“What are you doing here?” Gabriel demanded.
Diego stuck his bottom lip out in a mock pout. “Just trying
to have a little fun. Humans are so gul ible—dumb beasts.”
“Not as dumb as you,” Ivy said, while Gabriel moved to
position himself on Diego’s right-hand side, pinning him
between the wal and the doorway. “Looks like you’ve got
yourself trapped.”
“A bit like that little angel of yours,” Diego snarled, though
I could tel by the way he curled his fingers that he was
nervous. “She’s trapped in the pit burning as we speak and
there’s nothing you can do about it.”
“We’l see about that,” Gabriel said.
“We know you’re trying to find a portal.” Diego’s attempts
to stal or distract them were poorly disguised. “You’l never
find it and if you do, good luck getting it open.”
“Do not underestimate the power of Heaven,” Ivy said.
“Oh, I think Heaven has forsaken Bethany by now. Have
you considered that our daddy may be stronger than
yours?”
Ivy looked up and a hot blue fire seemed to blaze in her
usual y cool gray eyes. She raised her chin to match her
opponent. She opened her mouth and a language flowed
out that sounded high and sweet like a hundred children
singing or wind chimes in the summer breeze. The air
around her started to shimmer, like heat rising off the
pavement. Then, without speaking, she thrust her hand out
toward him. To my shock, her hand disappeared straight
into his chest, as though he were made of nothing but clay.
Diego seemed just as surprised as I was and grunted
loudly. Something began to glow in his chest and I realized
that Ivy was literal y gripping his heart. The light shone
brighter, making his skin papery and transparent. I could
see the outline of his rib cage and Ivy’s hand, encasing his
heart in a scalding prison of light. Diego seemed to be
completely paralyzed, but he managed to open his mouth
and let out a strangled scream. Through the screen his
chest had become, I saw the heart begin to swel and pulse
in Ivy’s hand, as if it were going to rupture. Then with a
pop,
like a bursting bal oon, it disintegrated and Diego vanished
in a flash of light.
Ivy drew a deep, shuddering breath and then brushed her
hands together as though she had touched something
contaminated.
“Demons,” she muttered.
The noise of the explosion woke Mol y, who sat upright,
scrambling to smooth down her curls.
“Huh … what … what’s going on?” she mumbled, her
voice slurry. I was amazed that she’d managed to sleep
through the drama.
“Nothing,” Gabriel said quickly. “Go back to sleep. We
just came in to check on you.”
“Oh.” Mol y stared at him wistful y for a moment before
remembering the events of the previous night. Then her
face darkened and she turned her back, wriggling down
under the covers.
Gabriel sighed and shrugged at Ivy while Xavier picked
up the car keys on the bedside table.
“Uh … thanks for taking care of that,” he said. “If it’s al
right I’m gonna go for a drive. I need to clear my head.”
I fol owed him, eager for us to spend some time alone,
even if he didn’t know I was there.
“Hey, baby.” He patted the hood of the Chevy out in the
parking lot and gave a sad smile. “Things are getting pretty
crazy, hey?”
I slid into the passenger seat as Xavier started the
familiar purring engine and pul ed out onto the highway. His
body seemed to relax behind the wheel of the car, flowing
more easily. He looked so beautiful with the worry wiped
from his face. I could stare at him for hours—his strong
arms, the outline of his sculpted chest, his hair fal ing
across his eyes, strands glowing golden in the predawn
light. His bril iant turquoise eyes were half closed as he let
the Chevy leach the tension from his body. His foot nudged
the accelerator and the car responded with an obedient
growl. Xavier never drove fast with me in the car; he was
too conscious of my safety. But in this moment he was
completely free and I knew he needed this time to himself in
order to regroup. The car glided around a bend in the road,
shadowed by the cedar trees that lined the highway. Up
ahead the left side of the road fel away, with nothing but
jagged cliffs below. Picking up speed on the open road,
Xavier rol ed down his window and flicked the radio on. The
station was playing the biggest hits of the eighties and the
chords of “Livin’ on a Prayer” rang out into the air. The song
about a couple whose struggle to survive hard times was
especial y relevant to us.
We’ve got to hold on, ready or not
You live for the fight when it’s all that you’ve got.
Xavier’s mood seemed to lift a little as he mouthed the
words and tapped the steering wheel in time with the beat.
But outside, an unnatural wind was blowing up, scattering
leaves across the highway and down the cliffs on the
opposite side. I knew something was wrong—the presence
of evil had fol owed us. I had to warn Xavier to go back. It
wasn’t safe for him out here alone. He needed to be close
to Ivy and Gabriel so they could protect him. But how could I
let him know that?
When the song ended an idea suddenly hit me. I focused
my energy and used it to interfere with the radio frequency.
The sound broke up until it was just an irritating hum. Xavier
frowned and fiddled with the dials, trying to tune the
channel. I concentrated on gathering my strength and cal ed
out his name. Then out of the blue it was my voice he heard
crackling through the speakers.
