Gods and Mortals: Fourteen Free Urban Fantasy & Paranormal Novels Featuring Thor, Loki, Greek Gods, Native American Spirits, Vampires, Werewolves, & More (358 page)

Escorted my soul? “What are you?”

He laughed bitterly. “For such a smart girl, you’re a little slow.”

“Torin told me you recruit athletes for your secret organization,” I protested weakly.

Andris chuckled. “He does have a way with words, doesn’t he?” He reached inside the fridge, removed another bottle, and twisted the lid. “No, Raine. We don’t recruit athletes. That’s the saddest part of this situation. Torin is willing to sacrifice everything so you can live your pitiful Mortal life and you don’t even know what he is. Had you died when you were supposed to, you would have known and all this explanation would be unnecessary.”

“Just tell me what you are,” I begged.

“We’re reapers, Raine. Soul collectors. We find strong, athletic men and women, wait for them to die, then whisk them to Valhalla and Falkvang to train for the final battle between good and evil, the destruction of the gods and your world, the beginning of a new one, yada, yada, yada.”

I stared at him with round eyes. I’d read enough about Norse mythology to guess at their identity. “You can’t be Valkyries,” I whispered. “Valkyries are women.”

He shook his head. “Mortal books are always behind the times. Originally all Valkyries were women. Men went to battle while their women stayed at home, so it was only logical to have female Valkyries collecting slain soldiers from battle fields. In death, as in life, opposites attract. Women soldiers are likely to follow a handsome male Valkyrie. Teens follow teen Valkyries. As more women joined combat, Valkyries started recruiting men, the younger and more handsome the better.” He spread his arms as though to indicate himself. “The world changed, and we changed with it. Soldiers are no longer found in fields. We get them at sporting event, arenas, swimming pools, and anywhere an athlete meets his or her untimely death.”

Everything fell into place. Torin might not have revealed his identity, but he’d given me clues. I just never connected the dots.

“You weren’t just after me,” I whispered. “You were here for the swim team.”

“Finally, you’re catching on. Just because we’re leaving doesn’t mean they’re safe. Torin just bought them time. They might have a day, a week, a month, but eventually, other Valkyries will come for them. They can’t escape death.”

Anguish gripped my chest. “Is that why you brought me here? To tell me my friends are going to die? Torin said you’re not supposed to tell Mortals about your world.”

Andris leaned toward me and smirked. Alcoholic fumes bathed my face. “No, we’re not. When we do tell or you notice us, we make sure you don’t remember a thing, but I think you deserve to know everything, Raine.”

I blinked at the anger in his voice. “Why?”

He rocked on his heels, his eyes glassy and watery. “Because of you, I’ve lost Maliina. Because of you, Torin is rotting in Hel’s Mist or turning evil. Knowing death is stalking your friends and you can’t do anything about it is a small burden to carry, don’t you think? So here’s to you, sweetheart.” He lifted his bottle and drained it, then threw the empty bottle. It smashed against the wall, shards of glass flying everywhere. “Come on, Ingrid.”

Runes appeared on their skin. I could swear there was pity in Ingrid’s eyes as she turned away. Their blurry forms zipped upstairs, presumably to use the mirror portal. I watched them go, dizziness washing over me, my knees threatening to give out.

I staggered backwards and gripped the banister. Torin was gone, and it was my fault. He’d sacrificed his existence, his soul, so I could live. Worse, my friends were in danger and there was not a thing I could do to change it.

I didn’t know how I did it, but one second I was inside Torin’s empty house, the next I was outside my house, warm tears racing down my face. I opened the door.

“Raine!” Mom ran toward me and yelled over her shoulder. “Cora… Eirik… she’s home. What happened? Where have you been? We’ve been worried sick.” She cupped my face. “You’re frozen, shaking… crying. What’s wrong? Are you in pain?”

Cora and Eirik ran from the kitchen.

“Come on upstairs.” Mom put her arms around me. “Cora, run her a hot bath.”

