Intent to Seduce & a Glimpse of Fire (23 page)

L
UCAS LET HIMSELF
into his house, smiling at the spicy scent of cinnamon and…apples? It had to mean Mac was cooking. In his bachelor days, he’d rarely used the kitchen, preferring instead to eat out or order food brought in. Since their wedding three months ago, Mac had insisted on fixing dinner at least three times a week.

Wives should know how to cook, she’d insisted. After all, how hard could it be? Surely not more difficult than one of her experiments in the lab.

His smile widening, Lucas set down his briefcase and began to loosen his tie as he strode down the hall. “Mac the chef” was just one more delightful personality that was part of MacKenzie Lloyd. She cooked with the same total focus and precision that she did everything else. The food was…getting better. Coming home to find his wife elbow deep in pots and bowls and finding a way to lure her off task, well, that was quite simply the best.

His wife. Just thinking the word sent a wave of joy through him. And this was the first night she’d cooked all week because she hadn’t been feeling up to par. Each night they’d ordered in from a different restaurant, but nothing had tempted her. She must be feeling better.

Perhaps well enough to create his favorite fantasy? He quickened his stride, but when he entered the kitchen, there was no naked woman waiting for him.

There was no sign of Mac either. The room was pristine
clean except for the items lined up on one counter. The moment his gaze swept over them, he began to smile again. A bowl of thick whipped cream, a tall squeeze bottle of chocolate syrup, a large economy-size roll of plastic wrap and a string of pearls.

A very long string of pearls. Lifting it, he drew it out to its full length—nearly three feet. Lucas felt himself grow hard just imagining…

The bell on the microwave dinged. Opening it, he discovered a glass mug with a cinnamon stick in it. Hot spiced apple cider?

He knew the moment she entered the kitchen, and he slowly turned to face her. Three months of marriage and he still wasn’t used to the shock of pleasure that moved through him when he saw her in his house and realized that she was his to keep, to cherish. “You’re not naked.”

And she wasn’t. She was wearing one of his shirts, opened just enough to let him know that she was wearing nothing underneath it, and she’d knotted a black tie loosely around her neck. Her hair was mussed and her feet were bare, the toenails painted a pale shade of pink. Desire speared through him.

“I thought I would dress for dinner tonight.”

He glanced at the counter, surprised at the effort it took not to go to her and take her where she stood. But three months of marriage had taught him that sometimes it was better to give over control and go along for the ride.

“New pearls?” he asked.

“Do you like them?”

“I don’t think I want to eat them.”

She smiled then, and he realized that it was the first time she had. And she hadn’t moved toward him yet.

“What would you like to start off with?” she asked.

“My choice?”

“The first one is. Then it will be my turn.”

He wanted to laugh then. But there was something in her eyes beneath the excitement…apprehension?

He glanced again at the selection lined up on the counter. “It’s quite a feast. Why don’t you come here and help me select?”

He noticed the slight hesitation before she moved toward him. Once he had her hand tucked safely in his, he said, “I’m kind of leaning toward the whipped cream and chocolate syrup myself.”

“Good choice. If we top that off with the hot apple cider, I figure we’ve hit at least two-thirds of the food pyramid—fruit, dairy and protein.”

“I’m lucky to have a scientist keeping my diet on track.”

“Want to know what I have in mind for the cider?” Mac asked.

“I always want to know what you have in mind,” he said as he tucked a strand of flyaway hair behind her ear. The apprehension hadn’t vanished yet from her eyes.

“I melted those little red-hot cinnamon pieces in it, so it’s doubly hot. I’m going to drink it and then taste you.” Her hand unerringly found the part of him that she was thinking of tasting.

With a sigh that ended on a moan, he rested his head against her forehead. “You’re going to be the death of me.” Then he carefully removed her hand from his erection. “Before we get to that, why don’t you tell me the reason for the feast. Are we celebrating a special occasion?”

“Yes.”

Now it was his turn to be apprehensive. Had he forgotten an anniversary of some sort?

Licking her lips, she continued, “I did a little experi
ment today. And then I reran it five times. I wanted to make sure.”

He smiled at her. “You had a breakthrough at the lab. Don’t tell me—let me guess. Wilbur is going to live to be a hundred.”

“Not exactly. I mean, I didn’t do it at the lab. I did it here.”

“Here?”

“It came out positive. All five times. And the pharmacist told me the test has a very high accuracy rating. I’m…we’re…pregnant.”

“Pregnant?” Even as he said the word aloud, he struggled to take it in.

“Yes. That’s why I have to get started, using my research, I mean. I’m going to get fat. I can’t afford to let you get bored.”

“Pregnant.” He was beginning to absorb it. He could tell by the joy that was zinging through him. “You’re pregnant.” Lifting her off her feet, he swung her around and around, then abruptly stopped and set her on the counter. “I shouldn’t be doing that. Are you all right?”