“Turn back, Xavier! You’re not safe out here. Find Ivy
and Gabriel. Stay with them. Jake is coming.”
The shock of hearing my voice almost caused Xavier to
swerve the car off the road. He recovered in time and
slammed on the brakes. The Chevy screamed to a halt in
the middle of the deserted road.
“Beth? Is that you? Where are you? Can you hear me?”
“Yes, it’s me. I want you to turn back.”
My voice was
insistent.
“You have to trust me.”
“Okay,” Xavier said. “I do. Just keep talking.”
Xavier shifted the car into gear and made a U-turn. I
breathed a little easier as I sat curled in the passenger seat
with my knees up. Once he was back at the motel he would
pass my message on to Ivy and Gabriel and they’d know
what to do. As Xavier drove my attention was drawn to the
discarded gum wrappers and an empty soda can on the
car floor. It was so unlike him—he was usual y obsessive
about car maintenance. I remembered once how the new
GPS he’d instal ed in the Chevy had left a ring on the
windshield. It bothered him so much that he dragged us to
the auto shop to find a plastic holder to stick on the
dashboard. The memory made me smile.
“Beth, you stil here?” Tapping into the radio waves had
left me drained, but I summoned whatever remnants of
energy I had left to create friction in my fingertips, which I
ran lightly over his cheek, a feather-soft caress. I saw the
hairs on his arms stand on end.
“Do that again.” Xavier smiled.
We weren’t far now from the Easy Stay Inn. The
landscape was becoming more familiar and we had almost
left the sharp cliffs behind. I had just given myself
permission to breathe easy when something unexpected
happened. The Chevy lurched and then accelerated
straight past the turnoff, leaving the low rectangular facade
of the motel behind.
“What the hel ?” Xavier looked around. “Beth, what’s
going on?”
The car seemed to take on a crazed purpose of its own.
Xavier’s foot slammed repeatedly on the brakes, but they
refused to respond. The steering wheel was locked. I slid
over to the driver’s side to help him but my attempts to wil
the car to stop were in vain. Suddenly, I glanced up and
saw in the rearview mirror two eyes like glowing embers
staring from the backseat.
“Don’t do this, Jake!” I pleaded. The car was now veering
crazily from one side of the road to the other. Xavier’s
efforts to steer it back on course were futile. The car
continued to crash forward, branches lashing out across the
windshield, stones crunching under the wheels.
My heart stopped when I saw what we were heading for.
Jake was maneuvering the car away from the woodland
and toward the rocky escarpment. A couple of times the
Chevy teetered so close to the edge I was sure it would
tumble right over and smash against the cliffs. Dust rose in
clouds impairing Xavier’s vision, but there wasn’t much he
could do other than press his back against the seat and
wrestle ineffectual y with the wheel.
I turned and saw Jake sitting calmly in the back. He was
smoking a French cigarette and blowing smoke rings out
the window.
He was playing a game with us.
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“STOP!” I begged Jake. “
Please
stop!”
The accelerator hit the floor and the car lurched drunkenly
as if it were being steered by a blind man. The cliffs fel
sharply away to the right and there was nothing but a fine
metal railing separating the road from the devastating drop.
I needed to manifest—even if only to tel Xavier what was
happening, to see if there was some way I could get him
safely out of the car. But fear crippled my concentration. It’d
require every scrap of energy I had left to appear to him
and even then I wasn’t sure I could do it.
Suddenly I caught sight of his hands gripping the steering
wheel. I saw my promise ring and the trademark leather
wristband he always wore. I knew the feel of both by heart.
Those hands had held mine so many times; they had
comforted me, fought for me, protected me, and anchored
me to the world of the living. I remembered the moment I
first saw Xavier sitting on the pier. He’d looked up at me,
the light of the setting sun picking up the golden strands in
his honey brown hair. I remembered thinking his eyes held
so much depth. I’d wondered then who he was and what he
was like, not expecting I’d ever see him again. The
memories flooded back to me. The two of us sharing
chocolate cake in a booth at Sweethearts—he’d looked at
me as though I were a puzzle he was determined to solve. I
remembered the way his voice deepened when he was
roused from sleep, the way his lips felt against the back of
my neck. I remembered his smel , his fresh clean scent like
the woods on a summer day. I remembered the way the
crucifix around his neck glinted when the moonlight caught
it. I knew everything about him and every little detail was
sacred to me. I realized then that our subliminal connection
could transcend any physical barrier.
Without any warning I manifested right there in the
passenger seat. Xavier nearly yel ed out in shock, and his
ocean eyes widened while Jake pushed his face between
the two front seats.
“Hel o, darling,” he said darkly. “Thought I’d find you here.
Bit of car trouble I see.”
“Beth,” Xavier whispered. “What’s happening?”
I realized suddenly that he couldn’t see Jake. He had no
idea what was going on.
“It’s okay,” I told him. “I won’t let anything happen to you.”
“Beth, I can’t do this much longer.” His voice almost
broke. “Where are you? I don’t know what to believe