Good Will Ghost Hunting: Hell's Bells [Good Will Ghost Hunting 2] (Siren Publishing Classic) (30 page)

She nodded. “Thanks.” Aidan disappeared. She thought about Ryan. He’d also promised to come to her if ever she called, but she knew he couldn’t right now. He was across the barrier, whatever that meant, and Will was doing whatever it was Ryan needed help with on
-
Earth.

Despite the men’s admonishments not to worry, Kal couldn’t help it. They weren’t telling her everything, and she didn’t know why. Even Aidan was apparently partially clueless. Him and his big mouth, there were probably things Will and Ryan couldn’t tell him for fear of him accidentally spilling the beans.

She fingered her amulet and closed her eyes, resisting the urge to call out to Will and check on him. Ryan told her she’d instinctively know if Will was ever in trouble. She didn’t feel anything like that now. She didn’t want to distract him and make him feel bad that he wasn’t home with her.

Kal settled in for a long evening alone.

* * * *

Stewing, Aidan returned home. Kal’s words echoed in his ears. Why
wasn’t
he moving forward with Jeff? He loved him, Jeff loved him back, it was all copacetic.

Fear.

He’d be lying if he said it was anything but. Fear of losing a soul mate, of not being able to protect him. Fear of being alone after giving his heart over. Look at the shit weasel
.
H
e’d lost Chloe eons ago and still hadn’t found love again.

Screw it being better to have loved and lost than never loved.

His house felt lonely without Jeff’s presence.
Dammit
, now being alone even felt wrong. It only felt right when he was with Jeff. Considering they spent every night together at one place or the other, it shouldn’t surprise him he felt like that.

It wasn’t too late to call. Jeff answered almost immediately, eagerly. Aidan closed his eyes and pictured his lover’s face. It was obvious who’d be the “girl” in this relationship. Jeff had comfortably slipped into a subordinate role as if it was the most natural thing in the world for him to do.

“Do you mind if I come over?” Aidan asked.

“Of course not!”

Aidan appeared in Jeff’s living room. The other man’s beaming grin sealed Aidan’s fate.

Jeff hung up and put the phone on the coffee table. “That part still takes a little getting used to.”

Aidan pushed him down onto the couch and kissed him. “Yeah, but how about this part?”

He nodded. “This part was easy to get used to, Aid.”

He looked into Jeff’s eyes. “Do you feel like making it permanent? I mean, on a trial basis, at least?”

“What?”

Aidan swallowed and forced it out, the words quickly tumbling from his lips before he could chicken out. “Wouldyouliketomoveinwithme?”

Jeff hesitated as Aidan’s words sank in. Then he grinned and grabbed Aidan. He kissed him hard and fiercely, taking Aidan’s breath away. “Really?”

“Yeah. Really. I mean, not do the soul mate thing yet, because I don’t want to rush you. We can talk about that later. I just—”

Jeff grabbed him again and kissed him, cutting off his words and derailing Aidan’s train of thought. “Yes. Whenever you’re ready to make me your soul mate, you say the word.”

“Hey, I just want you to know for sure what you’re getting yourself into.”

“Archdemons saving the world on a regular basis. Got it.”

Aidan shook his head and took Jeff’s hands. “No, you don’t. It’s not always fun and ghost
-
hunting bullshit. Sometimes we have to go out on assignments. Even though Ryan tries his best to stack the deck in our favor, sometimes there’s gonna be times it’s not a sure thing.”

Jeff’s eyes never left Aidan’s. “I’m willing to risk it. If Army wives can do it, so can I.”

“It’s forever.”

Jeff’s eyes never wavered from Aidan’s. “Sounds good to me.”

“I’m your first relationship.”

“Sounds like you’re trying to back out on me.”

“No!” Aidan closed his eyes and gathered his thoughts. “I don’t want you to rush to a decision you’ll regret.”

“I’m patient, Aid. Whenever you’re ready to take the next step, I’ll be right there with you.”

“So you’re okay with this?”

Jeff smiled again, binding Aidan’s heart in a pleasant way. “Yeah. I’m okay with this. I already know what I want. I want you.”

Aidan fell on him, kissing him, wishing he could push past that last hesitation in his own soul. Not hesitation over Jeff, but over himself. Could he really take care of another soul? Was he ready for that? It was easy for Will or Ryan, but he was the doofus, the goofball. He hadn’t taken care of anyone since Chloe was a baby. Could he really do this and not let Jeff down?