I forced myself to snap out of the cloying numbness. “No. I need… need to lie down. My head hurts. I need to rest.”

Mom helped me under the blankets and gave me some meds, but nothing could ease my pain. It was deep and vast, like someone had punched a hole inside me and filled it with nothingness. I curled under the blanket, wishing Torin was around to hold me, reassure me that everything would be okay.

Mom must have sent Cora and Eirik away because soon it was just the two of us. She curled behind me and stroked my hair, but I wished she was Torin. I missed his arms. Missed his scent. I wanted him back. My chest hurt, and the thought that I’d never see him again filled me with such anguish I couldn’t breathe. Sobbing silently, warm tears raced down my face.

M
onday arrived too soon
. I had shut everyone out, even Mom, and now I had to deal with school. I wished I didn’t have to go, wished I could stay in bed and never leave my room, but hiding wouldn’t bring Torin back.

I ate without tasting the food while Mom watched me from across the table with a worried expression. “Are you sure about going to school today? You don’t look too good. Maybe we should go see the doctor first.”

I shook my head and forced myself to smile. “I’d rather stay busy. Is Eirik coming to pick me up?”

“No, I’ll drive you to school myself.”

I couldn’t remember the last time she drove me to school. Kindergarten? In elementary school and junior high, Dad would give me rides whenever I needed, but I often used the school bus.

Eirik and Cora were waiting for me outside the school. He carried my backpack. According to my doctor, I wasn’t allowed to carry anything heavier than a two-liter bottle of soda. Cora opened the door and held it for me. Seeing the runes on the entrance sent a rush of anguish through me. Would everything I saw remind me of Torin? The walk to my locker happened in a haze. It didn’t sink in that Torin was really gone until my math class started and he didn’t appear.

“Do you need to see the nurse?” Mrs. Bates asked.

I stared at her with unseeing eyes. “No.”

She leaned closer and whispered, “You’re crying, Ms. Cooper. If you’re in pain, go home or take your meds. If you need a moment, go to the restroom and calm yourself down.”

I calmed down, but I couldn’t wait for the day to be over. Eirik was attentive, always outside my classrooms, walking me to class after class. When the bell rang and signaled the end of the day, I headed to his car. The closer we got to home, the tighter my stomach became. All I needed to see was Torin’s garage door. If it was open, then I’d know he was home.

The garage door was closed.

Days rolled by, his absence a festering wound that ate at me. A few times, I could have sworn I felt him, but it was only wishful thinking. Every time I turned around and searched the crowd for a pair of brilliant blue eyes and a wicked grin, the empty hole inside me grew.

At night, I cried myself to sleep, missing him. I wasn’t allowed to do any physical activities, so I couldn’t go swimming. Eirik and Cora filled me in on what was happening during practice. They came to my house most evenings after dinner. Not once did they mention Torin. Part of me appreciated it, while the other part resented them for not caring he was gone.

Eirik was attentive, loving, and patient. I couldn’t have made it through the week without him. He became my anchor. As for the swim team, I didn’t know what to do about them. The thought of either Eirik or Cora dying chewed my insides, but warning them wouldn’t change a thing. Cora had ditched Keith after the Homecoming Dance, but she didn’t seem too broken up about it. In fact, she seemed happier. He’d already moved on and had a new girlfriend.

On Friday, we entered the cafeteria, and the first people I noticed were Marj, Catie, and Jeannette. The three Norns were back. The swim team’s time was up. Fear rose to my throat and stifled me while they laughed and acted normal.

“You okay, Raine?” Eirik asked.

I shook my head, dizzy with dread. “Do you guys know those three over there?”

Cora and Eirik turned and followed my gaze. Marj and her friends were staring at us now. Eirik nodded at them. Cora waved.

“Yeah, we met them yesterday during practice,” she said. “They’re transfers from Doc’s old high school. They’re starting on Monday because we have the Crimson versus Gold meet tonight. Why do you ask?”

