Infinite Love (22 page)

‘I did something wrong, I know I did something wrong, I
must’ve
done something wrong.’

‘You heard Dr. Walker, we did everything right, sometimes it’s just not meant to be.’

‘I feel like I’m being punished,’ I whispered.

‘Punished? For what?’

‘I’ve had my quota of luck. I fell in love with you the first time and we’re … we’re so happy and I should’ve died that night Adam took me and I didn’t. Maybe this is the universe’s way of setting things right,’ I mumbled as I dragged the heel of my palm across my face.

‘I think if Lexi could hear you now she’d ask if you were taking stupid pills.’

‘Don’t make fun of me,’ I moaned.

‘I’m not making fun, I’m being serious. The world doesn’t work like that, Mia. We’ve just been unlucky that’s all. One day it will be our turn, we just have to keep trying.’

‘I guess,’ I sighed and ran a finger down his chest.

‘I’m so sorry, baby.’

‘Me too, I feel like I keep letting you down.’

‘Who says it’s not me letting you down?’

‘Please. You have Olympic worthy sperm, you’d be first draft in a sperm bank while I’ve got a challenged reproductive system and an “inhospitable” uterus. I don’t even feature in the embryos “Rough Guide” of places to stay in. I don’t even get a star rating that’s how unfriendly my welcome down there is. I may as well be a trash filled, maggot infested campsite that no one wants to stay in, or if they do they leg it after one night because the facilities don’t meet minimum standards.’

‘Well, I see you haven’t lost any of that sarcasm you had earlier about my move to the country suggestion,’ he chuckled.

‘I need to stay sarcastic or I’ll cry again.’

‘So cry, I’ve got you, let it all out baby, I’m not going anywhere,’ he whispered as he kissed me again and I let the tears start flowing again.

‘You’re sure you trust me to do this?’ Gabe asked as he flicked the switch by the headboard and the hooks and carabineers appeared.

‘I’m sure,’ I nodded. We’d been trying me with leather handcuffs for a few weeks, starting off with me just touching them, holding them, closing them around one wrist and removing immediately, to wearing them around the house on one wrist, before moving to both. He wanted to use these sexually before moving onto the metal ones, if anything was going to trigger a bad response, it would be the metal against my skin. I knew I was ready and felt my breathing quicken as he deposited the cuffs on the bed next to me. We’d not played with toys for ages and I was looking forward to it.

‘Eye’s closed, Mia,’ he warned and I begrudgingly shut them. I felt him climb onto the bed, straddle my waist and felt his chest brush mine as he leaned forward and nibbled my ear. I could feel myself getting hotter. ‘You’re breathing fast. Keep your eyes closed and lift your head.’ I felt him slip something over my head and down to my neck, as it tightened around me, I tensed up. He must’ve picked up on it and ran his finger over my lips. ‘Don’t worry, baby. You know what to say if you want me to stop at any time.’ His hands ran under my head, lifted it up and I felt him fan my hair out and his fingers pulled the item from my neck and move it up to cover my eyes. I let out a small sigh, it was only an eye mask. ‘I don’t want you to see what I’m doing, it should make it more enjoyable.’

‘Ok,’ I sighed. My lips parted as my breathing got heavier and I moaned as he kissed them and lifted one of my hands. I felt a flurry of excitement inside me as I felt the soft leather encircle my wrist, it tightened as he did up the buckle before he lay my hand down on the pillow above my head.

‘Ok?’ he asked. I nodded vigorously and felt him shift his weight and heard the noise of the chain above me being hooked to one of the carabineers before he lifted my other wrist and secured it above my head next to the other. I clenched my thighs together tightly to try and relieve some of the sexual tension building up inside me. ‘Baby, what are you doing?’

‘I’m so horny, touch me, please.’

‘Not yet, I’m going to make you wetter than you’ve ever been for me, Mia Austin.’ His voice touched every section of my skin, my hairs standing to attention. He sounded smooth as molten chocolate and thick like treacle. ‘Spread your legs for me baby, I know how far you can push them.’ I complied to a level I knew he could work within and he moved to place himself between them. I was so desperate for him to touch me with his fingers, lips or tongue, that I felt ready to pass out. I was surprised when he gripped my right ankle and lifted it up. I felt his teeth nip on the pads of my toes making them curl and I tensed up in anticipation of him tickling me. ‘Keep your leg up like that when I release it,’ he ordered. I felt his hand let go and bit my lip as I held my leg in the air. I felt his hands return and something soft and silky that suddenly tightened and I gasped. It was the bondage rope, we’d not used that in … forever. I groaned as I felt myself getting wetter. ‘Too tight?’

‘No.’

‘Are you getting wet?’