They ended up in Jeff’s bed. Jeff helped Aidan remove his shirt, licking and kissing his chest as he bared his flesh.

Aidan tangled his fingers in Jeff’s hair and held him pressed against his chest. “I love you,” he said.

“I love you
,
too, Aid.”

“I don’t want anyone but you. I’m not going anywhere. I just need some time to make sure I won’t hurt you.”

Jeff lifted his head. “You’d never hurt me.”

“You don’t know that.”

“I know it.” Jeff stroked Aidan’s stubbly chin. “I’ve never been so sure of anything in my life.”

“So we’ll move in together, and you’ll let me wrap my stupid head around it and prove you right after a few months or so, right?”

Jeff grinned. “Right.”

Aidan kissed him, his tongue parting Jeff’s lips, nibbling and gently biting. “You’ll be patient?”

Jeff propped himself up on his arms so he could stare into Aidan’s eyes. “We’re going to live together. We’re exclusive. And when you quit being scared and realize that I’m not going anywhere and that I’m really okay with spending the rest of eternity with you, you’ll make me your soul mate.”

Aidan smiled. “Yeah. That about sums it up.”

Jeff grinned. “Yeah. I’ll be patient. I’m not going anywhere. I don’t know how to say it any other way. I don’t want to be anywhere but with you.”

Aidan let out a deep breath. “Okay. So…we’re…together. Officially together.”

“We’re officially together.”

“What about your parents?”

“They like you. Not that I care what they think. That’s just a bonus.”

“But what about—”

“Bok bok.” Jeff grinned.

“What?”

“Booook. Bok bok bok. Chicken.”

Aidan laughed and rolled over on top of Jeff, pinned his arms over his head. “Take it back,” he said with a sly smile.

“Nope. You’re a big chicken.”

Aidan ground his hips against Jeff’s, drawing a low moan from the other man. “I’m not a chicken. I’m cautious.”

“You’re a big, fat chicken.”

Aidan bumped him with his hips again. “Yeah, well, I’ve got a big fat drumstick here that says I’m not.”

Jeff laughed. “Drumstick?”

Aidan rolled his eyes. “Yeah, I know. Sorry.” He kissed Jeff again, releasing his hands and enjoying the feel of his lover’s arms around him. Aidan lifted Jeff’s shirt over his head. “You know, there’s still something we haven’t done yet. Technically you’re still a virgin in one way.” He sat up, straddling Jeff. “Feel like playing top tonight?”

Aidan knew he’d never grow tired of Jeff’s smile. “I could be persuaded,” Jeff said. He rolled Aidan over and straddled him. “Easily persuaded.”

They both stripped
,
and Jeff grabbed a bottle of lube and a couple of towels.

Aidan knelt on the bed. “How you want me, sugar?”

Jeff kissed him. “Any way I can have you.”

Aidan grinned. “You know what I mean.”

Jeff pushed him onto the bed, on his back. “Like this.” Jeff leaned in and hungrily devoured his mouth, his stiff cock rubbing against Aidan’s stomach as he knelt over him.

Aidan literally couldn’t remember the last time he’d bottomed.

The last time he trusted someone marginally enough to bottom for them.

He closed his eyes and spread his legs. Jeff went down on him, pulling a loud, happy moan from deep within Aidan.
Damn,
he was good. Jeff knew just how to use his tongue on his cock, when and where to lightly flick, how and when to deeply suck. Then Jeff cradled Aidan’s sac in his hand and stroked his balls. Aidan thought he might go over, until Jeff wrapped his fingers tightly around the base, keeping him from coming.

He sat up with a playful smile. “Not yet, man. Not until I’m inside you.”

Aidan threw his head back and wiggled his hips. “Hurry up, dammit. You’re torturing me.” He drew his knees up while Jeff shoved a pillow under his ass. He bit back a hungry growl when he felt Jeff’s fingers and cool lube against his dark hole.

“I want to torture you for the rest of our lives,” Jeff said. “I’m not giving up until I’ve convinced you of that.” He carefully pressed for entrance.

Aidan’s body had carried him past the point of coherent speech. He wiggled his ass, encouraging Jeff to keep going. Jeff replaced one finger with two, then a few minutes later followed with three.

“Is that okay?” Jeff softly asked.

“Yeah!”

He chuckled and after a few minutes withdrew his hand.