I shrugged. I didn’t have an answer for them. What could I tell them anyway? That another accident was about to happen? Without Torin to stop it, more people would be killed. My stomach churned, and my mind raced with possible things I could do to stop them. Would they strike tonight during the intrasquad meet?

“If I was a new student, I wouldn’t want to join the team now,” Cora said, drawing my attention to the conversation she was having with Eirik.

“Don’t start with that again,” he said.

“I’m not the only person thinking it,” she retorted.

Eirik rolled his eyes.

“Thinking what?” I asked.

“Doc tried to organize a dinner party, but there were no takers,” Eirik explained.

We always looked forward to team dinners. “Why?”

“After the incident at the club and last weekend, everyone thinks the team is jinxed or something,” Cora said.

Or something.

“Excuse me.” I stood on shaky legs and started across the cafeteria. I had no idea what I was going to tell the three Norns, but I had to try and reason with them. By the time I reached their table, I was shaking with fear and anger. The alarming coldness I always felt in their presence threatened to overwhelm me. I ignored it, leaned down and looked into Marj’s eyes. “Bring Torin back.”

She stared blankly at me. “What?”

“I want Torin back.”

She looked at the other two then pinned me with a glare. “Who are you?”

“You know who I am, just like I know who you are, Marj LeBlanc.” I glanced at the one with black hair and tan complexion. “Catie Vivanco.” Finally, my eyes connected with the blonde’s. “And you, Jeannette Wilkes. It doesn’t matter what names you’re using now. You are Norns. You were there when I was born. You were recently at the hospital when I got hurt, though I thought I was dreaming, and now you’re back. What do you want?”

They didn’t hide their shock, but Marj recovered first.

“You’re crazy,” she snapped. “We’re new here. We’ve never met you before.”

“Oh, stop it, Marj,” Catie said. “She can see right through our lies.”

Jeannette glared at Catie. “And whose fault is that? You just had to save her. She’s going to be impossible to control just like her—”

“Don’t,” Marj snapped and gripped Jeannette’s hand.

“My what? My father? My mother?” Catie smiled. She seemed to be nicer than the other two, but I wasn’t ready to play nice. “I won’t let you kill my friends or keep Torin and me apart.”

Marj’s brown eyes glowed eerily. “You won’t let us?”

I swallowed against a rising panic. “That’s right. My friend has a vlog that most students around here watch and millions more online watch. Starting tomorrow, I’ll use it to do an exposé on you, your world, and what you do.” They stared at me, then each other, and then back at me again. “Leave my friends alone, and bring Torin back.”

I turned to leave and bumped into Eirik and Cora. They’d followed me and were looking at me like I was nuts. How much had they heard?

“What’s a Torin?” Cora asked.

H
ow could
she not remember Torin? I glanced at Marj and her Norn buddies. Their expressions were watchful as though daring me to confess.

“Toe ring,” I improvised and shrugged when Cora gave me a you’ve-got-to-be-kidding look. “It was special. They came to the hospital when I was sick and stole everything from me.”

I didn’t know whether I convinced them or not, but I couldn’t eat after that. I munched on an apple without tasting it. What was I thinking challenging Norns? Especially after Andris had told me no one got away with it. I was tempted to glance over my shoulder at their table to see what they were doing. Since I didn’t dare, I forced myself to listen to Cora whine about the meet with our archrivals, Jesuit High and Lake Oswego. Would the Norns strike then?

“With our luck, we’ll lose and be thoroughly humiliated,” she said.

Eirik didn’t say much, but he kept glancing at me. I could tell he was worried.

“So what was that about a toe ring? I’ve never seen you wear one before,” he said as he walked me to my next class.

I tried to smile and act nonchalant even though he’d probably see through my lie, which meant I had to distract him. “Dad bought it for my birthday and left it with Mom. Did the cops ever find the person behind the blackout at L.A. Connection?”

Eirik shook his head. “No. The investigation hit a dead end.”

“Do you remember how people got out of the club?”

“Someone broke down the doors. The bouncers or cops, I don’t remember.”

