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"boy-girl" sidekick and comrade, Charmian Kittredge, whom he married in 1905. Stoddard contented himself with the occasional receipt of a photograph or a letter or a new book from "his" Jack. Stoddard especially prized a revealing snapshot and the novel about a beautifully built prize-fighter,
The Game.
"A superbly fleshly story," he commented, adding, ''Jack is a boy after my own heart."
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III
During the fall of his first year back in California, Stoddard found himself becoming restless, as well as chilled, in foggy, rainy Monterey. He was happy to accept Joaquin Miller's invitation to come to "The Hights" for an indefinite stay. At Miller's famous home, high above Fruitvale in the Piedmont hills, he could absorb all the background color he needed for the article he was writing on "The Byron of the Rockies" for the
National.
On 28 October 1905, Stoddard wrote in his diary: "After long years it has come to pass. I am at the Heights
[sic] . . . 
where many strange and curious things have happened and are probably yet to happen."
Since their days together in New York, Miller had continued to enjoy a private life that was, in its own fashion, even more strange and curious than Stoddard's. As fond of young females as Stoddard was of young males, Miller bedded as many women as he could, in total disregard of his marriage vows. While his first wife was still alive, he had carried on an affair with Mrs. Frank Leslie and then, apparently without benefit of divorce, had married the New York hotel heiress, Abigail Leland. Estranged from Abigail after their daughter was born, Miller returned to California and established "The Hights" as a lovers' hideaway. The women who came to the mountain included voluptuous divorcees, first-rate and honky-tonk actresses, and a sixteen-year-old "half-breed" who bore him several illegitimate sons. Smitten by George Sterling's sister, Miller put on his long black coat and went courting at the Sterling home on Sunday afternoons, even though the young lady was only fourteen.
Miller's concupiscence was no obstacle to his establishing himself as a respected poet and sage. "From the turn of the century until he died," Miller's biographer has noted, "Joaquin Miller was a Very Important Person. He was especially important in California, where he was regarded as a state jewel, a landmark, a combination of Homer, Shakespeare, Keats and Edwin Markham."
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Oakland schoolchildren, who
 
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knew his "Columbus" poem by heart, trooped to "The Hights" to pay homage and plant trees. Reporters dropped by for interviews, while autograph hounds came for a drink of whiskey and a chance to witness Miller's "miraculous" rain dance.
Stoddard was an old hand at prettifying everything he wrote about, but it must have been a formidable challenge to present a rosy view of "The Hights" for his
National
readers. His diary reveals that he was disheartened by the shabby, ramshackle aspects of Miller's residence, where everything seemed to be as coarse as Joaquin himself. In his bleak room, Stoddard found faded magazine pictures "tacked about indiscriminately" on the walls, miscellaneous objects hanging from nails, and everything "more or less cramped and of the very cheapest description" (D 28-31 Oct. 1905).
Stoddard was also disappointed when he met the two Japanese youths who were living on the estate; they did not measure up to his memory of Yone Noguchi. One of them was immediately rejected when Stoddard learned that he had become, of all things, an evangelical Protestant. The other one, Issio Kuge, was more poetic and pagan. but he did not seem to be "in the least fleshly." Issio might provide "spiritual nourishment," Stoddard decided, but he needed someone else, preferably a "simple bucolic" who "should bring me my mail and my daily paper; keep my fires going. Make my bed and me comfortableand cook. Yes, to make it perfectcook!" (D 30 Oct. 1905). More idle dreaming, of course, and Stoddard knew it. He was leaving "The Hights''; and when he got back to Monterey, he had neither the money nor the room that another "Kid" would require.
After spending most of the winter of 1905-06 in Monterey, Stoddard decided to travel northeast again, this time to visit the old missions at San Juan Bautista, San Jose, and Santa Clara. He needed to get the "feel" of these places for the
Sunset
articles he had finally started to write. Going to San Jose in February, he stayed at the sanitarium for a while and later moved into a boarding house in suburban Saratoga. The mission articles began appearing in the
Sunset
in June. Meanwhile, his personality sketches for the
National
were bringing him "more enthusiastic letters from unknown readers than anything I have ever published."
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Away from the coastal fogs, Stoddard felt himself to be "at peace with all the world."
31
Even the great San Francisco earthquake of 18 April 1906 did not seem to rattle him. Of course, Stoddard was
 
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apprehensive about aftershocks, but he felt fortunate not to be among the refugees who were fleeing south.
During this time, Stoddard was, as usual, falling in love continually. At the sanitarium he fell for his masseur, a good-looking ex-cowboy with "velvet" hands. Later he became infatuated with an appendicitis patient, a "well developed" lad with beautiful eyelashes.
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Then there was a youth he spotted one day on the campus of Santa Clara College. Stoddard was in the company of two professors when this student approached them and paused. Before one of the priests could introduce him, Stoddard cried, "You are McKenzie." He was right: this was Edwin McKenzie's younger brother, Harry, the crack swimmer. Stoddard had instantly felt ''the same magnetism" that had drawn him to Edwin at Fred Henshaw's home the previous year.
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Although they were together for "a moment only," Stoddard began to miss "his presence"; and when Harry later sent him a letter, saying "I could not help writing you for I took to you on sight," Stoddard replied in an effusive and vaguely seductive way, blessing the young man "for those words" and treasuring the pricelessness of passionate friendship between males.
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But when Stoddard moved back to Monterey that fall, he had to accept the likelihood that there would be no "Kid" to comfort him in his old age.
IV
Now the pace of Stoddard's life slowed. Bouts of the grippe, rheumatism in his legs, concern about his dying father in Berkeley, his own financial insecuritythese troubles deprived him of the childlike joy he had felt in Monterey during the summer of 1905. When his spirits and the weather were good, he continued to wander the streets in the old way. Sunday always found him in his pew at mass. and there were visits to the artists' colony at Carmel. George and Carrie Sterling set aside a big chair for his special use in their cabin, and Mary Austin, who wrote "Indian" stories and novels up in her tree house, welcomed him as a living bridge from "the Bret Harte period to ours."
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But Stoddard was not enthusiastic about the struggling art colony. "Carmel does not interest me," he told Ina Coolbrith in 1907, "though some of its people do."
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The Carmelite atmosphere was altogether too activein a political way, as wellfor someone of his age and disposition. Stoddard was always glad to retreat to his den in Monterey.
 
