Guarding His Heart (9 page)

“Sit on my face, Hannah.” He grinned. “I need to make sure you come and it’s my turn to eat.”

“Leo.” I shook my head, but lowered myself slightly onto his face. I screamed out as he pulled me down onto his face. I felt his tongue licking me as soon as my pussy touched his face. He sucked on my clit with muster and I fell forward as feelings of ecstasy took over my body. I’d had a guy go down on me before, but this was different. This was even more magnificent. I felt my pussy lips trembling on his face and Leo started eating me out even more
ferociously. I felt his tongue entering me and I exploded on his face as he fucked me with his tongue. I tried to get off of him, but he held me down on his face as he continued licking every last drop of my orgasm. His breath excited me so much that I found myself coming a second time on his face. When I finally collapsed on the bed next to him, he stared at me, while licking his lips.

“Yummy.” He winked at me and pulled me close to him. “You tasted better than a juicy steak dinner.”

“Thank you.” I grinned at him and kissed his shoulder. “You tasted like horse manure.” I joked and then groaned. “Sorry, I’m not sure where that came from.” I closed my eyes feeling embarrassed. “It was a bad joke.”

“Don’t worry, I loved it.” He laughed and kissed my nose. “You’re unique, Hannah. That’s what I like about you.”

“I’m glad.” I closed my eyes and cuddled into him. “That’s why I like you too.”

Chapter Nine

Leo

All I could keep thinking about was Hannah telling me she liked me as she fell asleep in my arms. Shit! Was she falling for me? Did she think this was some sort of insta-love? I felt her warm body pressed against mine and tried not to feel her up too much. I was already starting to feel hard again, with her breasts pressed up against my chest. I had no idea what had just happened. No idea where she’d gotten that sexy nurse’s outfit from. When she’d walked into my room, I’d been unable to believe my eyes. What had happened to snarky Hannah? She’d turned up looking like a sex bomb, with her titties practically falling out of her dress. Shit! I’d been hard as soon as she’d walked into my room.

I hadn’t expected us to have sex though, even though I’d wanted it. I hadn’t expected her to be so open and willing. I hadn’t expected her to ride my face like she was massaging my tongue with her pussy lips. I felt a swirl of desire in my gut as I thought about being inside of her. She’d felt magnificent on my cock and on my tongue. Shit. She was the best sex I’d ever had.

I frowned to myself at my thoughts. This was not the time for me to start getting sentimental. I was going to be in big trouble. I’d walked out on the Martin Corp deal and now here I was in bed with my assistant. I’d really gone and screwed up. Maybe I could disappear to Florida like Zane’s brother Noah had done a couple of years previously. Though, I knew that wasn’t a real possibility. You couldn’t run away because you fucked your assistant. You couldn’t run away because you started to have feelings for your assistant. You couldn’t run away because you didn’t want to have to deal with any emotions. I sighed and disentangled myself from Hannah’s embrace and got out of the bed. I needed to have a shower and I needed to call Zane. I needed his advice. I needed to know what to do. This was not a position I was equipped to handle.

I walked to the bathroom and jumped in the shower. The hot water felt great on my body as I stood there, trying not to think about Hannah. Was it going to be awkward when she woke up? I didn’t even know what to say. It’s not like I could say thanks. And I didn’t want to bring up my usual conversation of this was great, but I’m not really looking for anything else. I knew that was false. While I didn’t want a relationship, I did want more than just a working relationship. I wanted to sleep with her again. Shit, I wanted to bend her over my desk in my office and fuck her up against the window. I even wanted to take her in the elevator. We’d have to be quick, so as to not get caught, but that would be part of the excitement. Maybe she’d invite me over to see her apartment. Maybe I could introduce her to Zane and Lucky. I was pretty sure she would get on with Lucky and that would be great.

“What the fuck are you thinking, Leo?” I groaned to myself as I realized that I was thinking about Hannah as a girlfriend. “She’s not a girlfriend.” I scrubbed my body with the bar of soap. “Some hot sex doesn’t make her a girlfriend. You don’t even want a girlfriend.” I frowned as I shampooed my hair. Maybe it wasn’t just Hannah I had to worry about. Maybe I had to worry about myself as well. Maybe the sex had been so good that it had turned my brain. The last thing I needed was to break my own rules. I didn’t do love. I didn’t do relationships and I sure couldn’t get into a relationship with my assistant.