Aidan’s heart raced, knowing what was next. Part of him wanted to say fuck it, flip Jeff over and screw him silly, and claim him as his soul mate right then. Fortunately a little bit of reason held on and told him to wait. Neither of them were going anywhere. That and the fact that Aidan wasn’t sure how to do it. He suspected it worked the same way it did between a man and a woman, but maybe he needed to bite the bullet and talk to the shit weasel first, make sure there were no surprises in store.

Jeff’s cock pressed against his tight ring of muscle. “Okay?”

Aidan nodded and licked his lips. “Just take it slow and easy, sugar. You’ll do fine.”

Jeff did. When he was fully seated inside Aidan
,
he stroked his lover’s cock the same way Aidan had stroked his. “Like this?”

Aidan tried to buck his hips against him. “Oh, fuck yeah!” He forced his eyes open and looked at Jeff. Jeff’s blue eyes focused on him.

Jeff took a long, slow stroke inside Aidan. “This feels so good!”

Aidan nodded. “Yeah!”

Jeff grinned. “Now I know why you enjoy this so much.”

Aidan laughed. “You gonna talk or fuck me, buddy?” Jeff took a hard stroke inside Aidan, and that pushed Aidan over the edge. He climaxed, coating Jeff’s hand and his own belly with his juices as he squeezed his eyes shut and tried to buck his hips against his lover.

When Jeff knew Aidan had finished, he released his cock and leaned forward. “My turn.” Aidan held on to him and rolled his hips with Jeff’s thrusts as the other man grabbed his thighs and fucked him. When Jeff came
,
he cried out, burying his cock deep inside Aidan. Aidan pulled him down to his chest and wrapped his long limbs around Jeff.

Panting in his arms, Jeff’s pulse galloped against Aidan’s flesh. “I love you,” Aidan whispered in Jeff’s hair.

“I love you
,
too, Aid. Forever.”

The men drifted to sleep.

They were a sticky mess an hour later when Aidan awoke first. In sleep they’d rolled onto their sides, Jeff facing him. Aidan carefully climbed out of bed and cleaned himself up, wet a washcloth with warm water, and wiped Jeff down.

Jeff mumbled but didn’t awaken.

When Aidan slipped back into bed, Jeff tightly snuggled against Aidan.

Soul mate.
The thought both thrilled and terrified Aidan. He did want it, but worse, he didn’t want to make a mistake and hurt Jeff. It didn’t matter how many reassurances he had from all corners, he needed to take it slow.

Whether he liked it or not, he suspected he’d better have a talk with Ryan.

The next afternoon, Ryan was relaxing with the paper when Aidan appeared in his living room.

He didn’t look up from his paper. “Yes?”

After a nervous hesitation, Aidan asked, “Can we talk?”

“I’m listening.”

Aidan sat in one of the chairs. “Seriously, Ami. Please?”

Ryan immediately put the paper down and dropped his detached act. If Aidan was calling him by his old name, he damn sure would listen.

Aidan twisted his hands in front of him. “I needed to ask you… um… theoretically speaking. Claiming Jeff as my soul mate. What do I do?”

Ryan smiled. He leaned forward, elbows on his knees. “May I be the first to offer my congratulations, by the way? I’ve been meaning to.”

“I’m not saying it’ll be today or even this year. I haven’t even officially asked him yet. I’m just saying… If I wanted to do it.
How
do I do it?”

Ryan looked
at him,
a little confused. “You deserve happiness, Aidan. You of all people. You’ve more than well earned it. Just live. Enjoy being with him.”

Aidan lifted his eyes and finally looked at Ryan. “Look who’s talking
, Ami
.”

Ryan shook his head. “Don’t make this about me. I hoped you’d one day find someone. Jeff is very lucky to have you as his soul mate.”

Aidan blushed. “How lucky? I mean, seriously. What’s coming down the pike?” He held Ryan’s gaze. “I don’t want to bring him into this life just to have some serious shit happen, he loses me
,
and it kills him. I’d rather give him up to someone else than put him through that kind of pain.”

Ryan frowned, feeling even more confused. “What, exactly, are you asking me to tell you?”

“Tell me what’s going on. What’s going to happen. With all the Bera shit and anything else.”

“I don’t know.” Ryan stood and jammed his hands in his pocket. When he walked to the windows, he stared out at the city. “There are rumblings. As best I can tell, we’re years away from major confrontations. There are things stirring that I suspect will be settled sooner rather than later without casualties on our side. This situation with Bera, of course, is one of them.”