Authors: Rachel Caine
All I had to do was . . .
I could see fear flickering like heat lightning in the far horizon of David's eyes.
He'd saved my lifeânot once but several timesâ
I knew that now. Was this really how I was going to repay him? Enslave him? Force him to be a host to this filthy thing? Trap him into never-ending agony?
Djinn don't die. At least not that anyone has ever recorded. They get the Demon Mark and they go insane and they're sealed away, for all time, with this poison eating away at them. Screaming for eternity.
I could do it to him. All I had to do was say the words. It hammered my heart faster, made me weak in the knees. Made me light-headed and sick to my stomach.
Come on,
the logical part of me insisted.
Don't go soft on me now!
But when I opened my mouth, I found that all I had to say was, “I don't suppose you know how to get my car back.”
I was stunned by the flash of relief in his eyes. I didn't want to see it, either, because that meant I had to think about it, and what it meant. He wouldn't be relieved if he hadn't dreaded it. And if he dreaded it . . .
I can't think about this right now.
Self-preservation first, compassion second, right? I wasn't thinking straight. Later, I'd do what had to be done.
David must have sensed that, because he looked away from me for the first time.
“No,” he said. “But if you're not that picky, Marion came in a perfectly good Land Rover with a full tank of gas.”
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The Land Roverâa massive white beast, liberally splashed with mud to show it wasn't just a suburban wannabe's dreamâsat unattended in a grove near the wildly unlikely beauty of the farmhouse. All
around it, I could see evidence of either Marion's or Erik's tinkeringâgrass just a bit greener, trees surreally gorgeous, perfect flowers spreading petals to the sun.
The Land Rover looked like a massive mechanical roach on the wedding cake.
I tried the door, hoping Marion wouldn't have been anal-retentive enough to turn on alarms in the country . . . no panicked shrieking followed, but the handle clicked and failed to open.
“Locked,” I said to David. He reached over my shoulder and touched the door. Metal
thunked
.
“Open,” he disagreed. The door swung wide.
We climbed inside in silenceâfor me, tired and hurt as I was, it was like scaling K2âand once I was perched in the comfortable seat, looking out through the smoked-glass windows, I let the flavor of another woman's car flow over me. Subtle scents, not as well aged as Delilah's odors . . . herbs, mostly, and fresh grass, dirt. Nobody had abused this baby with decomposing fast food or spilled coffee; if Marion spilled anything, I guessed it would have been herbal tea. There was a single silver thermos lying on the backseat. Coffee, I hoped. Erik looked like he was manly enough to swill a cup now and then.
David must have thought I was waiting for divine inspiration about the lack of car keys. He reached over and touched the ignition with one finger. A blue spark jumped, and the engine purred.
“You're handy if I ever want to get in the grand theft auto business,” I said. “Any other neat tricks you can do I should know about?”
It was a loaded question, and he was right not to
answer it. He sat back in the seat and fastened his safety belt. I attached mine, slipped the Land Rover in gear, and bumped gently out of the meadow and back up onto the blacktop of Iron Road, where I hit the accelerator hard. There were a few tense moments for me, watching the rearview mirror, but I didn't see the Wrath of Marion pursuing, and there wasn't a lot she could have done to affect us at this distance, in a car, on a paved road. Earthquake, maybe, but that would put others in danger, and Marion had scruples.
Hopefully.
Even so, I felt tightness ease in my shoulders as I made the left turn from Iron Road onto the highway again.
I turned right, heading north. David stirred, but I beat him to the comment.
“They're expecting me to head south,” I said. “And I will, but not this way. I need to get lost before they think about using the mundane cops to track usâthis tanker truck isn't exactly inconspicuous.”
“And a vintage Mustang was?”
Well, he had a point. I sped north to the next farm-to-market intersection, took a random turn to the west, and followed some roads that didn't have signs and probably didn't need them; if you didn't know where you were going, local theory was, you didn't belong there anyway. I studied the dashboard. Marion had popped for the addition of a global positioning system. I activated it and looked the map over while I was driving. So did David, intensely interested; he traced routes in silence with his fingertip, showing me alternatives, until we locked in one that
took us through midsize cities in Kansas, heading for Oklahoma City.