Torin had saved them, I wanted to remind him. Andris hadn’t lied. The Norns had wiped everyone’s memories. “When I hurt myself last weekend, were we hanging out at my house?”

“No, my old house. It was a dumb idea to have party there to begin with. Why are you asking me all these questions? You still don’t remember?”

I shook my head. “No, but I keep hoping.”

Outside my next class, Eirik tucked a lock of my hair behind my ear, the gesture so Torin’s that my heart squeezed. “Listen, the editorial team is meeting after school,” he said, “but I’ll only stay for about five minutes, so wait for me.”

“Okay. Think you can give me a ride to the pool, too? I want to watch the Gold and Crimson showdown.”

“Sure.” He bent down, kissed me gently on the lips, and took off. I stared after him and sighed. Part of me wanted to finish things with him, but part of me was reluctant to let him go. I needed him now more than ever. Maybe Andris had been right. Maybe I was holding on to Eirik and his love for me in case Torin didn’t come back. What did that make me? Selfish?

Focusing in each class became difficult as the hours passed. I couldn’t stop worrying about Marj and her friends. Would they go after my friends tonight at the meet? What could I do to stop them? I cringed when the bell rang. For the first time in days, I hated that school was over.

Since I couldn’t carry my heavy backpack with all of the books, I made several trips to and from my locker to the front of the school, carrying a few books at a time. I was in the band room picking up my oboe when I felt the now familiar suffocating coldness and froze. Slowly, I turned.

Marj, Catie, and Jeannette stood just inside the room. Jeannette, who was closest to the door, waved her hand and the door closed on its own as though she’d pushed it. Then they just stood there, staring, waiting. Waiting for what? My heart pounded with fear.

“What do you want?” I asked with false bravado.

“You,” Marj said coldly. I swallowed against the fear threatening to overwhelm me when she stepped forward and the others followed. “We don’t take kindly to snooty, smart-alecky, little girls threatening us.”

“Especially when they think they know what’s good for them better than we do,” Jeannette added.

My first instinct was to run, but they stood between me and the door. Behind me was a window. Could I throw the oboe and crash it? They do it in movies. No, I was standing my ground. My grip tightened on the case’s handle, my heart pounding.

“You’ve taken people I love from me,” I said, my voice shaking. “First my father, now Torin.”

“Your father?” Catie asked, her eyebrows shooting up in surprise.

“He’s been gone for months, and we don’t know whether he’s alive or dead.”

Catie glanced at the other two. They shrugged indifferently.

Anger surged through me. “He might not mean anything to you, but he has people who love him and want him back.”

“Let me guess, you?” Jeannette said with a cruel smile.

I really didn’t like this Norn. She was right behind Marj on my hate list. The jury was still out on Catie. “Yes. Me, my mother, and Eirik.”

“Eirik?” Catie asked.

“Don’t start celebrating yet,” Jeannette snapped and glared at her.

“Sourpuss,” Catie muttered.

“Crone,” Jeannette retorted.

“Girls, focus!” Marj snapped then glared at me. “We don’t negotiate with Mortals.”

“Or Immortals,” Jeannette said. “What makes you think we would with you?”

Catie’s laugh echoed around the room. The other two glared at her.

“I’ll give you what you want in exchange for Torin’s punishment and bringing my father home,” I said.

“What could you possibly have that we would want?” Marj asked.

“Me.” A fierce intensity entered their eyes, and I shivered. “Torin saved me when I was supposed to die, and it’s obvious that’s what you want. If I go with you, it makes what he did null and void.” My voice grew stronger. “So take me, and let him go.”

“How does she know—?”

Marj raised her hand and cut off Jeannette. “She doesn’t. She’s guessing, but we’ll see if she’s willing to go through with it.” She angled her head. “Someone’s coming. Let’s go.”

They grew hazy until I could see through them. Then they disappeared. My legs gave out under me, and I sat on the nearest chair just as one of the custodial workers walked in.

