I watched for him as I ran back up the mound toward the burning house; watched for the dark trousers and blue foul-weather jacket he had pulled on after raping Bimini. I strained to see through every flash of lightning, but he wasn't around. The roof of the house was burning merrily, popping in the weakening shower of rain. No one guarded the doors now. The men were in happy revolt, each trying to salvage his own future from the sinking boat. I kicked open the front door, went in, and switched on the lights. The ceiling steamed above me, the acrid odor of thermite and burning shingles everywhere. I went through the house a room at a time, one by one.
Nothing.
In the Senator's study, I took special care. I opened the drawer with the false bottom, stuffed in the sacks of drugs, and added ten stacks of cash. Stormin' Norman could run him down on income-tax evasion if nothing else. The desk was built of sleek metal, and the stone walls of the house would never burn. The federal boys would find evidence enoughâif they looked for it.
After checking the cellar, I ran back up the steps, outside.
Where?
Where?
I had decided to check the old caretaker's cottage when I heard the roar of the racing boat being started. I couldn't believe it. I ran around to the front of the house and, from the high vantage point of the Indian mound, I saw it: somehow the boathouse had protected it from the brunt of the explosion.
Ellsworth was at the controls.
His men were yelling at him. I couldn't make out the words. A lanky kid with long, long black hair tried to jump aboard, and Ellsworth shot him down. The kid had his arms full of drug sacks, and the white powder spilled over his bloodied face. The rest of the men stepped back in horrorâand then ran, none of them taking the time to drop their booty.
The boat was already in motion when I shot. He was more than two hundred yards away, through the trees and down the hill. The stiletto-shaped boat wallowed as if about to sink as he pulled out, then he jammed the throttles forward and it struggled to planeâso, it had been damaged by the explosion.
I lofted the arrow. A tough shotâbut I had killed men with tough shots before.
But I didn't kill Ellsworth.
The arrow left with a hiss, and, a second later he stiffened, sagged momentarily, and then disappeared into the darkness. I had wounded him. But how badly? No way of telling.
But there was one thing I knew for sure. I would find him. Maybe not on this night, maybe not the next. But his time would come. If he wasn't dying now, he would; die by my hands.
“I'll hunt you down like a dog, Ellsworth,” I whispered, my words lost in the storm wind. “I'll hunt you down and make you begâthat I vow.”
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Bimini had followed my orders well. She didn't sit up until I called her name through the darkness.
“Let's get out of here, lady. I want to get you to a hospital,” I said as I threw my gear into the little Whaler.
“Did you . . . did you kill him?”
“I don't know. I don't think soâbut I wounded him. I don't know how badly. He just took off in that big powerboat.”
She put her arms around me and pulled herself close. Warm little island woman; the fear in her voice edged the brave front. “Are we going after him . . . now?”
“No. No way we could catch him. Another day, Bimini. I'll meet Mr. Benjamin Ellsworth on another dayâif he lives.”
It wasn't my imagination. She sagged with relief.
I pulled the stern-well plug, running the rainwater out as we went. Bimini snuggled close beside me while, behind us, Cuda Key burned. It threw an eerie light across the water: green and bile-like, as if all the evil of that place were being leached out by the August storm.
We talked softly together as we banged through the choppy night seas.
“I'm so sorry, Dusky. So sorry about what he did to me. I wanted it to be you.”
“It doesn't matter to me, Bimini. Not a bit. When we're sure you're well, maybe we can take a little cruise. A . . . a sort of friendship cruise. I can't promise you love or lovemaking. I just know I need to get away. And I want someone along. Someone who isn't afraid to speak up when there's something to talk about, and who isn't afraid to say nothing when talk is unnecessary.”
She kissed me softly on the cheek. “I would like that. And I understand. You need time, Dusky MacMorgan. That's what we both needâtime.”
XVIII
By the time we got back to the
Sniper,
Bimini had even managed to laugh a little. I wanted to cheer her up, to get her mind off what had happened. And trying to cheer her up actually cheered me up.
She didn't ask me what had happened back on Cuda Key. And I didn't tell her. A strange thing about warâand that's what my attack had been, war. It draws on a human psychological reserve that is buried deeply within us all. It has something to do with the kick of adrenaline, the sudden, insane dissipation of all reason. It prowls the dark side of our brains like a benign tumor, only to leap alive and to the forefront when the provocation is sufficient. And when that creature, war, comes to life, it brings us face to face with a being so malevolent, so horrifying, as to render mere words not only useless but loathsome. It brings us face to face with ourselves.
I knew the horror. I knew it well. And when the killing is done, I had learned to let the warrior in me return to its terrible and temporary grave.
So I talked and joked, anxious to get that good woman to the hospital; to steal her away from this awful night.
The
Sniper
lay nearly invisible in the dark distance. And then it became a shadowy form. And then I could hear the gentle roll and smack as she danced on her ground tackle.
I brought the little Whaler up smoothly and lashed it to the boarding platform.
“I feel so good with you, Dusky. I don't think I need a doctor; honest.”
“I won't hear another word.”
“Maybe we could just rest here awhile.” Her mouth opened in a wide yawn, and then melted into a sleepy smile. I could see her face clearly now. The storm had all but passed, and a flickering moonlight spread across the water and lay milky on her skin.
“You go below. There's a blanket in the port locker. Get it out, take your clothes off, and get dry. And then get yourself some sleep. I'll run us back.”