‘Yes,’ I nodded.

‘Excellent.’ He repeated the process with my left ankle and then climbed off the bed and suddenly tugged on both ankles and pulled me down the bed so my arms were at full stretch against the cuffs. I felt his hand under my head, lifting and then dropping me back onto a repositioned pillow. He pulled each ankle and I felt him restrain me to the hooks at the bottom of the bed, my legs were stretched so far apart and I couldn’t move.

‘O, fuck,’ I groaned.

‘Hmmm, dirty girl’s back, I like her. Do you have any idea how delicious you look right now, Mia?’ he asked. I felt him climb over me and push his pelvis into mine and grind, and I tried to lift my hips to follow his move and realised I couldn’t, there was no give anywhere. He leaned down and gently bit the top of my breast.

‘Gabe, I want you. God, I want you,’ I moaned breathlessly.

‘And I want you, baby, but not yet.’ I felt him climb off the bed and heard him sigh. ‘We’re going to have to do this more often if you’re this responsive. My cock’s hard as stone.’ I heard the bedroom door open and close and was left in silence with nothing but my breathing and the tick tock of my shabby chic clock on the wall next to the TV. I strained to hear where he’d gone and what he was doing, but heard nothing. I felt like I’d lain there for half an hour when I heard him come back in.

‘Where have you been?’

‘Relax, I know what I’m doing.’

‘Do you? Because at the moment I’m feeling very frustrated.’

‘You’ve no understanding of the word patience do you? We’re going to try some orgasm control as you failed so miserably at it last time.’

My heart skipped a beat as he jumped onto the bed between my legs. I turned my head back and forth trying to listen to where he was going to move to, my skin prickled and my nipples hurt they were so hard.

‘O baby, look at you, you’re so desperate aren’t you?’

‘And you aren’t? You’re telling me you aren’t rubbing yourself through those tight red shorts of yours, getting wet at the sight of me lying here at your mercy.’

‘I need a fucking medal in restraint, Mia. I want to just rip off those knickers and sink this hard cock of mine so deeply into you,’ he growled making my stomach flip.

‘Do it. You want to, I want you to, please do it,’ I begged and then inhaled with excitement as I felt his body over mine, millimetres between us. My lips twitched as he ran his tongue over them and I flicked mine out to touch his and he started kissing me hard and I gave him back as good as I got. I could feel his slight stubble rubbing the skin around my mouth which only turned me on more and I bit him and sucked his lip until he groaned and pulled away leaving me frustrated. I felt his fingers on the ribbons in the centre of my bra, then the material trailing across my breast bone as he undid each lace and parted the cups then sighed.

‘You’ve the most beautiful full, pert breasts Mia, they were made to be sucked and fucked, by me.’ I grinned with pleasure at the reminder of how much he loved my body. I felt his fingers detach my straps from the body of the bra and a slither as he pulled the whole thing from under me. ‘I always remember seeing you dance for the first time wearing this. I was so mad, but so turned on. I imagining it was me undoing them that night,’ he sighed and suddenly his soft lips were suckling me.

‘O God,’ I groaned. The pleasure was heady, due to the build-up and the fact that I’d expected his fingers first, not his mouth. He held the breast he was sucking with his right hand, cupping it from underneath and squeezing as his left hand started to knead the other, his thumb circled and flicked my nipple over and over. I started to pant and tried to writhe, but I’d nowhere to go, nothing to deter from the overriding sensation of full on pleasure. Unable to arch my back, my climax hit me like a wrecking ball, full on, hard and fast and I tipped my head back and squealed with the torture of it. Before I’d a chance to recover I felt him move and tug at the ribbons on my right hip, then my left and he slid my knickers out from under me.

‘God, I love how easy it is to take these off and touch you.’ He slid his fingers down and tested me as I quivered. ‘O yes, well on the way, baby. In fact, let’s forget orgasm control tonight, because I love to see you come. Let’s go for number two, right now.’ He ran his fingers up and down my swollen cleft and I moaned his name as he teased me and ran his finger in a circle around my clenching opening stimulating every nerve. I wanted to buck and pulled at my restraints and whimpered with frustration until he took pity on me and slid two fingers just inside me and pushed against the resistance of my muscles, which gave way and allowed him to penetrate me.

‘O yes, thank you.’ I groaned. He very slowly pushed in and pulled all the way out, time and again until I was begging him to go faster. He ignored me and hooked his fingers and with each withdrawal he dragged over my g-spot, making me groan and clench each time. ‘
Gabe, please.’

‘Who’s in control here,’ he laughed. He pushed in as far as he could and started to rub, he had the exact spot memorised, like so many other sensitive areas of my body. I realised I could make very small pelvic movements by clenching and unclenching my buttocks and started panting as I could feel another orgasm edging its way closer. ‘O yes baby, you’re so close I can see it on your face, feel it inside you. You need to come again, don’t you?’

