bloody pulp. Only then did he hurl the knife aside and his
wife’s limp body slipped from his grasp. Her eyes were
wide and staring, cheeks flecked with her own blood. As
soon as she hit the tiles on the floor, she vanished and the
kitchen disappeared with her.
I cowered in a corner, my breath in my throat, trying to
stop my hands from shaking. This was one scene I would
not forget in a hurry. The man looked dazed, turning in
circles, and for a dreadful moment I thought he’d become
aware of my presence. But then the woman reappeared
before him, whole and untouched.
“No more lies. I know everything,” she said.
It was as if someone had hit replay on a movie. I realized
the whole grisly scene was about to be repeated before my
eyes. Those involved were doomed to relive it infinitely. The
other figures scattered around me were each reliving their
own crimes of the past: murder, rape, assault, adultery,
theft, betrayal. The list seemed endless.
I’d always interacted with the concept of evil on a
philosophical level. Now I felt as though it was al around
me, palpable and real. I ran blindly back the way I’d come
without stopping. There were times when I felt things
brushing past me or catching at the hem of my dress, but I
shook myself free and kept running. I only stopped when I
thought another step would cause my lungs to col apse.
I knew I’d lost my way because the tunnels had vanished.
I was now standing in wide-open space. In the ground
ahead lay a crater-like opening rimmed with fiery embers. I
couldn’t see what was going on inside, but I could hear
tortured shouts and screams. I’d never seen anything even
remotely like it, so why did it feel so oddly familiar?
The
lake of fire awaits, my lady.
Could this be the place
referred to in the cryptic note I’d found jammed in my locker
al those months ago? I knew I shouldn’t approach. I knew
the right thing to do was turn around and find my way back
to Hotel Ambrosia, even if it was my prison. Whatever
lurked in this place was not something I was ready to
witness. So far Hades had been a surreal world made up of
underground tunnels, shady nightclubs, and an empty hotel.
But as I took my first tentative steps toward the fiery pit, I
knew this was going to be different.
The indescribable wailing of the occupants reached me
before I was even close. I’d always thought medieval
depictions of Hel with its twisted bodies and instruments of
torture were nothing but a device designed to frighten and
control an ignorant populace. But now I knew the stories
were true.
It wasn’t easy to make out what was happening through
the ruby glow that emanated from the pit, but there were
clearly two distinct groups, the tormented and their
tormentors. The tormentors wore leather harnesses and
boots. Some wore hoods like executioners. The tormented
were either naked or in rags. From the earthen wal s hung
an array of metal devices designed to inflict pain. My eyes
traveled over the saws, branding irons, and rusty pliers. At
ground level were vats of boiling oil, a dunking device, and
hot coals. There were bodies chained to posts, hanging
from rafters, and strapped into cruel devices. The souls
writhed and screamed as the torturers relentlessly
continued their devilish work. I watched them drag a naked
man across the ground and force him into a brass coffin,
bolting the lid shut. They slid the coffin into an oven and I
watched as it slowly heated up, glowing orange and then
red. From inside came muffled screams of agony, which
seemed to amuse the demons. Another man was tied to a
post with ropes, his eyes turned upward in supplication. At
first I didn’t realize that the yel ow sheath flapping from his
thigh like washing on a line was his own skin. He was being
flayed alive.
The images that flashed before me were of blood and
torn flesh and festering wounds. I could watch for only a few
seconds before the bile started to rise in my throat. I threw
myself onto the dry, cracked ground and covered my ears.
The smel and the sound were both unbearable. I began
crawling away on my hands and knees, not trusting myself
to walk upright without passing out.
I’d only crawled a few meters through the dust when a
boot crunched down on my hand. I looked up to see myself
surrounded by three whip-wielding tormentors who had
noticed my arrival. There was nothing recognizably human
in their pitiless faces. There was a rattling of chains when
they moved but closer inspection revealed them to be no
older than schoolboys. It was incongruous seeing such
cruelty on their perfect faces.
“Looks like we have a visitor,” said one, prodding me
with the heel of his boot. His voice was musical and laced
with a Spanish accent. He moved his foot and used it to lift
up the hem of my dress, exposing my legs. The tip of his
boot was traveling uncomfortably high.
“She’s hot,” grunted his companion.
“Hot or not, it ain’t polite to go wandering around
restricted areas without an invitation,” the third demon
chimed in. “I say we teach her a lesson.” His eyes glinted
like marbles. He had a pouting mouth and spoke with a lazy
drawl. His shock of fair hair fel over his eyes and sharp
features.
“I get her first,” the other objected. “When I’m done, you
can teach her whatever you like.” He flashed me a grin. He
was stockier than the others and his copper bangs were
blunt. He had a sprinkling of freckles across a porcine
nose.
“Forget it, Yeats,” warned the first boy who had a head
ful of black curls. “Not until we know who sent her.”
