Authors: Ronald H. Balson
“Now my house was furnished in
Jugendstil,
German Art Nouveau. Cold, modern, free-form shapes. Tall pieces of glass art. Enameled vases sitting on light-grained, sculpted wood occasional tables. A steel and frosted glass dining table sat beneath a twisted bronze chandelier. Wild, provocative ink drawings, in blood oranges and browns framed in free-form chrome, lined the walls. It broke my heart. All in all, my home was unrecognizable. I stood transfixed at the sight.
“âDo you approve?' the blond woman said from her couch. âYou look as though you are passing judgment on my taste in furnishings. Does it not meet your standards? You should have seen the shit I had to throw away.'
“âI'm sorry, madam, I'm just delivering coats to Colonel Müller. I would not presume to question your exquisite taste.'
“âHa, ha,' Colonel Müller said as he reentered the room. âElse, are you giving this young woman a hard time?'
“Else folded her arms across her chest. âWell, she was examining my home like she was an appraiser or something. Or maybe from the magazines? Rather than just a Jewish shop worker.' She shivered and scrunched her nose. âWho is she to judge? I don't even like her looking at my things. She soils them with her eyes.'
“âReally, Else, she's only delivering coats from the Shop.' Then, turning to me, he said, âI have written requisition forms in the other room. Come with me.' As I walked through the living room, Else followed me with her eyes, as though she were a leopard sitting atop a boulder.
“When I entered my father's study, the scene hit me like a punch in the pit of my stomach. Nothing had changed. It was as if the last two years had not occurred. It was all there. My father's leather chair. The deep red Persian rug. His chestnut rolltop desk, with its little cubicles where he would hide pieces of peppermint candy for Milosz and me to find. The fringed brass lamp in the corner, a present from my grandmother, that my mother would call
chaloshes
. So many memories. So hard to take.
“The bookcase looked the same, but my father's medals and war papers were goneâstolen by some contemptible German, no doubt. Also missing were photographs of the family, especially my father's favoriteâthe one of Milosz and me sitting on his lap that he kept on the corner of his desk. It was all too much. I broke down.
“Colonel Müller shook his head. âThey shouldn't have sent you. I told them.'
“âI didn't know,' I cried. âWhen I accepted the assignment, I didn't know where I would be sent.'
“âWell, now you know. The drops have to be made at this house. We can't do it anywhere else. Tell David he must assign some other courier.'
“I shook my head. âNo. I can handle it. I'll be all right. It was just the shock.'
“He pursed his lips. âWhat happened to your face?'
“âSS. He slapped me and squeezed my face to demonstrate his racial superiority. Monsters, every one of you,' I said, glaring at him, and cried again.
“âNot everyone.' He stood looking at me for a minute and then he said, âI don't want Else to see you like this. She'll ask me why a delivery girl should be crying in my home. We have to be careful around Else. I'm going to scream at you and make it look like I gave you a reason to cry.'
“I nodded.
“âBut first, where's the report?'
“I took off my shoes, lifted the insoles and gave him the papers. He examined them and put them in a metal box, locked the box and set it into the desk drawer.
“âAre you ready?'
“I closed my eyes and nodded.
“He opened the door a crack and yelled, âYou lazy, stupid fool! Two of these coats have tears in the seams. Are you so blind you would bring me torn coats for my soldiers?' He pushed me out the door and through my living room with a stiff arm in my back. Else sat on her couch with her legs crossed, sipping her cocktail, a satisfied smile on her face. My eyes locked on her wrist and the woven gold bracelet she wore. My father gave it to my mother on their tenth wedding anniversary. Suddenly, the colonel pushed me from behind.
“âGo back and tell them to look at the damn coats before they send them,' he yelled. âI'm tired of their incompetence.' He threw the two coats at me and shoved me hard into the foyer and against the front door. I must admit, it hurt. It wasn't hard to cry and I left the house rubbing my elbow.
