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I sit through another shitty day at the office and I now know for sure that this is not the life for me, give me filming any day of the week. All day sat at my desk doing shit little jobs all I can think about is later, I rang Richard and asked him to get me a motorbike and all the kit for later, I am trying not to think about Cam in leathers. I also have to tell her that I’m leaving Friday for a week, I want her to care but I’m not sure she will, we did agree that this was just sex but…

James calls in just as I am leaving and tells me I need to be at the airport Friday morning at seven, I agree, he asks me if I want a drink, strange really after he left last time with that girl. I’m going to do a bit of digging

“So what does your wife do James?”

“Oh she’s just a housewife, we have two young daughters”

“How long have you been married?”

“Oh getting on for ten years”

“Is this marriage thing as good as they make it out to be?”

“Nah bullshit”

“Oh why?”

“My wife, she is miserable, posh, only interested in money, I think that’s why she married me”

“Oh that’s a shame”

“Yeah anyway you know I have ways to overcome that”

“Yeah, same girl every Friday”

“Mostly and more like four times a week or when I can fit her in”

This man is an asshole “Why do you stay with her?”

“It works for both of us”

“Does she have somebody else?”

“No I don’t think so, actually I’ve never asked”

“So were you in love when you first got married?”

“I want to say yes but no I don’t think so, I did it to make my parents happy”

“Oh that’s not good”

“Nah, only ever loved one person and that was a long time ago”

“Oh what happened?”

“Nothing anyway are you coming for a drink?”

“Sorry I need to get home”

“Ok see you tomorrow”

I watch him leave and shake my head, fuck imagine being with someone for ten years and not even really liking them.

I tidy my desk and walk outside and wait for Richard, he pulls up five minutes later, he apologises for being late but had to wait for the bike to be delivered.

I make it home and check out the bike, Richard did well it’s even better than the one I have at home, I walk on into the house and shower to get ready for my night with Cam, my cock is already hard thinking about her on that bike.

I put my leathers on and walk round to her house and knock on the door, she answers wearing a pretty dress

“Cam you look beautiful but you need to put these on” I say handing her the leathers

“Oh” she says looking me up and down

“Yeah I’m taking you for dinner on my bike”

“Ok do I put anything on underneath?” she asks

Shit there isn’t much room in these for a hard cock “Up to you” I say with a smile, she takes the leathers from me and walks off towards the stairs then stops, I watch as she lifts her dress up and over her head, I walk towards her

“No Grey, dinner first I’m starving, help me get these one”

I help her put the leathers on and the jacket over just her bra “Fuck Cam, I could have wet dreams thinking of you like this” She just smiles at me

I take her hand after she has locked the door and we walk back round to mine, I hand her helmet “Have you ever been on a bike before?”

“No, never”

“Ok just lean the way I lean and hold on tight around my waist”

“I think I can manage that”

I get on the bike then hold my hand out to help her over, “Put your feet on there and hold me round my waist”

Once she is in position I start the bike, I love the sound of the engine. I pull off slowly and turn down onto the road, we ride through town and once I hit the town signs I accelerate away, I feel her grip tighten but I don’t slow down. It’s a ten minute drive along the coast to the restaurant, I pull into the car park and turn the engine off, I turn around and help Cam off, I watch as she takes her helmet off and waits for me to do the same

“Oh my God Grey, that was amazing, I want to do that again”

“I’m glad you liked it, I didn’t drive too fast and scare you then?”

“No I loved it”

I take her hand and lead her into the restaurant “Hi I booked a table for eight o’clock”

“Yes sir, please follow me”

I hold Cam’s hand all the way to the table, then release it to pull her chair out

“Thank you”

We order our meal and decide it time to talk “So, do you want to tell me what happened to your fiancé?”

“Grey”

“I know but we might be here for an hour, we need to talk about something”

“Ok, we were making wedding plans, my mum, dad and Edward went to look at a venue, I didn’t go because I was too busy working, they took the helicopter and the weather changed when they were up, we are not sure what happened, the first I knew about it was when it was on the news. They all died instantly”

”Fuck Cam”

“I know, it took some getting over”

“I bet, how did you do it?”