“You okay, miss?” he asked.

“Yes, thanks.” I clasped my oboe against my chest and left the room, surprised my legs could carry me. Eirik was pacing the front hall when I arrived. During our walk to his Jeep, he talked about a Trojan Gazette special edition they planned to print. I must have made appropriate responses because he didn’t ask if I was okay.

I slouched in my seat and got lost in my screwed up world as Eirik started the engine. A month ago I was just your average teenager. Now I had a date with death. A date I’d made. For the guy I loved. Eirik didn’t say much during the drive home, until he turned onto my cul-de-sac. “Looks like my parents found a new tenant.”

My eyes flew to Torin’s house, and I sat up, my heart tripping. A moving van stood in the driveway, blocking the entrance to the garage door. I couldn’t tell whether the motorcycle was inside the garage or not.

Torin. Please, let him be home.

I jumped out of the Jeep before Eirik switched off the engine. “When are you picking me up?”

“I was planning on waiting for you, then going to my place and picking up my stuff.” He stepped out of the car, lifted my backpack from the backseat, and noticed I was staring at Torin’s place. He followed my gaze, his expression puzzled. “You’ve met your new neighbors?”

“No, but, uh, could you just pick me up after you collect your swim stuff? I have to do some of the exercises the doctor recommended. You know, for my wacky memories.” I made a goofy face, picked up my oboe, and raced toward the house.

“Whoa, slow down.” He ran after me and wrapped his arm around my waist. “I’m happy to see the sparkle back in your eyes, Ms. Wacky Memories.” He planted a kiss on my temple. “I’ll be back in twenty minutes, and you’d better still be smiling. I’ve missed the way your face crunches up when you smile.”

“That’s insulting.” I unlocked the door. “My face doesn’t…” Something familiar prickled my senses as I stepped into the foyer. A scent. Footsteps. “Mom? What are you doing home…?”

A tall man appeared in the doorway of the study.

“Dad?” The oboe fell from my hand. I closed my eyes, praying I wasn’t imagining him, then opened them just as fast. He was still there, smiling, walking toward me. I flew across the room, straight into his arms. He groaned and laughed when he almost lost his balance.

“It’s okay, my little warrior,” he murmured into my hair.

I didn’t know how long he held me while I cried before I leaned back and looked at him. “Where were you? We were worried and scared. I almost gave up, but Mom…” She stood behind him in the doorway, her hand covering her mouth, tears running down her face. “She never gave up. Never doubted you’d come back. You lost weight.”

He laughed and pressed a kiss on my forehead. “And you climbed your tree without waiting for me to catch you. Thank you for taking care of her while I was gone, son,” he added and extended a hand toward Eirik, who was still standing in the entry with a stupefied expression on his face.

“It wasn’t easy, so it’s good to have you home, sir.” They did their manly hug. It was great to have Dad back. It was a miracle, or maybe not. The Norns must have responded to my threat, which meant Torin was back, too. Telling them goodbye was going to be painful.

“Where was he, Mom?” I asked.

“A commercial fishing boat rescued him from the ocean. He’s been unconscious all this time at a hospital in, uh, somewhere in Central America.”

“But it’s been months. Why didn’t they call the airline? The police? The crash made international news.”

“Sweetie.” She cupped my face. “I’m sure the people on the boat had their reasons for not wanting the police involved, but he’s home now and that’s all that matters.” Mom kissed my forehead, patted my cheek, and went to pick up my oboe from the floor. “Were you two going somewhere?”

“A swim meet,” Eirik said, glancing at me. “Do you still want me to pick you up?”

“No. I want to talk to Dad first.” Then go to Torin’s.

“No, pumpkin,” Dad interrupted. “Go with Eirik. I’ll be here when you come back.”

“But I want to know what happened and…” I noticed the way Mom clung to his side, and it hit me. They probably wanted to be alone. I glanced at Eirik. “Okay. Pick me up in twenty minutes.”

“Nice to have you back, Mr. C.” Eirik yanked the door and disappeared outside.