I stepped out of the shower, dressed quickly, grabbed my phone and walked down to the hotel lobby.

“What’s up, bro?” Zane answered on the first ring.

“Dude, I fucked up.”

“Oh shit, already?” He didn’t sound surprised. “What happened?”

“I fucked my assistant.”

“What?” He sounded surprised now. “You didn’t.”

“I know, I fucked up.”

“That’s a major fuckup.”

“Zane, watch your language.” I heard Lucky in the background. “Ruby-Lane is on your lap.”

“She can’t understand what I’m saying.” Zane sighed.

“Zane.” Lucky sounded annoyed.

“Fine, my bad.” Zane answered. “Never have kids dude.”

“I don’t plan on it.”

“Never get married either.”

“Thanks, honey.” Lucky said dryly.

“I’m just joking my love.”

“You won’t be joking when I leave you and take the kids.”

“Lucky,” He sounded upset. “That’s not funny.”

“I wasn’t trying to be funny.”

“Dude, do you need to go?” I asked him, feeling slightly irritated.

“No.” He sighed. “Sorry continue.”

“If you can’t talk, it’s fine.”

“I can talk.” He laughed. “Dude, you sound seriously stressed.”

“Yeah, that’s because I am.”

“I’ve never heard you like this before. Are you falling for this girl?”

“No, of course I’m not falling for her. It was just sex.”

“Then why are you calling me?”

“I think she wants more.” I sighed.

“Oh boy. What did she say?”

“She said she liked me.” I huffed.

“What?” He sounded confused. “Did she say she liked you or she loved you?”

“She said she liked me. She’s not a psycho.”

“Leo, her telling you she liked you means nothing. Lucky was telling me she loved me after a few days.”

“No, I wasn’t.” Lucky screeched. “Don’t lie, Zane.”

“Did you or did you not tell me you loved me pretty early on?”

“I never told you I loved you. Though I did start thinking it.” She said indignantly.

“Same thing.”

“It’s not the same thing.” She sighed. “You also told me that—”

“Hey Zane.” I said letting my annoyance show. “Is this a conversation between you and Lucky or you and me?”

“Sorry dude. This is what life is like when you’re married, you never have a free minute.”

“And that’s exactly why I’m not getting married.” I snapped.

“I hate to tell you this Leo, but I gotta say that I’m not sure that’s true anymore.” Zane laughed. “I want to meet this assistant.”

“No dude. It’s not going to happen.”

“Come on, bring her to the picnic.”

“Nope.”

“I’ll invite Noah, Robin, and Skylar as well and we can have a big party.”

“I’ll come, but Hannah will not be coming with me.”

“Don’t be a party pooper.”

“Zane, I think you’ve been married too long.” I sighed. “I gotta go.”

“Wait.” His tone changed.

“Yes?” I said, not bothering to hide my exasperation.

“Don’t write this girl off too quick. Don’t jump to conclusions. Yeah, you fucked up by sleeping with your assistant, but it’s not the end of the world. See what happens, Leo.”

“I don’t want anything to happen.”

“College was a long time ago, dude. You need to get over that shit with what’s her name.”

“What?”

“That girl that dated you and tried to use you ‘cos your dad had money. I knew she hurt you, but that shit was a long time ago.” He sighed. “Dude, it’s so long ago that I can’t even remember her name.”

“Great best friend you are.”

“I’m the best friend you have.”

“Uh huh.”

“I’m just telling you to allow other possibilities to exist. Trust me, dude. I know where you stand right now. However, love isn’t that bad. In fact, it’s quite possibly the best thing that can happen in your life. I know my life didn’t really begin until I met Lucky. She made me see the world in colors I never knew existed.”

“Zane.” I groaned. “Are you trying to make me throw up?”

“Just don’t rule it out.”

“I don’t even know what you’re talking about. I just fucked her. This has nothing to do with love.” I said angrily. “I gotta go.” I hung up the phone and walked outside into the street to take some deep breaths of fresh air. What the fuck was I going to do?
 I stared at the cabs zipping down the street and then I thought about Hannah upstairs in my bed, naked. I wanted to go back upstairs and crawl into bed and lie down next to her. I wanted to hold her in my arms. I was about to go back upstairs when my phone rang.

“Apology accepted.” I barked into the phone.

