone until he came to the
bridge that men had built across the cataract in the ancient days when the only other way had been destroyed by earthquake. But the bridge
was gone: the storms and avalanches of early spring had swept away one
of the mighty piers, and the beautiful metal rainbow lay a twisted ruin
in the spray and foam a thousand feet below. The summer would have
come and gone before the road could be opened once more: as Shervane
sadly returned he knew that another year must pass ere he would see his home again.

He paused for many minutes on the last curve of the road, looking back toward the unattainable land that held all the things he loved. But
the mists had closed over it, and he saw it no more. Resolutely he turned

back along the road until the open lands had vanished and the mountains enfolded him again.

Brayldon was still in the city when Shervane returned. He was surprised and pleased to see his friend, and together they discussed what should be done in the year ahead. Shervane's cousins, who had grown fond of their guest, were not sorry to see him again, but their kindly suggestion that he should devote another year to study was not well received.

Shervane's plan matured slowly, in the face of considerable opposition. Even Brayldon was not enthusiastic at first, and much argument was needed before he would co-operate. Thereafter, the agreement of everyone else who mattered was only a question of time.

Summer was approaching when the two boys set out toward Brayldon's country. They rode swiftly, for the journey was a long one and must be completed before Trilorne began its winter fall. When they reached the lands that Brayldon knew, they made certain inquiries which caused much shaking of heads. But the answers they obtained were accurate, and soon the Shadow Land was all around them, and presently for the second time in his life Shervane saw the Wall.

It seemed not far away when they first came upon it, rising from a bleak and lonely plain. Yet they rode endlessly across that plain before the Wall grew any nearer—and then they had almost reached its base before they realized how close they were, for there was no way of judging its distance until one could reach out and touch it.

When Shervane gazed up at the monstrous ebony sheet that had so troubled his mind, it seemed to be overhanging and about to crush him beneath its falling weight. With difficulty, he tore his eyes away from the hypnotic sight, and went nearer to examine the material of which the Wall was built.

It was true, as Brayldon had told him, that it felt cold to the touch— colder than it had any right to be even in this sun-starved land. It felt neither hard nor soft, for its texture eluded the hand in a way that was difficult to analyze. Shervane had the impression that something was preventing him from actual contact with the surface, yet he could see no space between the Wall and his fingers when he forced them against it. Strangest of all was the uncanny silence of which Brayldon's uncle had spoken: every word was deadened and all sounds died away with unnatural swiftness.

Brayldon had unloaded some tools and instruments from the pack horses, and had begun to examine the Wall's surface. He found very quickly that no drills or cutters would mark it in any way, and presently

he came to the conclusion Shervane had already reached. The Wall was
not merely adamant: it was unapproachable.

At last, in disgust, he took a perfectly straight metal rule and pressed
its edge against the wall. While Shervane held a mirror to reflect the
feeble light of Trilorne along the line of contact, Brayldon peered at the rule from the other side. It was as he had thought: an infinitely narrow
streak of light showed unbroken between the two surfaces.

Brayldon looked thoughtfully at his friend.

"Shervane," he said, "I don't believe the Wall is made of matter, as
we know it."

"Then perhaps the legends were right that said it was never built at
all, but created as we see it now."

"I think so too," said Brayldon. "The engineers of the First Dynasty
had such powers. There are some very ancient buildings in my land that
seem to have been made in a single operation from a substance that shows
absolutely no sign of weathering. If it were black instead of colored, it
would be very much like the material of the Wall."

He put away his useless tools and began to set up a simple portable
theodolite.

"If I can do nothing else," he said with a wry smile, "at least I can
find exactly how high it is!"

When they looked back for their last view of the Wall, Shervane
wondered if he would ever see it again. There was nothing more he could
learn: for the future, he must forget this foolish dream that he might one day master its secret. Perhaps there was no secret at all—perhaps beyond
the wall the Shadow Land stretched round the curve of the world until
it met that same barrier again. That, surely, seemed the likeliest thing.
But if it were so, then why had the Wall been built, and by what race?

With an almost angry effort of will, he put these thoughts aside and
rode forward into the light of Trilorne, thinking of a future in which the
Wall would play no more part than it did in the lives of other men.

So two years had passed before Shervane could return to his home.
In two years, especially when one is young, much can be forgotten and
even the things nearest to the heart lose their distinctness, so that they can no longer be clearly recalled. When Shervane came through the last foot
hills of the mountains and was again in the country of his childhood, the
joy of his home-coming was mingled with a strange sadness. So many
things were forgotten that he had once thought his mind would hold
forever.

The news of his return had gone before him, and soon he saw far