“I worked a lot, had some therapy and here I am” I watch as she throws her hair over her shoulder

“I would like to think I’m helping”

“Yes you are” she smiles

“Good”

“What about you, why did you fall out with your parents?”

“Girls and drink, they kept threatening to throw me out, so as soon as school finished, I packed and left. I always felt I was in the way, I don’t think they really ever wanted kids”

“Oh that’s sad, doesn’t everybody want kids then?”

“I have never really thought about it, why do you?”

“Yes”

I nod my head “So what is your favourite film?”

We talk about our favourite everything’s until Cam asks

“What is favourite sex position?”

“Not sure I have a favourite, I really love having sex though and you have probably realised by now that I like it a bit rough”

“Yes I’ve noticed, I think I do too”

I smile at her and raise my hand to get the bill; I throw the money on the table and almost drag her out the restaurant. I hand her a helmet and get on the bike, I turn and help her on.  I drive faster on the way back not helped by the fact that her hands are getting lower and her grip is getting tighter. I ride the bike into the garage and cut the engine, I turn and help Cam off, then jump off myself, I watch her as she takes off her helmet off and tosses her head back, as she slowly unzips her jacket, showing off a lacy red and black bra, I lean back on the bike to watch the show, as she steps forward and unzips my jacket, then pushes it off my shoulders, quickly followed by my t shirt, her hands are all over me as I rest my head back and enjoy the attention, my breath catches as she undoes my trousers and pushes them down, I feel  my cock pulse as I know she is looking at me, as she grabs the base of my cock and runs the tip across her lips, I need to watch, I bring my head up and look down just as she runs my cock across her tits, I watch and say nothing as she brings her mouth down and almost swallows me at the same time as digging her nails into my ass,”Ahh Cam” I carry on watching until I can’t hold back, I grab the back of her head and hold her still while I thrust into her mouth, I feel myself coming “You ready Cam” she blinks her eyes as I shoot into her mouth, as I still I watch her swallow my offering “That was so good Cam" I reach down and pull my trousers back up then I take her hand and help her up, I reach for her chin and bring her face up and lean down and kiss her “Come, let’s take this inside” she just nods her head “You ok Cam, was I too rough”

“No it was hot” she replies

I lead her to the kitchen and strip her of her clothes; I grab her waist and lift her onto the table and go straight for her pussy “So having my cock in your mouth really makes you hot?”

“Yeah” she moans

I spread her legs and lick at her hard and fast, it only takes minutes before she is coming, I stop and watch, she is at her most beautiful when she is orgasming, when she eventually stills I lift her from the table and take her to the sofa, we lie down on the sofa naked, Cam is a bit sleepy so I turn the tv on and rub her back.

I gently wake up, I can feel Grey rubbing my back, I love the tender side of him, I slowly turn over so I’m lead on top of him “Hi” I say

“Hi, you ok?”

“Perfect”

“Cam I have to go away for a week on Friday”

“Oh ok” I say trying not to show my disappointment “Where are you going?”

“It’s just business, meetings and shit”

“Boring then”

“Yeah, you will wait for me though, right?”

“Jesus Grey what kind of woman do you think I am, I told you that you are only the second person I’ve slept with”

”I know sorry, but you have changed, I just wanted to make sure that you will wait for me, I will wait for you”

“That’s good to know”

He slowly sits up and lifts me from the sofa and carries me to bed. Once there he makes love to me slowly and it is just as mind blowing, we gently drift off to sleep.

“Cam, wake up, I’ve got to go”

“What you are kicking me out of bed?”

“No. Anyway the only time I would kick you out of my bed is it fuck you on the floor... I have to go to work but I need to shower and make you breakfast”

“How about we shower together and forget breakfast?”