“I’m fine.” Eye to eye, she studied him for a moment. “You’re happy?”

He grinned at her. “Very.”

Her expression remained serious. “I don’t want to bore you. I don’t want to lose you…ever.”

He kissed her softly, coaxing her into it, pouring everything he felt into it until they were both nearly drowning. Finally, he drew away. “You’re not going to lose me. Ever. And I don’t know how I’m supposed to get bored. There are so many parts of you that I love. So many parts that I’m still discovering. I can’t wait to meet Mac the mother.”

She hugged him then, and he felt her lips curve against his chest. Her sigh moved through him. “Let’s get started
on dinner. You grab the chocolate and whipped cream. I’ll bring the cider and the other stuff.”

“Appetizers first,” he said as he quickly wrapped her legs around him and pulled down his zipper.

“Appetizers?” Her breath hitched as she took him in.

“I’m very hungry.”

“You are?”

“Oh, yes. And the appetizer is always the first step to enjoying a great meal. You do like to take everything one step at a time, right?”

“Absolutely,” Mac managed.

The laughter, the overwhelming joy welled up between them as they began to move together in a steady and familiar rhythm.

“We’ll take it slowly,” Lucas promised as he struggled to do just that. But already he could feel her climax begin to move through her. As always, his own control began to slip away. Drawing her closer, he spoke softly. “And when you reach the heights, I’ll be right there…with you. Always.”

And he was.

Debbi Rawlins

This is for Steve and E.

I’m so glad you found each other.

You’re everything I write about.

D
ALLAS
S
HEA CHECKED HER WATCH
and then shoved her keys and two twenties into her jeans pocket. She’d planned on walking the eighteen blocks up midtown but now she had to catch a cab or she’d be late.

“Oh, good, you’re still here.” Her roommate burst out of the tiny bathroom they shared while she pulled her long red hair up into a ponytail. Behind her a heap of towels lay near the foot of the ancient claw-foot tub.

Dallas sighed. The woman was the consummate slob. Funny, spontaneous, ambitious and a loyal friend but a total slob. “Not for long. I’m on my way out.”

“Can you walk Bruiser first?”

“No.”

The furry black mutt heard his name and came from behind the green floral couch, which was the extent of their tiny living room, wagging his tail, looking up at Dallas with soulful black eyes. He had to be up to seven pounds by now—big difference from three months ago, when Wendy found him scrounging for food in an alley near Nineteenth Street.

“Please, Dallas. I’ll make dinner.”

Giving Wendy a dry look, Dallas headed for the door, trying to avoid looking at Bruiser. If she did, she’d give in. “That’s what you said the last time.”

“I came through, didn’t I?”

“Hot dogs from Howie’s cart is not my idea of dinner.”

“Come on, please. I have an audition.” Wendy hopped on one leg as she pulled on a tennis shoe over her purple tights. “It’s really important. A new musical and they need twelve dancers. This time I’m going to get it. I know it. Right here.” She pressed a palm to her tummy. “This is gonna be my big break.”

Dallas undid the dead bolt. Then hesitated, reminding herself this wasn’t her business. But Wendy was crazy for chasing after these jobs. Sadly, at twenty-nine, she was already too old for Broadway. A new crop of eager, energetic young twenty-somethings were getting all the gigs.

She looked at her friend and then down at Bruiser, whose expectant eyes met hers, his tail still wagging. Even he’d already figured out what a pushover Dallas was.

Sighing, she opened the door for Wendy. “Go.”

Grinning, Wendy hopped toward her as she slid on her other sneaker. “You’re the best.”

“Be careful of those feet. I need your share of the rent.” Dallas scooped up Bruiser before he made a break for the open door, then grabbed his leash off the hook on the wall. “Don’t worry about dinner. I’m meeting Trudie.”

“Tell her I said hey.”

“Break a leg,” Dallas said as Wendy slipped out into the hall and closed the door.

She put Bruiser down and crouched to secure his leash. “What are you looking at me like that for? Huh?” She stroked his curly black fur, laughed when he licked her chin, rearing back just in the nick of time to avoid a sloppy kiss.

“Okay, boy, I know it’s been a while since I’ve had a date but I like my guys a little taller.” She stood, grabbing the plastic bag she needed to clean up after Bruiser.

In a way she envied Wendy. She never gave up. Her
optimism and enthusiasm seemed boundless. Even after she’d lost the contract with Revalyn last year. A week after her twenty-eighth birthday, the company decided they needed someone with younger-looking hands for their print ads. Thank God feet didn’t age as quickly.

Dallas sighed. Boy, was she glad she’d gotten out of that world quickly. She’d modeled for a year during her senior year in college. After the blowup with her parents when they’d cut her off, she’d needed the money. But that had been enough. There had always been someone taller, slimmer, prettier. She’d hated every minute of it.