“I set the coats in the cart and started pushing it back to the Shop with a grin from ear to ear. âI did it!' I said to myself. âI delivered my first secret report. I'm a flippin' Polish spy!' I'm sure it wasn't proper Irish style, but on the corner of KoÅciuszko Street, I parked my cart and danced a jig. I couldn't wait to get back to the Shop and tell David.”
Liam's cell phone buzzed and he looked at the caller ID. “I apologize. I've got to take this. I'll be back in a few minutes. Sorry.” He left the room and closed the door behind him.
“So, you took the two coats and reported back to David at the Shop?” Catherine said.
Lena's face lit up at the memory. “I was so proud of myself, and I wanted David to be proud of well. He was waiting for me, and I could tell he was as nervous as hell. I knew he was worried about a successful delivery of the report, of course, but I hoped that it was more. And it was. From his expression, I could tell that he was worried about
me,
about my getting back safely. It was well after midnight. He took me up to his office without a word and shut the door.
“âI delivered the papers.' I said, bursting with joy. âI gave them to Müller. I did it, David. I did it!' I started jumping up and down. âI did it!' He immediately put his finger to his lips. âShh.' But then he smiled, took me into his arms and lifted me off the floor. âThere was never a doubt,' he said. âI knew you could.'
“I spent the night with David. It was magnificent.”
Catherine smiled and nodded. “Nice. What an incredible evening.”
“Oh, you have no idea.”
“When was the next time you carried a report?”
“It was extremely difficult to get reports out of Auschwitz, and they came sporadically and without warning. David would be making his rounds through the Shop and he'd feign a stop by my station to examine my work. He'd lean over and say, âWe deliver tonight,' which meant I was to come by at the eleven
P.M.
shift change. My shoes would be waiting for me in his office.
“The second delivery, a couple of weeks later, went down without a hitch. When I knocked on the door, Colonel Müller was there to let me in. I didn't even see Else, and our exchange lasted less than five minutes. I returned with a coat, supposedly defective merchandise, which gave me an excuse to reenter the Shop after midnight and spend the night in David's office. As always, David was anxiously waiting for me.”
“What was he like?”
“Kind, gentle, but solid as Gibraltar. Always deep in thought. One night, as we lay waiting for the dawn, David clasped his hands behind his head and fixed his eyes upon the ceiling. I asked him what he was thinking.
“âAbout when it's all over. What will our Poland be like?'
“âOr if there'll even be a Poland?'
“âNever talk like that, Lena. Never believe that, not for one minute. Because then the Nazis have won. They've conquered your mind. You've surrendered. You must continue to resist in every thought. At no time do we ever consider the battle lost.' He stared at me with those deep blue eyes. âThey won't win. I guarantee that. Nazi Germany will fail. It'll go down in flames. And people like you and I will make it happen.'”
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E
ARLY THE NEXT MORNING
, as Catherine sat at her desk drafting her memorandum to present to Judge Peterson, her concentration was interrupted by the buzz of her telephone.
“Cat, you told me to hold your calls, but Walter Jenkins is on line two.”
Catherine scratched her head. “Walter Jenkins? Did he say why he's calling?”
“Nope.”
“Okay, I'll take the call. Put it through.”
She picked up the handset. “Good morning, Walter. To what do I owe this honor?”
“I hear you need a lawyer.” She heard him chuckle.
“Maybe. How did you know?”
“Hell, Catherine, it's all over the courthouse. Peterson's going to show you who's boss.”
“Bullshit. Liam told you.”
“Could be.”
“So, did you call me to gloat?”
“Hell, no, I called to represent you. I want to be your lawyer.”
“Thanks, but I can't afford the eminent Walter Jenkins or any of his high-priced attorneys.”
“Nah, this one's on the house. I never could stand Peterson and besides, I owe you one. Jack Sommers. You got us off an eighty million dollar hook.”
“Thanks, anyway, Walter, but⦔
“No buts. It's a done deal. Come on over this afternoon and we'll work on it.”
She smiled and nodded, even though Walter couldn't see her. “All right, I will. And thanks, Walter. I really do need an attorney. It's very kind of you to offer. Who do you want me to see?”