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It was in "Casa Verde" that Stoddard preferred to do most of his visiting; and regardless of who called, he invariably gave what might be called a command performance. A single question would trigger a dramatic monologue that might go on for hours. With his den as a stage and his bric-a-brack as props, Stoddard slipped effortlessly into the role of a storytelling actor. His repertoire was vast; he could reenact scenes, complete with running commentary, that involved a variety of famous or notorious people from many parts of the world.
George Wharton James recalled one such performance in an account of his first visit to Stoddard:
I climbed up the stairs to the room which his landlady had denoted to me, and knocked. Almost instantly he opened it, and without a word placed one arm around me, taking my right hand in his, and drew me to him into the room, and kissed me, while tears rolled down his cheeks. His desk stood in a square "bay," with windows on three sides, and still without speaking, he gently led me behind the desk, pushed the curtains aside and began to talk. And for fully half an hour I stood there, silent, listening to one of the sweetest, most poetic, pathetic, tender pourings out of heart I have ever heard.
After Stoddard had exhausted himself on the subject of living in Monterey, James asked him a question about Mark Twain, whose autobiography was then running serially in the
North American Review.
Twain had written of his days with Stoddard in London, suggesting that his secretary-companion had not been awake very often. "That's very funny," Stoddard said, proceeding to tell James his side of the story at great length.
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At night Stoddard often repeated such stories to himself in bed, as a means of quieting his nerves and easing himself to sleep.
During the Monterey years, much of Stoddard's "visiting" was done by correspondence, to which he often devoted many hours a day. Magazine articles came first in his writing schedule, but after 1907 there were fewer and fewer of these to be written.
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During an average month he wrote about a hundred letters, nearly all of them in the purple ink that had become his trademark; and he would mail them in envelopes bearing the initials "S. A. G." (Saint Anthony, Guide). To Ina Coolbrith, Stoddard gossiped that Joaquin was planning to run for a Senate seat in Oregon, and that, if he only had a ''Kid," he would not mind moving into an empty cottage at "The Hights." To Robert Ballard of London, with whom he had spent one night in Honolulu in 1882, Stoddard complained that the West Coast was too strenuous, that he felt lost, and
 
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that there was no time for deep affection. To his sister in Europe, he described his meeting with the famous actress Nance O'Neill, and from his brother in Berkeley he received increasingly gloomy reports about their father's health. Yone Noguchi, now a university professor in Japan, wrote to urge him to come to Tokyo and become the new Lafcadio Hearn. To Jack London, Stoddard confided that he found George Sterling rather too "spirituel" for a Bohemian, and he offered Jack, who was planning his epic voyage, some letters of introduction to people in Hawaii and Tahiti. To Booth Tarkington, he advised that thin ham and iced figs was the proper breakfast order on Capri, and to his old drinking companion, Captain Conrad, now in the Philippines, he sent his love.
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To Horace Traubel he rued that he was beginning to grow dull and sad because he lacked the rejuvenating companionship of young men. About Walt Whitman, whom Traubel had befriended during the final years in Camden, Stoddard added: "Do you know what life means to me? It means everything that Walt Whitman has ever said or sung. . . . He breathed the breath of life into me." Herbert Peet, one of "Little Mama's" many sons, wrote to say how much he had enjoyed rereading
South-Sea Idyls,
now that he was old enough to grasp its full beauty. From Washington, Corinne O'Connor reported that her brother Kenneth was continuing to slide downhill. Now an unemployed vaudeville actor, using the stage name of ''Kenneth Stoddard," he had sworn to his family that he would never touch another drop of alcohol. But "he is such a liar," Corinne added, "and we haven't any way of ascertaining the truth of what he says." When Stoddard told his old English friend Iza Hardy that Jack London was now one of his "Kids," Miss Hardy wrote back to exclaim, "What a long line of Kids you have! . . . They 'stretch out to crack of doom'!"
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To Father Hudson, still at Notre Dame, Stoddard wrote to say that Father Harry Stark was as dear to him as Kenneth had ever been, and to predict that Teddy Roosevelt, a "victim of progressive insanity," would end up in a "madhouse." He often wrote of religious matters to Father Hudson, sometimes hinting he would like to end his days in a monastery, perhaps at Santa Barbara, "if they would only take me as a lay brother." All of DeWitt Miller's questions, so full of sexual curiosity, were answered. Stoddard described Reginald Birch in the nude, claimed that he had never "spooned" with the actor Harry Woodruff, and insisted that Joaquin Miller was not "so." To Mark Twain he wrote

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