She led Bruiser out of the apartment, careful to double lock the door, then checked her watch as she waited for the elevator, hoping the damn thing wasn’t on a milk run. Of course, that it was working at all was cause for celebration. If she had the money, she’d move out, but finding and affording another apartment without having to move to Brooklyn would mean working a whole lot of overtime. Or worse, taking another job. The kind her parents would approve. The thought made her shudder.

“T
HANK
G
OD YOU’RE HERE
.” Trudie looked up from a pink phone slip on her desk, her heavily outlined brown eyes filled with worry. “Close the door, would you?”

“Sure.” Dallas did as asked and then dropped into the worn burgundy leather guest chair. “What’s up?”

“I’m totally screwed.”

Dallas tried not to smile. Her friend had a penchant for drama. Their circle of college friends had been certain Trudie would end up on Broadway and not dressing department store windows. “What’s wrong?”

“I’m in charge of doing the Fifth Avenue window display for the Fourth of July sale. It’s also the store’s tenth anniversary.”

“Sounds like a big deal.”

“Yes,” Trudie said miserably. “And I’m about to blow it big-time.”

“How?”

Trudie shoved the pink slip she’d been studying across her crowded desk, between a stack of fashion magazines and a pile of fabric swatches.

Dallas picked up the phone message. It was from someone named Starla Jenkins. It simply said she had a stomach virus and had to cancel tomorrow evening.

“Okay,” Dallas said slowly, sliding the pink slip back toward Trudie. Her friend was obviously upset, so she forwent the wisecrack that came to mind. “And?”

“I am so screwed.”

“Who’s Starla Jenkins?”

“A model I’d hired.” Trudie exhaled sharply. “Stomach virus, my ass. I haven’t heard of anything going around.”

“So? I’m sure there are fifteen others who’d love to take her place. Call the agency.”

“It’s not that simple,” Trudie said and then remained silent as she stared at Dallas with an odd expression on her face. Her gaze dropped to Dallas’s hands and she wrinkled her nose. “Your nails are horrible.”

Dallas reflexively balled them into fists. “I just got off work.”

“That’s okay.” Trudie flashed her a quick smile. “We can fix them.”

“I don’t want them fixed.” She studied her friend for a moment, a bad feeling growing in the pit of her stomach. “Look, if you need to cancel dinner so you can find a replacement, I totally understand.”

Trudie’s gaze stayed steady. “I already have.”

Dallas stared back, feeling uneasy. Trudie couldn’t
possibly be thinking— No, of course not. Ridiculous. She knew better. But just in case… “No.”

“Come on, Dallas. I’m not asking you to do it for free.”

“Why ask me period? You could find a replacement in half an hour.”

“No way, toots.” Trudie shook her head. “I promised my manager something special. A live mannequin.”

Dallas’s mouth opened but didn’t cooperate any further.

“
You
gave me the idea,” Trudie said in an accusatory tone. “Remember how in college you used to fake everyone out. Jill and I’d take bets you could stay perfectly still for a half hour at a time. Hell, we used to clean up. Pay for all our gas and entertainment.”

“That was eight years ago.”

“You did it again at the Christmas party last year and took fifty bucks off that snobby Chandler Whitestone.”

“That was different. He ticked me off.”

“Please, Dallas. You have to bail me out.”

Dallas sighed. Did she have
Sucker
written across her forehead or something? “I have faith you’ll find some one else. Or come up with another window display.”

“By tomorrow?”

“I’m not standing in a damn department store window. I’m too out of shape.”

“Bull. You should have never left the business.” Trudie glanced at Dallas’s hands again. “Your nails suck, but other than that you’re every bit as pretty and—”

“I’m twenty-nine.”

Trudie’s mouth twisted wryly. “There’s that.”

Dallas stood. “Moot point. Are we doing dinner or not?”

“Look, my career’s on the line here.” Trudie hesitated. “I wouldn’t ask if I wasn’t desperate.”

“Have you
even tried
to find someone else?”

“Yes. I swear.”

Dallas sank back into the chair. She believed her. Trudie wasn’t one to ask for favors. Even after her jerk of a boyfriend had moved out along with half of Trudie’s furniture and the next month’s rent, she hadn’t asked Dallas or Wendy for a thing. Hadn’t accepted anything that was offered either.

“Come on, Dallas. As soon as Starla gets over her virus or whatever, she’ll call and you’ll be off the hook.”

“I’m not on the hook.”

“Oh, God, are you going to make me beg? Do I have to get down on my knees?”

Dallas sighed, knowing she was going to regret this. “Okay,” she said slowly. “How long do I have to pose and what do I have to wear?”

Trudie’s smile faltered. “Come on, let’s go have a drink or two first.”

“Trudie…”

Her friend got up from her desk, grabbed her purse and headed out the door. “I’m buying.”

