Get Bent (14 page)

Heat and electricity sear through us both where we're touching, and I'm pretty fucking sure that the lightning in the sky must be hitting this church and surging through us both, filling us up with energy and want and need and hollow friggin' desperation.

I kiss her lips hard, press my hot sweaty ones against her cold wet ones and I taste her, eat her up as my cock rises to meet her, to grind against her soft body. If she's crying, too, I don't know, but she's here, she's just fucking here and I'm never letting go of her again.

Reluctantly, I drop my hands from her face and wrap my arms tight around her, pulling her into me, holding so tight I'm sure I'd break any other woman. But not Naomi. Naomi Knox is unbreakable.

“I missed you so fucking much,” I tell her, but she doesn't respond, not right away. She feels cold and a little weak, and parts of her are bruised and bloody. I don't know what happened, but I'm going to find out. I kiss her again, locking my lips tight with hers as the power goes on and off again, killing our night vision, hiding me and my only woman in plain sight. She kisses me back, fierce as fuck, biting at me, nibbling my lips, crashing her teeth against mine. Her nails dig into the bare skin of my back and draw blood as we stumble back and slam into the mass of curtain that hangs down from on high.

The fabric envelopes us, draws us in as I press her back tight to the wall and move against her, feeling her soft breasts through her shirt, her tight ass beneath my fingers. She holds herself with her arms around my shoulders and pulls away for a moment to take a breath.

“I thought you were going to come save me,” she says. “How stupid was that?” With a growl, I lift her up and slam her hard against the wall, too hard maybe, but it's hard to think with all of this adrenaline and power surging through us both. Behind me, the crowd keeps yelling, fighting to get to the stage, rallying against the bouncers. Things are getting dangerous in here, but I don't care. I can't stop. All I can see is Naomi Knox.

“Oh, shit, babe, that's not fucking stupid at all. I've been looking for you since you went missing. I'd have crossed the world for you, walked on fire, crawled across a bed of pins and needles. Fuck, I mean just
fuck,
Naomi.” I press my forehead into hers as she digs through my hair and tangles her fingers up, tugging at my scalp with ferocious anger.

“Why?”

It's such a simple word, but there's no simple answer for this. If I could, I'd slice myself open and just spill my insides out on the floor. That mass of glittering entrails would be my answer, that bloody, pulsing mess. I just
exist
for this woman. I can't even believe I ever met her and let her go. I should've held onto her tight and kept her forever. If she'd have me, that is. A woman like Naomi, man, she can't be caged. If she stays, it's because she wants to. And I want her to want to.

“Naomi Knox, I told you before. I lived crooked, so I see straight. I was blind, so now I fucking see.” I kiss her again, but she doesn't return the favor. Instead she drops one hand between us and unbuttons my pants. Thank the fucking gods I don't ever wear underwear.

“That doesn't make any sense,” she hisses, grabbing my lower lip between her teeth. She glances up at me and her eyes are just this side of wet, just moist enough that I think something could grow in there, turn that desert into a forest. “You're lucky you sing good.”

Her hand strokes my cock, slides down the slick, sweaty shaft and cups my balls. She isn't being gentle when she squeezes them, and I grit my teeth, watching her face, her semi-crooked nose, her lips that remind me of a strawberry, red and round and juicy as shit. I drop her feet to the floor and she uses her other hand to pull off my shades, switching them to her face and sliding them up her nose.

“What happened?” I whisper through the crashing and the grunting and the screeching behind us. Here, wrapped in these curtains, we may as well be in a different world. I let my hand fall between us and go for her jeans. She lets me unbutton them but stops me when she sees the bracelets.

“Mrs. Turner Campbell?” she asks, voice hardening, coming out of this strange, electrical fog we're both tangled in. I slip one off and pull her hand from my cock, sliding the bracelet over her thin, bruised and bloody wrist. She tries to jerk away, but I pull her back hard and kiss her again, shoving her pants down, pulling her against me and dropping us to our knees. Naomi comes with and lets me lay her there on that stage, lets me pull her acid washed jeans off one leg as I press my half-naked sweaty body against hers.