I ran to the kitchen and looked out the window. The moving van was gone. How was I going to go next door without an explanation? I turned and found my parents watching me with indulgent expressions.

“Is he gone?” Dad teased.

He knows about Torin? “What?”

“Eirik. Since when do you watch him drive away?” he teased.

My faced warmed. If only he knew. I hugged him again. “I’m so happy you’re home, Daddy. I still want to hear details of what happened, okay?”

He grinned. “Absolutely.”

“We have a new neighbor, Mom,” I added, heading for the stairs. In my room, I knelt on the window seat and stared across at Torin’s window.

“Torin,” I whispered. “Please, come to the window. Give me a sign you’re back.”

“Hey, Freckles.”

I froze. So scared I was imagining him again, my heart threatening to pound right out of my chest, I slowly turned around. He wasn’t a figment of my imagination. He stood by the closet’s full-length mirror as though he’d just stepped through it. He probably had. Dressed in his usual black, his hands shoved in his front pants pockets, he looked so breathtakingly beautiful. The lock of raven hair brushing his forehead was as familiar as the wicked smile that often curled his lips, except the smile was missing this time.

“You’re back,” I whispered.

Blue flames leaped in his eyes, his gaze roaming my face hungrily. “I had to.”

“My father is back, too.”

“I know. I found him.”

“You? I thought the Norns—”

“They don’t care enough. I’d risk anything for you, Freckles,” he whispered, his voice low and intense. “I’d do anything to make you happy, and that’s why I found him.”

One second he was across my room, the next, he’d pulled me into his arms. His mouth found mine, hungrily molding it and every sense in my body to his will. I grabbed his shirt and hung on for the ride. I was drowning in sensations, the haze of pleasure so intense I groaned. He became the focus of my existence. His scent, his addictive taste, the feel of his hard, hot body.

He growled something under his breath and pulled me closer, his hand caressing my sides, moving around to my chest. I stopped breathing. He tore his lips from mine, his breathing harsh, eyes intense as he stared at me. I sucked air into my starved lungs and smiled. He opened his mouth to speak and closed it without saying anything, stark pain flashing in his eyes.

“What is it?” I asked.

“I can’t do this,” he whispered achingly. “I thought I’d come here, see you one last time, and say goodbye, but it’s not enough. You make me feel things I’ve never felt before, Freckles. Make me want and crave the impossible. When I’m with you, the rules cease to matter. The reason for my existence becomes you.” He cradled my face. “Yet I know I’m not right for you.”

“You are.” I reached up and gripped his hands.

He shook his head, his expression wreathed with torment. “No, you can’t live in my world,” he said in a hoarse whisper. “To do that, you must be like me, and I’ll never let that happen.”

I pressed my fingers on his lips to stop him from saying anymore. “I know what you are, Torin. Andris told me everything.”

He frowned. “When?”

“The night of the Homecoming Dance.” I searched his face. “I don’t care that you are a Valkyrie. Why didn’t you heal me when you had a chance and start turning me into an Immortal?”

Torin closed his eyes and pressed his forehead against mine. “I couldn’t do it any more than I could let you die. You’re not some unhappy girl in a bad situation that needs to be rescued like Maliina and her sister. You have a wonderful life, Freckles. People who love you.”

“I don’t care.”

“Don’t say that when you know it’s not true. You care.” He cupped my face, caressed my cheeks. “I ignored their existence because I loved how I felt when I’m around you. You made me laugh, chased the loneliness away. For once, I was willing to ignore the rules and go after what I wanted. What I needed. But then I saw how your friends rallied around you when you were at the hospital, saw the look in your mother’s eyes when she thought she’d lost you, learned about what she’s been through for you, and I couldn’t ignore them anymore. I knew this was where you belonged. With them. Alive.” Sounds came from downstairs. He stepped back, his hands falling to his side, runes appearing on his perfectly chiseled face. Behind him, my mirror became smoky. “I have to go now.”