Ibrahim & Reenie (2 page)

‘And the trolley? What's with the shopping trolley?'

‘I'm borrowing it,' said Reenie. ‘Well. You put a pound in, you get a trolley. And they've got so many of the bloody things; I didn't think they'd miss one of them.'

‘But why do you need it?'

‘For my things. I needed somewhere for the tent, somewhere for my chairs, somewhere for my camp stove and my kettle and my clothes. Somewhere for Solomon. Course… he gets the back seat. The front end bounces about a bit when I'm pushing it. He'd shake all his feathers out if I put him up front.'

‘But isn't that stealing? If you just take the trolley home with you, I mean?'

She leaned forward, her chair's rusted springs squeaking beneath her, and frowned theatrically, as if she already had the answer to his question and knew it before he asked.

‘Well, the way I see it is they've got branches all over the country. When I don't need it any more I'll take it to another supermarket and get my pound back. Like I said, I'm not stealing it. I'm
borrowing
it.'

He laughed, or rather he smiled and huffed through his nose, but then his attention was caught by the police car slaloming its way across the car park, towards them.

‘Hello,' said Reenie. ‘You in trouble with the law, or something?'

He shook his head. ‘No. Are you?'

‘Not recently, no.'

The police car reached the foot of their embankment in seconds, and two officers – a man and a woman – climbed out and walked towards them. Ibrahim was almost certain he saw the moment when they both studied the terrain, wondering where best to place themselves to assert their authority, and failing when they ended up one higher than the other and both lower than the pair sitting in deckchairs.

‘Hello,' said the policewoman, giving each of them in turn a cheery, disarming smile. ‘You okay?'

‘We're fine, love,' said Reenie, answering quickly, as if she had expected both the arrival of the police, and the question, for some time.

‘Right. You see we've had a call from somebody at the hotel. They were a little concerned. They said you're
walking
to London. Is that correct?'

Ibrahim looked from Reenie to the policewoman, his mouth opening and closing. How could anyone in the hotel know he was walking to London?

‘Yes, love,' said Reenie. ‘Is there a problem?'

The policeman, clearly anxious at standing lower on the verge than his colleague and having to look up at Ibrahim and Reenie, climbed a few steps higher. ‘There's no problem, no,' he said, talking to Reenie but staring at Ibrahim. ‘It's just they said you've been here a few days, and they were worried about you. Where've you come from? Are you homeless?'

‘I'm not homeless. I've got a tent,' said Reenie. ‘And I've come from Cardiff, but I'm going to London.'

‘Well, you see, London's
very far away.
' The policeman emphasised the last three words as if talking to a child or a foreigner. ‘It's too far to walk.'

‘I'm not doing it in a day,' said Reenie, sitting up straight. ‘I'm taking my time. There's no law against walking to London.'

‘No, there isn't. But you've got a lot of things with you. That trolley for one thing, and your tent. Have you got any family in Cardiff? Does anyone know you're out here?'

‘I've got no family,' said Reenie, her voice a little quieter. ‘No husband, no kids. I'm doing this on my own.'

‘And, uh, how about your friend, here?' The policeman looked again at Ibrahim.

‘We only just met,' said Reenie. ‘But he's walking to London, too.'

‘You're
also
walking to London?' The policeman asked.

Ibrahim nodded but said nothing.

‘And could I take your name?'

Reenie leaned further forward in her chair. Another squeak of springs.

‘I'm sorry, young man,' she said. ‘But you didn't take my name, so why are you taking his?'

‘It's okay, really,' said the policewoman, rejoining the conversation as if to steer it away from raised voices. ‘We're just concerned for your welfare, Mrs…'

‘You can call me Reenie. I've been a widow eight years now, so it's a bit late to be calling me Mrs anything.'

‘Very well.
Reenie
. We're just a little concerned for your welfare. London's very far away, and you have a lot of things with you. Besides, you're right next to the road here, which isn't safe.'

‘Well, I wasn't planning on staying here,' said Reenie. ‘I'm just having a bit of a rest.'

‘In that case,' said the policeman. ‘I think it's probably best we call social services. If you don't have anyone back in Cardiff who we can call, I mean.'

‘You don't need to do that,' said Ibrahim, speaking for the first time since their arrival. ‘We'll be moving along soon, and I'll be with her.'

‘Is that true?' asked the policeman.

‘It is now,' said Reenie.

‘But you said the two of you only just met.'

‘And we did. But if this young man doesn't mind taking it in turns to push my trolley, I won't say no.'

Reenie and Ibrahim exchanged a glance, and smiled as if this had been their plan all along. Turning away from them, the police officers had a moment's conference consisting largely of whispers and shrugs.

‘Okay,' said the policeman, when they had come to their decision. ‘If you two agree to move on,
today
, we'll leave you to it. But I still think it's a bad idea. Walking to London. You should try getting back to Cardiff, or finding somewhere to stay in Newport. There are homeless shelters. We can get you the details, or…'

‘And like I said, I'm not homeless,' said Reenie. ‘I've got a tent.'

The policeman nodded and, after a baffled pause, he and his colleague returned to their car and drove back across the car park, pulling up in front of the hotel.

‘That'll be the cow I spoke to earlier,' said Reenie. ‘Hotel manager. Snooty bint. Came marching out of the hotel. Told me I was on
private property
. Silly mare didn't know what she was talking about. I said to her, I said, “That car park might be private property but this bit of grass here isn't, so you can sling your hook.” She wasn't happy about that. Must have called the police.'