“There can be only one,” I tell her as she groans into my mouth and pulls me inside of her, wrapping her legs around me and forcing my cock where she wants it to go. I glide into her slick pussy so easy it's almost criminal. The ride is smooth and wet, soaking me, drenching me in her as people scream and clamber over one another. As the violence out there gets worse, the heat in here intensifies, burns me up from the inside out, washes over me and threatens to bathe me in flames. Neither of us is thinking clearly. We're just desperate to feel each other, to connect to that other half and walk whole, standing tall on two strong legs.

Naomi lets her head fall back and sucks in a deep breath, clenching tight around me, holding me inside her as I drop my lips to her throat and kiss away the rain.

“Turner!” I hear Trey shouting my name, but I don't respond. Anything outside of this is inconsequential, blurry and smudged compared to this straight line, this clarity of character and self. I'm so fucking glad that I'm sober right now. I haven't had sober sex in
years.
It's a whole new experience, like I'm getting my cherry popped all over again. Well, you know, metaphorically speaking.

“Why didn't you come for me?” she asks, sounding confused. We probably shouldn't be doing this. I should be holding her, carrying her back to the bus and making her comfortable. I need to get her food and water and find out what the fuck happened, if … if
anything
happened to her.

I slam my hands on either side of her face, looking down at her with a frown. But it's not for her. It's for me. I let her down. I should've done better.

“Naomi,” I say, and I mean the words that crawl from my trembling lips. “I will spend the rest of my fucking life trying to make that up to you. I'm a drugged up, fucked up, piece of shit asshole, but when I think about you, I want to be better. I want to make things better.”

“Turner!” Trey's still calling out my name, probably terrified that I've been swept up in that writhing mass of hell. Little does he know I'm in fucking heaven right now.

Naomi and I grunt and grind and slam our bodies together in the most wicked of ways. My cock pummels her pussy and my balls slap her ass, creating a kind of sinful music that's impossible to recreate, no matter how hard we try. And trust me, I do try. With every snarl, every growl, every well-placed riff and slamming melody, we're trying to find this perfect note of love and sex, infuse it into the crowd so they can greedily gobble up a taste.

I savor Naomi's bare body, wondering if it felt this good the night we first met, when I took her virginity without even knowing it. But everyday, my memory gets better, pulled up from the vault of my mind, stored away carefully until I was ready for it. I pound her sweet flesh hard and she covets mine, clamping down around me and taking me prisoner. We rut like animals in heat, fucking and slamming and melting into each other until that pleasure builds up and hits us hard. I grunt and grind into her, spilling my seed and my anger and my pent up frustration, my longing and my misery and my hope, all of it shoots inside of her as she claws at my neck and arches her back. She's the most beautiful fucking thing I've ever seen, stretched out beneath me, filled with me, covered in sweat, soaking my crotch with her hot juices.

People are pounding past us, calling out orders, dragging the equipment back as the first few fans manage to ascend the stage, snatching anything they can find and smashing it against the wall, against Ronnie's kit, tossing it out into the crowd.

The sexual electricity between us clears and more practical bits take over as I slide my cock out and button up my pants, helping Naomi into hers and grabbing her hand to drag her to her feet. I don't know what it is, but I don't want anybody to see her. When she looks at me and raises her shades, I think maybe she's got the same idea in mind.

I shove my way out of the curtains and punch a dude square in the face, knocking him back and snatching my discarded shirt from his hand as he falls flat on his ass. Too dark in here, too messed up for anyone to see. I actually get to deck someone for once and not worry about them pressing charges. I elbow a bitch in the throat when she claws at my hair and yanks my head back. Before I can spin around and push her away, Naomi's there. She pulls a hard knuckled punch out of nowhere and hits the woman under the chin. She drops like a sack of potatoes and grabs my shirt, tying it around her head like a sweaty scarf. In this melee, ain't nobody gonna notice.