Dallas followed. She was not going to like this. Not one bit.

E
RIC
H
ARMON PAID THE CABDRIVER
and got out near Sixth and Lexington. No sign of Tom. He checked his watch. Traffic had been surprisingly cooperative, and he’d apparently beaten his friend to the rendezvous point a block from their office where they both worked for Webber and Thornton Advertising.

He squinted up at the twentieth floor and counted four
windows from the corner, which was Tom’s office. The light was still on. But of course, so was the light in Eric’s office, two over from Tom’s, and Eric had no intention of returning to work. Not today. He was too beat.

They really should’ve met at Pete’s Grille, he realized. After the meeting he had just left, he could really use a double scotch about now. He checked his watch again, moved out of the way as a horde of pedestrians left the crosswalk and headed for him, then withdrew his cell phone from his suit jacket pocket.

“Put that away. I’m right behind you.”

He turned toward Tom’s voice and slid the phone back into his pocket. “I need a drink.”

“Me, too.”

Eric looked down at the briefcase his friend was holding. “Since when do you take work home?”

Tom shook his head, his expression grim. “I don’t care how bad your meeting went, be damn glad you weren’t in the office this afternoon.”

“Great. Tell me it doesn’t have to do with the Mercer account.” The advertising business could be a bitch. When you bonded with the client, you were on top of the world. But then there were those times when you thought about ordering a one-way ticket to Siberia.

“I’m not talking work until after I have a scotch.” Tom stepped back, accidentally bumping into a short blonde in a khaki suit. “Excuse me.”

At his dimpled smile, her irritation promptly vanished. “No problem.” She returned the smile, laced with a brief but obvious invitation.

Eric sighed. “Come on, Romeo. Let’s get to Pete’s before your wife calls and tells you to get your ass home.”

Tom gave the blonde’s swaying rear end a final ap
preciative look before turning toward Fourth Avenue. “Speaking of wives, since
you
don’t have one—” Tom said as if it were a crime “—who are you taking to Webber’s annual thanks-for-the-job-well-done-but-you’re-not-getting-a-bonus party?”

“Who says I have to take anyone?”

“Unspoken rule, my friend. You always show up and you don’t show up alone. The guy’s old school. He thinks everyone should be married and settled by the time they’re thirty. A mark you’ve already bypassed. Be sides, didn’t you get the picture after the Christmas party? He didn’t like it that you were the only one flying solo.”

Eric scoffed. “That attitude’s not only ridiculously antiquated, it’s illegal.”

“Tell him that.” Tom’s head swung around after a redheaded jogger in a skintight green tank and running shorts who’d passed them.

“And then there are some guys who just shouldn’t be married.”

“What?” Tom glanced at him and laughed. “Only looking, pal. Only looking. Something you should be doing more of.”

Frankly he didn’t know how Tom did it. Juggle a wife, a successful but demanding career and an active and strategic social life. Of course, Tom’s first putt in life came with a handicap. Prominent Westchester family. Ivy League education. No student loans to repay. A wife with an impressive social pedigree.

Must be nice. Eric wouldn’t know. His background was Pittsburgh blue-collar all the way. Of his entire ex tended family, he’d been the first to graduate from college and escape a life sweating in the steel mills.

“Seriously, Eric,” he continued, “when was the last time you brought someone to a company function?”

“Why are we discussing this?”

“Tell me when and I’ll drop it.”

“Why would I subject a date to one of Webber’s boring parties?” He was about to cross the street when the light turned red. Normally that wouldn’t stop him, except a stretch limo came barreling around the corner from Lexington.

“See? Good reason to get married. Then the girl’s gotta go and be bored.”

“Right.”

Tom elbowed him. “Check out the blonde at three o’clock. The one in the red stiletto heels.”

Eric casually glanced in that direction. “Not bad.”

“Not bad? Are you nuts? That one could put you in intensive care for a month.”

Eric started to cross the street as soon as the light changed. Two cabs ran the red light and honked at the pedestrians who’d entered the crosswalk. Across the street several other cabs blasted their horns for no apparent reason. You’d never know the city imposed a three-hundred-fifty-dollar fine for unnecessary honking.

They’d barely made it across Fifth Avenue when Tom started in again. “Okay, I want you to point out your idea of the perfect woman.” He gestured toward the mass of people, mostly women in suits and running shoes, coming toward them. “You have a wide variety right here.”

“What is with you today?”

“Humor me.”

Eric shook his head in disgust, at the same time catching sight of a department store window display, taken
aback by the realistic beach scene. Sand, sun, a threatening wave that looked as if it were about to crash over two incredibly lifelike mannequins and then right through the window onto the sidewalk. Computer generated, obviously, but realistic enough to earn some gasps from the crowd of onlookers and send an older couple back several steps.