“Leonardo.” It was my father’s deep voice and not Zane on the other end of the line.

“Oh, hey dad. What’s up?”

“You tell me. What the fuck is going on? I just heard from Rob Martin and he said you were rude to him and left.”

“That’s not what happened.” I sighed. “He’s a dick.”

“I don’t care if he’s a dick. You needed to buy that company.”

“Dad, he...”

“Leo, what the fuck is going on? He said you and that assistant of yours have something going on.”

“Dad, he tried to proposition her, he—”

“Leo, I do not know or care what happened. We need to have a serious conversation when you get back.”

“Okay, fine.” I muttered, annoyed.

“I don’t know what you have got going on with that assistant, but it better not be any shit that can get us in trouble.”

“Dad, I got to go.”

“I expect to see you in the office first thing.”

“I’m in New York the rest of today and tomorrow.”

“You’re not coming back earlier?”

“The flights and the hotel rooms have already been paid for.”

“I don’t know what to say right now.”

“Don’t say anything. I’ll see you on Monday morning.” I hung up and sighed. I should have known that Rob was going to make trouble. Monday was going to be crazy, I already knew it. I might as well enjoy the next two days with Hannah and let the chips fall where-ever they fell. I had a feeling that a lot more drama was coming whether I wanted it or not.

Chapter Ten

Hannah

The rest of the New York trip was magical. Not that I actually got to see much of New York. Leo and I spent all of our time in the hotel room, asides from a trip to Sprinkles to get some cupcakes and coffee. And it was nice to spend that time together. While, I didn’t think we had bared our souls to each other, we had spent a lot of time being intimate and laughing. I was able to forget he was the boss’s son and just enjoy each orgasm he gave me.

“So what are you planning on doing this weekend?” He asked me casually as our flight made its descent into the airport in Los Angeles.

“Most probably tidy up all the mess my roommate Lisa made.” I laughed. “And laundry. What about you?” I asked him with a smile, hoping he didn’t think I was asking him to be with me. I wasn’t sure what was going to happen to us now. Was this just a quick fling in New York or was he expecting it to continue in Los Angeles? Of course, I wanted it to continue, but I didn’t want him to think I was too into him. I had a feeling that if he knew I was starting to like him, I’d scare him off.

“I thought I’d go and see my friend Zane and his wife, but I’m kinda over them right now.” He made a face. “So I’ll likely hit up Santa Monica beach and surf.”

“Nice.” I nodded, imagining him surfing.

“And I’ll order some pizza.” He laughed. “And watch some movies.”

“Sounds fun.” I smiled at him as he ran his hands through his golden-blond hair and paused.

“You’re welcome to come over if you want.” He said hesitantly. “I mean to hang out and chill. Or whatever.”

“Or whatever?” I grinned at him, my heart racing as I reached over and rubbed his cock slowly. “What does ‘or whatever’ mean?”

“I think you know.” His eyes sparkled into mine. “And if you don’t have any plans on joining the mile high club, I’d stop that.”

“What if I don’t want to stop that?” I asked quietly as I felt him start to harden beneath my fingers.

“Hannah.” He groaned and his hand grabbed mine and held it still. “If you get me excited, I will need a release and it won’t be in my pants.”

“I don’t care.” I giggled, suddenly feeling happy. He wanted to see me again. He wanted to spend the weekend with me. Yeah, it wasn’t the same thing as him asking to be my boyfriend, but it was just as good. Okay, it wasn’t just as good, but it was something. Leo wanted to spend more time with me. He wanted to be around me. He was the one that suggested it. That told me that things weren’t going to be awkward. Maybe we could really make this work. Maybe I could be a modern twenty-first century girl. Maybe I could be
one of those girls who slept with a guy without being in a relationship. I knew it would be hard, but a part of me felt that I’d be able to do it. Especially if it was someone like Leo.

“Hannah.” His voice was hoarse as I continued to squeeze his cock through his jeans.

“Yes Leo?” I asked softly, starting to feel very turned on myself.

“Are you going to suck my cock?” He whispered in my ear and groaned.