“There's a shorter route,” he pointed out.
“I'm starting to worry about the shorter routes. Anyway, I have a good friend who lives near Oklahoma City, so we'll go there first.”
“Andâ?”
“And I'll figure it out from there.”
“Well, that's a hell of a long-range plan.”
“You're shutting up, now, right?”
He did. It was kind of a shame, because I had a lot of questions. One of them was, of course, what would happen to Delilah, my sweet midnight-blue baby. The idea that Erik orâperish the thoughtâShirl might end up driving her made me almost turn the Land Rover around and go back.
We must have gone about thirty minutes in silence before I asked him, “So you really don't have a master?” Because I still couldn't believe it. Well, sure, in the stories . . . there were always old copper lamps lying around waiting to be rubbed for three wishes. But real Djinn don't work that way. Real Djinn are numbered, assigned, and accounted for like precious jewels, and their service is eternal.
David was looking out the window at the rolling pastoral countryside, sparsely dotted with cows and neat-rowed fields. He didn't turn his head. “You know that's one of the few questions I had to answer honestly, since you asked it three times. No. I don't have a master.”
Djinn could lie about most anything except who they were and who they servedâbut you had to ask them directly, and be really focused, because they
were also Zen masters of the obscure; and weren't afraid of resorting to trickery to misdirect the questioner. But David's answer didn't seem obscure; it seemed simple and to the point. He was that impossible dream, the free-range Djinn. Which meantâno, I didn't want to think about what it meant. Far too tempting. Far too easy.
He turned his head then, and he wasn't troubling to disguise his eyes anymore; they were bright copper, beautiful beyond words, scary beyond measure. His human disguise, I saw now, had been pretty minimal; just a muting of his eyes and hair, an inward turning of his powerful aura.
“You hid in Oversight,” I said, instead of what I was really thinking. Djinn weren't the only ones good at avoiding questions. “How'd you do that?”
“It's different when we're free. We come into the full range of our abilities only when we're working for a master. Outside of that, we just have camouflage and some small talents, hardly more than what you have yourself.” This from a guy who could start cars with his finger and swim through solid earth like water. But then, I realized, those were things a properly trained Fire Warden or Earth Warden could do. So maybe he wasn't dishing crap after all. “I appear as your subconscious shapes me.”
“Human?”
“Mostly. I can be hurt.”
“Killed?”
He shook his head. “Maybe. It's been a long time since I've been free. I don't know. But hurt, yes.”
“And if I go into Oversight nowâ”
“You'll see me as human.” He shrugged. “Not for
your benefit, though. That's just how we look when we're free.”
It made sense, actually. Djinn, like any living thing, would have developed the ability to hide themselves from predators. In a very real sense, that's what magic-wielding humans are to themâpredators, waiting to pounce and devour. Or at least to enslave. It was an extremely interesting and unsettling thought, because it meant that there might be more than just David out there. A
lot
more. Hiding in plain sight. Hoping nobody with the right set of facts twigged to their true identity, because it would be so easy to . . .
I wrenched myself away from temptation. Again.
“You've been following me,” I accused. I took my foot off the gas and let the Ranger coast for a while, because we were coming up on one of those small-town speed-trap zones. Not a big town, Eliza Springs. Not much of a town at all. A speed limit of thirty miles an hour smelled like the ubiquitous traveler tax.
David didn't bother to answer.
“Somebody sent you,” I continued. “Maybe not your master, okay, maybe that's true. But somebody.”
More silence. Then again, I wasn't asking a direct question. If I were magically compelled to answer questions, I'd resent it like hell, so I kept it conversational and declamatory. “You caused that spinout.”
His shoulders tensed, just a bit. He relaxed them. No answer.
“I felt the car tip. I was going to roll over.”
“Yes.”