‘Yes,’ I cried. I felt his fingers slide out of me and start rubbing through the moisture I could feel between my thighs and trickling down my bottom. I relaxed a little relieved, then tensed again when I felt his breath between my legs and his tongue tracing the apex of my thighs. He moaned and clamped down on me, sucking and licking until my eyes rolled back in my head. ‘Gabe stop, please stop,’ I groaned but he carried on lapping at me, making satisfied noises until I tensed up and came again as he slid his tongue into me and spread the remaining moisture over my thighs. I heard him gasp for air and felt him sit up.

‘Hmmm, I want you so badly,’ he sighed and lay down on me and starting kissing me. His lips were swollen and wet and he pushed his hands into my hair as his jersey clad erection slid up and down through the wetness between my legs until I gasped.

‘Please fuck me,’ I begged, between kisses.

‘Soon baby, soon.’ He sat up and I felt the mattress tilt to my left and I took some deep breaths. I was hot, really hot and could feel a sheen of sweat covering my skin.
Why the hell hadn’t I discovered sex earlier in my life?
I wondered. The years of pleasure I’d missed, it was insane. I heard a clinking noise and turned my head to the left where the noise came from. What the hell was he going to do to me now?

I felt him on all fours over me and felt something really cold drop onto my chest, a freezing droplet that ran down toward my throat. I smiled when I realised he had ice. I felt his cold lips meet mine and as we kissed he transferred the ice cube into my mouth and I sucked it before crunching it down and he repeated it again, this time running it over my lips and letting me lick the water off before letting me take it in. I gasped as I felt my nipple suddenly go cold as he ran one around it, making it stiffen up again and go numb before he put his warm lips around it and brought it back to life.

‘O Gabe, what are you trying to do to me? I need you so much.’ I felt him tilt again and I pushed my shoulders back into the mattress pushing my breasts up as he circled with another freezing cold cube and exhaled as I felt him bend and then jolted as I felt real heat as he sucked my nipple, the contrast had me clutch at the pillow behind my head. ‘O God, what are you doing? Why’s it so hot?’

‘Hot tea, baby,’ he murmured as he did it again. I sighed with contentment as I dug my fingers into the pillow behind me. I was ready for it the next time, but gasped when instead he moved down and sucked on my clit with a mouthful of hot tea.

‘You’re … driving me …
insane
, Gabe.’ He moved upwards filing my navel with the hot wet liquid and then sucked it out and leaned over to get more and rubbed ice over my nipples as he dribbled the sweet warmth of the tea into my mouth and I drank it down. I heard a snap and felt something nudging at my mouth and smelled chocolate. I nearly took his fingers off biting down on it.

‘We aren’t halfway yet baby, I thought you might need some sugar.’

‘Gabe, I’m all the way. Please baby, just fuck me. I’m
so
ready for you. How are you not ready for me, you must still be hard.’

‘Mia, I’ve never felt so hard, he’s twitching every time I look at you trussed up like this for me, it’s been so long. I’m more than ready, but I promised you long and slow.’

‘But I want you.’

‘Then here’s a taster to keep you going.’ He pushed his thumb in my mouth and I groaned, I could taste him on it and he was really wet. I sucked and asked him to do it again and this time gently licked it until he started groaning. I felt him moving and suddenly the tightness on one of my ankles released and I quickly lifted up my knee and bent and straightened my leg a few times until he did the same with the other ankle and I repeated.

‘We’re going to see how flexible you really are, Mia. You need to tell me if it’s too much. Promise me?’

‘I promise,’ I whispered, wondering what he could possibly do next as I felt him lift my legs straight up and put them together. 

‘I want to tie them to the headboard Mia, so you need to let me take them all the way back,’ he whispered.

‘Ok,’ I nodded, wondering if I
was
flexible enough to do that. He gently pushed and I went into a semi backwards roll, my bottom rising off bed. He instructed me to part my ankles and tied each of them to the headboard. I was completely spread open, my stomach was doubled back onto my chest, forcing me to take short shallow breaths.

‘Fuck, Mia.’ His voice was hoarse and sexual and I imagined what I must look like, spread open for him and how turned on he must be. ‘Is it too much?’ he asked quietly.

‘No,’ I whispered.

‘I can see everything baby, see inside you, see your beautiful round bottom.’ I could hear the shake in his voice as he ran his hand over my buttocks and I trembled with excitement. I knew I was in the perfect position for him to spank me and sensed his hesitation. I knew that he was worried about overloading me on the aggressiveness of his sexual desire.