Yeats brought his face level with mine. His smal teeth
reminded me of a piranha’s. “What’s a pretty little thing like
you doing wandering these parts alone?”
“I’m lost,” I said shakily. “I’m from Hotel Ambrosia and I’m
Jake’s guest.” I tried to sound important but didn’t dare
meet his gaze.
“Damn.” The blond one sounded annoyed. “She’s with
Jake. I guess we better not mess her up too bad then.”
“I’m not buying it, Nash,” Yeats snapped. “If she was
real y with Jake, she wouldn’t be out here.”
Suddenly my head was reeling. I didn’t think my body
could cope with much more. Yeats looked unimpressed.
“If you’re going to throw up—do it over there. I’ve just had
these boots shined.” I felt my chest heave as I dry retched.
“Come on, get up!” Yeats hauled me to my feet. He
looked triumphantly at the others as his arm encircled my
waist. “What do you say we put you to good use? How do
you feel about an audience?” His hands were rough as they
struggled with the buttons on my bodice.
“If she does belongs to Jake and he finds out, who knows
what he’l do … .” The boy cal ed Nash sounded nervous.
“Shut up,” Yeats said and turned to the first boy. “Diego,
help me hold her down.”
“Get your filthy paws off her,” said a voice so menacing it
could have cut through steel.
Jake materialized out of the shadows. His dark hair was
unbound and, coupled with his furious expression, it gave
him a look of animal-like ferocity. He appeared a good deal
more dangerous than the others. In fact when they stood
side by side, the three youths looked like amateurs or
naughty schoolboys who’d been caught breaking the rules.
In Jake’s presence they lost their cockiness and looked
paralyzed with fear. He seemed to tower over them and
had an air of authority that made them cower. If there were
echelons of power in Hel , this trio must have occupied one
of the lower orders.
“We didn’t know she was, uh … spoken for,” Diego said
apologetical y. “We wouldn’t have touched her otherwise.”
“I tried to tel them she was … ,” Nash began, but Diego
stared him into silence.
“You’re lucky I’m in a good mood right now,” Jake hissed.
“Now, get out of my sight before I put you on the rack
myself.” They scurried back to the pit from where they’d
come like jackrabbits. Jake offered me his arm as he led
me away. It was the first time I was actual y glad of his
presence.
“So … how much did you see?” he asked.
“Al of it.”
“I did try to warn you,” Jake sounded genuinely sorry.
“Would you like me to try and erase the memories? I’l be
careful not to touch your old ones.”
“No, thank you,” I said numbly. “It was something I needed
to see.”
9
Lake of Dreams
EVERY day that passed without news of Venus Cove
added to my misery.
I could think of nothing but what I was missing in the lives
of those I loved. I knew they must be frantic with worry. Had
they guessed where Jake had taken me or were they ready
to file a missing person’s report? I knew if I were held
hostage anywhere on earth, the divine powers of my
siblings would track me down. But I had no idea if their
radars could reach deep into the core of the earth. When I
thought about my family, I remembered the simplest things;
the way my brother used to experiment in the kitchen,
handling food as though it were art; the way my sister used
to braid my hair with a skil only she possessed. I thought of
Gabriel’s hands and the way they could make any
instrument bow to his wil and Ivy’s river of golden hair.
Mostly I thought of Xavier; the way his eyes crinkled gently
at the corners whenever he smiled; the smel of his car after
we’d eaten burgers and fries in the Chevy overlooking the
ocean. Although I’d only been gone a few days, I grieved for
every moment that passed. Worst of al was that I knew
Xavier would be blaming himself and I couldn’t do anything
to ease his guilt.
Time became my biggest enemy in Hades. On earth it
had been so precious because I didn’t know when it would
run out, but here it was drawn out and immeasurable. The
tedium was the hardest to bear. Not only was I a prisoner in
Jake’s soul ess world, I was also an angel in Hel and
treated with either scorn or morbid curiosity by its elite.
Most of the time I felt like a sideshow freak. There was
something about the place that seemed to eat at me from
the inside like a cancer. It was easy to give into it—stop
thinking, stop fighting—and I could I feel it happening to me.
I was terrified by the idea of waking one day no longer
caring about human suffering or whether I lived or died.
For days after stumbling across the lake of fire and its
associated horrors, I fel into a deep depression. I had little
appetite, but Hanna was patient with me. Jake’s assistant,
Tucker, had been assigned as my personal minder and
was always around though he rarely spoke to me. Together
they became my constant companions.
They were in my room one night as usual, Hanna trying to
coax me into eating a mouthful or two of the broth she’d
prepared and Tucker diverting himself by crushing paper
into bal s and tossing them into the fireplace to watch them
ignite. I pushed away Hanna’s offer of dessert and watched
her face crease into a mask of stress. Tucker looked up
and shook his head at her in tacit communication. Hanna
let out a heavy sigh and set down the dinner tray while
Tucker went back to poking the embers in the fire. I curled
myself into a bal at the end of my bed. The old Bethany