“And you stopped it.” No answer. It was time for a little force. “Why?”
“Seemed like a good idea at the time.” His warm-metal eyes flicked toward me, then away.
I reminded myself that even though he had to answer questions, he wasn't under any obligation to tell the truth, not unless I asked him the same question a ritual three times, and even then only if it fell within certain guidelines. I didn't want to do that, because he also wasn't under any obligation not to disappear at the next blink of an eye. This was a little bit like dealing with a skittish, beautiful wild thing . . . too much heavy-handed crashing around and he'd run.
“You were going to let me crash and burn.” I made it a statement. “Why save me?”
“I liked the way you looked,” he said. “I saw you at the diner, when the lightning came for you. You could have run back inside. Why'd you get in the car?”
“You're kidding, right? There were all thoseâ”
“People,” he finished for me. “You didn't want to put them in danger. I told you. I liked the way you looked.”
“In Oversight.” He didn't confirm or deny. “I didn't see
you
in Oversight, and I was
looking
.”
“We've had this conversation. You can't see me when I don't want you to.” He flickered, suddenly, like a failing TV picture, blinking in and out in strobe patterns. I almost ran the SUV off the road. “Sorry. Just a demonstration.”
“This morning at the motelâyou didn't leave. You
were justâ” Hiding. I had another thought. “You watched me! You watched me change clothes!”
He closed his eyes and made himself comfortable. The smile on his face made me smack him on the shoulder. Hard.
“Hey! I'm talking to you!” I said. He didn't move, just sat there, relaxed and limp, eyes still closed. “Right. As if Djinn nap.”
“We do.” He did sound tired. “And I'm going to.”
“Whatever.”
“Fine.”
I fiddled with the radio and worried more about cops, and Marion, and cell phones, and the fact that this damn British boat was all too conspicuous. Of the three stations available, two were country and one was rap; I settled for rap. If David had an objection, he didn't wake up long enough to voice it.
We made it safely past the six intersections and one Dairy Queen that made up Eliza Springs, and hit a farm-to-market road that headed vaguely west. I notched the Land Rover up to a comfortable purring speed and frowned at the speedometer, which told me kilometers per hour instead of miles per hour. Close enough. I had bigger problems than a speeding ticket.
One of them snored lightly at my right elbow, all the way to the state line.
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Something about the way David affected meâand he
did
affect me, no doubt about itâreminded me of my first date. As dates go, it wasn't supposed to be very adventurous; Mom drove me and Jimmy to the movies at the mall. She bought our tickets, Cokes,
and popcorn, wished me a nice time, kissed my cheek, and strolled off to go shopping.
Jimmy was sweating. He was trying so hard to be a gentleman that he slapped my hand when I tried to open a door, which sort of went against the basic principles of gentlemanly behavior. I managed not to smack him back. We seated ourselves in the theater with snacks and drinks, sat stiffly next to each other, and prayed for the lights to go down so we wouldn't have to fumble through too much conversation. We exhausted the bad points of Mrs. Walker, the math teacher, and Mrs. Anthony, the English teacher, and Mr. Zapruzinski, the boy's gym coach who always smelled like old sweat and cigarettes, and there weren't any girl-boy subjects either of us felt competent to attempt.
We had just added the band teacher to our mutual-enemies list when the lights went down.
Way
down. Like, out. And outside, the storm that had been looming overhead and shaking its fist for three hours . . .
. . . let me have it. Oh, yeah. It was pissed off. Thunder roared so loudly, I thought we were already watching
Star Wars
. As I sat there in the dark with a bunch of shrieking preteens and a few panicked adults and my (literally) blind date Jimmy, I heard rain hammer the roof like a million stones from an angry mob. It was a riot storm. An assault storm. I knew,
immediately,
that things were bad and going to get worse.
Jimmy tried to kiss me. It was a panicked, sweaty attempt, and he missed and smacked his forehead into mine, and for a second I saw
Star Wars
warp
effects to go with the roar, and then he corrected and got his lips on mine andâ