“Deal, now get that sexy ass to the bathroom”

I stay where I am and watch him as he gets out of bed, it should be illegal to look as good as he does, he walks around to my side of the bed, sporting his morning wood, I feel the smile spread across my face as he reaches me and leans down for a long kiss. We eventually make it to the shower and Grey shows me what it’s like to have sex in there, wow is all I can think we need to do that again.

Grey leaves and I get dressed and walk back round to mine. I check my messages as I make a cup of tea, there’s one from Will checking I’m ok, one from James which is much the same as Will’s and one from Tom with the quote and saying he can start tomorrow. I reply to Will and James saying I’m fine and I ring Tom and arrange for him to start tomorrow.

I make a plan for the day; I grab some breakfast and take a walk along the beach. My phone rings as I am walking back through the garden its Grey

“Hey Grey”

“Cam, you ok?”

“Yes fine and you”

“I’m good it was a great start to the day”

“I agree”

“Cam, you know I said I was away Friday, well my flight is tonight so I won’t be back today, Richard is going home for the week to visit his family, will you be alright”

“Grey, I’m a big girl anyway, remember you are only here for a couple of months, I will be fine, have a good time and keep in touch”

“Ok, talk soon Cam and be good”

“Yeah you too”

I cut the call and wander back to the house, I need to go to the shop and sort out what to keep and what to throw out ready for Tom to start tomorrow, as I undress I notice my period has started, I quickly sort myself out then lie on the bed and cry, I can’t stop, I cry until I can cry no more. I must lie there for an hour before dragging my ass down stairs. I grab my phone and ring Will

“Hey Doll, what’s wrong?”

“Hey, I got my period”

“Ah shit Cam have you been crying?”

“Will”

“Ok now listen it was the first try, you have two more tries before Grey leaves”

“I know but I just really want this Will, if it doesn’t happen will you, you know what I asked before”

“Cam lets cross that bridge when we come to it alright?”

“Ok thanks Will, bye”

I cut the call and grab a bottle of wine from the fridge, just one glass then I need to go. I sit drinking going over everything, I think I was so happy because I thought I would be pregnant, I sit and think about all the amazing sex I have had and gradually I smile, ok so I get to have more amazing sex with a very hot man. I finish my glass and walk to the shop.

Richard calls in and says goodbye and that he will see me in a week, I give him a hug and wish him a safe flight.

When I’ve finished at the shop I take a slow walk home, I shower then swim as I come out of the pool I look across at Grey’s house in darkness, shit I miss him already, I grab the bottle of wine I started earlier and a glass and take it to my bedroom, I quickly shower and put my Pj’s on and lie in bed. I pour myself a large glassful. I open the drawer and look at the photo of Edward and me, I start to compare Edward and Grey, I decide that’s not fair because I too was a different person then, I put the photo away and pour another glass, I feel the tears on my cheeks again and angrily swipe them away. I grab my laptop and enter in the search “How to get pregnant?” I study the graphs and pull up the calendar on my phone, shit I never knew it was this difficult to get pregnant, so basically two days out of every month, shit that give me a possible four days before Grey leaves, I know Will would agree to help if I’m not successful with Grey but I really want Grey to be its Dad. I pour another wine as I work out the best two days, I put a reminder in my phone and finish my wine. I close my eyes and I can see Grey, images of him flash through my mind – the first time I saw him on the beach, the first time in a suit, naked, in his leathers riding his bike, I eventually fall to sleep smiling.

I am woken the next day with my phone ringing, I slowly open my eyes as my phone stops then starts again, I left my head from the pillow and quickly my hands rush to hold it, fuck why did I drink so much, my phone stops and then starts again, I get to my feet and follow the sound of my phone, I find it on the counter in the kitchen. As I pick it up it stops ringing, I turn and put the kettle down as it rings again, I look down at it shit Suzie

“Hi Suzie”

“Cam, can you come home? its Victoria she’s in hospital, I don’t know what to do she fell from a tree in the garden and James is away on business, I don’t know if I should ring him, I know it’s a meeting that he has been setting up for a year”

“Ok slow down, what has Victoria done?”