“No.” I laughed and kissed him on the cheek. He looked devastated at the news and I laughed before whispering in his ear. “Meet me in the bathroom in two minutes, I’m going to do even better than that.” I unbuckled my seat belt and stood up. Leo sat there with a stunned expression on his face and I grinned at him as I made my way back to the bathroom. We were pretty close to the back of the plane and so there weren’t a lot of people there to figure out what was going on. I made my way into the stall and waited. I sniffed for a second and made a face. It didn’t smell that great in the stall and it was a lot smaller than I’d remembered them being. I actually wasn’t sure how this was going to work. Within seconds I heard a small knock on the door. I opened it quickly and Leo shimmied in with a huge grin on his face.

“Hey.” He said with sparkling eyes as he took up every available inch in the stall.

“Hey.” I said back to him, my body wedged against the toilet and his body.

“So we’re going to join the mile high club together?” He grinned and I leaned forward and kissed him. He pushed himself against me and I felt his hardness next to my stomach. I reached down and squeezed him again, though my hand was pressed up against both of us. I unzipped his pants and he groaned as my hand came into contact with his bare cock.

“Your hands are cold.” He muttered against my lips and I bit his lower lip softly in response. His hands moved under my skirt and rubbed my ass. “Okay how do we do this?” He muttered as he tried to adjust himself next to me. “We don’t really have much space do we?”

“I guess you can lift me up and I’ll have my back against the door?” I said thoughtfully and he nodded and tried to pick me up.

“I can’t move you, Hannah.” He groaned as his cock brushed up against me hard.

“Well thanks, I’m not that fat.”

“It has nothing to do with you being fat, I can’t lift you up and push you against the door. There’s not enough space.”

“Let’s try and change positions.” I mumbled. “Then you should be able to lift me up.”

“Okay.” He nodded. “Let’s do it.” We both stood there and attempted to move, but there was no way for us to shift in the confined space. “That’s not going to work.” He shook his head. “Let me see if I can enter you like this.” His finger slipped under my skirt and he moved my panties to the side. I felt his finger grazing my clit, but only for a brief second. The next thing I knew his cock was sliding in between my legs.

“Oh yeah.” He grinned as the tip of him rubbed my clit and I moaned. “Just step up a little bit, I can’t enter you in this position.”

“Where’s the condom?” I asked him slowly as I held onto his shoulder.

“Oh shit.” He looked annoyed. “Hold on.” He tried to pull his wallet out, but there wasn’t enough room. “I can’t get to the packets, can’t I just pull out?”

“No, where are you going to pull out and cum?” I shook my head. “Not on my skirt or top.”

“Hold on,” He groaned and tried again, this time banging his elbow into the door. “Ouch.” He muttered and then we both froze as we heard a knock on the door.

“Are there two people in that bathroom?” A loud screechy voice asked. “It is against federal regulations for two people to copulate in an airline bathroom.” She said again and we froze.

Leo looked at me sheepishly and pulled his cock out from between my legs.

“I guess that’s that.” He sighed as he zipped himself back up.

“We tried.” I nodded as he opened the door. We walked out of the bathroom stiffly, the air stewardess and a few other passengers staring at us in shock.

“My nurse was just taking my temperature.” Leo said lightly as we left the room. “Everything’s okay though, I don’t have a fever.”

I followed him back to our seats with a red face and avoided all eye contact with everyone else on the plane.

“Well that sucked.” He grinned at me as we sat down.

“I can’t believe we almost got caught.” I whispered and he laughed.

“I can’t believe you weren’t going to let me just pull out.”

“Why would I let you pull out, Leo?” I shook my head in disbelief. “That is not a foolproof contraception method.”

“It’s better than coming inside of you.” He licked his lips. “Though that would have been even nicer. Maybe you should get on the pill.”

“Why should I get on the pill?” I shifted in my seat, as I started to feel even hornier.

“Wouldn’t you prefer to feel me inside of you when I orgasm?”

“I do feel you inside of me when you orgasm.” I laughed and tried not to remember just how many times I’d already felt him inside of me.

“But that was wearing a condom. It’s different without a condom.”  His fingers touched my lip. “It’ll be a whole new experience.”

“I thought you didn’t want to see me again in that way after New York?” I asked him softly.

“Well, we’re hanging out this weekend.”

“I can’t just go to Walgreens and pick up the pill when we land.” I said with a laugh. “It requires a doctors’ trip and a prescription.”

“Then get one next week.”

“Why?”

“Because I want you to.”

“What do you care?” I asked softly. “I thought you weren’t interested in seeing me as more than an assistant in Los Angeles.”

“Well, I’m not looking for a relationship, but that doesn’t mean we can’t still have fun, right?”