“I might need some helpâgetting dry,” she said, kittenlike.
And I knew what she was doing; what she needed. After her terrible experience with Ellsworth, she needed someone to show her that it could be good, that it could be right. Someone to show her the love of it before memories of her rape hardened in her brain and spoiled all bedroom love for her forever and ever. She needed me now, to love the nightmare away; now before it began to feed on her.
“Are you sure, Bimini?”
She fell against me, looking up into my face. “Are you? The time we need, Duskyâthe time we both need is now.”
I bent to kiss her full lips and felt, beneath the wool sweater, that her nipples had already hardened, protruding through the wide weave of the garment. Perhaps she was right. They had killed a part of me, and I had killed many of them. Maybe this was the way to say yes; to affirm my own existence.
I kissed her again, harder, alert for any sudden recoil or revulsion within her.
There was none. She pressed hard against me, finding the entrance beneath my watch sweater and sliding her hands over my wide chest.
“Dusky, are you sure?”
I lifted her up in my arms, my left hand on the firm mound of breast. “Yes,” I said. “Yes, I'm sure.”
What happened then occurred so quickly that I doubt if I will ever get it straight in my own mind. Flickering images tainted with fear and awful, awful disbelief. And the dreamlike quality of a nightmare.
Kisses and laughter interrupted by the unexpected flare of cabin lights.
A pallid, haunted face.
A gun.
A leer.
Ellsworth!
“My, my, my, aren't you two quite the romantic lovers this evening!”
I dropped Bimini to her feet. I kept shaking my head. It was the concussion, the dizziness. I had to be having a hallucination.
But I wasn't. Lieutenant Benjamin Ellsworth stood before me. With a gun. Again.
I had wounded him all right. The aluminum arrow protruded through his thigh. His wet pants looked even darker for the blood. His face was blanched. Beads of sweat glistened on his forehead.
“What are you staring at, MacMorgan?” Ellsworth laughed crazily. “You're the ones who should be gawked at. The thought of it: a pathetic circus orphan and an uneducated nigger whore exchanging sweet words of love. It makes me want to puke.”
Shakily, he climbed the two steps to the fighting deck. Blood gushed from his shoe when he moved.
“What would your late wife say about that?” He threw his head back, cackling like a maniac. And he leveled the gun at my head when I took a step forward. “She wouldn't like it, would she? Nor would your two boys.”
“Don't!”
It was Bimini. She wasn't trembling now. I had never seen a look of such stark hatred on any woman.
Ellsworth smiled at her. “Don't or you'll what?”
“Don't talk to him that way!”
He turned to me. “Look at this, will you? The big man is letting a colored woman do his talking. How about that, MacMorgan?”
“I've got nothing to say to you, Ellsworth. If you're going to kill us, get it over with. But you'd be smart to let the woman live. You're going to need someone to take care of that legâor you'll bleed to death.”
“Oh, this?” He motioned grandly toward the arrow in his leg. “I assume this was a little present from you.” He coughed and wiped the sweat from his face. “I must say that I was surprised to find your boat out here. I can't imagine how you escaped our last encounter. My own craft was sinkingâdamaged by another little gift of yours. I thought it wise to abandon it and take this vessel. And I would haveâbut for one thing. No keys. Hand them over, MacMorgan. Now.”
He wasn't thinking clearly. It was a mistake no pro would have made. No healthy pro, anyway. Had he been thinking clearlyâthinking like the SEAL he never really wasâhe would have killed me and then taken the keys off my corpse. Only he wouldn't have found them. They were under the starboard berth. Back in the corner. Where I always hid them.
But he wasn't thinking clearly. And he did make the mistake. I reached slowly toward the big right pocket of the commando pants where the Webber pistol was concealed.
And by the time he realized his error, the dart gun was halfway up and out.
If Bimini had done anything else, he would have recovered in time. If she had just stood by and looked on in horrorâlike most peopleâI would have died in my tracks; died with the satisfaction, at least, of knowing that Lieutenant Ellsworth was well on his way to bleeding to death. But she didn't wait. She didn't watch. She jumped toward him like a young lioness, her fingers raking even rows of flesh from his face.
The .45 roared and Bimini jolted backward and landed on the deck in a heap. She rolled over once, blood dripping from her head, groaned, and then lay silent.
Thud!
Ellsworth stiffened in surprise, dropping his weapon. I had shot quickly, not waiting until the Webber was level and controlled. And I had hit him in an improbable place. He grabbed his groin, eyes wide and filled with wonder. He knew about dart guns. And what he knew frightened him.
“What's . . . what did you shoot me with?”
I had him now. And I was going to make him suffer. “Poison, Ellsworth. The poison of a scorpionfish.”
“No! You can't . . . ”
“I can and I have.” I took two steps toward him and kicked the automatic away. “I want to tell you about that poison,
lieutenant
. You'll be feeling it soon. There will be a numbing pain. . . . ”
“Yes!”
“And then you'll go into convulsions. And then the numbing pain will become unbearable pain. . . . ”
“Please!”
“Please what, lieutenant? I can't save you now. No doctor on earth could save you now.”
He crawled toward me, one hand still holding his groin. “You've got to do something, MacMorgan. Yesâ
you've got to . . .
”
He clutched at my pant leg like a little child.
“Can't . . . stand . . . pain.
Please.
”
“What about other people, you bastard? You think my wife, my boys, my best friend, or this woman enjoyed pain? And you killed them, you bastard! You killed them all!”