“She has hurt her leg and her arm”

“Ok so she is going to be alright?”

“Yes”

“Ok don’t ring James yet then, give me a couple of hours and I will be there, I will ring you when I’m close”

“Thank you Cam”

I cut the call, shit how am I supposed to drive I will still have alcohol in my system, I quickly dial Will’s number, he answers on the first ring, I explain what’s happened and he says he will drive me in my car, I tell him to pack a bag we may be a couple of days.

We arrive in London nearly two hours later; I ring Suzie to find out which hospital. We park and walk to the hospital. We arrive at the private suites and locate Victoria, we walk down the corridor and hear Suzie, she’s on her phone

“Ok but I won’t be able to see you tonight” “Ok I will call you later, love you Charles”

I look at Will who turns and looks at me with his eyebrows raised, I make a little cough sound and Suzie turns towards us

“Oh, Hi Cam and you must be Will”

“Hi Suzie, how’s Victoria”

“She just going down to theatre”

“Oh”

“They need to pin her arm, quickly come this way, you can see her before she goes”

We follow her into a private room, Victoria is crying and Elizabeth is cuddling her “Hi Girls, what have you been doing?”

“Cam” they say together, Elizabeth runs and hugs me “Who’s that man?”

“This is my friend Will”

“Oh, is this the one Daddy says is a bad influence on you?”

I laugh “Yeah that’s right”

I watch as she holds her hand out for Will to shake but instead he gives her a hug “And this must be your sister Victoria”

“Yes, she fell out of the tree”

I sit on the bed and hug Victoria very carefully “What were you doing climbing the tree, it’s not very ladylike is it?”

“I know but Elizabeth dared me”

“You two girls what are you like”

There’s a knock on the door and nurse comes in “Ok they are ready for her now”

We all quickly give her a hug and watch as they wheel the bed out. Elizabeth holds my hand “How long will she be?”

“About an hour” the nurse replies

We watch as they wheel her down the corridor, Suzie is the first to speak

“Are you two ok to stay if we pop home and get her some of the things she wants?”

“Yeah sure” I give Elizabeth a hug and we walk to the café to get a drink, we sit at the table when Will says

“So she’s having an affair then?”

“Yeah it seems that way”

“Do you think James knows?”

“I’m not sure if he knows or cares”

“Why do you say that?”

“She is alright, a bit posh and not really that caring”             

“Do you think James plays around?”

“Christ just say what you are thinking Will”

“Ok so do you think he would be pleased to see me?”

“I have no idea”

“How long are we staying?”

“A couple of days”

“How about a week until he comes back?”

“When was the last time you saw him?”

“It’s been a long time”

“How do you know you will still like him?”

“I just know, Cam”

“Ok, I better ring Marlene, we can stay at my apartment”

I ring Marlene and she says she will visit her friend for the week, I ring Gerrard to find out about the house then Tom to tell him to carry on and I will call him every day for updates. We make our way back to Victoria’s room just as she is wheeled in, we sit with her until Suzie comes back, then we leave and tell them we will be back tomorrow.

We spend the week going to the hospital and being tourists in London; I look at Will as we are sat on the steps in Trafalgar square eating an ice cream

“Will, you know what I asked you on the phone?”

“What about?”

“Helping me to have a baby”

“Shit Cam, you have two more tries before Grey goes, if it’s not happened then we will talk, ok”

“Thank you, I love you”

“I love you too”

As we finish our ice creams I watch as a pregnant lady walks past, I can’t wait to be like that, Will must see me watching because he gently squeezes my hand. My phone starts ringing as I pull it out my bag I see its James

“Hi James, are you home?”

“Cam, yeah just leaving the hospital now, are you at your apartment?”

“No I will be in about an hour”

“Ok I will shower and change and be over in an hour”

“See you then”

I end the call and turn to Will “He’s coming over in an hour”