“Fun?” I repeated softly.

“Yeah, I mean I’m down for friends with benefits if you are.”

“You want to be friends with benefits?”

“Or assistant with benefits.” He grinned. “Does that work for you?”

“I don’t know.” I bit my lower lip and stared at him. Could I really do this? One fling in New York and then going back to the normal way of life was one thing, but sleeping with him and working with him might be completely different. It was a huge risk to my career and my heart.

“What would you like? We can create a list of rules so both of us is happy.”

“I guess that could work.” I nodded, my head running a hundred miles a minute. “If we do this then no one can know. I don’t want people in the office talking about me behind my back.”

“That’s fair.” He agreed. “So no public affection or lovemaking.” He paused. “However, I would like to make love in the office.”

“That seems like it goes against the rule of no public lovemaking.” I frowned, though I was starting to feel excited.

“When I said public, I mean other people seeing.” He grinned. “You better believe I’m fucking you over my desk on Monday morning.”

“Will that be before or after your coffee?” I giggled, starting to feel excited.

“Both.” He raised an eyebrow at me. “Okay next rule, no expecting phone calls or blowing up each others phones with texts.”

“Sounds like a good rule to me.” I agreed.

“No expecting to stay over every night.” He said again. “And no expectation of dates and going out and meeting the family.”

“Or friends.” I added, thinking of Lisa. There was no way I wanted him to meet Lisa, I had no idea what she’d say to him.

“Yes, no friends.” He nodded quickly and I felt a little hurt.

“Okay, so we have to keep it private at work and not expect any access to each other’s private lives.” I said slowly. “Anything else.”

“You need to get on the pill.” He grinned at me. “Please.”

“I’ll think about it.” My heart started beating fast at the thought of what we were embarking on. Was this really going to work? Could we work together and be friends with benefits without anything blowing up in or faces.

“Is there anything you want from me?” He asked softly. “Any particular manscaping or anything?”

“No.” I shook my head and smiled. “I like you just the way you are.”

“Great.” He sat back and sighed. “You’re too sweet, Hannah.”

“And you’re too hard.” I smiled at him with a sultry expression as I rubbed his cock slowly. He groaned and I laughed. “I think you should take care of that soon.”

“I’ll take care of you soon.” He growled and I laughed as the plane hit the tarmac.

“So I’ll see you tomorrow?” Leo kissed me lightly as I got out of the cab.

“Sure.” I nodded and yawned as I grabbed my bag. “I’m all ready for the beach.”

“Good. I’ll call you before I come and pick you up.” He smiled and looked at my apartment building. “It looks nice in there.”

“It’s a dump.” I laughed. “But it’s fine, it’s my dump.”

“Maybe I can see it sometime.” He said softly and I could see the cabdriver rolling his eyes at us.

“Yeah, maybe.” I nodded. “Have a great night, Leo.”

“Night, Hannah.” He smiled and I walked away from the cab with my bag. Why was he mentioning seeing my place? Hadn’t we just said in the rules that we didn’t want to get too close and intimate?

“But you have to fuck somewhere, Hannah.” I mumbled to myself as I climbed up the staircase to the apartment. “It will either be your place or his place, it’s not like you’re going to
be renting hotel rooms.” I shook my head at myself as I realized that there was a possibility that Leo and I would have sex in my bed and on my couch. I wasn’t sure how I felt about that. I wasn’t sure that I wanted to have that memory when things ended. Because ultimately it would have to end. Friends with benefits wasn’t something that could last forever. I wasn’t sure that I wanted to have memories of coming on his face in my own bedroom.

“I’m home.” I called out into the apartment as I opened the door. “Oh my God, what happened?” I shouted as I surveyed the mess. “Lisa.” I screamed as I dropped my bag on the floor.

“Hey,” Lisa walked out of the kitchen with a grin on her face. “What’s up Slutty nurse?”

“Lisa, what is all this mess?” I groaned as I surveyed the trash and shopping bags. “What’s going on?”

“Oops, sorry. I was about to tidy up.” She made a face. “But I got sucked into a Murder She Wrote marathon on TV.”

“Lisa, really?” I sighed as I picked up my bag and walked to my room. Thank God, Leo hadn’t tried to come up with me. I couldn’t imagine the look on his face if he had seen this dump. He might have called off the friends with benefits plan right away.