I grab my one woman's hand and guide her safely out the back door.

Turner takes me back to his bus and leads me up the stairs, locking the door behind us and checking around to make sure we're the only ones on it. I think his bodyguard saw me, pretty sure I saw the dude smile, but there's not much I can do about that. As far as his band … I don't know how he plans on keeping me here for long without anyone finding out. As soon as that mess inside is cleared up, they'll all be back.

I collapse at the table and hold back a sob. I don't really know what was going through my mind when I went inside. Katie unlocked my cuffs and let me go without a word, releasing me with a flurry of garbled words that didn't make any fucking sense.
I'm sorry. Stay away from him. Be careful of the Devil.
So now I'm safe for the moment, filled with confusion and anxiety and fear. I don't know who had me or why, don't know what happened while I was gone. All I know is that I don't see our bus anywhere, that Hayden is obviously fucking insane as well as involved, and that I can't do shit about it. I should go to the police probably. I mean, that's the most logical step isn't it? But I can't. Not with the secrets I'm carrying around with me. If Katie's here, this might all have something to do with that video, with the murders, with all the shit that's gone down around me in the past fucking decade.

I got out and went inside, looking for Turner. I didn't expect his voice to ignite a fire inside of me, to promise that angels really did exist, to make me feel loved and honored and cherished. I didn't know I would hear him singing about me, calling to me, begging. When the lights went out, I knew I had to get to him, so I walked onstage in front of a room full of fucking people.

I drop my head into my hands with a groan. Obviously my judgment at this point is a little compromised. A week in solitary fucking confinement will do that to a person.

“I've been missing for God only knows how long and the first thing I do is fuck bareback onstage?” My heart is pounding and my body feels sweetly sore. I want to take Turner into the back and fuck him again. How messed up is that?

He comes back from checking the rest of the bus and tilts the slats on the blinds, so it's harder to see in. He's feeding off my energy, but he doesn't know why yet, doesn't know that this tour is a web filled with spiders, just waiting for a little tickle, a flicker of wing, so they can swarm down on me and bite hard. I've got to figure out who the players are in this little game, and I've got to take them out one by one. However that needs to happen, whatever I need to do, I'm going to be the one that comes out of this on top.

“Naomi,” Turner says, and his voice is more serious than I've ever heard it. I turn and look at the playboy asswad that left me alone and pregnant, that uses girls up the way he uses condoms, fills 'em and tosses 'em aside. I look at him and his face is
different
somehow. While I was gone, he changed. He doesn't know it yet, I don't think, but it's there. My being missing changed him. For the better.

“Are you sober?” I interrupt before he can say anything else. His eyes are clear, surrounded by sweaty streaks of smeared black liner. His hair is a mess, but his gaze is straight as an arrow.

“Dead sober,” he tells me, moving close tentatively, like he isn't sure I'm really there. His hands come out and touch my face again, pulling my gaze to his and locking brown eyes with me. “God, this is like a fucking dream.”

“Try nightmare,” I say, pulling away from the molten hot tips of his fingers, fighting my basic biology. I won't admit yet that I'm fighting my heart. I don't love Turner anymore. I don't. I
don't.
“I can't … I just escaped a terrifying possibility and then went and had unprotected sex with you.”

“I'm all clean, baby,” he says with a stupid smile. Okay, a sexy smile. It's sexy
and
stupid. “I always use balloons and I get my shit checked, you know?” I glare at him.

“That's not what I'm worried about,” I say as I stand up and move over to his fridge. He follows me and watches as I open it and scan for food. There isn't much in here, but I manage to wrangle up a pre-made sandwich and some cheese sticks. May as well be filet fucking mignon for all I know. I'm so hungry and yet
not.
Whatever was in the stupid IVs kept me alive, but it wasn't living, you know?