“Who? Me, that's who. I'm going to handle this personally. See you at two
P.M.
”
She put down the phone and reflected on life's intersecting circles. Walter Jenkins, her boss and public enemy number one in 2005, the time she stood up for Ben Solomon and was fired. Walter Jenkins, who came unannounced to her office in 2012, begging Catherine to represent his firm when Victor Kelsen sued them for eighty million dollars. And now the tables had turned. She needed Walter and he seemed happy to repay the favor.
She dialed Liam. “So you spilled the beans to Walter?”
“I don't want you going to jail. I'd be too lonesome. Are you going to see him today?”
“Yes, at two
P.M.
You didn't tell him I was pregnant, did you?”
Silence.
“Liam?”
Silence.
“Damn, Liam. I don't want Walter Jenkins knowing all my business.”
“Well, I don't want you going to jail, and besides, your
business
is pretty obvious to anyone who looks at you.”
“What did he say when you told him about Peterson?”
“I think he already knew. Word's getting around. I think you're going to see a courtroom full of attorneys Thursday morning. They'll be there for the show.”
“Oh Christ, Liam. That's not good news. If the courtroom's packed with lawyers, Peterson's going to want to make a stand. He won't back down in the presence of the attorneys who practice before him.”
“Is what it is, Cat. It's an open courtroom. Call me after you meet with Walter.”
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W
ALTER'S CORNER OFFICE HADN'T
changed since Catherine worked at his firm in 2005. He still had his inlaid walnut cigar box sitting on his desk, even though he no longer smoked cigars. A putter, three golf balls and a water glass lay on a green runner next to the wall. A few pictures of his grandchildren at various stages of their development marked the passage of time. Catherine summed things up for Walter and leaned back in her chair.
“So, that's the whole story, Walter. I won't give Arthur the ammunition to stop his mother from her life's quest. If I tell Judge Peterson that I'm meeting with Lena regarding her solemn promise to find Karolina's daughters, if they're still alive, Arthur will stop at nothing to prevent her. It may be about the money, it may be about his inheritance expectancies, it may be about controlâhell, he may even be rightâbut I have the feeling that this quest is the most important thing in Lena's life, and I'm going to fight like hell to give her the opportunity to see it through. It's my right to resist attempts to reveal client disclosures. It's Lena's privilege to have her confidential communications protected.”
Walter raised his eyebrows and smiled. “As always, it's Catherine the white knight. But this time Peterson has a point. He's invoking the mental health act. He has a right to prevent a disabled adult from pursuing a financially disastrous course of conduct. Anyway, Arthur already knows about Karolina's twins. It's in his petition. I don't understand what you're hiding. You wouldn't be disclosing anything that he doesn't already know. What's the harm in telling Peterson that Lena hired you to find Karolina's daughters?”
“First of all, the harm goes to the core of the privilegeâthat whatever is said to an attorney in confidence shall not be disclosed without the client's consent. The mental health act doesn't do away with the privilege. In unusual circumstances, the privilege gives way only when necessary to protect against imminent danger to the client or others. There's no danger here. Arthur alleges the risk of financial dissipation.
“Second, it's about the follow-up questions. Once I reveal the subject matter of my representation, the judge will question me to reveal facts of the twins' existence. Then he'll want to know why it's so damn important for a physically challenged woman to trek halfway around the world just to tell them something. And then he'll want to know what that something is. These are things Lena does not want Arthur to know. There's some secret here, Walter. I'm sure of it.”
“What's the secret?”
“If I knew, I wouldn't tell you, but I don't know. In order to serve my client, I need to keep Arthur from prying into Lena's personal business. If I give in to Peterson, I've failed. Once I answer his first question and open the door, the avalanche will start. I have to make my stand at the very first question. I'm on solid ground and you know it.”
“Solid ground? Really, Catherine? You sound like one of our indignant clients. When has solid ground ever mattered when a judge wants to put his foot down? You've got yourself caught in a power struggle with the most cantankerous man on the Cook County bench. What's worse, in this particular situation, this man cares more about losing face than who's right.”