‘Right,' said Ibrahim. ‘So maybe we should pack up and move on, yeah?'

‘We?' Reenie laughed. ‘Who's this “we”, then?'

‘Me and you. I thought I was helping you push the trolley.'

‘And I thought that was just for
them
,' said Reenie, nodding towards the police car.

‘It doesn't have to be,' said Ibrahim. ‘Must be hard work, pushing all that. And we're both going the same way. Makes sense.'

‘And how do I know you won't rob me blind?'

He laughed. ‘Rob you blind? Well, first of all, because I wouldn't. But even if I wanted to, which I don't, have you even got anything worth stealing?'

‘Well, there's Solomon.'

‘Solomon?'

‘My bird.'

‘Why would I want to steal a budgie?'

‘He's not a budgie. He's a cockatiel.'

‘Why would I want to steal a cockatiel?'

She considered this for a moment, staring down at the pale oval of cream in her lukewarm tea. ‘Fair enough,' she said, at last. ‘You can come, I suppose. But don't think you're sleeping in my tent. I do have
some
standards, you know.'

2

Irene Glickman – Reenie to the friends and family she once had – remembered the first time she felt others seeing her not as a woman, but as an
Old
Woman. It wasn't her first grey hair, her first wrinkle, her first liver spot. It wasn't The Change, or the day her bus pass appeared on the doormat. It was a Thursday, her shopping day, and as she stepped off the bus a young man helped her with her bags. He was only being kind, but there was something in his tone and his smile, something vaguely patronising, or self-satisfied, that said he was proud of himself for
Helping The Old Woman
. It was his Good Deed For The Day. She thanked him, and said something about there not being many gentlemen around nowadays, but as the bus pulled away she felt a kind of sadness as her age, and the reality of it, dawned on her in a way it never had before. It was one thing to notice her body ageing, quite another for others to notice and act on it.

She was grateful, when she began planning the walk to London, that there was nobody to tell, nobody to look at her in
that
way; that patronising, disbelieving way that said, ‘Oh, dear. Reenie's lost it.' A friend of hers had spent her last days in sheltered accommodation, every plan questioned by those paid to keep an eye on her; every shopping trip and holiday requiring an unofficial seal of approval. Reenie spent many afternoons in their common room, seeing how they were treated, and she was determined never to end up in such a place. Yes, her house was too big and empty for her; yes, she struggled with the stairs, and she wasn't dusting as often as she should, and the garden had long ago turned into a jungle, but it was all hers. She made her plans alone, with no one there to question them.

The trolley she picked up from a supermarket near her home, and her status as an Old Woman granted her the license to walk away with it, unchallenged. Nobody questioned the sight of an Old Woman pushing a trolley down the street. But in a way, she had wanted someone to stop and question her, if only so that she could throw their question back at them. What was so strange about walking to London? People have been around much longer than cars and trains. Was it so long ago people walked from place to place? Hadn't there been times, in living memory, when people walked great distances, and not always through choice?

The trouble was, it had been a very long time since this had last happened in Britain. In Britain, people had been driven from place to place for generations. If anyone walked a great distance now it was to prove a point, and usually for charity. It was centuries since the last British exodus. Migrations, yes, but these involved cars, and trains, and boats. Photographs of suitcase-laden families walking single file on country lanes, leaving behind them ravaged towns and villages, were of events that had happened Somewhere Else and to Someone Else.

Reenie didn't remember such scenes, but they were as much a part of her as the single hazel fleck in her otherwise blue eyes, a hand-me-down from her father's side. The story of how she came to live in London she remembered like a nursery rhyme, or the bare bones of a fairy tale. Her father spoke rarely of their time in Vienna, and even less of what followed, and her only memory of that time was so vague, so lacking in detail, it could have happened in any city, in any country.

She remembered a vast park, and in that park enclosures filled with exotic animals; zebras and giraffes, elephants and monkeys, a blue-green pond surrounded by flamingos. She remembered a man and a woman, her parents, and mountainous clouds on a dusk horizon, but nothing more.

There were voids in her father's recollections of Vienna and Europe, chapters he'd never shared. They, he and Reenie's mother, had left their home. They were put onto trains. They were taken north. Much of what happened after that remained blank, but her father did once share the story of how he and many other men – there were no women – were made to march west. It was January.

‘And Polish Januaries, they are cold,' he said, with a distant understatement.

When she told the young police officers she was walking to London, and they looked at her as if she were insane, she wanted to tell them about her father, and the walk so terrible he never spoke of it again.

Yes, she could have caught the train. That would have been the easy thing to do, and the cost of the fare was unimportant to her. Speed and comfort were unimportant to her. Ease was unimportant to her. It was the journey that mattered. And what about her belongings? They might have allowed her on a train with Solomon inside his cage, and a small suitcase would be enough for her clothes, but Reenie knew she might never return to Cardiff, or the house where she had lived for almost fifty years. If she was leaving, and for good, she would travel as a whole; the parts of her life that still mattered to her crammed into that supermarket trolley.

She hadn't expected to meet another person on the same journey. Perhaps people did this all the time, walking between cities, and it wasn't all that strange. Perhaps there were hundreds of people out there, now, tramping from one end of the country to the other on foot – north to south; east to west. Perhaps, away from the motorways and the train tracks, this was a country full of people walking about like nomads, just walking.

She realised that, had they met under other circumstances, she would have treated Ibrahim differently. If she saw him coming towards her on a dark night she would have crossed the street to avoid him. If he were loitering outside her house, she would hover near the phone, wondering when it was appropriate to dial 999.